inexhaustible

Before college, I never thought my life was weird.

Ordinary is produced by contrasting with extraordinary.Extraordinary people, only when they meet ordinary people, will they realize how different they are.

I will always remember Lu Feiheng’s surprised and strange expression when he learned that I had no fun, no friends, and only studies in my 18 years of life. I.

The first time I watched Shang Lu's movie was "Retrograde Wind" with a few people in the dormitory in college.I don't know if it's a "baby bird plot", but after watching other people's movies, I feel that they are not as good as Shang Lu, and even secretly bought his posters and hid them under the bed.

Lu Feiheng also likes Shang Lu, and often watches Shang Lu's movies with me.The most watched movies are all flesh-colored, showing Shang Lu's good figure and good face.

I should have noticed how he could be straight when we have such similar tastes.

It's a pity that although Shang Lu was only 30 years old at that time, he had retired from the entertainment industry.Those few works are the only ones left, and I read them over and over again, and I can recite my lines after reading them.

If he hadn't retired back then, he would be an actor now.

It is a pity for many fans that Shang Lu gave up his thriving acting career and turned to business at the most glorious time.No wonder so many people expect Shang Muxiao to inherit the mantle and enter the filming circle.This has nothing to do with preferences, more like a kind of... feelings.

But it should be impossible for their father-son relationship to be so bad.

"Eat the broccoli."

At the quiet dining table, a stern female voice interrupted my thoughts scattered to the horizon and pulled me back to reality.

Four people sat on one side of the square dining table, and Bei Yan was opposite me, frowning at the only broccoli left in the bowl.

He didn't like to eat vegetables since he was a child. He used to save vegetables until the end, pretending to eat them in front of his parents, but in fact he just put them in his mouth and spit them out of the window after returning to his room.

This was a seamless plan, but my house lived on the first floor, and the green belt of the community was outside his window. At that time, my mother always felt that there were many flies in summer, so I looked over and saw his tricks completely.

His mother was furious because of his deceit. After cleaning the green belt with a cold face, she only gave him vegetarian food for a long time.Originally, he wanted to correct his picky eating habits, but if he didn't like it, he didn't like it. No matter how he grew up, his aversion to vegetables was still engraved in his bones.

"Oh." Bei Yan reluctantly stuffed the broccoli into his mouth, chewing hard.

I saw that he was really uncomfortable eating, so I deliberately spoke up for him: "If you don't like it, forget it, don't force him to eat it."

Father didn't speak, probably because of his work in the government department. On weekdays, he always looked very serious, didn't talk much, and didn't talk much at home.From the past, he has been used to his mother making decisions about everything in the family, and when it comes to educating children, he doesn't interrupt if he can.

He always believes that there can only be one voice between a husband and wife, and once both voices are spoken, conflicts will erupt.

"No, how can you be healthy if you don't have balanced nutrition? You must eat it." The mother was as tough as ever, and there was no room for half a compromise.

She hasn't gained weight in decades. When she was young, she still had flesh on her face, so she wasn't too thin. As she got older, her skin sagged and her fat subsided, and she became thinner when she looked at her. Her eyes looked extraordinarily large. When she glared at you , It makes people feel uneasy.

Bei Yan was frightened by her, and swallowed the broccoli flower that he hadn't chewed very well, and then he just stood there, his eyes wide open, his hands covering his neck, and he opened his mouth but couldn't make any sound.

Immediately something was wrong in my heart.

His movement was really scary, and his parents lost their composure all of a sudden. They put down their chopsticks and surrounded him, patting the back and pouring water.

Bei Yan's face turned purple from the suffocation, and he looked like he was out of breath, obviously choked by the broccoli.

"Xiaoyan, don't scare mom." The mother's voice was crying, and the whole person panicked.

"Come on, I'll drive and go to the hospital." Father said as he got up and went to find the car keys.

Among the few people, I am quite calm. I remember reading in the first aid manual that the Heimlich first aid method should be used for people who choke on food and get stuck in their trachea. If it is too late, it may cause permanent damage to the brain.

"Wait, first expel the foreign body in his esophagus..."

No one listened to me at all, my mother kept patting Bei Yan's back, tears filled her eyes, and repeated the same sentence in her mouth: "You must have nothing to do, you must have nothing to do..."

My father was dizzy looking for the key, but the more anxious he was, the less he could find it. He took out his mobile phone and called an ambulance.

Seeing that it would be too late, I pursed my lips and pushed my mother away. I pulled Beiyan and let him sit on my lap facing forward. Then I made a fist with one hand and pressed my thumb against his upper abdomen. Grasp the wrists with your hands and squeeze upwards quickly and firmly.

Using the air remaining in his lungs to form an airflow, Bei Yan spit it out with a "wow" after just two strokes.Food scraps fell on my hands and body along the skirt of his clothes, including the broccoli flower that almost killed him.

The trachea was no longer stuck by the foreign object, he took a big breath, then fell limp all of a sudden, was firmly caught by his mother, hugged her into her arms and kept kissing.

"How? How's it going?" Father ran over in a hurry with his mobile phone in his hand, his face no better than Bei Yan's.

I took out a tissue on the table and wiped my hands. Seeing that Beiyan was crying, I said, "There shouldn't be any serious problems. If you are worried, you can go to the hospital again."

