On the road of counterattack of the hard-working male supporting role

Author of "On the Counterattack Road of the Hard-Forced Male Supporting Partner": Pancakes from Heaven

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Protagonist version:

One is people who are stupid and have low EQ,

One is the infatuated little stubborn donkey

The love of two emotional idiots makes people worry and worry

There have to be many assists on the stage,

This can have a happy ending

Supporting role version:

I am a good man, a new society with five good young people,

Once timetraveled, he suddenly became cannon fodder in Mary Su's novels!

This can't be done!

Grandpa, I'm not gay!

You still have to do it yourself, match up those who are over-sighted, and get rid of those who dislike you

Only then can I find a better future for myself!

1-word short stories, various No.[-] titles, the full text is on file, and the extras are being coded

I don't know what I'm talking about in the second half of writing intermittently!

Let's take a look at the bobbins!

Content tags: Marquis of the court, Qiangqiang, Despondent, Loveless, Soft Spot

Search keywords: Protagonist: Shen Qingyu, Fang Jinghuan┃Supporting actors: Lu Hengzhou, Fang Chaoyang, Empress, Bai Lianyu, Ren Shaoxia

☆、【[-]】Xi Guang ([-])

This year, the early winter in Chang'an was blustery and windy.The sky was dark and frighteningly dark, but not a single grain of snow fell.

We have been stationed outside Chang'an for more than a month.Last night, the golden bell in the imperial city rang more than [-] times. It seemed that the day of Victory entering Beijing was not far away.

The charcoal fire in the curtain is scorching hot, and the hot people are drowsy.Shizi dozed off while writing, I glanced at him, but didn't stop him from being lazy, I opened the tent door and walked out.The icy air outside made me shiver, and I regretted going out for a stroll.It's just that I've been really upset these few days. I always feel irritable when I stay indoors. I want to go out to get some air, but I'm so bad that I can't move.

The old wound on the shoulder is aching, and the new wound on the chest has not yet healed.The gloomy weather made me uncomfortable all over, and the big wounds and small sores on my body were always using their greatest malice to damage my body.But in just a few years, I have become a gloomy and sickly person.

The patrolling soldiers greeted me with a smile. They were all in a good mood, and they still smiled happily in such a difficult weather.But speaking, the reactions of these soldiers are the most normal. After all, after three years of fighting, the dust is finally settling.

I forgot to mention, this is the military camp of Prince Sheng Fang Jinghuan.Three years ago, King Sheng, who was imprisoned in the south of the Yangtze River, rebelled and invaded Chang'an all the way from the south of the Yangtze River. It went smoothly, but he ran into a wall in Chang'an.Chang'an is the capital of a country, King Sheng didn't dare to attack rashly, so he ordered to be stationed under the city, waiting for news from the city.

Seven days ago, Fang Jinghuan led hundreds of soldiers into the imperial city to negotiate; three days ago, the entire city of Chang'an was under martial law, and the emperor died; yesterday, the golden bell in the city rang, indicating that the new emperor was about to ascend the throne.

Fang Jinghuan, King Sheng, was 25 years old. He was the eldest son of the emperor. He was the eldest son of the emperor.So the eldest son had to rely on rebellion to win the imperial power, which is enough to show that the old emperor who lived in the imperial city was not a virtuous person.

As for me, I'm just a counselor in King Sheng's army, a general who went to battle, and now I'm covered in bruises, I can't even kill the enemy, so I can only live in a tent and teach Fang Jinghuan's children for him.

gentlemen.A child's voice came from behind me.I looked back and saw the nine-year-old Shizi standing at the entrance of the curtain and looking at me quietly, expressionless, with concern in his eyes.

It's windy outside, and my husband is not in good health, so let's go in.

This child looks like his father, but his personality is more similar to his mother. Of course, this is a good thing.The little boy Tong is smart and sensible, courageous and gentle, not at all like his father who seems to have no emotions or desires.

I walked up to him, smiled, and reached out to touch the top of his hair.My bad mood these days has finally affected this child.He looked at me with admiration in his eyes and concern in his words.

I didn't say a word, and followed him back to that warm little world like spring.

It is night, the night is as cool as water, and the north wind is howling.I tossed and turned on the couch, unable to sleep.The prince has been sleeping with me for the past few days, and now he is sleeping soundly and sweetly.In the empty curtain, I can only stare at the top of the tent, my mind full of thoughts.

