inexhaustible

the sixth time.

"Schopenhauer believes that people are born to be unhappy, the so-called happiness and enjoyment are just the temporary cessation of desire, and the main theme of life is pain, emptiness and boredom..."

Press the button on the remote control, and the projection screen above the podium will display the corresponding selection.

"The book "The World as Will and Representation" says..."

Seventh time.

"...desire and struggle are the whole nature of man."

Out of the corner of his eye, that person was still looking at his phone.

In 10 minutes, he checked his phone seven times.There was a constant flow of news, and there were two times when the phone started to vibrate as soon as it was placed on the table. Although it was not a big movement, it was enough to distract me.

When he picked up the phone again, I couldn't bear it anymore, I stopped the lecture, controlled the electric wheelchair to the edge of the podium, and stared at the other person's position with a fixed face.

"you……"

I raised the laser pointer and pointed it at the rightmost table in the third row, near the corridor.The small red dot moved up slowly, and finally stopped at the position of the man's heart behind the table.

Any person with a normal mind who finds himself irradiated by an unknown laser will always subconsciously look up to find the source, and the other party is no exception.

The young man in a loose white t-shirt frowned and raised his head, with the words "I'm not happy, don't mess with me" written on his face.When those dark and deep eyes looked over, I even had the illusion of being stared at by a ferocious beast.

He may not be too hungry to hunt now, but if you dare to continue to spoil in front of him, he will not mind dragging you back to decorate his lair in strips.

I pursed my lips, turned off the laser pointer, and said coldly: "If you have something urgent, you can deal with it. Mobile phones are not allowed in my class."

The voice was clearly transmitted through the headset. The other party raised his eyebrows, looked at me for a moment, stuffed the phone into his trouser pocket, then stood up and walked out the door.Clean and tidy, without making any excuses for yourself.

The two people sitting next to him should be his friends. Seeing him leaving, they looked at each other, picked up the book and followed quickly.

The classroom door opened and closed, I stared at the backs of the three leaving, and unconsciously squeezed the laser pointer in my hand.

There was a weird and awkward silence in the room, everyone looked at me nervously and breathed lightly.They should have been even more shocked than I was that someone had the audacity to challenge my authority in my class.

Indeed, there has been no such warrior for a long time.

Looking away, I said to the teaching assistant in the last row of the classroom: "Remember them for absenteeism."

The back row of the crowd raised a white and tender arm, and Yu Xixi responded loudly: "Got it!"

Back to the center of the podium, I adjusted the portable microphone, and I pressed the remote control again to continue the previous content, and quickly put this episode behind me.

After the class was over, everyone dispersed. I held the handouts and Yu Xixi pushed me to the office.

"Brother Bei, do you know that you now have a nickname, 'King Bei Zhe'?" She has a lively personality and doesn't like dullness, which may be related to her previous experience as Minister of Arts and Culture. Always want to liven up the atmosphere.

I often feel that it is a pity for her to be a teaching assistant. She should be an entertainment reporter, so that she can surf and work well.

"What do you mean?"

The shadows of the trees swayed on the ground, although it was windy, they couldn't feel any coolness.It's already October, why is it still so hot?At this time last year, I obviously started to wear long sleeves.

"Southern French Monk, Northern Zhe Wang. Professor Wang Nan from the Department of Law and you from the Department of Philosophy are also called the two most difficult gods in Tsingwan University. To expand it is-Wang Nan, the bald donkey from the Department of Law; Beijiao, philosophy Department of Demon King."

"..." I thought that no one else noticed that Professor Wang was wearing a wig. It turned out that everyone was just pretending not to see it, and the private discussion was intense.

"Yesterday, I saw someone popularize you with other departments, saying, 'If you don't choose Bei Zhewang's class, you can't take it. It's very sad. The homework is very demanding, but if it's because of his appearance, just pretend I didn't say it' "Brother Bei, your appearance has withstood the aesthetic test of the majority of college students time after time."

All kinds of gossip on the Internet, people I know and people I don't know, people inside and outside the school, Yu Xixi stuffed it all into my mouth, and didn't care if I wanted to eat it or not.

Fingertips tapped the armrest of the wheelchair regularly, feeling hot and upset.

"By the way, Brother Bei, do you know whose son you kicked out of the classroom today?"

Take action.

"Principal's?" I guessed.

Yu Xixi laughed, "How could the headmaster give birth to such a beautiful cub, just his old face..."

