inexhaustible

One of the most dominant overhead constellations in the autumn night sky in the Northern Hemisphere is the constellation Pegasus.It is composed of several stars of different brightness and size.The four most dazzling ones form a huge quadrilateral, and each side represents a direction. It is a very important signpost constellation in the autumn night sky, also known as the "autumn quadrilateral".

"Ah, I saw a quadrilateral...but why is it a Pegasus? How does this thing look like a horse?"

"The pegasus we see is upside down. The top is the legs, and the bent bottom is the head and neck."

I tried my best to describe the appearance of Pegasus to Shang Muxiao, and then found several nearby adjacent constellations and bright stars through the "autumn quadrilateral".

"That star is Vega, the one below is Altair, and the one in the middle is the Milky Way."

In addition to countless unsolved mysteries, the starry sky is also filled with endless human imagination and extreme romance.

If he could have told me earlier that he was here to see the stars, I could have brought the star pen in advance.As it is now, I can only make do with what I say, and he make do with it.

After talking for more than ten minutes, the starry sky above my head has almost finished talking.I stopped talking, just enjoying the beautiful scenery in front of me quietly with Shang Muxiao.

After a long time, Shang Muxiao suddenly said: "Professor Bei, when you look at the stars, do you feel frustrated by your own insignificance?" He put his hands on the viewing platform built of bricks and stones, looked up at the starry sky, "We Just like a speck of dust in the universe. Appears and disappears. Appears and disappears again. Thinking that you are unique and unique, but in fact, it is no different from all the existences you hate, admire, and despise, and it is insignificant...Is it? "

Thinking back to the first time I used an astronomical telescope to observe the starry sky, I seemed to have had this kind of thought - compared to the entire universe, human beings are really small and humble existences.

Perhaps standing under the vast sky, it is hard for people not to think about these things.

"Do you know the difference between humans and gorillas?"

Shang Muxiao looked at me with a puzzled expression.Some for me and some for this question.

"Are you testing me? Humans have rationality, but animals only have intelligence?" No matter how confused he was, he still gave me an answer.

The night wind on the mountain was a bit cool, I tightened my coat and said: "This is Schopenhauer's point of view. But in Nietzsche's view, there is basically no difference between humans and gorillas in terms of contributions to the world. Only a very few people can surpass One's own animal nature, and become a 'superman' who is truly valuable. So you are right, we are all insignificant to this world."

Hearing this, Shang Muxiao lowered his eyelashes, and there was a trace of "lonely" expression on his face.

"But..." The subject changed, and he trembled with his eyelashes, and I continued, "For us living in this world, relatives, friends, colleagues, lovers, every individual is very important. Put There may be dust in the universe, but in front of our eyes, each one is an extremely precious gemstone, and each one is unique.” It’s just that these gemstones may not belong to us forever.

I didn't say the last sentence.Although I look pessimistically at everything in the world, I don't force others to be the same as me.

Young people like Shang Muxiao still have a long way to go in life, and they can slowly explore the survival theory that suits them without being forced by others.

"Gemstones?" Shang Muxiao laughed out loud, chanting "gemstones" several times in a row, almost muttering to himself at the end.

"Then my life is really poor."

Just when I thought he was sneering at my argument, he suddenly yelled towards the viewing platform, then put his hands together, and stood on the narrow masonry wall.

I would stop breathing for a moment.There are no street lights here, and it is pitch black under the viewing platform. Although it is impossible to see anything clearly at the moment, according to common sense, most of them are cliffs.He stood on it dangerously like that, and the wind could blow him down.

"You are a pessimist, but you can say such a thing. Professor Bei, I am a little curious. How many gemstones have you had in your life? What kind of existence is the one you like the most?" Maintain balance and walk staggeringly.

The tightrope walkers in the acrobatic troupe still have safety ropes, but Shang Muxiao has nothing, and if he falls, he will be half disabled if he does not die.And even if he fights to "immortality", how can I save him like this?

Literally dead.

"Shang Muxiao, come down." I ordered him in a deep voice, completely ignoring what his problem was.

"Are you worried about me?" He still had a hippie smile on his face, showing no seriousness.

I tried to suppress my anger and held out my hand to him.

"Come down, it's too dangerous for you to do this."

He stopped his sweaty walk, turned his back to the cliff, and stood facing me, his lowered eyes first fell on my hands and then on my face.

"good……"

I followed him well, and he looked down at me, spread his arms, and showed a very bright smile.

"You're worried about me." He was full of complacency, making a gesture to fall backwards.

"Shang Muxiao!!" Eyes wide open, I screamed to reach him, the next second my body lost balance and fell to the ground before Shang Muxiao.

The palm was scratched by the rough stone, and it hurt hotly.His legs were tangled together in an unnatural position, limp and limp.

Panting, I anxiously searched for Shang Muxiao's position, but when I looked up, I saw him jumping off the low wall lightly.