It was really uncomfortable, so I got up and dressed neatly, touched another cloak, and thought about going out for a stroll.

Soldiers were still patrolling at night, and even though we were sure of victory, we did not dare to relax at all.When Fang Jinghuan entered the city, he took away most of the senior generals in the army, and handed over the entire barracks to me, a counselor from Jianghu, to manage.I didn't dare to be negligent in the slightest, and carefully arranged everything in the general, for fear that there might be some mistakes.

Really owe him.

I walked around the camp, looked around and returned to the tent.Worried about the child sleeping inside, but not wanting to go back to rest, I sat by a bonfire near the curtain.

I need to sort out my messy thoughts these days.

Speaking of which, it was a coincidence that I would appear next to Fang Jinghuan. Before the age of 15, my master and I lived in seclusion in Xiaozhu Mountain in Jinling, collecting herbs and fishing every day, and learning the skills of curing diseases and saving lives.Fang Jinghuan's old friend, the prime minister's son Lu Hengzhou is my senior brother.At that time, Fang Jinghuan had just been imprisoned in the Jiangnan fiefdom, and he had made up his mind to raise troops, so he thought of inviting my master, Mr. Xiao Guang, a wise man of the rivers and lakes, to come out of the mountain to serve as a counselor.Brother Lu didn't refuse either, and took him up to Xiaozhu Mountain.As a result, I came and went, but the master did not invite me, but brought me, a little oil bottle under 15 years old, down the mountain.At first, Fang Jinghuan just took me wandering all over the south of the Yangtze River with the intention of taking the child to see the world, but who would have thought that my knowledge over the years would really make him fall in love with him.In the end, instead of my master, I became his counselor in his army of rebels.

It was only four or five years ago, I was sitting by the campfire, fiddled with the fire, thinking.Why do you think about it now, it seems like a long time ago.

Originally, things wouldn't change much here, but the beauty misled me and made me fall in love with Jing Huan.

When I first discovered this relationship, I was flustered, nervous, and sad.I locked myself in the room and spurned myself over and over again.Although the current state of the country is open and the splitting of peaches and sleeves is popular, Fang Jinghuan is not keen on it. What's more, he has a wife and son, and he will become the king of a country in the future.The emotion in my heart urged me to approach him, and the morality in my mind spurned my unbearable emotion.I can't forgive myself for liking a man with a family, I can't forgive my immoral feelings, and I dare not face the result of being rejected.The feelings of young people are pure, stubborn and fragile. I am like a turtle, timidly hiding my feelings in my heart, not daring to face them, and not wanting to get rid of them.

I began to become unsmiling, and no longer had the vigor and impulsiveness of a young man, for fear that my feelings would be exposed forever; I began to seriously study those tactics and tactics that I had never been exposed to, just to make myself more useful; I began to pick up ... Kill the enemy with a broadsword, even though I am extremely disgusted with killing creatures.I started to grow, I started to mature, and I started to try to accomplish things that I didn't enjoy before.

Just to get a little attention from that person, and a sentence of unsentimental appreciation.

I love the humble, timid, tired.

Sometimes, I also ask myself, why do I have to do so much, why do I have to spend so much time when I obviously can’t express the feelings in my heart, I can’t stand the moral condemnation in my heart, and I want to bury this feeling forever.

The senior brother who knew the cause and effect just looked at me helplessly, ruffled my hair with his hands, and couldn't give an answer.

There is a solution here.

It's just uncontrollable emotions at work.

Now, I have stayed by Fang Jinghuan's side for five full years, and the rebel army has successfully invaded Chang'an and is about to win.And what did I gain, a pair of hands stained with the blood of my compatriots, a body full of pain, and a feeling of despair.

Fang Jinghuan fell in love with a man, a beautiful man who could be coquettish, but not respectful to him.

When I was struggling endlessly for ethics, for morality, and for the principles in my heart, Fang Jinghuan met this young son from a family, Bai Lianyu.He is very beautiful, has many admirers, and he is always accompanied by three heroes of the rivers and lakes.As for Fang Jinghuan, with his body of ten thousand gold, he became the fourth person behind Young Master Bai, willingly sharing the young master's heart with the dragon and phoenix among the other three.

