inexhaustible

Early on the morning of the sixth day, I received a call from a stranger.Thought it was a sales call at first, I let it ring for a long time.Later, seeing that it kept ringing persistently, I was afraid of some important call, so I picked it up.

As soon as the other party opened his mouth, he reported his family name, claiming to be Lu Feiheng's sister, Lu Yue.

When I heard that the other party was Lu Feiheng's sister, I was a little afraid that something happened to Lu Feiheng's parents.Except for me, the hometowns of the three roommates can be said to be all over the world, and they are not in this city.Although I haven't had much contact with their family members these years, we send greetings text messages to each other every year and holiday, and they sometimes ask about my current situation.

In the past 12 years, I only visited Lu Feiheng and the three of them once, five years ago.But Jingshen's cemetery road was too narrow, and I couldn't get in, so I just presented him with a bouquet of flowers at the door.

Lu Feiheng's parents are very kind and kind. They are always full of pride when talking about their son. They will sigh with pity when they see me and tell me that it is good to live.They never talked about the car accident in front of me, but I know that Lu Feiheng's death hit them hard. When I saw them five years ago, they were less than sixty, but they were already gray-haired. They said they were not even seventy. Too much.

"Beijiao, my parents don't want to tell you, but I...but I have no choice." Lu Yue choked up, telling the whole story.

I met Lu's father five years ago. In the past few years, his health has deteriorated day by day, and his lungs have been troubled by various diseases. In the past two years, he has reached the point where he can only rely on oxygen to maintain his life.

The Lu family was originally poor. Lu's father and Lu's mother sold their house a few years ago to see a doctor and moved in with their daughter. However, their house was cheap and they didn't sell much money. They quickly spent all their money on medical treatment.Now that Lu's father's illness can no longer be delayed, the only way is to get a lung replacement. They borrowed some from relatives and friends, but it was far from enough.

"I have borrowed everything I could. I know you have nothing to do with us. I shouldn't have told you, but I... really have nowhere to go. It doesn't matter if it's ten thousand or twenty thousand... Feiheng is gone, I I can't let my parents have trouble again, I must save my dad... I will save as much money as possible!"

A few days ago, I sent New Year's greetings to Lu's mother. She didn't mention Lu's father's serious illness at all. I thought...they were doing well.

"How much money do you need?" I asked.

Lu Yue calmed down and said, "It's about 30 less."

30, say more or less.The deposit I can take out is about 20, and there are 30... I can't help but look at the [-] Celestron telescope standing in the living room.

"There is still 30, and I will figure out a way."

Except for the lack of packaging, this telescope is basically the same as a brand new one, with a discount of [-], there should still be many people willing to buy it.

Lu Yue was startled, and her words trembled: "I, I won't ask you for nothing, I will definitely pay you back the money, I will pay it back when I am alive, and my son will pay it back when I die... Thank you, thank you so much, Beijiao. You don’t know how many people I’ve begged and how many houses I’ve kneeled to raise money these days…” At the end, she broke down in tears.

I hurriedly said: "I'll talk about the money repayment later. The most important thing is to see the doctor right now. If Lu Feiheng is alive and my family needs money urgently, he will definitely do his best to help me."

Lu Yue thanked me for a long time, and after hanging up the phone, he quickly sent Lu's father's case and various inspection reports to my mobile phone.

Pulmonary interstitial fibrosis, severe pulmonary hypertension, respiratory failure, heart disease, diabetes... a series of disease names are shocking.

If it wasn't for the extremely difficult situation, Lu Yue would never have looked for me.Since she will look for me, she must have reached the point of desperation as she herself said.

When I came to that Celestron, I stroked every part of it carefully. Even though my heart was full of nostalgia, I knew that, just like Shang Muxiao, it had become an existence that I had to let go of in my life.

"In the end, I still can't keep you." I bent down, kissed the eyepiece lightly, and sighed.

Chu Liuben had agreed with Shen Luoyu to go to her house for dinner.I thought she only called me, but when I went there, I found out that she also called my parents.

After a few months of absence, although it wasn't an ugly scene at the time, it was a bit awkward to see each other because no one stepped down.They were already unfamiliar with each other, but now they even avoided eye contact, and they looked like strangers to each other.

My aunt and my mother were busy in the kitchen, while my father and Shen Luoyu sat down in the dining room, poured a cup of tea each, and chatted about work and life.I stayed in the living room with Bei Yan, he watched cartoons, and I watched cartoons with him.

"Brother, is the puppy alright? Can it walk?" Bei Yan held a large bag of potato chips, stuffing them into his mouth like a squirrel without stopping.

The egg yolk can be considered a blessed puppy, and this is the second human being who cares about it so much.

"It's pretty good..." Say it's okay, it's still unwilling to walk on the ground, say it's not good, and it seems to be enjoying a good life in the store.

"Then can I go and meet it?" Bei Yan blinked her innocent eyes, making it hard for me to refuse.

"...I'll ask its owner to see when I have time to bring it to meet you."

Shang Muxiao's road was blocked, so he wondered if he could go to Shang Yunrou and ask her to carry the dog out.

Bei Yan's eyes lit up, and he cheered softly: "Thank you brother!"

He was sitting cross-legged on the ground, but now he put the potato chips aside, clapped his hands, clenched his hands into fists, and gently moved up his calves, knocking on my legs.

"What are you doing?" I looked at him funny.

"Give me a massage." Beiyan said, "Massage more, and your legs will get better. I practiced it for a long time, but you didn't come back, and I couldn't use it. But I kept massaging my classmates, and they all Say it comfortably."

Even if you press it for me, I can't feel it.

"Who told you?" I asked him with a smile.

"Mom." Bei Yan raised his face, his red apple-like face was filled with a lovely smile.

