you say, bamboo horse

During the seven days of National Day, Mr. Wang really didn't go back, and he didn't even leave school for the entire first half of the semester.

He would call Mama Wang on time, occasionally send messages to Papa Wang, chat with Huang Junyi online, and...contact Xie Yiyang.But Mr. Wang seems to have grown up in school. Every holiday, he neither goes home nor goes out to play.Sometimes Mr. Wang himself feels that he is like an old man who is dying and has no expectations for this world.But obviously, he still has expectations?He once, and once so earnestly looked forward to, hoping that he would be happy.

Lying on the Fudai lawn next to the library, Wang Xian stretched out his hand and looked at the sky between his fingers. He was in a daze until his arm was sore and limp before he closed his eyes and lowered his arm.

"Mr. Wang?"

Hearing the sound, Wang Xian sat up and looked towards the source of the sound: "Tang Hao?"

"Ah."

Transferring from high school, Wang Xian had never seen Tang Hao, and seeing him now, he no longer had the previous impulse.He glanced at Tang Hao who was dressed in a casual suit. Although he hadn't graduated yet, he could already see Tang Hao's temperament as a business elite—at least from the outside.When we met at school now, Wang Xian didn't think he had anything to say.

On the other hand, Tang Hao, although he vaguely heard that Wang Xian was also in B University, he had never seen Wang Xian in school.At this time, I saw Mr. Wang, and I also remembered those things when I was young. When I recalled it at this time, I felt that I was too naive back then, and I always had trouble with a primary school boy.

"why are you laughing?"

Seeing the smile on Tang Hao's face, Wang Xian felt baffled.

"I just feel that I was too boring before."

Hearing the answer, Wang Xian glanced at Tang Hao with a mentally ill look, and got up to go to the library to sit for a while.But he heard Tang Hao, who was following unhurriedly behind him, still talking——

"Are you and Xie Yiyang still messing around?"

Wang Xian: "..."

"You two are the most tossing I have ever seen. From junior high school to the present. I said, are you together now?"

Mr. Wang kept walking: "No."

Tang Hao smiled unceremoniously: "We haven't made it together yet. How long are you guys planning to toss? It must have been seven or eight years since junior high school?"

Wang Xian wanted to say "it's none of your business", but Tang Hao didn't give him a chance, and said directly——

"I don't know what you two are tossing about. If there is a third party involved or something, I will count half of it, right? Or half, or I was young and ignorant, or I'm really just playing around, I have to get serious, tsk tsk, Xie Yiyang may not know which school he is in, and who he stays with."

Wang Xian looked in the direction of the library in front of him, feeling a little dazed. He himself didn't know what he and Xie Yiyang were tossing about.But he obviously didn't bother?He has been trying to get close to Xie Yiyang, but Xie Yiyang has always been indifferent.When I feel that I am about to be disappointed, I always throw myself some hope, but when Mr. Wang really walked towards that hope, Xie Yiyang left halfway without saying a word.Instead of talking about tossing with Xie Yiyang, it is better to ask Xie Yiyang what he wants to do.

It may be that Tang Hao's tone is too natural, or it may be that he has been silent since he transferred to another school. I don't know who to talk to. Wang Xian slowly stopped and looked at the library not far away, as if facing Tang Hao. Confidential, like talking to himself——

"Xie Yiyang refused to give me a clear answer. Every time I felt close to him, he was getting farther and farther away. But when I decided to stay away from him and never contact me again, he was worried and worried about me. My everything. Later I thought, maybe it would be good to be an ordinary friend, but Xie Yiyang is too important. In most of my memories, he is not an ordinary friend. I don’t know what to do Before, I thought he liked you, but he kept denying it... and then..."

Thinking of the things Xie Yiyang said about him being reborn, Mr. Wang paused, subconsciously skipping over this point.He didn't know if Xie Yiyang's rebirth was true. If it was true, wouldn't it be better if fewer people knew about it?If it wasn't true, it would make me look even stupider to say it.It's better not to say it, no matter it's true or not, it's probably right not to say it.