Fang Jinghuan, who is as proud as Fang Jinghuan, can bear the burden of humiliation so far, presumably he really loves Mr. Bai.

The sky was getting darker again, it was already the third quarter of Yin time, and after a while, it would be dawn.Before I knew it, I sat here for half the night.The fire has weakened and cannot provide me with warmth.I dropped the wooden stick in my hand and moved my body a little, only then did I feel the biting cold wind, and my whole body was cold from inside to outside.

Although it was very cold, his heart and mind were finally awake.

To put it bluntly, now I am so entangled and distressed, even a little bit jealous, but it is because I still love Fang Jinghuan, I am still by his side, and I can see him and his lover all the time.I'm an emotional coward, unable to forget the etiquette and morality in my heart, and I can't let go of the growing love.I can't say touching words of love, and I'm not qualified to hinder other people's love affairs.I am a coward after all, since there is nothing I can do, I can only keep out of sight and out of mind.I am really afraid that one day I will not be able to bear my feelings, lose my heart, and become that bitter and cunning person.

What's more, Fang Jinghuan's great career has been accomplished, I, a counselor who can only conspire and trick, should not stay in the capital and become a sinister person who cannot be admitted to the hall of elegance according to the officials.

From this point of view, I am still quite selfish, and my heart and eyes are all planning for myself.But people don't kill heaven and earth for themselves. Over the years, I have paid enough for Fang Jinghuan.

Sitting in the cold wind for too long, the wound on my body began to ache again.I saved Fang Jinghuan three times on the battlefield, and Bai Lianyu once. In the end, what I got in return was fighting the king of hell again and again, and Fang Jinghuan's few insignificant thanks.

As for Bai Lianyu?I don't remember, maybe I asked Fang Jinghuan to thank him, maybe I didn't.I never got along with him.He looks down on people like me, even if I am a general under Fang Jinghuan's command, I can't make him look me in the eye.He always insisted on his ridiculous pride of being from a family, and sneered at me, who was born in the world, with contempt and contempt, but he never thought that most of the people who followed him were heroes of the world.

As for me, apart from my dislike for my rival, I also despise his duplicity.Bai Lianyu was always naive in front of others, but once he left the four of them, it was like a different person, arrogant, rude and annoying.It's just that his camouflage skills are really good, and the four people around him don't know the real nature of this person.

Mr Shen.

Those who call me like this are the three heroes who are by Bai Lianyu's side.They saw that they gave me a little bit of slack in terms of my relationship with the teacher, and they would not call me a kid, but respectfully called me sir.

I nodded as a response.I have nothing to do with them, and I'm not familiar with them. They are just acquaintances who nod and have nothing to talk about after saying hello.

The north wind stopped suddenly, but the air was still cold.It was already dawn, and the morning light cast down from the clouds made me unable to open my eyes.The bonfire was out, and it was slowly smoking.The four of us who had nothing to do with each other stood facing each other, speechless for a while.

There was a sudden commotion in Yingkou, and I was startled, so I strode over to see what happened.But from a distance, I saw several teams of soldiers rushing to tell each other with joyful faces, and only then did I know that it was Fang Jinghuan who had returned.

The more than a hundred generals who entered the city with him did not come back together this time, presumably they were arranged in the imperial city to control the forces in the court.The dozen or so people following Fang Jinghuan were wearing the standard soft armor of the imperial city commander's army, looking majestic and heroic.

Brother Lu stood behind Fang Jinghuan on the left, and greeted me from a distance, his face beaming with joy.

Fang Jinghuan no longer wears the python robe he used to wear.He changed into a black brocade robe embroidered with golden dragons, which was the style of the emperor's ordinary clothes, and it was extraordinarily grand, which made him even more heroic.Coupled with that always expressionless face, it really is a majesty of Tianjia.

This is the real proud son of heaven, the legitimate heir to the royal family.

Xu Shi saw a few of us, Fang Jinghuan frowned, and strode towards this direction.But before he could take a few steps, a moon-white figure threw himself into his arms.He frowned violently, but then his expression eased, not because of anything else, but because it was the handsome white young man who rushed into his arms.

Fang Jinghuan stopped and stayed where he was talking to Bai Lianyu.I looked around at the expressions of the people around me, and found that they all had calm faces, with anger and numbness at the same time.