I tilted my head and glanced at her: "Pay attention to your words."

She seemed to have just realized that we were not in a wilderness, but in a crowded school, so she shut up all of a sudden.

Looking around, Yu Xixi lowered his voice and said, "His name is Shang Muxiao, Shang Lu's son, the famous movie star more than ten years ago, the one who made "Retrograde Wind". Shang Lu was quite popular at the time." , my mother really likes him, but it's a pity that after filming "Retrograde Wind", she quit the entertainment industry to start a business."

My heart skipped a beat: "Shang Lu?"

I haven't heard this name for many years, and it makes people feel a little dazed when I hear it suddenly.

More than ten years ago, not only Yu Xixi's mother liked him, but I also liked him.Speaking of which, he was still the object of my sexual enlightenment when I was young, and there were a few quiet nights when I would dream about his posters.

Time flies like water, and in a blink of an eye, even his son is so old.

Recalling carefully, there is indeed a shadow of Shang Lu in that person's eyebrows and eyes today.It’s just Shang Lu’s correction, it’s a typical male protagonist’s appearance, which is easy to make people feel good about it, while Shang Muxiao’s appearance is more refined, and his facial features are more visually impactful, but there is an indescribable...a sense of distance, which makes people feel uneasy close.

"I heard that Shang Lu retired to take care of his sick wife. At that time, the media reported that he was a peerless and affectionate man. Unfortunately, his wife died of illness the next year."

"However, although his family was unfortunate, he turned grief and anger into strength. In the next few years, he flourished in the shopping malls, and the industries he invested in became more and more profitable. He was soon on the rich list and was given a 'point' by a reporter from the gossip tabloid. Nickname of the Golden Hand."

Yu Xixi gossiped all the way to the office. When he entered the door, it had been eight to two years ago. Shang Lu suddenly ended his widowhood for many years and married a starlet who was about the same age as his eldest daughter. The difference between the two was more than twenty, and the media reported that he was praised as "" Old but strong".

"I heard that only the eldest daughter was seen at the wedding, but not the younger son. Everyone guessed that the son couldn't get used to me marrying such a young mother..."

"Okay, the gossip is here for the time being, I will listen to it next time when I have a chance." I saw that she hadn't stopped for a long time, so I interrupted aloud, "Send me the attendance records so far before noon tomorrow, You should also make a note of it, as before, you will be notified directly that you will be disqualified from the final exam if you have been absent for five times. There is also the homework of the last class, please give it to me after you have collected it, thank you."

Yu Xixi pushed me to the desk, trembled a little, and whispered twice: "It really is the Great Demon King."

Although she is playful, fortunately, her work efficiency is not low. She just completed the things I explained in one afternoon, summarized them into a compressed package and sent it to me.

There are not many students in my elective courses, and there are only thirty or so assignments in total. The scores are listed on the form one by one, and it is almost clear at a glance who has handed in and who has not.Among the few blanks, Shang Muxiao's name was impressively listed.

Shang Lu may be good at doing business, but this son is not very good at teaching.

I pinched the bridge of my nose tiredly, looked at my watch, and found that it was past eight o'clock in the evening.

There are four or five missed calls from Shen Luoyu on the mobile phone, and there are seven or eight short messages. When I click on it, it is Shen Luoyu who asked me why I didn't answer the phone.

Turn off the lights, close the windows and lock the office. While steering the wheelchair to the parking space, I called Shen Luoyu back.

The person on the other side quickly picked it up, in a relieved tone: "You scared me to death, and I thought something happened to you."

"Sorry, I turned my phone to silent during class in the afternoon and forgot to turn it back on."

She didn't have any major issues, just like a routine, asking me how I was doing recently, how my body was, and insinuating and cautiously inquiring about my recent contact with my family.

"My parents are very good, and Xiaoyan is also very good. I just had dinner with them last month, and they mentioned you, wondering why you are so old and still not married."

Shen Luoyu gasped when she heard this: "Are you lying? How could uncle and aunt care about my marriage? You just don't want me to ask more questions, so you deliberately use this to block me."

I couldn't help but hooked my lips: "It's good that you know."

Shen Luoyu vomited bitterly: "You think I want to take care of it, isn't it forced by my mother? Uncle and aunt always ask my mother to ask about you, and my mother asks me if she doesn't know, so I can only ask you? Your family is really strange, why do you want to go around in such a big circle and ask you directly if you are okay?"

