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That's all.Xie Yiyang is a liar...
But even though he was a liar, Mr. Wang still felt very sad.He buried his face in the crook of his arms, squatting silently on the spot, motionless.
"Sir?"
The moment he heard Xie Yiyang's voice, Wang Xian thought he was hallucinating, and he even buried his face deeper.
"Xianer? Why...why don't you wear clothes? What are you doing squatting on the ground like this? Do you think you are too healthy?"
Wang Xian raised his head and looked at Xie Yiyang who was holding his arm, his face full of disbelief.
"Xie Yiyang..."
Wang Xian rushed to Xie Yiyang who was squatting beside him, choked up and called Xie Yiyang's name, and muttered: "I thought you were gone, I thought you were gone too..."
Xie Yiyang was thrown to the ground by Wang Xian. Hearing Wang Xian's choked voice, he stretched out his hand, patted Wang Xian's cold back, and explained softly: "I just went out to buy breakfast. I'm sorry, I should give You left a note."
Wang Xian gave a nasal "hmm" but didn't get up.
Xie Yiyang patted Mr. Wang on the back helplessly: "Get up soon, you also go to take a shower and put on your clothes. Come out and have breakfast later."
Wang Xian raised his head obediently, looked at Xie Yiyang, then got up silently amid Xie Yiyang's smile, and walked to the bathroom.
Before entering the bathroom, Wang Xian took a special look at Xie Yiyang—that look, like the look of a little beast who is afraid of being abandoned.After Xie Yiyang repeatedly promised that he would not leave, Wang Xiancai closed the bathroom door and prepared to take a bath.
After Wang Xian started to take a bath, Xie Yijia took out his mobile phone and prepared to make a call to Xie Yijia.
In fact, the reason why he only returned to the room at this moment was because he took his mobile phone to a nearby mobile phone shop to have it repaired.It rained last night, and even the phone got wet, and I couldn't even turn it on in the morning.
"My brother, did you have a room with Da Xian'er last night? There was no news all night, really."
Originally, Xie Yijia was just saying something unintentionally, but he told the truth.Xie Yiyang said "um", and then said "I'm sorry."
"..."
At the other end of the conversation, after Xie Yijia's brief silence, his sharp voice almost broke through the phone——
"My God! You don't really have a room with Wang Xian, do you? Are you going to pay... still..."
"Well. Yes. It's just that Xian'er is emotionally unstable now. Maybe I won't come back so early. Just tell your parents that I'll give Xian'er a preview of the first year of high school."
"...Xie Yiyang, you won't come for real, will you?"
Xie Yiyang chuckled, but hung up the phone without answering.
Xie Yiyang opened the curtains a little, looked at the busy traffic outside the window with a calm expression.
Xie Yiyang knew what happened last night, neither he nor Mr. Wang would treat it as if it never happened.But just accepting it like this, Xie Yiyang couldn't do it.
Xie Yiyang felt remorse and guilt in his heart.He always felt that it was his own fault that Mr. Wang liked him and a man now.Although Xie Yiyang is happy in his heart that Wang Xian likes him, but he can't let Wang Xian be ruined like this.Not to mention how hard it is for two people of the same sex to stick to each other, Wang Xian's liking alone is a big uncertain factor.Mr. Wang is only 16 years old now, and there are still many things he hasn't experienced, and many things he doesn't understand.Xie Yiyang was afraid...
"Xie Yiyang."
Hearing Wang Xian's voice, Xie Yiyang turned around with a smile, put away his inner emotions, and greeted Wang Xian: "Washed?"
Wang Xian nodded and did not speak.He took a few steps in Xie Yiyang's direction, and from the front, he put his arms around Xie Yiyang's waist, with his forehead resting on Xie Yiyang's shoulder, and he looked a little fragile.
"Xie Yiyang, let's be together."
"..." The smile on Xie Yiyang's face did not change, but he did not answer.
Wang Xian tightened Xie Yiyang's arm and didn't ask any more questions.
"Hurry up and have breakfast, maybe it's not that hot anymore."
Mr. Wang let out a muffled "hmm" before turning around and going to have breakfast.
At around ten o'clock in the morning, Xie Yiyang went to the supermarket with Wang Xian, bought some vegetables and fruits, and then went back to Wang Xian's house together.
The moment he stepped into Wang's house, Xie Yiyang glanced at Mr. Wang who was silent in front.This home, which used to be full of laughter and laughter in the past, was warm and peaceful, and now exudes a cold atmosphere from the inside to the outside.Xie Yiyang even felt that this home, in Mr. Wang's heart, might not be much different from the hotel where he slept last night.
Xie Yiyang put the fruit into the empty refrigerator, then went to the kitchen to pick out the vegetables that were going to be eaten at noon today, and put the rest in the refrigerator together.
"I'm going to cook, do you want to help?"
Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang who was wearing an apron, and was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, got up and walked to the kitchen.
Wang Xian was in the kitchen, sometimes helping to wash vegetables, sometimes helping to chop vegetables, and sometimes busy delivering condiments.He watched Xie Yiyang busy in an orderly manner, cooking up a plate of beautiful dishes, and for some reason, he suddenly laughed.
Wang Xian grinned, watching Xie Yiyang flipping the dishes in the pot, silently, smiling brightly.
Until the two of them formally went to the table for dinner, Mr. Wang was still smiling—or to be more precise, it was an expression of satisfaction, not a simple smile.
"Xie Yiyang, it's good to have you."
Xie Yiyang raised his head and looked at Mr. Wang's expression, feeling a little sad for no reason.He let out a "hmm", then lowered his eyes and continued to eat.
"Xie Yiyang, you can be my wife."
"..."
Xie Yiyang looked up at Wang Xian with surprise on his face.
Wang Xian still ate and picked up vegetables without being affected.He glanced at Xie Yiyang's expression, put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand after eating, and replied seriously: "Since I was young, you said that I would have a beautiful daughter-in-law, so don't worry. I thought about it, You are also good-looking, and you can cook, and we have been together for many years, and we get along well with each other. So, you can be my wife."
"...Xiaoer, you are only 16 years old, and there is still a long way to go..."
"Ah! I'm going to put the bowl back in the kitchen, and I'll do the washing later."
Xie Yiyang looked at Wang Xian's back and remained silent, not knowing what to do.
He didn't know what to do to make Wang give up his current thinking and return to the track of his previous life.If Wang Xian was only afraid of abandoning him and leaving him alone like his parents, then what should he do to make Wang Xian understand that he will always be by his side as a brother?
It's still hot in August.Fortunately, Wang Xian and his family live on the first floor, and there is an osmanthus tree surrounded by two people in front, so the house is still cool.
Wang Xian and Xie Yiyang sat on the sofa, watching TV absently.
"Xie Yiyang."
"what happened?"
"Will you stay with me tonight?"
Xie Yiyang turned his head to look at Wang Xian, only to find that Wang Xian was squatting on the sofa, but his eyes were not looking at him, but staring at the TV with a slightly absent mind.
Xie Yiyang didn't know whether to agree or refuse, he struggled for a long time, but still didn't come to a conclusion.
Wang first turned his face to look at Xie Yiyang, he looked straight into Xie Yiyang's eyes and asked him: "Will you stay?"
Looking into Wang Xian's eyes, Xie Yiyang found that he had no way to refuse.He nodded lightly and said "hmm".
Wang Xian's eyes lit up instantly.
"I'm going to change the quilt cover, it will be fine later. You can watch TV."
Seeing this, Xie Yiyang also wanted to get up to help, but was pushed back by Wang Xian.
"I'll just change it, you sit, you sit."
Xie Yiyang couldn't help laughing at Wang Xian's smiling eyes.
However, it's good that Mr. Wang looks so lively.This is the vitality that Wang Xian should have, and this is the attitude that Wang Xian should have.He likes this kind of Wang Xian, likes to see Wang Xian's happy smile, likes to see Wang Xian's fox eyes half-bent in high spirits.If everything that happened to Mr. Wang today was due to his own rebirth, then he would do his best to get Mr. Wang back on the right track and possess everything that Mr. Wang originally belonged to.