The senior brother stood behind Fang Jinghuan, unable to advance or retreat.He seemed to want to come over and talk to me in detail, but because of Fang Jinghuan's status as the emperor, he didn't dare to leave at will.He shook his hand and mouthed a few times at me.

The dust has settled.

I smiled knowingly, and wobbled back to the curtain, ready to wake up the sleepy baby in the tent.

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☆、【[-]】Xi Guang ([-])

In the following January, the dignitaries in the capital were busy.

There are always a lot of things to deal with when the new emperor ascends the throne, not to mention that our emperor rebelled and seized the throne.In the past, all the generals, officers, counselors and counselors who were in the same army were so busy with their feet on the back of their heads, and the senior brothers even spent the whole night reviewing official documents, and they lost a lot of weight.

This month, I have always had an illusion, as if there are only two idlers in the entire Chang'an city, one is my brother's little daughter who just turned five years old, and the other is me.

After entering the city, I lived in my brother's prime minister's mansion. I was served with delicious food and drink every day, and I played with the little girl when I had nothing to do.I seem to have been forgotten, no one will think of me as a quack with a bad background, and no one will want to reuse me as a sinister counselor.After the matter was completed, I was isolated from the interest circle full of the rich and powerful, and no one cared about it.

It's exactly what I want.

The first snow in early winter in Chang'an was not heavy, only a thin layer overturned on the ground, and it melted clean within two days.I counted the days and felt that the timing was just right, so I consciously packed my luggage and prepared to go back to my hometown in Jinling.

I didn't want to alarm anyone, but the little girl couldn't hide her words, so she sold me out with a few words.

The first to come forward to keep me was my demure and gentle sister-in-law and my naughty and cute little nephew and niece.The mother and son chattered around me all day, saying all the good things, but they didn't move me in the slightest.The sister-in-law knows me well, seeing that I have made up my mind to go, she no longer wastes her saliva, but just tells me to come back often, and before I leave, I should meet someone.

I didn't understand for a moment who she was talking about.As a result, on the second day, she grabbed me and went to the harem, where I met the queen and prince.

Because of the unspeakable thoughts in my heart, I always feel ashamed and timid when I see this dignified and graceful queen.I felt sorry for her even though I didn't do her any harm.But every time I see his smile, I always feel ashamed.

The empress is three years older than Fang Jinghuan, she is from a famous family, and her conversational skills are first-class in the circle of aristocratic families in the capital.She is an extremely outstanding woman, and she is the best match for a proud son like Fang Jinghuan.

It was a great conversation.The queen's soft voice made me feel like a dream.She is very young, and she is devoted to Buddha all day long, so she is more kind-hearted.She asked me kindly about what she had seen and heard when she was walking in the rivers and lakes, and what she felt when she listened to Zen in Shaolin.The queen is smart and considerate. Her casualness and calmness resolved my anxiety and guilt.I began to tell her anecdotes from the past more freely.For a moment, I seemed to regain the vitality of my youth.

She just looked at me so lovingly, as if she was looking at her stubborn and precocious younger brother.Under her gentle gaze, I gradually lost my voice.I looked at her apprehensively, my heart fluttered, like a naughty boy whose tail was caught by the eldest sister, while being afraid, he wanted to act like a baby and beg for forgiveness.

This feeling is very novel and beautiful, but it is not something I can covet.

The prince came to my side, sat on the footrest obediently, and looked at me with a small face, with admiration, reluctance, and comfort in his eyes.

I realized that Queen Kong knew what was on my mind.I raised my eyes to look at her in a little panic, but saw that she still had that loving expression, there was no blame, only caring.

I was speechless for a while.

She sat next to me, took my hand, and comforted me softly.She doesn't dislike the nasty thoughts of hating me. Apart from comforting me in her words, she also wants to keep me in the capital.

I was surprised and puzzled, but I saw her smiling gently, Huanhuan nodded at me, with endless nostalgia in her eyes.

Presumably she has no love affair with Fang Jinghuan.I read this meaning from her eyes.She has another love, but it's a pity that good luck tricks others, and now her heart is ashamed.

Everyone has his past and stories. This queen may have been a heroine in the past, but the world is impermanent, and now she can only green the ancient Buddha with no desires or desires.