My heart moved, and I continued to ask him: "Mom said, my legs will get better if I massage them more?"

Bei Yan nodded first, then shook his head after a while, and said, "She didn't say that your legs would get better if you massaged them more. So I must know how to take care of you, and when they are gone, you will be my responsibility. I will give you more massages, take you to the sun, and help you bathe every day..."

When he said this, I pressed his arm and forced him to stop.

"Brother?" He looked at me suspiciously, "What's wrong with you?"

He was still too young, he didn't know what he said, what he was indoctrinated, and he couldn't refuse the great responsibility that came from heaven.

I collected my expression and said in a serious tone, "I'm not your responsibility."

He seemed to be frightened, and withdrew his hand, seeing my timid expression.

I don't know how to explain all this to him, so I can only try my best to calm down and say: "I can take care of myself, you only need to live for yourself, you know?"

He half understood, but under my gaze, he finally nodded.

After the meal, the atmosphere was quite lively. Shen Luoyu took Beiyan and went downstairs with my father to set off the fireworks.

"It's so beautiful." My aunt took out her mobile phone and took endless pictures of the fireworks in the night sky.

This snowy night can be regarded as a rare family joy in our family for many years.

Halfway through, my aunt went to wash the fruit, and only my mother and I were left by the window.

Looking at the cheerful figure of Bei Yan downstairs, I thought about it and said, "I don't need Bei Yan to take care of me. I can take care of myself now, and I can take care of myself in the future. You don't have to worry about me. He is yours." Child, not your tool, don't instill unnecessary thoughts in him."

There was no sound beside me for a long time, and just when I thought that the other party might not have heard me clearly, she let out a long sigh.

"I know you want to be strong, but when you get old, who else can you rely on if you don't rely on him? I don't do things beautifully, and I don't know how to speak like your aunt, but I definitely did what a mother should do. I raised you up and cultivated You become talented, even if you think all this is my vanity and selfishness, don’t you benefit from it? I don’t even understand what you are blaming us for.”

I turned my head and glanced at the kitchen, afraid to quarrel with her here.At the same time, she was very tired, and she didn't understand me at all.

We talk to chickens and ducks, and we can never talk together.

"I don't mean to blame you." Before, I might have had a good argument with them, but now I'm so tired, everything is piling up, and I'm exhausted. "I am very grateful to you for raising me up and cultivating me to become a talent, but you will do this because you are my parents and you are responsible for me. But Beiyan does not, Beiyan does not need to be responsible for me and pay for me."

There was no expression on the mother's elegant face. She put her arms around her face and said coldly, "You can't control this, and he can't control it. Let him be unlucky, whoever asked him to join our family."

All of a sudden, I was holding my breath in my chest cavity, unable to swallow or spit it out, choked up in a panic.

She argued with me, explaining that there is still reason to speak.Now she is blaming everything on destiny, what else can I say?This is simply preposterous.

"Then I won't be a member of this family anymore, cut off ties with me." I couldn't stay for a moment, my head felt like it was exploding, and the pain was severe.

I drove to the door quickly, and my aunt happened to come out from the kitchen with fruit, and she was surprised when she saw that I was leaving.

"Why are you leaving so soon?"

"I have something temporarily..." I pushed open the door, forced a smile at her and said, "I'll see you next time."

The aunt glanced at the window and whispered, "Are you arguing with your mother again?"

I just smiled and waved goodbye to her.

I got off the underground parking garage directly, and I didn't even meet Shen Luoyu and the others, let alone say goodbye.

After I got home, Shen Luoyu called and asked me what was going on.

I roughly talked to her, and she kept gasping, with a tone of uncertainty about how to stand.

"I understand what my aunt means, and I understand what you think. Why don't you tell her that you have a partner? Maybe she will be relieved if you tell her."

I was silent for a moment and said, "We broke up."

Shen Luoyu let out an "ah", never thought that I would date when I said we were dating, and now we would break up when I said we were going to break up.

"No, it's okay..." She was not very confident, "The next one will be better!"

I rubbed my forehead, wanting to yell loudly, to the point of being hoarse, to vent all the resentment and sorrow in my heart.However, the overwhelming tiredness flooded me, and it was the limit for me to even open my mouth to speak.

"Well, the next one will be better."

I go along with her, but I know in my heart that there will be no next one.

will never.

On the eighth day of the new year, I started my first rehabilitation in the new year, but it still didn't improve.

My hand slipped, and I accidentally fell off the rehabilitation equipment. I lay on the ground gasping for breath, sweating profusely, and the muscles from my fingers to my arms were trembling.

The physical therapist immediately came to help me up: "Come here first today."

I nodded, took the water he handed me, and drank it in big gulps.

"By the way." The physical therapist said, "Remember the exoskeleton device I mentioned to you last time? Their company called yesterday and said that there is a set of second-hand equipment for exhibitions. It can give you a big phone call." discount, do you want to consider buying it?"

"How much?" For the exhibition, even if you give a half discount, it costs 50 yuan. For me now, I can't make up such a lot of money, so I didn't expect much when I asked.

"One hundred thousand."

I held the mineral water bottle, looked blankly at the physical therapist, and asked again: "How much?"

He fully understood my astonishment, imitated the host in the TV shopping vividly, and exaggerated: "One hundred thousand, the total price is only one hundred thousand. You can't buy it at a loss, you can't be fooled. With only one hundred thousand, you can have the highest price in the market. The end exoskeleton device. The battery life is 12 hours, which is not one or two points better than those of 4 hours and 8 hours. It fully meets the daily needs, and the most important thing is that it is very light. Are you excited? Call the shopping hotline below..."

The million-level equipment was finally sold for [-].Is this a discount?This is simply a cheap sale.