As for Xie Yiyang's own feelings...as long as he can accompany him like this.That's what I thought at first, and I just planned to pay attention to him silently not far from Mr. Wang.Furthermore, that kiss from Mr. Wang and that night are enough.All that remains is to work hard to help Wang Xian get back on the right track.
Xie Yiyang listened to the sound of Wang Xian tidying up the bed, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.He cherishes all of these and is ready to collect them all.Because, in the future, there will be another trajectory.
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It was probably the rain last night, and the weather forecast said that the next few days would be cool and fine.
Xie Yiyang looked at the weather outside the window and closed his phone.
"Xie Yiyang, I've finished washing, you go take a shower."
Mr. Wang was wearing pajamas, brushing his hair, talking while walking towards the living room.
Xie Yiyang nodded, and when he got up and was about to go to the bathroom, Wang Xian called him again.
"Wait a minute, I'll get you clothes."
Xie Yiyang waited on the spot for a while, and saw that Wang went back to the bedroom for a while, and then immediately came out with his clothes.
"Your pajamas."
Wang first handed the clothes to Xie Yiyang, then looked at Xie Yiyang's height, turned his head to look at the clothes again, and muttered: "I don't know if it's too small... This is still your pajamas when you were in junior high school."
He looked up at Xie Yiyang and asked him: "How about I find you my pajamas to wear? My height is not much different from yours now."
Xie Yiyang smiled and took the pajamas from Wang Xian's hand: "It's okay, I always buy pajamas that are bigger, maybe it's just right for me to wear now."
Wang Xian shrugged, turned and went back to the bedroom.
Sitting in front of the desk, listening to the sound of Xie Yiyang taking a shower from the bathroom, Wang Xian looked at the only photo on the desk in a daze.
——In the photo, all four children are smiling and comparing poses to the camera full of energy.
The two on the left are Xie Yijia and Huang Junyi. Xie Yijia pressed one fist on top of Huang Junyi's head, and made a big V with the other hand to the camera.Under Xie Yijia's oppression, Huang Junyi kept his body half-short, held his head with both hands, raised his face hard, and showed his neat teeth to the camera.
The two on the right are Wang Xian and Xie Yiyang.Xie Yiyang was standing upright, with a smile on his face as usual, not excited because someone took a photo.And Wang Xian beside him tried his best to stand on tiptoe, one arm was hooked on Xie Yiyang's shoulder, the other hand was on his hips, his head was raised slightly, and his smile was wanton and sunny.
"You still keep this photo so well?"
Xie Yiyang, who didn't know when he finished his shower, came behind Mr. Wang, lowered his body, and was also looking at the photos.
Wang turned his head first, and suddenly saw that Xie Yiyang was not wearing pajamas, but only pajama pants, and there were even some marks on his body that he had left after finishing the work.
Xie Yiyang felt a little embarrassed seeing Wang Xian looking at him, but he couldn't do anything to block Wang Xian's sight, so he blushed slightly and explained: "The clothes are really too small, I can't fit them in. You give me Find your pajamas."
Wang Xian smiled sullenly, and immediately brought a set of bigger pajamas for Xie Yiyang.
"You said that my photo is well preserved, is this photo of yours gone?"
"Ah? What?" Xie Yiyang put on his pajamas, looked back at the photos, and replied, "Mine is also there, in the photo album. It's just that when we moved, all the photos were packed together, and it feels a bit wasteful."
Wang Xian said with some emotion: "It was really good at that time."
Xie Yiyang paused, but did not speak.
It was still elementary school at that time, Wang Xian's parents were quite harmonious, Xie's family did not move away, Huang Junyi and Wang Xian were still friends who often played together, there was no estrangement at all...
"Go to sleep. Rest early. Although you don't have homework during the holidays, it is also important to preview your high school texts early. It will be easy to follow the teacher."
Wang Xian gave a low "um" and didn't speak.
After turning off the lights at night, Wang Xian and Xie Yiyang lay side by side on the bed, not falling asleep for a long time.
"Hey, Xie Yiyang, are you asleep yet?"
"Sleep."
"Hahaha..." Wang Xian couldn't help laughing when he heard Xie Yiyang's answer.He turned over, faced Xie Yiyang, and asked him, "Shall we talk?"
"not good."
Wang Xian smiled and pulled Xie Yiyang's arm: "You've already talked to me, and it's still not good."
"..."
"Xie Yiyang..."
Xie Yiyang was puzzled by Wang Xian's sudden lowering of his voice. The person who was still in the spirit of joking was suddenly in a bad mood?
"I'm here. What's the matter?"
Wang first let go of Xie Yiyang's arm, turned around and lay flat, opened his eyes in the darkness, looked at the emptiness of darkness and said: "Xie Yiyang, you are afraid of me."
Xie Yiyang turned his head and said strangely, "Why did you say that suddenly?"
"I pulled your arm just now, but you were stiff for a moment, you wouldn't be like this before."
"I……"
Wang interrupted Xie Yiyang's interjection first, and continued: "I know, what happened last night was not voluntary. You just think that no one wants me now, so you don't want to hurt me. But Xie Yiyang, after you say it, I should How to do it?"
In the darkness, Xie Yiyang was silent for a long time, so long that Wang Xian thought he was asleep, so he said in a low voice——
"First, I will always be by your side. You just accidentally got off the track now, but soon, soon you will be back on the right track, I believe."
Wang Xian smiled sarcastically: "What do you think is the right track? Being with a woman? Marrying a woman and having children?"
Xie Yiyang did not answer.He knew that Mr. Wang would not listen to what he said now, but he still believed that Mr. Wang would return to the right track.Only Wang Xian who has returned to the right track can radiate his own light.
"You think I'll continue to like women after last night?"
Wang Xian heard Xie Yiyang's cold voice and replied rationally and cruelly: "You are the one above, and it will not affect you."
Wang Xian threw off the thin quilt, knelt on Xie Yiyang's body, and put his hands on Xie Yiyang's neck.He leaned into Xie Yiyang's ear and said, "But I can't get an erection when I'm facing a woman or anyone else, except you..."
At that moment, Wang Xian clearly felt the whole body of the person under him tense, but he stubbornly did not speak.
"Xie Yiyang, you are afraid of me. You are actually afraid of me."
Xie Yiyang replied lightly: "I'm not afraid of you. It's just the instinctive reaction of this body..."
"Don't explain!" Wang Xian interrupted Xie Yiyang. In the dark, he tried his best to look into Xie Yiyang's eyes and asked him: "Xie Yiyang, can you be my wife?"
"not good."
"..."
Hearing that Xie Yiyang answered him so quickly, Wang Xian was a little taken aback.At that moment, Mr. Wang suddenly felt inexplicably sad, but he didn't speak.He leaned on Xie Yiyang, hugging Xie Yiyang with both hands, holding him tightly.He buried his head in the hollow of Xie Yiyang's shoulder, without speaking or moving.
This time, Xie Yiyang didn't hug back again, no matter how tightly he hugged Wang Xian, no matter how sad the atmosphere exuded from Wang Xian, Xie Yiyang clenched his fists and didn't hug him back.
"First, you trust me, in the future you..."
Wang first blocked Xie Yiyang's words with a kiss.
Wang Xian could no longer trust Xie Yiyang, he could not trust this liar, he could not believe this liar he liked.If Xie Yiyang persistently insists on the so-called "future" like that fool, then he will use his own way to let Xie Yiyang see the facts before him clearly, and he will use his own way to express his love.
Xie Yiyang rejected Wang Xian, and struggled to tell Wang Xian: "Xianer... you are not... wrong... your future should be..."
"I will be responsible for what should happen to my future! If you really have no feelings for me, why should you stay tonight! I have already confessed to you so humblely and begged for a relationship with you, but you Still insist on being a liar. If that's the case, then come and lie to me! Lie to my feelings! Lie to me!"
