Rebirth of Huaijing

Zhou Huaixiu worked hard to adjust his facial expressions, and his younger brother finally took the first step towards becoming an adult. He couldn't just beat the other party's brave attempt like this.

The eldest brother of the Zhou family coughed violently, pretended not to understand, put the book on the table, and praised: "Huaijing really works hard."

Zhou Huaijing flattened the accidentally folded paper, pressed it again and again, but still couldn't return it to its original shape, his expression looked a little aggrieved, and he glanced accusingly at his brother.

Zhou Huaixiu felt that he still seemed to be a bad person.Compared with my brother's physical and mental health, the piano teacher is not so important.Looking at this book, it is unlikely that his pure and innocent little white rabbit will buy it. Zhou Huaixiu slowed down his voice and coaxed: "Huaijing tell brother, who gave you this book?" Let him know, and peel it off. The opponent's skin.

Zhou Huaijing wiped the book clean and placed it on the table, and replied crisply, "It's not for me, it's for lending to me."

Zhou Huaixiu: "...who lent it to you?"

The young man's voice was soft and waxy: "I can't tell you." Cheng Sigu deliberately confessed that he should not let others find out, especially the adults at home.

If he didn't say anything, Zhou Huaixiu could probably guess it by using his brain.There were only two people beside Zhou Huaijing, Cheng Sigu and Lu Chang. Looking at Lu Chang's blunt face, he knew it could not be him, and only Cheng Sigu was left...

Zhou Huaixiu had mixed feelings. He had worried about Zhou Huaijing's problems for a long time, so he decided to take advantage of the present to spread more knowledge and talk about the other party's feelings by the way.

"What do you think of this book?" Zhou Huaixiu observed his younger brother's expression carefully.

When Zhou Huaijing thought of the contents of the book, he was still a little ignorant.He didn't understand why the people in the comics rolled together strangely, full of strange language, saying no, and showing happy expressions at the same time.He finished watching this scene with a numb face.

Zhou Huaijing had a serious face, as serious as doing a math problem, but still couldn't overcome the puzzlement: "I don't understand."

Seeing that Zhou Huaijing was neither shy nor disgusted, and was indeed indifferent, Zhou Huaixiu felt even more complicated, could it be that...he couldn't get tough?

Zhou Huaixiu was deeply embarrassed. The more he thought about it, the more he became biased. Huaijing's mentality was no better than that of an average seventeen or eighteen-year-old. Could he ask a thirteen or fourteen-year-old to stand up decisively?

It's a pity that Brother Zhou didn't expect that the mind and physiology cannot be equated, and the body can stand up and rush forward at any time without being oppressed.His younger brother has successfully overcome difficulties and stood up, is he still far away from rushing forward?

He coughed twice and said, "My brother told you that these are things that every boy will go through."

Zhou Huaijing moved his eyes between his brother and the book, making Zhou Huaixiu look more and more unnatural.

Zhou Huaixiu looked at Bingshan's face, but in fact his face was really thin.But for the sake of his younger brother, he endured his embarrassment and began to popularize general physiological knowledge to Zhou Huaijing, from height, weight to the development of secondary sexual characteristics, he explained it so that it could be read as a general science book.At the end, Zhou Huaixiu glanced at the little yellow book, saying that this kind of book affects physical and mental health, and it is better to read less.

After receiving Zhou Huaijing's nod of assurance, after one matter was settled, Zhou Huaixiu finally felt at ease, and began to talk about business.

"Huaijing, the family has found a piano teacher for you, and he will come to visit the house tomorrow night."

Zhou Huaijing didn't respond. , quietly listening to him.

Zhou Huaixiu rubbed his head: "Okay, rest early."

After Zhou Huaixiu left, Zhou Huaijing took out the small box in the drawer, which contained a small neat stack of handkerchiefs.He opened it and looked at it, then went back to bed with the box in his arms and went to sleep.

Zhou Huaijing breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that he wasn't sick that day.My brother said that every boy will have this kind of thing, so...will Lu Ye do it?

For some reason, Zhou Huaijing's face was hot, and even the roots of his ears were slightly red.

The next day, Cheng Sigu's book was returned by Zhou Huaijing. He couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth and gave a "you know" look, and said with a wicked smile, "Huaijing, did you try it yourself last night?"

Zhou Huaijing took out his book, and his curiosity was aroused: "How can a person try?"

Cheng Sigu choked up, wishing he could personally teach him how to drive.At this moment, he deeply felt the hatred of all the driving school coaches, but the skills had to be honed by themselves, and if the other party didn't understand, what could he do?In other words, the shortcut to learning to drive is best if someone personally demonstrates the patient professor.

Cheng Sigu's unharmonious thoughts spread out, and he smiled and leaned over to whisper to Zhou Huaijing: "Let me tell you, if you find someone to study with you, you will make the fastest progress."

Looking for someone to study with?

Zhou Huaijing looked at Cheng Sigu, who gave him another "you understand" look.

Cheng Sigu: The day when Huaijing and Huaijing hone their skills and share small movies is just around the corner.

Zhou Huaijing: Ah, so can I study with Lu Yi?

******

Zhou Huaijing didn't know Lu Yi's torment.

On that day, Erye Lu, who had leg pain and was sick, ran to the hospital to have a close contact with the little baby, but he did not expect that this would open the door to a new world.

Lu Erye, who had never received physical hygiene education, found out: It turns out that having a baby can't be solved by touching little hands?

However, Lu Yi didn't feel the slightest expectation for this, because he finally found that he had never been troubled by such things in his 20-plus years of single life, and he enjoyed it because of...he has a cold personality.

Thankfully, the problem is psychological, not biological.