The father was taken aback, covered his heart and breathed a sigh of relief, and then explained the situation to the operator on the other end of the phone, asking them not to wait for an ambulance.

After eating like this, no one is in the mood to continue.Father was busy changing Bei Yan's clothes and taking a bath, while mother cleared away the leftovers on the table.

I wiped the stain off my trousers bit by bit with paper towels and washed my hands at the sink, but the sticky feeling still lingered, making my stomach a little queasy.

"Thanks to you just now." My mother put a stack of dishes and chopsticks into the sink, and she has completely returned to her previous appearance. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have known that she would have lost control like that.

"He is my younger brother, can I watch him die?" I said softly, wiped off the water droplets on my hands, threw the tissue into the trash can, and decided to leave after seeing Beiyan.

"Your pants..." My mother suddenly stopped me, glanced at a watermark on my knee and said, "Do you want your father to change it for you?"

My fingertips contracted slightly, I shook my head and declined her kindness.

She didn't insist anymore, turned on the tap, turned her back to me and started washing the dishes.That's all we can say.

Bei Yan spent a lot of time walking between life and death, and after taking a bath, he felt a little wilted, curled up naked under the quilt, and looked very tired.

"Still uncomfortable?" I asked.

"It's not uncomfortable anymore. Brother, you are so powerful. If it weren't for you, I would have almost died." It may be because of what he just vomited, but his voice is still a little hoarse at the moment, no longer clear as a teenager, and his small round face still has a smile on his face. some pale.

I tucked the quilt for him, and said: "In the future, you should be more careful when you eat. Mom and Dad are getting older, and they can't bear what you want."

Bei Yan pouted and gave a low "hmm".

I saw that he was fine and was about to leave when he suddenly called me to stop mysteriously and said in a low voice, "Brother, is the puppy alright?"

Glancing at the door, I showed him the recent photo of the puppy that Dr. He had sent me on my phone.

"It's recovering well, but the fracture is not so easy to heal, and it needs to be raised again."

"That's great..." Bei Yan looked at the photos several times before returning the phone to me, and whispered, "Brother, thank you."

My heart softened, and I showed my first sincere smile tonight.Touched his head, said goodbye to him, turned and walked out the door.

Seeing that I was leaving, my father took the initiative to send me downstairs.

The two of them didn't talk all the way. Before I left, he finally couldn't help but said: "Beijiao, someone introduced a girl to your mother a while ago. She is in her 20s and is good in every way, except that her education is not counted." High, my hands are a little disabled..."

I thought Beiyan's accident was the worst thing at this family banquet, but it turned out to be just the tip of the iceberg.

I suppressed the irritability in my heart and interrupted him: "I look like this, you want me to get married?"

My father opened his mouth, as if he was offended by my attitude, his complexion couldn't help but sink.

"The girl on the other side also agrees. She knows... your situation, and she said that she wants to have a child to be a test-tube baby in the future. Both your mother and I think that the other party is good and suitable for you. You are 32, and you should also consider the future. It's over."

This is so funny.

I, the client, didn't know anything about it. They actually talked about marriage with the woman, and they even thought about the way the child would be born in the future.

There seemed to be a fire frozen in the chest, trying to burn everything, burn everything, but it was so weak that it couldn't even burn through the ice wall of the whole body.He could only watch helplessly as he was consumed to death bit by bit, living a worthless life, just barely at ease.

"Are you asking for my opinion now, or are you just informing me?"

"Bekutan, we are also doing it for your own good."

I gave a short "ha" and said with a cold face: "Thank you, but no need, I live well alone." After speaking, I didn't even look at him, and left at a faster speed.

After returning home and taking a shower, I wanted to drink some wine and watch a movie before resting, but before that, I received a call from Shang Muxiao, which disrupted all my plans before going to bed.

"It's only eight o'clock, don't you go to bed?" There was a faint sound of music coming from his end, and there was no other sound after that.

"No."

"I'm at the bar, are you coming? I'll buy you a drink."

After taking the wine glass from the cupboard, I said, "I don't like crowded places, and if I go there, I have to drive by myself, so I can't drink."

He laughed lowly: "It's not that kind of nightclub, there are few people and it's very quiet. You can't drink alcohol, but I can buy you juice."

I'm really tired today and I've already taken a shower.Drinking can be done anywhere, and I can do it at home without having to go so far to drink juice.Besides, why should I be called by him?Me and him are just...

"Teacher." He specially dragged out the ending, and called me with a voice like honey, "Come on, let me sing for you."

My thoughts suddenly got stuck, and I had some bad connections.

Me and him are just...

"I can sing "Little Star" and "Kiss My Baby". Which one do you want to listen to?" I don't know if it's because of smoking, but at the end, there was a hint of hoarseness in his voice.

Through the handset of the mobile phone, I seem to smell the lingering nicotine breath.Strong, choking, dizzying.

Yes……

"The address has been sent to your mobile phone, I'll wait for you." He didn't give me a chance to refuse, and hung up the phone after speaking.

A text message containing the address followed, and I stared blankly at the screen of the phone, my fingers clenched tighter and tighter.

what is it

Nothing!

"boom!"

I patted the cupboard annoyed, went back to the bedroom, changed my clothes, and went out again.