Xie Yiyang heard Wang Xian's anger and felt Wang Xian's loneliness. He turned over with all his strength, pressed Wang Xian under him, and shouted at Wang Xian——
"Xiaoer! You are only 16 years old now! There are countless possibilities for your future, why...why can't you understand what I said?"
——Why do you have to make yourself so embarrassed?Where's your pride?What about your publicity?
Wang Xian struggled, and sneered: "I don't understand? What do you understand? What do you understand? Don't always feel as if you know everything! Don't always treat other people as fools! My future? Did I tell you that I would know it myself?" Take charge of your own future! Don’t worry about it!”
Xie Yiyang didn't understand why he was doing well in the afternoon. He even thought that he could help Wang Xian return to the original track, but at this moment, Wang Xian was out of control and couldn't listen to anything.Obviously, what he said was all for Mr. Wang's good?
Unable to break free, Wang Xian simply stopped struggling, panting, and just looked at Xie Yiyang.
"I just... just hope you are well. First of all, I just hope you can live well."
Wang Xian snorted coldly: "If you want me to live well, then you will follow my wishes! You lie down and fuck me right now! Can't you sit on me and feel that I am okay now?"
In the darkness, Wang Xian couldn't see Xie Yiyang's pale face.At that time, he still didn't understand how much harm words can bring to people, and how many years he made Xie Yiyang feel uncomfortable with a single sentence he said out of his temper.
While Xie Yiyang was in a daze, Wang Xian finally regained the initiative.
"what……"
Wang Xian watched Xie Yiyang suddenly cry out because of his actions, feeling inexplicably excited.
"Look, although you have been rejecting me verbally, your reaction just now betrayed you. Xie Yiyang, since you wish me well, then don't reject me, stay with me!"
"First of all, you can't do this...uh..."
Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang with a sneer: "Your body is getting hot, and you still persuade me not to?"
Wang Xian held Xie Yiyang's place and kept fiddling with it, feeling the pleasure of Xie Yiyang being held in his hand, and always felt that something was struggling in his heart, looking for a vent.
Xie Yiyang didn't know why they got along so well, but at night it turned into this situation again, why did Wang Xian put up the spikes all over his body to make both of them feel sad?
Xie Yiyang and Wang Xian grew up together in elementary school, and he knows Wang Xian very well.At this moment, Wang Xian is swayed by his emotions, so he doesn't think about right and wrong in words and deeds at all, and acts purely based on his will.When he calms down and looks at the problem rationally, Mr. Wang will fall into self-blame and remorse.That's why he wants Wang Xian to return to the track he should be on. Just like in the previous life, marry a wife and have children, and have a life that everyone envies.
Even though Mr. Wang's original family is now broken because of Xie Yiyang's rebirth, Xie Yiyang will do everything he can to bring Wang back to the right track for half his life.Therefore, Wang Xian's momentary affection for him is just an illusion. After he has experienced more, he will understand that this road cannot be persisted with a little liking.
☆, huh?
For a 16-year-old child, what does the so-called world look like?
Children who are not yet 16 years old cannot answer this question, children who are 16 years old disdain to answer, and children who have passed 16 years old may forget the answer.
Summer at the age of 16, night at the age of 16, and Xie Yiyang.That is, in Mr. Wang's eyes, the 16-year-old world.
That night, it even started to rain.Raindrops beat against the windows, accompanied by occasional flashes of lightning and thunder.
In Mr. Wang's bedroom, apart from the heavy panting and groaning of the teenagers, there was no more words.
Xie Yiyang's body has been manipulated by Wang Xian, changing several positions.He couldn't break free, and was powerless to cry, so he could only bite his lip, enduring Mr. Wang's merciless treatment.
However, in the eyes of the 16-year-old boy, Xie Yiyang's forbearance was more like a silent challenge, which aroused his inner resentment.Maybe Mr. Wang himself couldn't tell what it was that he was angry about.He just felt that he wanted more, Xie Yiyang's emotional response, and Xie Yiyang's physical dominance.He even wanted Xie Yiyang to understand himself and the 16-year-old Mr. Wang.
The thunder and rain that night were like the willful and humble begging of teenagers.
That night, Wang Xian still slept with Xie Yiyang in his arms.For Wang Xian at that time, hugging Xie Yiyang was a kind of satisfaction, a kind of satisfaction of hugging the whole world.
At that time, he didn't know what kind of consequences would be brought about by being young and self-willed for a while.He didn't know how his willfulness would hurt Xie Yiyang.He even doesn't know, when he really understands this kind of hurt one day, but the other party just smiles it lightly, what kind of regret and anger will he feel in his heart.
And when that stormy summer night passed, what woke Mr. Wang was not the first ray of sunlight in the morning, but the body temperature of the person in his arms.
"Xie Yiyang, Xie Yiyang?"
Xie Yiyang reluctantly opened his eyes, looking at Wang Xian's frightened eyes, he still had the strength to comfort Wang Xian.He said--
"Sir, it's all right. Don't worry..."
Wang Xian sat on the bed, looked at the slightly tired smile on Xie Yiyang's face, and couldn't help but shed tears.He leaned on Xie Yiyang's chest, crying and asked him: "Why are you still trying to comfort me now? Why are you holding back? Why didn't you scold me? Why didn't you hit me? Why?"
Xie Yiyang smiled lightly and patted Wang Xian on the head.
"I want to take a bath, you take me to the bathroom, and then find some medicine to reduce fever. I think it may be a little fever, it's not a big deal. You see, you know that you are wrong, and I will beat you and scold you again do what?"
Wang Xian wiped away his tears, lifted the quilt, and the moment Xie Yiyang was hugged, it was as if he had been immobilized and unable to move.
Needless to say, the traces on Xie Yiyang's body, but apart from the bodily fluids on the bed sheet, there were bloodstains that had dried up.This caused Wang Xianru to be struck by lightning.
Xie Yiyang also turned his head to look, but didn't say anything.Last night, he already felt the pain of tearing, but he didn't tell Wang Xianyan, who was already crazy at that time.
"Take me to the shower."
Although Xie Yiyang also wanted to go to the bathroom by himself, the pain of being crushed all over his body and the pain of being torn in the back made him have to turn to Mr. Wang for help.
"Xie Yiyang, I'm sorry."
"..."
Xie Yiyang was silent and did not speak.He knew last night that when Mr. Wang really wakes up, he will definitely regret everything he has done.But even if he knew that he would regret it, it didn't mean that he could forgive Mr. Wang.
Xie Yiyang is not a saint, if it is true that he does not blame Wang Xian at all, that is a lie.But even if he was to be blamed, so what?Things have already happened, even if you blame them, there is no way to go back to before it happened.Xie Yiyang didn't know how to respond to Mr. Wang's apology.
"I'll just take a shower by myself."
Wang Xian, who was rejected, stood outside the bathroom door, listening to the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, Wang Xian lowered his eyes, unable to express what kind of feeling he was feeling inside.
Leaning his back against the wall, Wang Xian looked at the gradually brightening sky outside the window, thinking that he might be sick.He couldn't control his desire for Xie Yiyang, and he couldn't bear Xie Yiyang's fear of himself, even if it was just his body's instinctive fear.
He felt that he had fallen into a vicious circle, the more he wanted to get Xie Yiyang, the more he couldn't help but hurt Xie Yiyang.He didn't understand why it was like this.
Wang went back to the bedroom first, and pulled the quilt and bed sheet to the ground. He wrapped the bed sheet and quilt into a ball, walked to the trash can, and wanted to stuff it directly into the trash dump.But when he held it high and wanted to throw it into the trash can, he hesitated again.He didn't know what he was doing. Instead of throwing these into the trash can, he found a basin and put the sheets and quilt cover in it.
Then I went back and took a new set of sheets from the closet and changed into it.
"Esrappeltim Karton Dong Dong Dong Dong Dong..."