She talked to me about things in Chang'an again, with dislike and disdain for Bai Lianyu in her words, she also talked about the prince's study, and asked the prince to help me, trying to draw out the responsibility and reluctance in my heart, so as to dispel the separation. Jing's thoughts.

But how can it be so simple.

do you really want to goThe queen stroked the back of my hand and asked softly.

I don't want to.I said from the bottom of my heart.But it's not something I can decide whether I want to or not.If possible, I also hope that I can stay in Chang'an, even if I can't be in love with Fang Jinghuan, I can feel at ease if I can take a look at him from a distance.But the situation always fails to meet people's wishes, not to mention how unbearable my increasingly uncontrollable emotions will make me, and the chaotic situation in the court does not allow me to stay in Chang'an for a long time.Fang Jinghuan's method of seizing the throne is already criticized, if we continue to use slanderous counselors like me in the capital, then his reputation may decline again and again, if he is used by someone with a heart, it will inevitably disturb the whole country .What's more, in the city of Chang'an, people are judged by power, and a wanderer like me is the most despised by the rich and powerful. I can't fit into this extravagant city, and no one is willing to accept me.If I stay any longer, one day, I will drive myself crazy.

The queen obviously thought of this layer.She sighed, and finally opened her mouth to see me off after a while.

I responded with a touch of intimacy, smiling and nodding like a younger brother who is about to go on a long journey.

The prince reluctantly rubbed my knee, stood up, and gave a big gift in a polite manner.

Parting has been bitter since ancient times, but it is hard for this child.

In the afternoon, I went back to the prime minister's mansion, and as soon as I entered the guest courtyard, I saw my brother standing under the apricot tree in the courtyard, his expression was unclear.

Brother is the first person to notice my thoughts.We talked once very early, and he understood my concerns and persistence, and looked down on my retreat and tolerance.He is always very contradictory when looking at my relationship. He seems to want me to be happy with Fang Jinghuan, but not far to make me fall in love with that cold-hearted emperor.I can't understand his contradictory thoughts, but I know clearly that he is always doing my best.

Clear mist.He called me softly.You are still not ready to stay.

He wasn't questioning, he was sure I wouldn't change my mind.He understands me better than many people, some words, needless to say, we know it by heart.

It's okay to leave.He said, pulling a dry leaf from a withered branch.The turmoil in the rivers and lakes is always much simpler than this court.You're here, you're bound to get hurt.Xiaozhushan is clean, and you can also nourish your body.These years, I have suffered for you.

I didn't answer, just looked at him with a smile.My brother always feels guilty towards me.He always thought that if it wasn't for the journey of seeking talents back then, I'm afraid I would still be a vigorous young man on Xiaozhu Mountain.It's not like what it is like now, it's only just reached the crown year, and the whole body is hurt and lifeless.

But people will always grow up. This is my opportunity and my destiny.Everything is my choice now, how can I blame others.

I always thought that you and that person could live together and fly together, the brother said softly, forget it.When you are leaving, remember to see him again.Always say goodbye.

I didn't make a sound, it was my default.

Two days later, I stood at the door of the imperial study with a small cloth bundle hanging on my shoulder.In fact, I have no luggage, just a few clothes, a few bank notes, some dry food, a guide, and a wolf hair jade pen as a weapon.

It's the same as when I went down the mountain.

The long knife that used to be used as a weapon was given to a familiar warrior by me. The soft armor worn during the battle has long been tattered and useless. The strategies and theories written in the past few years are handed over to the senior brother, and let him use it as a teaching material for the prince. , I did my best.

If I am like this, it can be considered a free and easy way to go.

The little eunuch at the gate of the imperial study room took my burden and led me into the hall respectfully.It's rare that I still have the mind to think wildly, thinking that these eunuchs who watch people serve food are more desirable than those dignitaries with high eyes.

Fang Jinghuan sat in a high position wearing the emperor's uniform, and the black brocade robe with dark gold patterns made him more resolute.Seeing me coming, he put down the pen in his hand and waved away the attendant beside him.For a while, there were only the two of us left in the hall.

I raised my hand to bow to him, without saying a word.To this day, I am still not willing to accept his identity. I prefer him to be the prince who will take me around everywhere, rather than the emperor who holds the power of life and death.

It's just selfishness.

How's your injury?He couldn't stand this kind of caring and silent atmosphere, so he opened his mouth.