In the past, Lu Yi's reaction to a certain physiological organ was: so dirty.

The current Lu Yi's reaction to a certain physiological organ is: so dirty.

Dirty before and after is not the same meaning. It was originally a disgust of cleanliness, but now it has evolved into a disgust at the root of human evil.

When Erye Lu was young, he questioned countless times why he existed in this world.If one day a human develops a machine that travels back in time, the first thing he has to do is to go back before he was born, strangle his parents to death, and save himself from the source of his disgusting sense of the absurdity of the whole world.

To this day, Lu Ye still hasn't given up on this idea.

When Lu Yi supplemented this knowledge and watched the short action movie, he couldn't eat for several days, and his mood was irritable and anxious.His heart was split into two ends, one half screaming dirty, the other half clamoring wanting.

Yes, after closing those videos, Erye Lu’s mind was filled with the scene of Zhou Huaijing Chiguoguo lying in front of him, all his cells were active, his blood was boiling wildly, and the nerves in his brain were stretched to the extreme , just wanted to crush Zhou Huaijing viciously on the bed.

However, he couldn't get up hard.

Lu Yi dreamed for several days in a row, and the scene in the dream was extremely fragrant.

Hospitals without rainstorms.

There is a bright moon in the dark sky, the moonlight is bright and elegant, and the hazy moonlight falls.

The young man stood naked in the moonlight, as if covered with a layer of misty veil, trying to cover up but still covering up, a bit youthful, a bit charming.

Zhou Huaijing's clear pupils were like a pool of spring water, staring at him cleanly, the corners of his lips were gently and quietly curved, revealing dimples and small canine teeth mischievously.

He was waving and said, "Lu Yi, come here."

Lu Yi's throat was choked, and he walked towards him uncontrollably as if he was tempted by the goblin in the deep mountains.

Zhou Huaijing's soft hands hugged his neck, and her beautiful and slender fingers moved up from the back of the neck, gently scratching the back of his head.

There was a fire burning in his body, Lu Yi's throat moved, and he said hoarsely: "Baby, you are such a tormenting little fairy."

Zhou Huaijing blinked, raised her head and approached his lips, inadvertently seducing the person in front of her: "Lu Yi, I'm so hot."

Lu Yi raised his chin with one hand, making the breath of the two entangled: "I will make you hotter."

Saying that, he pushed the frail boy onto the bed.

A second has passed...

1 minute has passed...

10 minute has passed...

Zhou Huaijing looked blankly at the person above his head: "Lu Yi, move." The pianist's hands went down from his neck, slid across his back, got into his pants, and grasped the fatal part, " Lu Yi, why are you soft?"

Lu Yi, why are you soft...

Why are you so soft...

is soft...

Soft……

Lu Yi's befuddled mind suddenly cleared up, and he sat up from the bed suddenly, his body was already soaked in cold sweat, and Zhou Huaijing's voice was still echoing in his head.

His body was scorching hot, but his heart felt empty.

Lu Yi picked up the ashtray on the bedside cabinet and smashed it out angrily.The ashtray was thrown in a beautiful arc along the inertia, smashing a hole in the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window, and then smashed from the second floor to the first floor.

Frantic footsteps were knocking on the door, and Lu Yi frantically told everyone to leave.

He wanted to see Zhou Huaijing crazily now, got off the bed with his upper body naked, and just stepped on the blanket, Lu Yi stopped, staring almost coldly at the position of his lower body.

In the darkness, there seemed to be a gnawing vortex brewing in his eyes, twisting into crazy malice.

No?

Heh, even if it is impossible, he will never let Zhou Huaijing escape.

**

When Mr. Qin saw Lu Yi again this time, he found that he was not in a good condition. In just a few days, his unshaven beard was really sloppy, unlike that uncle Lu who was obsessed with cleanliness.

Lu Yi's face was pale, with a gloomy and dangerous expression, and he asked, "Doctor Qin, can you treat me well?"

Mr. Qin: My Chinese level has dropped again.

Lu Yi looked at him in a daze, and twitched the corners of his mouth into a sinister smile: "I said, if you can't get hard, can you cure it?"

Mr. Qin: Not only the ability to comprehend has declined, but even the hearing has deteriorated.

Lu Yi suddenly stood up from his seat, unable to control his emotions, frowned impatiently, grabbed the documents on the table and threw them all over the sky.

Whispering, the pages were flying everywhere, and Mr. Qin finally realized what had happened.When did Lu Yi's terrible self-control make such a move regardless of his status?Even when he was sick, he always smiled and never lost his temper.

Qin Lao said: "Second Master, even if you smashed all this, you may not be able to...cough."

Lu Yi's eyes were bloodshot, and he turned to stare at him.

Doctor Qin's old spirit is here: "You should talk to the old man, maybe you can find out the cause."

Lu Yi stood there for a few seconds and walked over calmly.

……

"So, you have feelings for Master Zhou, don't you?" Doctor Qin frowned.

As soon as Lu Yi mentioned Zhou Huaijing, the coldness in his eyes melted.

Doctor Qin already knew the answer without answering. Lu Yi's condition was not so much a fear of sex as self-loathing.Doctor Qin knew the pessimism in Lu Yi's heart, and most schizophrenia patients would be like this.They find it hard to believe that the world is anything but themselves.But once sober, he will fall into a strong loathing of himself.Lu Yi's situation is a bit special. Dr. Qin found that his self-loathing seems to be far more than ordinary patients. Compared with self-loathing, patients tend to question the outside world.As for Lu Yi, he wished he had never existed in this world.

He didn't know if Lu Yi had concealed the key things, but at least he knew that he needed to see Master Tuesday on the issue of Lu Yi's condition.

That was the only crack in the solid ice.