Tang Hao didn't think too much about it, he just thought that what Wang Xian said was the things that Wang Xiangao was rumored at that time.Seeing that Wang Xian seemed to be frowning and thinking about the past, Tang Hao laughed unceremoniously.

"There are so many rumors and gossips in this world. If it's true, I really can't work. Come on, a big man, don't live like a girl. If it's really important, you can chase after it, and chase it vigorously once. , If you can’t catch up, you will be pulled down. You two are not tired, and I, a crowd of onlookers, look tired.”

Wang Xian glanced at Tang Hao expressionlessly, but did not answer.

Tang Hao raised his wrist and glanced at his watch. He probably had something to do, so he left a cell phone number for Wang Xian and left.

Although Tang Hao said it very easily, if he can catch him, he will chase him, and if he can't catch him, he will be knocked down, but Mr. Wang still doesn't know what to do better.Just like what he said to Tang Hao, Xie Yiyang has taken up most of his life now, and Xie Yiyang is not just a friend to him.What's more... No matter how much he struggles, in his heart, he still cannot deny that he likes Xie Yiyang.

In the past two years, when he was free, he would also think about what kind of attitude Xie Yiyang had towards him, and whether he had seriously considered being with him.Although I heard Xie Yijia's words at that time, I no longer contacted Xie Yiyang, but not contacting does not mean that I will not miss him.Wang Xian felt that although Xie Yiyang had lied to him in some ways, he still couldn't hate this person. He was too used to liking this person.It's just that Xie Yiyang is far and near, even though he has had the closest contact with Xie Yiyang, he still feels that the other party is erratic, and there is an indescribable sense of unreality...

The vibration of the mobile phone made Wang Xian withdraw his thoughts.

I glanced at the phone, and there was no name on the caller—it was a phone number I knew by heart, but I couldn't find a suitable name.

"Hey?"

"First, are you busy right now?"

"No."

"Are you still in school?"

"exist."

"I arrived at C University around noon, and I'm going to see Xie Yijia and Huang Junyi. Do you want to come together? The four of us haven't been together for a long time."

Wang Xian looked at a couple passing by not far away, and asked in a relaxed tone: "Are you going to see Sister Yijia specially? What if Sister Yijia and Dahuang go out to play?"

Xie Yiyang smiled: "I have agreed with them to have lunch together at noon. Huang Junyi also said to visit your school in the afternoon."

"Well, I'll pick you up at the station, and we'll go to University C together later."

Xie Yiyang smiled and did not refuse.

During the holidays, the traffic at the station was particularly heavy. Wang Xian stood among a bunch of waiting people and looked at the exit without blinking.

"Thank you Yiyang!"

Seeing the moment Xie Yiyang turned his head and smiled upon hearing the sound, Wang Xian felt that a certain part of his body was filled, as if happiness suddenly remembered him again, and warmth surrounded him again.It was as if the past two years were just an illusion, and Xie Yiyang was always by his side.

"Why don't you talk anymore?" Xie Yiyang looked around, "There are a lot of people, let's go out first and then talk." After speaking, he pulled Wang to go out first.

Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang holding his hand, he was a little dazed, but he quickly clenched Xie Yiyang's hand backhand amidst the crowd's pushing.

The two came out of the station and took the subway directly to University C, and they arrived at the station not long after.

When they reached the side entrance of University C, they saw Huang Junyi and Xie Yijia from afar.

Wang Xian looked at Xie Yijia's waving figure, followed Xie Yiyang silently to the front of Xie Yijia and Huang Junyi.

"Da Xianer, you can do it! I haven't contacted my buddies very much for two years, and I thought you were going to forget us. It's okay to be busy in high school, and you didn't come to see me after graduation for such a long summer vacation. Don't you want buddies!"

Xie Yiyang looked at Huang Junyi who was jumping up and down and smiled, without interrupting, walked to Xie Yijia and asked in a low voice: "That Hu Linen didn't bother you anymore, did he?"