When Xie Yiyang's cell phone rang, Wang Xian was staring at the newly changed sheets in a daze.The moment he heard the voice, Wang Xian reflexively looked towards the door.The sound of water in the bathroom was still ringing, Xie Yiyang probably didn't hear it.
Wang first picked up Xie Yiyang's cell phone and looked at it. It was Xie Yijia's call.
"Hey……"
"Xie Yi... No, you are not Xie Yiyang. Are you a fairy?"
"Sister Yijia, it's me. Xie Yiyang was taking a shower, so I answered the phone. Do you have anything to do with Xie Yiyang?"
"Take a shower early in the morning... Tell Xie Yiyang that Tang Hao came over and said that it was an appointment to go somewhere or something. Remember to tell me! I want to go shopping with my classmates, that's it! Goodbye."
Wang Xian took down the phone in his hand, stared blankly at the screen where Xie Yijia hung up the phone, his mind was full of "Xie Yiyang and Tang Hao have an agreement?" "Is it because Xie Yiyang didn't agree to himself because he likes Tang Hao?" Are you two together?"...
"Sir?"
Reflexively, Wang put the phone behind his back, then took it out embarrassingly, and stammered: "Sister Yijia's call, she said that Tang Hao came to your house to look for you..."
When talking about the latter part, Wang Xian tilted his head slightly, and his voice was slightly lowered.He glanced at Xie Yiyang carefully, and asked him——
"Xie Yiyang, you..."
Originally, he wanted to ask Xie Yiyang what was the relationship between Tang Hao and Tang Hao, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them again.
Xie Yiyang supported the wall, walked to the bed, and sat down very lightly.
"Give me your phone, I'll call Xie Yijia. I probably won't be able to go."
Wang Xian handed over the mobile phone nonchalantly, feeling a little bit of joy in his heart.However, the relationship between Xie Yiyang and Tang Hao...
"Is it because of Tang Hao that you didn't agree to be my wife?"
"Ah?... Ah hello! I've been here with Xian'er for the past few days, you can help me say sorry to Tang Hao... um... ok... um, that's it."
After Xie Yiyang finished talking on the phone, he turned his head to answer Mr. Wang's question.
"Tang Hao and I are just ordinary classmates, he has nothing to do with us."
Xie Yiyang leaned on his forehead with the back of his hand, and asked Mr. Wang, "Have you found the medicine?"
"medicine?"
"..."
"Ah! If the fever subsides, I'll go find it right away."
Xie Yiyang nodded, watching Wang Xian go out, he couldn't help lying on the bed to rest for a while.Wang Xian didn't know when he stopped last night, and he didn't clean up in time afterwards.Originally, he had a slight low-grade fever due to the rain and lack of cleaning up the night before, but after a disturbance last night, Xie Yiyang felt that no matter how young he was, he was afraid that his body would not be able to bear it.Now I just hope that taking some antipyretics will help. If I go to the hospital... I'm afraid I'm ashamed to tell the cause of my illness.
When Wang Xian found antipyretics and came over, Xie Yiyang was lying on the bed with half of his body lying on his side, and had already fallen asleep in a daze.
Wang took off his shoes first, walked to the bed, and lightly carried Xie Yiyang to the middle of the bed.
"Did you find the medicine?"
Xie Yiyang opened his eyes bewilderedly, his cheeks blushed unnaturally.
"I found the medicine, you can go to bed after taking it. I'll go to the store next to the middle school to buy some preserved egg and lean meat porridge. It won't take half an hour to come and go. I'll call you when I come back."
Xie Yiyang nodded, took the medicine and fell asleep.
Wang Xian lay down facing Xie Yiyang's back, and hugged Xie Yiyang vaguely.
The 16-year-old Wang Xian, all he wanted was to keep this person and make him his wife.He likes Xie Yiyang, so he wants to keep him, it's that simple.No matter how many reasons Xie Yiyang had for refusing, Wang Xian wanted to keep him, the 16-year-old, Wang Xian's whole world.
Wang Xian bought preserved egg and lean meat porridge at the shop he often went to. When he was walking towards the community, he accidentally ran into Tang Hao who had a half-smile.He pretended not to see Tang Hao and walked straight to the neighborhood, but when he turned the corner, he caught a glimpse of Tang Hao not far or near behind him.
"What are you doing with me?"
The corner of Tang Hao's mouth twitched, and he walked to Wang Xian's side. He put Wang Xian's shoulder like a good buddy, and said ambiguously in Wang Xian's ear——
"Well, let's see how much you fucked Xie Yiyang."
When Wang Xian twisted his shoulder, Tang Hao's arm on his shoulder slipped off.Wang Xian frowned, glanced at Tang Hao, walked directly to the community without saying a word.
Tang Hao followed behind Mr. Wang gracefully, keeping a distance of about three steps, until he followed Mr. Wang into the house, and then closed the door very sensiblely.
Looking at the living room, he didn't see Xie Yiyang's figure, Tang Hao looked at Mr. Wang jokingly——
"Is Xie Yiyang unable to get up because of you?"
Wang ignored Tang Hao first, he went to the kitchen and took a bowl, put porridge in the bowl, took a spoon, and was about to go to the bedroom.
Before leaving, he took a warning look at Tang Hao who was following, but Tang Hao shrugged his shoulders and didn't care about Mr. Wang's gesture at all.
☆, ah!
"Xie Yiyang, it's time for porridge. I bought porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, you can eat some first."
Tang Hao leaned against the door frame, watched Wang Xian bring the porridge into the door, and then looked at Xie Yiyang who was sitting up with a half-smile.
"Tang Hao?"
Seeing that Xie Yiyang had noticed him, Tang Hao waved his hand cheerfully as a greeting.
"I'm sorry, I originally planned to be a volunteer with you, but due to physical reasons, I can only do it next time."
Tang Hao found it interesting to watch Xie Yiyang politely and calmly say the reason of "physical reasons".He raised his eyebrows as a response.Then he turned around and sat back in the living room.
After a while, Mr. Wang came out with an empty bowl - before leaving the bedroom, Mr. Wang specially closed the door before returning to the living room.
"Tang Hao, Xie Yiyang needs to rest, let's go out and talk."
Tang Hao shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and even stepped out of the room first.
"Are you going out? I just had a rest. Anyway, I'm going out to play. I think you won't refuse me."
Because of the fever, Xie Yiyang's cheeks were slightly red.He changed into Wang Xian's sports suit and stood in the living room with a smile. Although he seemed to be talking with Wang Xian and Tang Hao, his eyes were only looking at Tang Hao.
Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang and always felt that although this smile was the same as usual, it gave people a sense of coercion.Even the familiar peach blossom eyes seem to be able to see the sharpness from the warmth.
"Let's go, there's nothing wrong with being together. It just so happens that there is a newly opened cat bar near the school. The environment is not bad, so it's good to have a gathering together."
Wang Xian turned his head and looked at Tang Hao who was talking, always feeling that there was something that Xie Yiyang understood, Tang Hao understood, but he didn't understand.He turned around a little irritably, and said to Xie Yiyang: "You didn't sleep much last night, and you had a fever again, you should go back and lie down."
Xie Yiyang looked at Tang Hao's teasing eyes on the opposite side, and said without changing his expression: "It's much better after taking the medicine. If it's not good, I just went out to see a doctor."
"up to you."
Wang Xian turned his head away, walked out of the door with a displeased face, and muttered something to himself. I don't know if Xie Yiyang heard it, but Tang Hao must have heard it.
"You really care about Ms. Wang."
When passing by Tang Hao, Xie Yiyang heard Tang Hao say such a sentence with a low smile.He smiled coldly and didn't respond.
The cat bar Tang Hao mentioned is on the street behind the middle school gate.
On the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, there are pictures of cats and some decorative items.Perhaps because of the existence of cats, there is a log-colored wooden fence inside the sliding glass door, which adds a touch of rural style to the store.
Although there is air conditioning in the store, there are still few people in the sunny position by the bed.
But even though he was a liar, Mr. Wang still felt very sad.He buried his face in the crook of his arms, squatting silently on the spot, motionless.