"Why are you so careless." He came to help me, with a relaxed smile on his face, as if the thrill just now was nothing more than my hallucination, "You yelled so loudly just now, are you afraid that I will really jump off?"

He wasn't actually jumping, he was just testing my reflexes.

My reaction intrigued him, and delighted him.

Only now did I really agree with Yang Haiyang's evaluation of him—crazy.He is a psycho.

I closed my eyes, trying to calm down the fluctuating emotions.

"Professor Bei? Beijiao?" Seeing that I didn't respond, Shang Muxiao kept calling my name.

If he had eyesight, he should have left me alone for a while.

I gritted my back molars, and the fire couldn't be suppressed no matter what.I haven't been this angry in probably years.

I broke away from him violently, and I refused to communicate and forbid touching.

Unprepared, he sat down on the ground, his eyebrows furrowed, and when he looked at me again, his gaze became extremely vicious.Like a wolf cub who finally stopped wagging his tail and returned to his nature.

Yes, how could the wolf be obedient?It was my whimsy.

I looked straight at him, my aura on the surface remained the same, but in my heart I was thinking rapidly about what to do when the fight broke out.

I don't have Yang Haiyang's ability, so I guess at most I can only take two bites to vent my anger.

Dating to fight, I never did this when I was 20 years old, and I really went back more and more.

"I was just kidding with you, why are you so angry?" After a moment of confrontation, when he spoke again, Shang Muxiao's beast-like eyes had mostly subsided.

He clapped his hands and stood up from the ground, took a few steps back, and leaned against the low wall of the viewing platform, no longer trying to help me.

I can go back to the wheelchair with a little effort, but it doesn't look good.All struggles, embarrassments, and embarrassments will be presented in front of Shang Muxiao without reservation.

Being disabled is one thing, not wanting to act "disabled" in front of other people is quite another.

Everything seemed to stand still, I didn't move, and Shang Muxiao didn't move either.We are in a stalemate, and we have the posture that if we kill each other, we will win.

The temperature in the mountains became colder and biting as night fell, and when the wind blew, the thin coat couldn't stop the cold wind at all.

I shivered uncontrollably, and couldn't hold back the itchy throat and coughed.

Shang Muxiao suddenly made a heavy "tsk" sound, and was extremely impatient.

The palms of my hands ached, and I gritted my teeth, intending to sit like this forever.

My eyes suddenly went dark, and something with body temperature fell from the sky, covering my head and face.

I tore it off and saw it was a coat.

After stepping on the grass, Shang Muxiao walked past me and went to the back of the car.

"I'm going to have a cigarette."

Judging from his choice of avoidance, this battle seems to be won by me.But I can't feel happy at all, I feel that I am too naive.Whether it's a one-month gamble, or the matter of sitting until death rather than climbing into a wheelchair in front of Shang Muxiao, it's so childish that it's unbelievable.

The faint smell of smoke from the back of the car temporarily dragged me back to reality from my self-loathing.

After a cigarette, Shang Muxiao walked back, and I also returned to the wheelchair.

"You're bleeding." He stared at my leg.

I wore a pair of white trousers today, and I just rubbed them on the floor and got a lot of stains.The most obvious one was at the knees, where the cloth was worn out, revealing the wounds covered with soil, black and red, looking very miserable.

"I don't feel it." I returned the coat to him and stuffed it into his arms. When I was about to withdraw my hand, he grabbed it.

When the coat fell to the ground, he glanced at my palm and said, "My hand is bleeding too."

I wonder if he really has night vision, with such sharp eyes.

"It's okay..." I withdrew my hand and said, "I don't want to read it, let's go back."

After what happened just now, I think there are very few people who can have leisure time to watch the stars with him.

No matter how the wheelchair moves, it turns in circles.I looked back wonderingly, and saw Shang Muxiao picking up the clothes on the ground and shaking, while the other hand was firmly holding the handle of my wheelchair, not letting me go.

In an instant, I was like a cat strangled by fate, and I could only let him handle it.

"What are you doing?" I lowered my voice, trying not to look so overwhelmed.

Shang Muxiao threw the coat to me again.

"Who said we're going back today?"

In the wilderness, with his words and deeds, I have already seen the beginnings of several classic suspense films in my mind.

He's not trying to push me off the mountain...

With my uninjured hand, I draped his coat over my lap, wondering if I should ask him where we were going.

He pushed me along the dark mountain road for a while, and suddenly turned a corner and entered a deep path.

There are trees on both sides, and there are patches of trees, except for a little starlight above the head, you can hardly see your fingers.

"Where are we going?" I finally couldn't help asking as I tightened the coat on my lap.

"Yin Nuo brought me here once before, and it's right in front..." Almost as soon as he finished speaking, a faint light appeared in front of him, and when he got closer, he realized that it was a paper lantern hanging only by the courtyard gate.

On the left side of the lantern is a wooden sign with the name of the small courtyard - Liushuirenjia.

Underneath is a piece of tattered paper, with the words "Picking cherries, fresh crystal cherries, not sweet and not expensive" written with a brush.