Xie Yijia glanced at Wang Xian, turned his head and patted Xie Yiyang's shoulder, and said with a smile: "It's okay for a long time. You don't have to worry. Besides, now that Dahuang is by my side, why don't you worry about it?"

Xie Yiyang nodded, thinking that he probably cared a little too much.But since Xie Yijia is already with Huang Junyi, and also said that he has nothing to do with Hu Linen, there must be nothing to worry about.It's also very good.

The four of them had dinner at a restaurant near the school. They originally planned to go to Wang Xian's school together, but halfway, Xie Yijia pulled Huang Junyi out of the car at the shopping park.

Before leaving, Xie Yijia looked at Wang Xian who was faintly protecting Xie Yiyang in the crowd, and seemed to want to say something, but unfortunately Wang Xian never looked over.In the end, he could only smile and dragged Huang Junyi away first.

"How many days are you going to play here?"

"Huh?" Xie Yiyang raised his head, looked at Mr. Wang who was standing face to face with him, and seemed to be unresponsive.But he quickly replied: "I will go back tomorrow. I bought the ticket before."

Xie Yiyang kept staring at Mr. Wang's eyes, seeing Mr. Wang lowered his eyebrows and couldn't see the expression inside clearly, he suddenly joked, "Would you like to keep me here for a few days?"

Hearing this, Wang Xian immediately looked at Xie Yiyang's peach-blossom eyes, and said seriously: "I'll keep you, will you stay?" Before Xie Yiyang could answer, he said to himself: "I knew I would stay here earlier." It’s time to rent a house outside the school, so you have a place to live when you come.”

Xie Yiyang wanted to say that he was just joking, but he couldn't say the phrase "it's just a joke".

Sometimes Xie Yiyang also felt that he was too despicable.In the past, I could wholeheartedly hope that Wang Xian would return to the track of his previous life, be with his beautiful fiancee, and live his life proudly and recklessly in the circle of friends.But later, when he also had intentions for Wang Xian, he couldn't make a correct judgment.He didn't know whether he should let Wang Xian return to the right track, or let his inner feelings go, talk to Wang Xian about everything, and the two came together.

Xie Yang fell into a conflicted self-entanglement. On the one hand, he wanted Wang Xian to return to the life track he should take, and on the other hand, he was shamefully thinking that now it is a different time and world. Since he can no longer go back to the original There is already a track, why bother to force it!Wang Xian was not happy, and he was not necessarily happy either.

But thinking of Wang Xian's divorced and remarried parents, Xie Yiyang hesitated.He didn't want to live his life again, but to bring disaster to Wang Xian.Homosexuality is not the mainstream in this society. If you let this relationship go, the difficulties and ups and downs you will face in the future will not be just a little bit.Although everyone says that you should sit upright and don't care about other people's beaks, but as a social person, if you want to survive in society, how can you avoid these potentially uncomfortable eyes.

What's more, in society, even the mainstream group may not always have a happy life.That being the case, why do you have to pretend to be indifferent and push Mr. Wang away?Make him feel uncomfortable, and feel depressed too?

Xie Yiyang knew that he was not ruthless towards Wang Xian, but he didn't know that Wang Xian treated him...

But Wang Xian, who was standing opposite Xie Yiyang, began to think about Tang Hao's words in the morning - he didn't want to make a fuss, and from the bottom of his heart, he also wanted to have a good time with Xie Yiyang.

When he was in middle and high school, Xie Yiyang felt that he was young, maybe he didn't understand these feelings, and he didn't understand what kind of thorns and ups and downs he would encounter if he faced his feelings directly.But now that he is in university, in Xie Yiyang's eyes, he should be considered a grown-up.This time, if I make it clear to Xie Yiyang seriously, and tell him seriously that I know what I will face, and I am willing to work with him to solve everything that I encounter, then maybe Xie Yiyang will be with me seriously.

But this time Xie Yiyang came here for too short a time, and he will go back tomorrow, leaving Xie Yiyang here, and staying in a hotel, it is not convenient at all, after much deliberation, let's go back to the winter vacation.