"Sir?"
The moment he heard Xie Yiyang's voice, Wang Xian thought he was hallucinating, and he even buried his face deeper.
"Xianer? Why...why don't you wear clothes? What are you doing squatting on the ground like this? Do you think you are too healthy?"
Wang Xian raised his head and looked at Xie Yiyang who was holding his arm, his face full of disbelief.
"Xie Yiyang..."
Wang Xian rushed to Xie Yiyang who was squatting beside him, choked up and called Xie Yiyang's name, and muttered: "I thought you were gone, I thought you were gone too..."
Xie Yiyang was thrown to the ground by Wang Xian. Hearing Wang Xian's choked voice, he stretched out his hand, patted Wang Xian's cold back, and explained softly: "I just went out to buy breakfast. I'm sorry, I should give You left a note."
Wang Xian gave a nasal "hmm" but didn't get up.
Xie Yiyang patted Mr. Wang on the back helplessly: "Get up soon, you also go to take a shower and put on your clothes. Come out and have breakfast later."
Wang Xian raised his head obediently, looked at Xie Yiyang, then got up silently amid Xie Yiyang's smile, and walked to the bathroom.
Before entering the bathroom, Wang Xian took a special look at Xie Yiyang—that look, like the look of a little beast who is afraid of being abandoned.After Xie Yiyang repeatedly promised that he would not leave, Wang Xiancai closed the bathroom door and prepared to take a bath.
After Wang Xian started to take a bath, Xie Yijia took out his mobile phone and prepared to make a call to Xie Yijia.
In fact, the reason why he only returned to the room at this moment was because he took his mobile phone to a nearby mobile phone shop to have it repaired.It rained last night, and even the phone got wet, and I couldn't even turn it on in the morning.
"My brother, did you have a room with Da Xian'er last night? There was no news all night, really."
Originally, Xie Yijia was just saying something unintentionally, but he told the truth.Xie Yiyang said "um", and then said "I'm sorry."
"..."
At the other end of the conversation, after Xie Yijia's brief silence, his sharp voice almost broke through the phone——
"My God! You don't really have a room with Wang Xian, do you? Are you going to pay... still..."
"Well. Yes. It's just that Xian'er is emotionally unstable now. Maybe I won't come back so early. Just tell your parents that I'll give Xian'er a preview of the first year of high school."
"...Xie Yiyang, you won't come for real, will you?"
Xie Yiyang chuckled, but hung up the phone without answering.
Xie Yiyang opened the curtains a little, looked at the busy traffic outside the window with a calm expression.
Xie Yiyang knew what happened last night, neither he nor Mr. Wang would treat it as if it never happened.But just accepting it like this, Xie Yiyang couldn't do it.
Xie Yiyang felt remorse and guilt in his heart.He always felt that it was his own fault that Mr. Wang liked him and a man now.Although Xie Yiyang is happy in his heart that Wang Xian likes him, but he can't let Wang Xian be ruined like this.Not to mention how hard it is for two people of the same sex to stick to each other, Wang Xian's liking alone is a big uncertain factor.Mr. Wang is only 16 years old now, and there are still many things he hasn't experienced, and many things he doesn't understand.Xie Yiyang was afraid...
"Xie Yiyang."
Hearing Wang Xian's voice, Xie Yiyang turned around with a smile, put away his inner emotions, and greeted Wang Xian: "Washed?"
Wang Xian nodded and did not speak.He took a few steps in Xie Yiyang's direction, and from the front, he put his arms around Xie Yiyang's waist, with his forehead resting on Xie Yiyang's shoulder, and he looked a little fragile.
"Xie Yiyang, let's be together."
"..." The smile on Xie Yiyang's face did not change, but he did not answer.
Wang Xian tightened Xie Yiyang's arm and didn't ask any more questions.
"Hurry up and have breakfast, maybe it's not that hot anymore."
Mr. Wang let out a muffled "hmm" before turning around and going to have breakfast.
At around ten o'clock in the morning, Xie Yiyang went to the supermarket with Wang Xian, bought some vegetables and fruits, and then went back to Wang Xian's house together.
The moment he stepped into Wang's house, Xie Yiyang glanced at Mr. Wang who was silent in front.This home, which used to be full of laughter and laughter in the past, was warm and peaceful, and now exudes a cold atmosphere from the inside to the outside.Xie Yiyang even felt that this home, in Mr. Wang's heart, might not be much different from the hotel where he slept last night.
Xie Yiyang put the fruit into the empty refrigerator, then went to the kitchen to pick out the vegetables that were going to be eaten at noon today, and put the rest in the refrigerator together.
"I'm going to cook, do you want to help?"
Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang who was wearing an apron, and was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, got up and walked to the kitchen.
Wang Xian was in the kitchen, sometimes helping to wash vegetables, sometimes helping to chop vegetables, and sometimes busy delivering condiments.He watched Xie Yiyang busy in an orderly manner, cooking up a plate of beautiful dishes, and for some reason, he suddenly laughed.
Wang Xian grinned, watching Xie Yiyang flipping the dishes in the pot, silently, smiling brightly.
Until the two of them formally went to the table for dinner, Mr. Wang was still smiling—or to be more precise, it was an expression of satisfaction, not a simple smile.
"Xie Yiyang, it's good to have you."
Xie Yiyang raised his head and looked at Mr. Wang's expression, feeling a little sad for no reason.He let out a "hmm", then lowered his eyes and continued to eat.
"Xie Yiyang, you can be my wife."
"..."
Xie Yiyang looked up at Wang Xian with surprise on his face.
Wang Xian still ate and picked up vegetables without being affected.He glanced at Xie Yiyang's expression, put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand after eating, and replied seriously: "Since I was young, you said that I would have a beautiful daughter-in-law, so don't worry. I thought about it, You are also good-looking, and you can cook, and we have been together for many years, and we get along well with each other. So, you can be my wife."
"...Xiaoer, you are only 16 years old, and there is still a long way to go..."
"Ah! I'm going to put the bowl back in the kitchen, and I'll do the washing later."
Xie Yiyang looked at Wang Xian's back and remained silent, not knowing what to do.
He didn't know what to do to make Wang give up his current thinking and return to the track of his previous life.If Wang Xian was only afraid of abandoning him and leaving him alone like his parents, then what should he do to make Wang Xian understand that he will always be by his side as a brother?
It's still hot in August.Fortunately, Wang Xian and his family live on the first floor, and there is an osmanthus tree surrounded by two people in front, so the house is still cool.
Wang Xian and Xie Yiyang sat on the sofa, watching TV absently.
"Xie Yiyang."
"what happened?"
"Will you stay with me tonight?"
Xie Yiyang turned his head to look at Wang Xian, only to find that Wang Xian was squatting on the sofa, but his eyes were not looking at him, but staring at the TV with a slightly absent mind.
Xie Yiyang didn't know whether to agree or refuse, he struggled for a long time, but still didn't come to a conclusion.
Wang first turned his face to look at Xie Yiyang, he looked straight into Xie Yiyang's eyes and asked him: "Will you stay?"
Looking into Wang Xian's eyes, Xie Yiyang found that he had no way to refuse.He nodded lightly and said "hmm".
Wang Xian's eyes lit up instantly.
"I'm going to change the quilt cover, it will be fine later. You can watch TV."
Seeing this, Xie Yiyang also wanted to get up to help, but was pushed back by Wang Xian.
"I'll just change it, you sit, you sit."
Xie Yiyang couldn't help laughing at Wang Xian's smiling eyes.
However, it's good that Mr. Wang looks so lively.This is the vitality that Wang Xian should have, and this is the attitude that Wang Xian should have.He likes this kind of Wang Xian, likes to see Wang Xian's happy smile, likes to see Wang Xian's fox eyes half-bent in high spirits.If everything that happened to Mr. Wang today was due to his own rebirth, then he would do his best to get Mr. Wang back on the right track and possess everything that Mr. Wang originally belonged to.