It's almost done.I answered.Wounds are easy to raise in winter, and there is nothing serious about them.

Why don't you wait until your injury heals before leaving?He no longer put on the emperor's airs, rubbed his heart tiredly with his hands, and his tone was much more casual.I thought he might be tired, or really tired of intrigue with the courtiers, that's why he was so relaxed in front of me.

Do I still have such a status?I laughed secretly in my heart.A friend who can make him relax is not bad.

This injury does not delay anything.I want to go home in Japan and spend a new year with Master.The mountain is cold, and the teacher is always lonely when he is alone.

This evasion is what I agreed with earlier.Regardless of whether the other party's retention is sincere or false, it is powerless in front of human relations.

Sure enough, Fang Jinghuan stopped talking, just leaned on the dragon chair, and kept sighing.

Speaking of which, this person is always calm. Since I knew him, I have rarely seen him behave like this.More often than not, he is like a wooden man without emotion, with only the obsession to win the throne.And the few times he showed his emotions were all because of Bai Lianyu.Now that he sighs like this, can I think it's for me?

Enough is enough, enough is enough, don't expect more from me.

You have been traveling with me for many years, and your achievements are outstanding, but what do you want?He asked this question bluntly, as if he had nothing to say.

I don't want anything, I don't lack anything, there are too many things, and I don't need them when I go back to the mountain.

I want you, I want your favor, I want your love, I want to be with you forever.

How can you have no desires at such a young age?Fang Jinghuan shook his head and sighed.Is there a shortage of money, or do you need weapons or something?

The senior brother gave a lot of silver taels, and there is no shortage of money.As for weapons, they are even more useless.The mountain is clean and there is no such thing as killing.

How can I have no desires.It's just that the person I'm looking for already belongs to someone else.Even if I don't want it in a thousand ways, it's nothing more than asking for it.

I finally learned to be duplicity in front of you.

You are like this, but I don't know what to do.There was helplessness in his words, like a normal person.He didn't seem to want to let me go, and he didn't know what to do to keep me and compensate me.The two of us were relatively speechless for a while, each with a lot of thoughts.

I remember, you happened to be crowned this year, didn't you?Fang Jinghuan suddenly thought of something, stood up and looked at me with piercing eyes.There have been many wars this year, but I forgot your coronation ceremony.

this is nothing.I smiled and said, it was just a ceremony, no big deal.

Then you can take the letter?He knew that I had never paid much attention to these forms, so he didn't pursue it any further. Instead, he brought up the word selection.

not yet.

Then I will take a table for you, if you are willing.

natural.

It was rare for him to be in high spirits, so he took out a piece of gold-sprinkled rice paper, started to write with a pen, and stamped his private seal at the end.He picked up the rice paper and shook it off a few times. Seeing that the handwriting was dry, he walked up to me in a few steps, and handed the paper into my hand as if offering a treasure.

I know that he treats me more like a brother, a close friend, and a confidant, so there is such interest in it.I smiled, took the personal letter from the imperial pen, and silently read the two words on it in my heart.

Xi Guang.

I stared blankly at those two words, unable to find my thoughts.There was a moment when I wanted to hold this person in front of me and cry, to confide my sorrow and sorrow in the past few years, and I even wanted to spread that feeling in front of us desperately, so that this secret love would be fruitless in the end. Become a pursuit in broad daylight.

But I finally held back.

Enough is enough, really enough.

It has made me very lucky to have this personal mention.

I smiled, folded the piece of paper carefully, and put it in my arms.Tears glistened in my eyes, a representation of the sadness of parting.I just cried and laughed like this, stepped forward and gave him a hug that had nothing to do with love, and there was a sentence that always appears when people in the Jianghu parted.

There will be a period later.

I turned around and left the Imperial Study Room with firm but calm steps.

Before my feelings were out of control, before I became unrecognizable because of my irresistible possessiveness, when we were just bosom friends and best friends, I finally left you.

I think, if I can't see you in the Jiangnan land thousands of miles away, I won't become what I don't want to see.

When I was not out of Miyagi, I met Bai Lianyu who was admitted to the palace.He was still so tall and defiant, he didn't say anything when he saw me, he just glanced at the small cloth bag on my shoulder with disdain, and sneered.As we passed each other, he slowed down and sneered softly.

You lose, he's mine.