☆、Chapter 52

When the last subject was over and he returned to the dormitory, Wang Xian opened the door and saw Tian He was discussing where to eat with two other roommates on their mobile phones and computers.

"The exam is over? Come and see where to eat. One of them eats spicy food and the other doesn't. They are trying to choose a comprehensive one."

Wang first put the pen and book on his desk, turned his head to look at it, and asked Tian He: "Then senior, do you eat spicy food or not?"

Tian He's still grabbed the mouse, swiped it, and replied indifferently: "I can do it, it depends on whether you eat spicy food or not. Your crucial vote decides our dinner tonight!" He looked back at Wang Xian again, "You should come over and have a look first, we have selected several, and we are waiting for you to decide."

The other two buddies looked at Mr. Wang with bright eyes.

"Is there any hot pot?"

"What?"

Wang Xian replied: "Hot pot. When we go, we can order a mandarin duck pot. There are clear soup and red soup. If you like spicy food, you can eat spicy food. If you don't like spicy food, don't eat it. One pot will solve the problem."

Tian He clapped his palms and laughed loudly: "Wonderful! Wonderful!"

The four boys went to the Rongshenghe hot pot restaurant near the school and ordered a mandarin duck hot pot. Tian He also ordered a dozen beers to cheer up the fun.

The four of them ate and drank, and the two buddies even ordered a bottle of white wine.At the end of the bill, there were only one and a half sober people left—those two buddies were completely drunk. First of all, he has a good capacity for alcohol, and he also drank a lot of beer and liquor, but it was nothing but a blush.

After finally leading two drunk people to the west gate of the school, Wang first looked at a group of students waiting for "Little Bailong", and asked Tian He: "Senior, shall we take the school bus back later or walk back? "

It's a bit far from Ximen to Wang Xian's dormitory building, and it takes about [-] minutes to walk back, but sometimes it takes more than [-] minutes to wait for Xiao Bailong, and there are too many people on this trip, Wang Xian is a little hesitant, holding a drink Drunk people don't know if they can squeeze into the car.

Tian He looked at it, and understood that apart from the fact that these two were drunk, there were also four people in the dormitory who smelled of hot pot and alcohol.

"Let's go straight back."

Wang Xian nodded, and He Tianhe walked towards the dormitory with the help of others.

"I just...love you!...love you...well...I can't stop loving you..."

"I...I am...the one who really loves you!...Even...ah..."

After walking for a short distance, the two drunks didn't know what was going on, and suddenly howled and sang. Wang Xian felt ashamed, but at the same time felt that this was a wanton university.

After finally bringing the two drunks back to the dormitory, Wang Xian sat on his chair almost exhausted and panted.

Seeing Tian He sitting on the chair staggeringly on the opposite side, Wang wiped the sweat off his brow first and asked, "Sir, do you want to take a shower first?"

Tian He faltered with misty eyes, and seemed to understand what Wang Xian said after a while.He stood up with the back of the chair, and said as he stood up, "I'll wash first, and then I'll go to bed."

Wang nodded first and didn't speak any more.

As a result, Tian He's hand supporting the back of the chair didn't know if it was too hard, and he turned the chair over.If Tian He hadn't sat sideways to Tian He, seeing that the situation was wrong and giving him a hand, Tian He's face would definitely have fallen to the ground.

"...Senior, can you do it? I think you can wash it tomorrow."

Tian He shook his head, did not speak, put aside Wang Xian's hand, and went to the bathroom step by step.

Fortunately, the bathroom in the dormitory also has a shower room. Although it is a bit crude, it can be used anyway, so they don't need to go downstairs to the bathroom - after all, it is the fourth floor and there are many steps.

Wang first looked at the light in the bathroom and rubbed his temples.

The lights in the dormitory were always on, and the two buddies had been laid dead on the bed by Wang Xianhe Tianhe before, and now Wang Xian sat down alone, the sliding door of the balcony was not closed, and there was wind blowing, Wang Xian was suddenly cold I shivered.