As for Xie Yiyang's own feelings...as long as he can accompany him like this.That's what I thought at first, and I just planned to pay attention to him silently not far from Mr. Wang.Furthermore, that kiss from Mr. Wang and that night are enough.All that remains is to work hard to help Wang Xian get back on the right track.
Xie Yiyang listened to the sound of Wang Xian tidying up the bed, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.He cherishes all of these and is ready to collect them all.Because, in the future, there will be another trajectory.
The author has something to say: recommend a piece of romantic music to everyone~ especially after 35S~ the body starts to sway involuntarily~ "Let'sstay in tonight" by Brian Culbertson
☆, ah.
It was probably the rain last night, and the weather forecast said that the next few days would be cool and fine.
Xie Yiyang looked at the weather outside the window and closed his phone.
"Xie Yiyang, I've finished washing, you go take a shower."
Mr. Wang was wearing pajamas, brushing his hair, talking while walking towards the living room.
Xie Yiyang nodded, and when he got up and was about to go to the bathroom, Wang Xian called him again.
"Wait a minute, I'll get you clothes."
Xie Yiyang waited on the spot for a while, and saw that Wang went back to the bedroom for a while, and then immediately came out with his clothes.
"Your pajamas."
Wang first handed the clothes to Xie Yiyang, then looked at Xie Yiyang's height, turned his head to look at the clothes again, and muttered: "I don't know if it's too small... This is still your pajamas when you were in junior high school."
He looked up at Xie Yiyang and asked him: "How about I find you my pajamas to wear? My height is not much different from yours now."
Xie Yiyang smiled and took the pajamas from Wang Xian's hand: "It's okay, I always buy pajamas that are bigger, maybe it's just right for me to wear now."
Wang Xian shrugged, turned and went back to the bedroom.
Sitting in front of the desk, listening to the sound of Xie Yiyang taking a shower from the bathroom, Wang Xian looked at the only photo on the desk in a daze.
——In the photo, all four children are smiling and comparing poses to the camera full of energy.
The two on the left are Xie Yijia and Huang Junyi. Xie Yijia pressed one fist on top of Huang Junyi's head, and made a big V with the other hand to the camera.Under Xie Yijia's oppression, Huang Junyi kept his body half-short, held his head with both hands, raised his face hard, and showed his neat teeth to the camera.
The two on the right are Wang Xian and Xie Yiyang.Xie Yiyang was standing upright, with a smile on his face as usual, not excited because someone took a photo.And Wang Xian beside him tried his best to stand on tiptoe, one arm was hooked on Xie Yiyang's shoulder, the other hand was on his hips, his head was raised slightly, and his smile was wanton and sunny.
"You still keep this photo so well?"
Xie Yiyang, who didn't know when he finished his shower, came behind Mr. Wang, lowered his body, and was also looking at the photos.
Wang turned his head first, and suddenly saw that Xie Yiyang was not wearing pajamas, but only pajama pants, and there were even some marks on his body that he had left after finishing the work.
Xie Yiyang felt a little embarrassed seeing Wang Xian looking at him, but he couldn't do anything to block Wang Xian's sight, so he blushed slightly and explained: "The clothes are really too small, I can't fit them in. You give me Find your pajamas."
Wang Xian smiled sullenly, and immediately brought a set of bigger pajamas for Xie Yiyang.
"You said that my photo is well preserved, is this photo of yours gone?"
"Ah? What?" Xie Yiyang put on his pajamas, looked back at the photos, and replied, "Mine is also there, in the photo album. It's just that when we moved, all the photos were packed together, and it feels a bit wasteful."
Wang Xian said with some emotion: "It was really good at that time."
Xie Yiyang paused, but did not speak.
It was still elementary school at that time, Wang Xian's parents were quite harmonious, Xie's family did not move away, Huang Junyi and Wang Xian were still friends who often played together, there was no estrangement at all...
"Go to sleep. Rest early. Although you don't have homework during the holidays, it is also important to preview your high school texts early. It will be easy to follow the teacher."
Wang Xian gave a low "um" and didn't speak.
After turning off the lights at night, Wang Xian and Xie Yiyang lay side by side on the bed, not falling asleep for a long time.
"Hey, Xie Yiyang, are you asleep yet?"
"Sleep."
"Hahaha..." Wang Xian couldn't help laughing when he heard Xie Yiyang's answer.He turned over, faced Xie Yiyang, and asked him, "Shall we talk?"
"not good."
Wang Xian smiled and pulled Xie Yiyang's arm: "You've already talked to me, and it's still not good."
"..."
"Xie Yiyang..."
Xie Yiyang was puzzled by Wang Xian's sudden lowering of his voice. The person who was still in the spirit of joking was suddenly in a bad mood?
"I'm here. What's the matter?"
Wang first let go of Xie Yiyang's arm, turned around and lay flat, opened his eyes in the darkness, looked at the emptiness of darkness and said: "Xie Yiyang, you are afraid of me."
Xie Yiyang turned his head and said strangely, "Why did you say that suddenly?"
"I pulled your arm just now, but you were stiff for a moment, you wouldn't be like this before."
"I……"
Wang interrupted Xie Yiyang's interjection first, and continued: "I know, what happened last night was not voluntary. You just think that no one wants me now, so you don't want to hurt me. But Xie Yiyang, after you say it, I should How to do it?"
In the darkness, Xie Yiyang was silent for a long time, so long that Wang Xian thought he was asleep, so he said in a low voice——
"First, I will always be by your side. You just accidentally got off the track now, but soon, soon you will be back on the right track, I believe."
Wang Xian smiled sarcastically: "What do you think is the right track? Being with a woman? Marrying a woman and having children?"
Xie Yiyang did not answer.He knew that Mr. Wang would not listen to what he said now, but he still believed that Mr. Wang would return to the right track.Only Wang Xian who has returned to the right track can radiate his own light.
"You think I'll continue to like women after last night?"
Wang Xian heard Xie Yiyang's cold voice and replied rationally and cruelly: "You are the one above, and it will not affect you."
Wang Xian threw off the thin quilt, knelt on Xie Yiyang's body, and put his hands on Xie Yiyang's neck.He leaned into Xie Yiyang's ear and said, "But I can't get an erection when I'm facing a woman or anyone else, except you..."
At that moment, Wang Xian clearly felt the whole body of the person under him tense, but he stubbornly did not speak.
"Xie Yiyang, you are afraid of me. You are actually afraid of me."
Xie Yiyang replied lightly: "I'm not afraid of you. It's just the instinctive reaction of this body..."
"Don't explain!" Wang Xian interrupted Xie Yiyang. In the dark, he tried his best to look into Xie Yiyang's eyes and asked him: "Xie Yiyang, can you be my wife?"
"not good."
"..."
Hearing that Xie Yiyang answered him so quickly, Wang Xian was a little taken aback.At that moment, Mr. Wang suddenly felt inexplicably sad, but he didn't speak.He leaned on Xie Yiyang, hugging Xie Yiyang with both hands, holding him tightly.He buried his head in the hollow of Xie Yiyang's shoulder, without speaking or moving.
This time, Xie Yiyang didn't hug back again, no matter how tightly he hugged Wang Xian, no matter how sad the atmosphere exuded from Wang Xian, Xie Yiyang clenched his fists and didn't hug him back.
"First, you trust me, in the future you..."
Wang first blocked Xie Yiyang's words with a kiss.
Wang Xian could no longer trust Xie Yiyang, he could not trust this liar, he could not believe this liar he liked.If Xie Yiyang persistently insists on the so-called "future" like that fool, then he will use his own way to let Xie Yiyang see the facts before him clearly, and he will use his own way to express his love.
Xie Yiyang rejected Wang Xian, and struggled to tell Wang Xian: "Xianer... you are not... wrong... your future should be..."
"I will be responsible for what should happen to my future! If you really have no feelings for me, why should you stay tonight! I have already confessed to you so humblely and begged for a relationship with you, but you Still insist on being a liar. If that's the case, then come and lie to me! Lie to my feelings! Lie to me!"