The wheelchair stopped in front of the parking space, the smile that was raised by Shen Luoyu disappeared in an instant because of her words.

There are very few pedestrians on the road, each in a hurry, only the street lamps are considerate, like a competent old mother, illuminating the dim road ahead for me.

I raised my head, sighed at my "old mother", and said, "Yeah, why don't you just ask me? I want to know too."

When the other end of the phone fell silent, Shen Luoyu realized that she had said something wrong, and began to make amends in a hurry.

"No, maybe uncle and aunt are afraid of disturbing your work, you are so busy all day..."

From when I was paralyzed in a car accident to when Beiyan was born, although there was no quarrel, the relationship between my parents and I was still gradually estranged unconsciously. 12 years have passed, three feet frozen, and now even having a meal together is embarrassing about not being able to talk about it.I usually don't contact them when I have nothing to do, and if they want to know my recent situation, they won't take the initiative to ask me, but ask Shen Luoyu to inquire about it in a roundabout way.

Afraid of disturbing my work?When Shen Luoyu said this, she didn't know whether she believed it or not.

They are not afraid of disturbing my work, they are just afraid of me.I am afraid that I will remind them of the proud son I used to be, afraid that I will suddenly realize that I have become a waste that they cannot bear, and also afraid that one day I will have a whim and ask them about Bei Yan's birth.

In the third year when I was paralyzed in a car accident, my mother gave birth to my younger brother who was 22 years younger than me.This child born by my mother at an advanced age after I was paralyzed is like a "Schrödinger" taboo-as long as you don't delve into it, everyone can still paralyze themselves. It's just a beautiful accident.

But in fact, just like Professor Wang's wig, everyone knows the reason for his birth.

"Okay, I'm going to drive, I'll hang up if it's okay."

Shen Luoyu's voice paused, and he let out a long sigh, full of helplessness.

"I'll see you in a few days, you pay attention to your body."

After hanging up the phone, I opened the door, lowered the booster seat next to the driver's seat, and moved myself onto it with the strength of my arm.Once the wheelchair is in the back seat, I raise the booster seat and move myself into the driver's seat.

I am very used to doing this, and it only took two to three minutes before and after, and most of the time I was still waiting for the wheelchair to be put away.

Because the brakes and accelerators of vehicles for people with disabilities like me are controlled by hand, I usually don't drive too fast. Even if there is no car in front, my average speed will not exceed [-] yards per hour.

There is a road around the school that is very narrow and difficult to drive. Both sides of the road are full of parking spaces, and only one car can pass.

Today may be related to Friday, the restaurants and shops on both sides are full of business, the parking spaces are very tight, and with the messy parking of bicycles, the difficulty of passing has skyrocketed.

I stretched my nerves and moved forward cautiously, not daring to slack off in the slightest, so that the code speed dropped directly to single digits.

The roar of the engine came from the back of the car. I looked in the rearview mirror and saw that it was a blue and white heavy machine.The rider was wearing a black leather jacket, and he looked like a man, his face was hidden under the helmet, which was not very clear.

He might also think that I was slow, and the gas pedal kept making rumbling noises. Although it was not as straightforward as honking the horn, it was still annoying.

Because of this anxiety, I didn't control the brakes for the last 20 meters, and just accelerated and drove over.

And fate is sometimes unreasonable like this, always loves to give you a head-on blow when you let your guard down.

A three-color kitten suddenly jumped out of the side of the road, and its figure was extremely panicked by the headlights.I was startled, subconsciously pulled on the brakes, and the little cat ran to the opposite side of the road, safe and sound, but there was a loud noise from the rear of the car.

My mind went blank for a moment. I held my breath and held the steering wheel tightly with my fingers. It took me a while to recover from the panic.

Realizing that it might be a rear-end collision, I lowered the window to check the car behind me, but I couldn't see anything due to the limited field of vision.

The side of the car isn't wide enough for a wheelchair, and I can't move without it.It's often at moments like these that I realize how embarrassing a disability can be sometimes.

Just when I was thinking hard about the countermeasures, someone knocked on the car window, and the rider of the blue and white heavy machine had already approached the door.

When the car window was lowered, the other party just took off the helmet covering his face.After seeing each other's looks clearly, both of them were startled.

"It's you." Before I could react, the tall rider spoke first.

Coincidentally, it was Shang Muxiao who bumped into me.

The author says:

The age difference between Gong and Shou is 12 years old, Gong 20, Shou 32