After dozing off in a daze, Wang Xian took out his mobile phone to check the time.

"!!!"

It's almost 12:30!Tian He hasn't come out of the bathroom yet.

Wang knocked on the bathroom door first, and heard the constant sound of water inside, he said hesitantly: "Senior?... Are you still taking a bath, senior?"

"..." No one answered.

Wang Xian was a little worried, but in the end, he pushed open the door and saw Tian He, who was only wearing his underwear, sitting and falling asleep under the shower... Fortunately, the hot water supply in the school is constant, and the ventilation holes in the bathroom are not large. , can be regarded as insulation.Otherwise, in the winter, they must not freeze to death.

Wang Xian was a little speechless, should I say this is also youth?

"Senior? Senior?"

Because Wang turned off the shower first, Tian He also woke up quickly.Maybe it's because of being drenched in water and being blown by the cold wind, so I don't feel drunk anymore.

Tian He's first reaction after waking up was to jump and close the door: "You're freezing to death buddy by opening the door! The heat is gone. Huh, I'm freezing to death."

As he spoke, he turned on the shower again, and stood under the hot water to warm his cold skin.

Wang first felt relieved when he saw that this person was awake, "The senior washes first, and rests early after washing. I'll go out first... I'm going..."

"You too, right……"

Behind him, Tian He's hesitant question made Wang Xian pause.

"I can feel that you are... of the same kind."

Listening to Tian He's words, Wang Xian didn't turn around. He said, "I have someone I like. I always have."

Tian He smiled "ha", and said with some embarrassment: "This...is very good, very good."

When Wang Xian put his hand on the doorknob, Tian He asked him: "Is the person you like also the same kind? Does that person like you?"

What responded to Tian He was the sound of the door opening and then closing.

Tian He was a little taken aback, but felt that it was expected.

Tian He didn't know if Wang Xian felt that he was of the same kind, but he had an intuition that Wang Xian and himself belonged to the same world.Although there are quite a few boys in the school, and there are many boys in the class, there are very few who really suit my heart like Mr. Wang.What's more, in addition to agreeing, they have to be of the same kind, which is even more difficult...

Wang Xian didn't deny it just now, but he also replied that there is someone he likes.When Tian He heard Wang Xian's answer, although he was not too disappointed, he was still a little bit disappointed.

He didn't tell anyone that he would go abroad when school starts next year.Originally, I thought that I could express my heart through the party in the dormitory tonight, but it turned out to be unsatisfactory...

Ugh……

Wang Xian, who walked to his desk, was holding a mobile phone at the moment, and wanted to call Xie Yiyang very much, really wanted to.

It was not the first time that Wang Xian met the same kind, but it was the first time he met the same kind who lived in the same dormitory as him for half a semester.

What Tian He wanted to say, Wang Xian could understand almost without him saying it.When chatting with Ah Hui at the bar, Ah Hui said that this circle is more chaotic than expected.It's just that Wang Xian likes Xie Yiyang wholeheartedly, and works hard for Xie Yiyang with all his heart, and has never really come into contact with this so-called circle, so the people he meets are relatively simple.

Speaking of the same kind... Wang Xian suddenly thought, was Xie Yiyang bent by him?

Wang Xian frowned and clenched the phone in his hand.He suddenly wanted to call Xie Yiyang, wanted to ask Xie Yiyang... But reason told him that this call was not as important as he thought.

When Tian He came out after washing, Mr. Wang was still holding his mobile phone thinking about something, the two looked at each other, Tian He said with some embarrassment: "I've finished washing."

"Ah."

Did Wang Xian call Xie Yiyang that night?

Perhaps because this thought was too strong, Wang Xian had a dream that night.In the dream, he was still a kid who knew nothing when he was in junior high school.

In the dream, I seemed to want to go to the museum with Xie Yiyang, but Xie Yiyang had already reached the gate of the museum, but he was still on the subway.

The self in the dream was anxious all the time, as if something big would happen if he couldn't make it in time, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Xie Yiyang.