Xie Yiyang heard Wang Xian's anger and felt Wang Xian's loneliness. He turned over with all his strength, pressed Wang Xian under him, and shouted at Wang Xian——
"Xiaoer! You are only 16 years old now! There are countless possibilities for your future, why...why can't you understand what I said?"
——Why do you have to make yourself so embarrassed?Where's your pride?What about your publicity?
Wang Xian struggled, and sneered: "I don't understand? What do you understand? What do you understand? Don't always feel as if you know everything! Don't always treat other people as fools! My future? Did I tell you that I would know it myself?" Take charge of your own future! Don’t worry about it!”
Xie Yiyang didn't understand why he was doing well in the afternoon. He even thought that he could help Wang Xian return to the original track, but at this moment, Wang Xian was out of control and couldn't listen to anything.Obviously, what he said was all for Mr. Wang's good?
Unable to break free, Wang Xian simply stopped struggling, panting, and just looked at Xie Yiyang.
"I just... just hope you are well. First of all, I just hope you can live well."
Wang Xian snorted coldly: "If you want me to live well, then you will follow my wishes! You lie down and fuck me right now! Can't you sit on me and feel that I am okay now?"
In the darkness, Wang Xian couldn't see Xie Yiyang's pale face.At that time, he still didn't understand how much harm words can bring to people, and how many years he made Xie Yiyang feel uncomfortable with a single sentence he said out of his temper.
While Xie Yiyang was in a daze, Wang Xian finally regained the initiative.
"what……"
Wang Xian watched Xie Yiyang suddenly cry out because of his actions, feeling inexplicably excited.
"Look, although you have been rejecting me verbally, your reaction just now betrayed you. Xie Yiyang, since you wish me well, then don't reject me, stay with me!"
"First of all, you can't do this...uh..."
Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang with a sneer: "Your body is getting hot, and you still persuade me not to?"
Wang Xian held Xie Yiyang's place and kept fiddling with it, feeling the pleasure of Xie Yiyang being held in his hand, and always felt that something was struggling in his heart, looking for a vent.
Xie Yiyang didn't know why they got along so well, but at night it turned into this situation again, why did Wang Xian put up the spikes all over his body to make both of them feel sad?
Xie Yiyang and Wang Xian grew up together in elementary school, and he knows Wang Xian very well.At this moment, Wang Xian is swayed by his emotions, so he doesn't think about right and wrong in words and deeds at all, and acts purely based on his will.When he calms down and looks at the problem rationally, Mr. Wang will fall into self-blame and remorse.That's why he wants Wang Xian to return to the track he should be on. Just like in the previous life, marry a wife and have children, and have a life that everyone envies.
Even though Mr. Wang's original family is now broken because of Xie Yiyang's rebirth, Xie Yiyang will do everything he can to bring Wang back to the right track for half his life.Therefore, Wang Xian's momentary affection for him is just an illusion. After he has experienced more, he will understand that this road cannot be persisted with a little liking.
☆, huh?
For a 16-year-old child, what does the so-called world look like?
Children who are not yet 16 years old cannot answer this question, children who are 16 years old disdain to answer, and children who have passed 16 years old may forget the answer.
Summer at the age of 16, night at the age of 16, and Xie Yiyang.That is, in Mr. Wang's eyes, the 16-year-old world.
That night, it even started to rain.Raindrops beat against the windows, accompanied by occasional flashes of lightning and thunder.
In Mr. Wang's bedroom, apart from the heavy panting and groaning of the teenagers, there was no more words.
Xie Yiyang's body has been manipulated by Wang Xian, changing several positions.He couldn't break free, and was powerless to cry, so he could only bite his lip, enduring Mr. Wang's merciless treatment.
However, in the eyes of the 16-year-old boy, Xie Yiyang's forbearance was more like a silent challenge, which aroused his inner resentment.Maybe Mr. Wang himself couldn't tell what it was that he was angry about.He just felt that he wanted more, Xie Yiyang's emotional response, and Xie Yiyang's physical dominance.He even wanted Xie Yiyang to understand himself and the 16-year-old Mr. Wang.
The thunder and rain that night were like the willful and humble begging of teenagers.
That night, Wang Xian still slept with Xie Yiyang in his arms.For Wang Xian at that time, hugging Xie Yiyang was a kind of satisfaction, a kind of satisfaction of hugging the whole world.
At that time, he didn't know what kind of consequences would be brought about by being young and self-willed for a while.He didn't know how his willfulness would hurt Xie Yiyang.He even doesn't know, when he really understands this kind of hurt one day, but the other party just smiles it lightly, what kind of regret and anger will he feel in his heart.
And when that stormy summer night passed, what woke Mr. Wang was not the first ray of sunlight in the morning, but the body temperature of the person in his arms.
"Xie Yiyang, Xie Yiyang?"
Xie Yiyang reluctantly opened his eyes, looking at Wang Xian's frightened eyes, he still had the strength to comfort Wang Xian.He said--
"Sir, it's all right. Don't worry..."
Wang Xian sat on the bed, looked at the slightly tired smile on Xie Yiyang's face, and couldn't help but shed tears.He leaned on Xie Yiyang's chest, crying and asked him: "Why are you still trying to comfort me now? Why are you holding back? Why didn't you scold me? Why didn't you hit me? Why?"
Xie Yiyang smiled lightly and patted Wang Xian on the head.
"I want to take a bath, you take me to the bathroom, and then find some medicine to reduce fever. I think it may be a little fever, it's not a big deal. You see, you know that you are wrong, and I will beat you and scold you again do what?"
Wang Xian wiped away his tears, lifted the quilt, and the moment Xie Yiyang was hugged, it was as if he had been immobilized and unable to move.
Needless to say, the traces on Xie Yiyang's body, but apart from the bodily fluids on the bed sheet, there were bloodstains that had dried up.This caused Wang Xianru to be struck by lightning.
Xie Yiyang also turned his head to look, but didn't say anything.Last night, he already felt the pain of tearing, but he didn't tell Wang Xianyan, who was already crazy at that time.
"Take me to the shower."
Although Xie Yiyang also wanted to go to the bathroom by himself, the pain of being crushed all over his body and the pain of being torn in the back made him have to turn to Mr. Wang for help.
"Xie Yiyang, I'm sorry."
"..."
Xie Yiyang was silent and did not speak.He knew last night that when Mr. Wang really wakes up, he will definitely regret everything he has done.But even if he knew that he would regret it, it didn't mean that he could forgive Mr. Wang.
Xie Yiyang is not a saint, if it is true that he does not blame Wang Xian at all, that is a lie.But even if he was to be blamed, so what?Things have already happened, even if you blame them, there is no way to go back to before it happened.Xie Yiyang didn't know how to respond to Mr. Wang's apology.
"I'll just take a shower by myself."
Wang Xian, who was rejected, stood outside the bathroom door, listening to the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, Wang Xian lowered his eyes, unable to express what kind of feeling he was feeling inside.
Leaning his back against the wall, Wang Xian looked at the gradually brightening sky outside the window, thinking that he might be sick.He couldn't control his desire for Xie Yiyang, and he couldn't bear Xie Yiyang's fear of himself, even if it was just his body's instinctive fear.
He felt that he had fallen into a vicious circle, the more he wanted to get Xie Yiyang, the more he couldn't help but hurt Xie Yiyang.He didn't understand why it was like this.
Wang went back to the bedroom first, and pulled the quilt and bed sheet to the ground. He wrapped the bed sheet and quilt into a ball, walked to the trash can, and wanted to stuff it directly into the trash dump.But when he held it high and wanted to throw it into the trash can, he hesitated again.He didn't know what he was doing. Instead of throwing these into the trash can, he found a basin and put the sheets and quilt cover in it.
Then I went back and took a new set of sheets from the closet and changed into it.
"Esrappeltim Karton Dong Dong Dong Dong Dong..."