I didn't stop and walked forward without looking back.lost?I have already lost.When I was entangled in extreme pain, I had already lost all the pieces.

At the gate of the palace, my brother is still waiting for me.He is leading a white horse, which will be my future mount.

But really think it over?he asked again.Now there is still room for regret.

Think it over.I took the whip and said.There is nothing to regret.

Long years, alone, can you really bear it?

What can't stand it.I stepped on the horse and replied with a slight smile.There are still memories of these five years, isn't it?

These memories are enough for me to recall half my life.

I touched my chest and smiled contentedly.

Remember to write frequently, don't worry us.The senior brother exhorted.He was still worried about me, always feeling that I was still a child.

Got it, goodbye.

Goodbye.

I beat my horse and left, officially saying goodbye to the five years of life and the love I couldn't ask for.

Chang'an began to snow again.

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☆、【[-]】Xuan Mu ([-])

I woke up from my sleep, sat up abruptly, and rubbed between my brows helplessly.

It has always been like this in recent years, maybe because people are getting old, and their sleep has become unsatisfactory.

The guards outside the temple heard the movement and rushed in to serve, but I waved them away.I'm tired of these people following around day and night, I just want to be quiet and not disturbed by them.

It is the third quarter of the ugly hour, and the sky is still dark.It's still some time before morning, but I can't sleep.

I got up by myself, put on a coat casually, sat in front of the desk, looked at a certain point in the darkness, and fell into deep thought.

This year is my tenth year on the throne.In recent years, the country has been in good weather, and the whole country is peaceful and peaceful.The court officials are loyal and honest, foreign countries pay tribute and worship every year, the harem is peaceful, and the prince is extremely intelligent. Everything is going on step by step, but I am a little impatient.

Impatient to be the emperor, impatient to spend time on complicated government affairs, impatient to deal with courtiers and concubines, impatient to be imprisoned and free by this imperial city.

My enthusiasm and obsession with the throne has been worn away year after year.

Hengzhou said that I am a cold-hearted guy, I do not deny this.Everything has a time limit for me. Once the time limit is over and the enthusiasm disappears, this thing is of no use to me.

Now, I've lived 35 years, and there's really nothing that keeps me going.

At first, he wanted to earn the throne, but because of unwillingness and indignation in his heart.I have been raised as an heir to the throne since I was a child, and I have the purest royal blood in my body.The throne is mine, I deserve it, it's only a matter of time before I get it.

However, my good father, who favored the palace, was unwilling to be lonely and sealed me to the south of the Yangtze River, and even married me a wife regardless of my age and wishes.And he did all this just to let his beloved child take that position.

What a ridiculous feeling, what a fatuous emperor.

Even if that throne is something I despise, it is not something anyone can snatch from me.I was very angry, so I planned the uprising.I brought my army, my subjects, and my family back to Chang'an in a mighty way, and regained what belonged to me.

What's ridiculous is that my father, even though he was old, frail, sick and bedridden for a long time, he still didn't forget to find a way out for his beloved son.

As for the person he loves, he has long been at my feet, abandoned the heroic soul and pride of the royal family, and begged me to give him a way out.

What a waste.

I have never been a benevolent person, and letting the tiger go back to the mountain is not my style.For the sake of reputation, I reluctantly gave up the thought of personally sending their mother and son on the road, and only let them be buried with the old emperor who is about to be buried in peace, which can be regarded as the full of their deep friendship over the years.

As for them, they cried even more fiercely, uttering heartless and unjust words over and over again, filling my patriarchal head with blood, and they were about to ascend to heaven.

There are no filial sons in front of the long-term sickbed, even for ordinary people, let alone the ruthless Tianjia.

In the end, the pair of mother and son were terminated hastily by me, and it was my incompetent and weak mother who was really willing to bury the old emperor.

She loved this man all her life. For him, the queen mother gave up her freedom, rights, and her son, and lived in the deep palace every day, just to see that man every month and get a little bit of him. caring.

She had never been willing to give his children her attention, at first and still in the end.

I still remember my father's expression at that time, there were shock, touch, guilt, gratitude, and impatience.

There is no warmth and love alone.

This is the ridiculous and sad love of the parents.

Perhaps it was their chaotic relationship that affected me so deeply that I avoided the word love like a snake.I never thought I could fall in love with someone, nor