In the dream, Wang Xiaoxian wanted to do something, so he did it without hesitation. He wanted to call Xie Yiyang, so he dialed the number without hesitation, and shouted to the other end of the phone with aggrieved——

"Xie Yiyang..."

Xie Yiyang's gentle and pleasant voice came from the receiver, and he asked, "My son? What's the matter?"

Hearing Xie Yiyang's "Xianer", Wang Xiaoxian's restless heart suddenly calmed down in the dream.

He said, "Xie Yiyang, the subway is running so slowly, I want to see you soon."

Xie Yiyang on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned, then chuckled, and replied after a while: "Well, it's okay, I'll wait for you at the gate of the museum."

In the dream, Wang Xiaoxian smiled, a very happy kind of smile.

Just seeing Wang Xiaoxian in the dream being comforted by Xie Yiyang, Wang Xian felt bored.He seemed to be watching Wang Xiaoxian and Xie Yiyang the whole time, but he didn't seem to.He is like the air, and he is like the jogging subway.

In the dream, Wang Xiaoxian repeatedly confirmed to Xie Yiyang on the other end of the phone——

"Xie Yiyang, are you really waiting for me?"

"Well, wait for you."

With Xie Yiyang's affirmative answer, Wang Xiaoxian was happy. He said: "Xie Yiyang, I am very happy. Very happy kind of happiness."

Xie Yiyang smiled: "Yes."

Hearing that Xie Yiyang agreed, Wang Xiaoxian smiled even more happily.It seems that even the jogging subway doesn't matter anymore.

But Mr. Wang felt bored. He didn't know why he felt bored. In his dream, he was the invisible air that was everywhere. Would the air also feel bored?

When the subway reached the stop of the museum, Wang Xiaoxian finally got off the subway. He walked out of the subway station and saw Xie Yiyang waiting for him not far away. He waved his hands happily and shouted: "Xie Yiyang! Xie Yiyang! I'm here!"

In the dream, Xie Yiyang walked towards Wang Xiaoxian, touched his head with a smile, and said, "That's great, you're here."

Wang Xiaoxian was overjoyed, he hugged Xie Yiyang and smiled contentedly: "That's great, you really are waiting for me."

Wang Xian looked at Wang Xiaoxian who was hugging Xie Yiyang, and felt that his heart was blocked.He was even a little jealous of Wang Xiaoxian, the Wang Xiaoxian who acted like a baby to Xie Yiyang.

☆、Chapter 53

The curtains were not drawn very far, and there was even a very narrow gap - giving the illusion that the owner of the room was not at home.And in this narrow gap, Wang Xian stood behind the gap and inadvertently blocked a section of light from the outside to the inside—this made the light in the room look a bit dim.

Seeing the happy atmosphere of the three talking and laughing at Yanyan outside the window, Mr. Wang's back looks a little lonely.

"Well, I know, come back in a few days... yes, I know. Well, then I hang up."

While Wang Xian was on the phone with Wang's mother expressionlessly, he stood in front of the window and looked at Xie Yiyang in front of the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, as well as Xie Yijia standing next to Xie Yiyang and a girl he didn't know.

He remembered that the morning when he came back from school, Xie Yiyang called and asked if he was back in the community.He didn't think much about it at the time, Mama Wang urged him to go home early - naturally to Mama Wang's side - and he just went back to Xie Yiyang.At that time, Xie Yiyang was silent for a while, and said "that's okay" with a smile. Although Mr. Wang knew that nothing would happen to Xie Yiyang, he still couldn't help worrying. He didn't tell Xie Yiyang and went back to the community two days earlier.In the end, when he got up after resting all night, what he saw was Xie Yiyang, Xie Yijia, and a strange girl standing in front of the sweet-scented osmanthus tree talking and laughing.

Seeing the harmonious atmosphere of the three people outside the window, Wang Xian's courage to decide to explain everything when he saw Xie Yiyang during that holiday, slowly dissipated and melted into the dim light.

The three of Xie Yiyang left under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the community, leaving only Wang Xian standing in the dim light, looking out of the window like a sculpture through the window.