When Xie Yiyang's cell phone rang, Wang Xian was staring at the newly changed sheets in a daze.The moment he heard the voice, Wang Xian reflexively looked towards the door.The sound of water in the bathroom was still ringing, Xie Yiyang probably didn't hear it.
Wang first picked up Xie Yiyang's cell phone and looked at it. It was Xie Yijia's call.
"Hey……"
"Xie Yi... No, you are not Xie Yiyang. Are you a fairy?"
"Sister Yijia, it's me. Xie Yiyang was taking a shower, so I answered the phone. Do you have anything to do with Xie Yiyang?"
"Take a shower early in the morning... Tell Xie Yiyang that Tang Hao came over and said that it was an appointment to go somewhere or something. Remember to tell me! I want to go shopping with my classmates, that's it! Goodbye."
Wang Xian took down the phone in his hand, stared blankly at the screen where Xie Yijia hung up the phone, his mind was full of "Xie Yiyang and Tang Hao have an agreement?" "Is it because Xie Yiyang didn't agree to himself because he likes Tang Hao?" Are you two together?"...
"Sir?"
Reflexively, Wang put the phone behind his back, then took it out embarrassingly, and stammered: "Sister Yijia's call, she said that Tang Hao came to your house to look for you..."
When talking about the latter part, Wang Xian tilted his head slightly, and his voice was slightly lowered.He glanced at Xie Yiyang carefully, and asked him——
"Xie Yiyang, you..."
Originally, he wanted to ask Xie Yiyang what was the relationship between Tang Hao and Tang Hao, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them again.
Xie Yiyang supported the wall, walked to the bed, and sat down very lightly.
"Give me your phone, I'll call Xie Yijia. I probably won't be able to go."
Wang Xian handed over the mobile phone nonchalantly, feeling a little bit of joy in his heart.However, the relationship between Xie Yiyang and Tang Hao...
"Is it because of Tang Hao that you didn't agree to be my wife?"
"Ah?... Ah hello! I've been here with Xian'er for the past few days, you can help me say sorry to Tang Hao... um... ok... um, that's it."
After Xie Yiyang finished talking on the phone, he turned his head to answer Mr. Wang's question.
"Tang Hao and I are just ordinary classmates, he has nothing to do with us."
Xie Yiyang leaned on his forehead with the back of his hand, and asked Mr. Wang, "Have you found the medicine?"
"medicine?"
"..."
"Ah! If the fever subsides, I'll go find it right away."
Xie Yiyang nodded, watching Wang Xian go out, he couldn't help lying on the bed to rest for a while.Wang Xian didn't know when he stopped last night, and he didn't clean up in time afterwards.Originally, he had a slight low-grade fever due to the rain and lack of cleaning up the night before, but after a disturbance last night, Xie Yiyang felt that no matter how young he was, he was afraid that his body would not be able to bear it.Now I just hope that taking some antipyretics will help. If I go to the hospital... I'm afraid I'm ashamed to tell the cause of my illness.
When Wang Xian found antipyretics and came over, Xie Yiyang was lying on the bed with half of his body lying on his side, and had already fallen asleep in a daze.
Wang took off his shoes first, walked to the bed, and lightly carried Xie Yiyang to the middle of the bed.
"Did you find the medicine?"
Xie Yiyang opened his eyes bewilderedly, his cheeks blushed unnaturally.
"I found the medicine, you can go to bed after taking it. I'll go to the store next to the middle school to buy some preserved egg and lean meat porridge. It won't take half an hour to come and go. I'll call you when I come back."
Xie Yiyang nodded, took the medicine and fell asleep.
Wang Xian lay down facing Xie Yiyang's back, and hugged Xie Yiyang vaguely.
The 16-year-old Wang Xian, all he wanted was to keep this person and make him his wife.He likes Xie Yiyang, so he wants to keep him, it's that simple.No matter how many reasons Xie Yiyang had for refusing, Wang Xian wanted to keep him, the 16-year-old, Wang Xian's whole world.
Wang Xian bought preserved egg and lean meat porridge at the shop he often went to. When he was walking towards the community, he accidentally ran into Tang Hao who had a half-smile.He pretended not to see Tang Hao and walked straight to the neighborhood, but when he turned the corner, he caught a glimpse of Tang Hao not far or near behind him.
"What are you doing with me?"
The corner of Tang Hao's mouth twitched, and he walked to Wang Xian's side. He put Wang Xian's shoulder like a good buddy, and said ambiguously in Wang Xian's ear——
"Well, let's see how much you fucked Xie Yiyang."
When Wang Xian twisted his shoulder, Tang Hao's arm on his shoulder slipped off.Wang Xian frowned, glanced at Tang Hao, walked directly to the community without saying a word.
Tang Hao followed behind Mr. Wang gracefully, keeping a distance of about three steps, until he followed Mr. Wang into the house, and then closed the door very sensiblely.
Looking at the living room, he didn't see Xie Yiyang's figure, Tang Hao looked at Mr. Wang jokingly——
"Is Xie Yiyang unable to get up because of you?"
Wang ignored Tang Hao first, he went to the kitchen and took a bowl, put porridge in the bowl, took a spoon, and was about to go to the bedroom.
Before leaving, he took a warning look at Tang Hao who was following, but Tang Hao shrugged his shoulders and didn't care about Mr. Wang's gesture at all.
☆, ah!
"Xie Yiyang, it's time for porridge. I bought porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, you can eat some first."
Tang Hao leaned against the door frame, watched Wang Xian bring the porridge into the door, and then looked at Xie Yiyang who was sitting up with a half-smile.
"Tang Hao?"
Seeing that Xie Yiyang had noticed him, Tang Hao waved his hand cheerfully as a greeting.
"I'm sorry, I originally planned to be a volunteer with you, but due to physical reasons, I can only do it next time."
Tang Hao found it interesting to watch Xie Yiyang politely and calmly say the reason of "physical reasons".He raised his eyebrows as a response.Then he turned around and sat back in the living room.
After a while, Mr. Wang came out with an empty bowl - before leaving the bedroom, Mr. Wang specially closed the door before returning to the living room.
"Tang Hao, Xie Yiyang needs to rest, let's go out and talk."
Tang Hao shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and even stepped out of the room first.
"Are you going out? I just had a rest. Anyway, I'm going out to play. I think you won't refuse me."
Because of the fever, Xie Yiyang's cheeks were slightly red.He changed into Wang Xian's sports suit and stood in the living room with a smile. Although he seemed to be talking with Wang Xian and Tang Hao, his eyes were only looking at Tang Hao.
Wang Xian looked at Xie Yiyang and always felt that although this smile was the same as usual, it gave people a sense of coercion.Even the familiar peach blossom eyes seem to be able to see the sharpness from the warmth.
"Let's go, there's nothing wrong with being together. It just so happens that there is a newly opened cat bar near the school. The environment is not bad, so it's good to have a gathering together."
Wang Xian turned his head and looked at Tang Hao who was talking, always feeling that there was something that Xie Yiyang understood, Tang Hao understood, but he didn't understand.He turned around a little irritably, and said to Xie Yiyang: "You didn't sleep much last night, and you had a fever again, you should go back and lie down."
Xie Yiyang looked at Tang Hao's teasing eyes on the opposite side, and said without changing his expression: "It's much better after taking the medicine. If it's not good, I just went out to see a doctor."
"up to you."
Wang Xian turned his head away, walked out of the door with a displeased face, and muttered something to himself. I don't know if Xie Yiyang heard it, but Tang Hao must have heard it.
"You really care about Ms. Wang."
When passing by Tang Hao, Xie Yiyang heard Tang Hao say such a sentence with a low smile.He smiled coldly and didn't respond.
The cat bar Tang Hao mentioned is on the street behind the middle school gate.
On the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, there are pictures of cats and some decorative items.Perhaps because of the existence of cats, there is a log-colored wooden fence inside the sliding glass door, which adds a touch of rural style to the store.
Although there is air conditioning in the store, there are still few people in the sunny position by the bed.
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