That night, Wang took out the wine at home first, and sat on the floor by the window, drinking the mulled wine silently by the light coming through the small gap.

He remembered that Xie Yijia was about to take the college entrance examination back then, and he solemnly asked himself out alone, just to say something to separate himself from Xie Yiyang.

So the last time I saw that I got along well with Xie Yiyang, couldn't I help but want Xie Yiyang to be farther away from me?It's better for Xie Yiyang to fall in love with a girl, and then get farther and farther away from him, and finally have no communication... Even, happily marry a wife and have children, and when he gets old, he will have grandchildren, right?

Wang Xian drank wine and looked at the sweet-scented osmanthus tree outside the window, tears streaming down little by little.In the end, Wang lay directly on his back, fell to the ground, covered his eyes with his right arm, and cried out.

That night, Mr. Wang lay down on the cold ground all night and developed a fever as expected.

When he woke up, Mr. Wang was a little confused and his head was a little groggy.He knew that he probably had a fever, but he didn't seem to have anyone to talk to—

Mother Wang must be busy with the children now, so it is impossible for him to tell.Father Wang has never been in contact with him, and it is even more impossible to call suddenly.Da Huang has been friends for many years, but he didn't tell Da Huang when he came back. There was no contact, maybe Da Huang didn't come back.As for Sister Yijia... Mr. Wang didn't know how she would react.And Xie Yiyang, who wanted to tell the most...Wang Xian didn't even have the courage to contact him.

In the end, Wang took his wallet and keys, and took an IV for two days alone in a newly opened clinic not far away.Just looking at the potion in the bottle every day, it flowed into his body bit by bit, as if in these years, every time he wanted to face Xie Yiyang, he mustered up his courage.But once they really meet, even if they just look at Xie Yiyang's back, Mr. Wang's courage will flow away like this bit by bit, scattered all over his body.

After returning to the community from the clinic, Wang Xian packed up the boxes he had brought back from school neatly, and walked out of the room just as he had done countless times in the past.

He pretended that he had just come back, and when he returned to Mama Wang, even though his face was a little haggard, he prevaricated it by reasoning that he was tired after coming back.

Because the end of the year is coming, the company is very busy in all aspects. Li Dong and Wang Xian's mother, Jiang Lan, are both busy with company affairs. Most of the time during the day, only Wang Xian and his darting son Younger brother Li Jiangle.

Wang Xian sat by the sofa, watching Li Jiangle sitting on the blanket with a blank expression, dismantling and reassembling a pile of toys with perseverance, sometimes throwing away the toys in a state of irritability when they could not put them back together On one side, tear down the other.

The winter in Rongcheng is not too warm. Even if the air conditioner is turned on at home, children will feel a little cold sitting on the blanket.But Li Jiangle didn't seem to realize it, and was still very jubilant.

Wang Xian felt that this child was a little naughty and had a quick temper. He still liked children who were quieter and had a milder temper - just like Xie Yiyang.Always be a quiet person, do your own thing well with a smile, and don't cause trouble to anyone.

When he looked at Xie Yiyang seriously on the first day, it was the back view of Xie Yiyang quietly cleaning the public area belonging to his class on the playground.At that time, Mr. Wang thought that Xie Yiyang didn't fit in well, so he came to school without friends... But from that time on, Xie Yiyang's serious and silent back has always been in Mr. Wang's heart...

"elder brother……"

Li Jiangle held the toy irritably, walked over to Wang Xian, stretched the toy in front of Wang Xian, and said, "It's broken."

Wang looked at it first, then restored the toy in twos and threes, and gave it to Li Jiangle.

Li Jiangle looked at Mr. Wang with admiration, and went to play with enthusiasm.

"First of all, I'm done with my work today, and I'll be back later. Uncle Li won't come back at noon, so it's just the three of us having dinner. You look a little happy, and I'll buy some food on the way back later, and prepare to cook when I come back. "

"okay."

After answering the phone, Wang Xian glanced at Li Jiangle lightly, and looked at Li Jiangle, who was originally in high spirits, but because of poor assembly, he began to look a little dispirited again, and sat down beside Li Jiangle silently, without any hesitation. He struggled to take the toy from Li Jiangle's hand without saying a word, but showed Li Jiangle every step of disassembly or assembly. Li Jiangle nodded, looking forward to the next step with star-eyed eyes, before moving on to the next one step.

When she came back at noon, Jiang Lan was quite happy to see her eldest son and younger son playing happily together.

Jiang Lan, who changed her clothes and went to the kitchen to cook, turned her head out after a while: "First of all, the soy sauce is gone, quickly help me go downstairs to buy a bottle of soy sauce. The change is on the second cabinet at the entrance, take it by yourself ah."

Wang Xian responded, handed the toy to Li Jiangle, and went out with the keys and change.

The place where Jiang Lan and the others live is considered to be the innermost part of the community. To go shopping, it takes five or six minutes to walk to the supermarket.

Wang first walked to the supermarket below the community, stood in front of the shelves, and was a little confused looking at the various brands of soy sauce—he forgot to ask what brand of soy sauce he bought, dark soy sauce or light soy sauce.

I was about to make a call, but found that my phone was missing.

After thinking about it, Wang Xian bought a brand of dark soy sauce and light soy sauce at random, and it should be no problem to take a bottle of each home.

When I got home, I didn't see Li Jiangle in the living room, and I didn't see Jiang Lan in the kitchen. The half-fried dishes were still half-cooked in the pot.

Wang Xian went to the living room, picked up his mobile phone, and was about to make a call to ask questions, but Li Dong called.Before Wang Xian could say "Hello", he heard Li Dong ask a little angrily, "Aren't you watching the child at home? Why did the child fall? Are your lips bleeding?"

Wang Xian opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, and finally looked out of the window silently, and said "I'm sorry".

Li Dong said in a bad tone: "It's okay, it's okay, now Lele and Jiang Lan are in the Children's Hospital, you should go there quickly."

Wang first looked at the hung up phone, and finally changed his shoes again, put on his coat and went out—this time, he remembered to bring his mobile phone.

Wang first walked to the street, raised his hand to hail a car, and closed his eyes silently after saying the location, without any other actions.

After a while, the phone rang again, and it was Li Donglai's call.Wang Xian took a deep breath, then connected the phone, and heard Jiang Lan's voice on the other end of the phone——

"First?"

"Well. Where did Lele fall?"

"Lele is fine, don't listen to your Uncle Li's nonsense. We are going back, so don't come out, it's just that your mouth is a little scratched. It's nothing serious..."

Before I finished speaking, I heard that someone on the other end of the phone seemed to say something else, and then Li Dong took the phone back, and said with a little embarrassment: "Well, first, uncle was in a hurry before, and his tone was not good. Great, don't take it to heart! Just now the company has something to look for, maybe your mother and I won't go back at noon. "

"Is Lele with you?"

"Lele is with us. You will go out to eat something later. Your mother hasn't cooked the meal at noon. You may not have anything to eat when you go back. You should go out to eat something. By the way, your uncle hasn't given you anything since you came back from winter vacation. I will transfer some of your pocket money to you later, if you need anything, buy it yourself!"

On the other end of the phone, Mama Wang's voice could still be heard saying coquettishly, "Don't spoil the child..."

After saying a few more words, Li Dong hung up the phone.

Wang Xian looked at the rapidly receding buildings outside the car window. After watching for a while, he suddenly remembered, and said, "Master, I won't go to the Children's Hospital anymore."

"Where is that boy going?"

Wang Xian looked at the driver who was driving seriously, and suddenly didn't know where to go.After thinking about it for a long time, I went back to the previous neighborhood.

Wang first walked along that road, walked straight, then turned, and the moment he looked up, he saw Xie Yiyang's back standing under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree.

Mr. Wang was stunned for a long time, standing where he was, until the old neighbor greeted Mr. Wang before he came back to his senses.

"Let's take a vacation and come back to play