lucky life

Without realizing it, Li Yu has officially started his busy university life. He has few specialties. Apart from earning a lot of money as quickly as possible and saving money as much as possible, other hobbies have never been thought of. Therefore, he neither participated in the club student union, nor I haven't joined various volunteer associations, and I'm still living above and below the food and clothing line, while my grandma is still in the heat of the water. It's serious to find more part-time jobs and make more money.

On Friday afternoon, Li Yu was lying on the bed in a quiet dormitory, about to wake up and go to work, when suddenly he felt the door being opened vigorously, and Zhao Ranhao's hurried voice came: "It's nothing to see, this is the room, 605, mom There is no elevator on the sixth floor, look, it’s like this inside.” In fact, Zhao Ranhao is not a hot-tempered character, but he always seems restless in front of Chen Ce.Li Yu stood up and saw three or four people walking in the door.

When Zhao Ranhao saw Li Yu, he said, "Hey, you're here." It's as if he didn't expect him to be here.

"I'm going to go out soon." Li Yu felt that he had also become a part of the dormitory and was facing their visit.

"Well, it's a bit small, but the sanitary environment is okay." One of them said.

"It's mainly because Li Yu is good at cleaning. He loves hygiene, hehe." Hearing what Zhao Ranhao said, he was about to say something when he found a person staring at him, and he didn't look away when he was found, he was very calm.He could only smile at him and say, "I didn't clean it much either."

Looking over again, the man was still staring at him.

Being firmly locked by a line of sight, Li Yu felt that he was unnatural, and wanted to adjust and persuade himself to relax, but the more he restrained, the more he felt that the parts exposed to the line of sight, such as the head, neck, and hands, were stiff and involuntarily wanting to move, so he turned to Looking over his head, he was relieved to see that his gaze had moved elsewhere.Immediately, I felt my whole body regained its flexibility and naturalness, so I got out of bed and prepared to change clothes, pack up and go to a part-time job. Go early and work for a few more hours, which will naturally increase my income.

Chen Ce couldn't move his eyes from the moment he took off the T-shirt. The shape of the ribs could be clearly seen on the white and thin back, and the slightly protruding shoulder blades were round and light, showing a somewhat graceful and fragile beauty.As he put on his clothes, the lines on his back became deep and flexible. Chen Ce's line of sight slowly moved down with the lines. Under the protruding chest was a sharply concave waist. From the back, he could only see the smoothness of the sides. The soft curves extend down into the trousers, which makes people feel palpitations.Chen Ce felt as if his chest was being compressed, as if he was on a plateau with thin air, unable to inhale enough oxygen.If it weren't for the fact that there were two bystanders beside him at this moment, he would definitely have walked up, hugged him tightly from behind, and stroked him up with both hands.Such an abrupt behavior must have surprised him, Li Yu, and then struggled to resist yelling. Thinking of the shame and indignation on his face, Chen Ce couldn't help but laugh out loud.Seeing Zhao Ranhao and Wang Jiajin staring at him, one looked gloating and the other looked resentful.

"Master, you are too mean, brother, I almost fell off the 1.8 meter bed and you are gloating." Zhao Ranhao protested.

"Then you didn't fall?" Chen Ce said lightly.

"It all depends on my quick reflexes. I can make a quick shot in my sleep and grab the railing of the bed so that I don't fall off. Otherwise, tsk tsk, the consequences, not only may be disfigured and concussion, but I may also become a freshman's word of mouth. Negative textbook." After talking, I thought about the scene and couldn't help shaking my head again and again, "This bed is short and small, and it's still hanging in the air, I'll go, I'll get cramps after sleeping on it for a long time."

"Haha, this bed is too small compared to yours. No way, you can still go home, it's not far anyway." Wang Jiajin laughed.

"Yeah, so I don't sleep at school, hey, I'm going to the bathroom, where do you think about eating?"

"Go eat your shit! You want to eat it all day long." Wang Jiajin answered the phone while talking, motioned and walked out, "Hey..."

"Where are you going?" Li Yuzheng heard the sentence while wearing his shoes, looked up to see that there was no one else but himself, and hurriedly replied: "Oh, just go out for a while."

"A date?" Chen Ce showed a knowing smile.

"No, I'm going to work part-time. I wish I had a girlfriend." Li Yu straightened his trousers with a self-deprecating smile.Chen Ce felt that he was in a good mood, so he wanted to tease him: "Oh, it's nice to have a boyfriend without a girlfriend." Seeing Li Yu staring blankly as if he didn't understand, he said, "Don't you like men?"

Li Yu opened his mouth wide: "I'm not good at that. Don't talk nonsense." Looking at his expression that was busy clearing away, Chen Ce smiled and said, "Just kidding, don't take it seriously."

"It's okay." Li Yu showed a generous and relieved smile inexplicably at the same time.But I was very puzzled in my heart. After the high school graduation party, we played games together, and some girls asked him if he liked boys while he was drunk, because he had never seen him express interest in any girl, and he was obviously very handsome.Li Yu was also taken aback at the time, and tried his best to deny it.

He knew very well that what he liked was a girl, and the reason why he didn't express his interest in that girl was only because no girl had interested him yet.Either naive and noisy, or ignorant and arrogant, or delicate and picky, he has always been a lot of trouble, and he is lazy to the bone in these emotional matters, and he doesn't like to force himself to give in.Just thinking about it makes me tired.

But only he himself knows that these are not all the reasons. He has doubts about love and inexplicable fear of marriage in his heart, even though he has experienced neither love nor marriage.

Until Li Yu started working, he still had this question in his mind: Why do other people think he likes men?Is it my own behavior that gives people this misunderstanding or what?

Maybe it's time for me to fall in love. Although life is still so difficult, I still have to go on.However, for things in the world, there is sometimes a huge gap between what you want to do and what you should do.There are dozens of phone numbers in Li Yu's mobile phone, all of which are stored for some inexplicable reasons. Most of the numbers have been dialed once when they are stored in order to avoid making mistakes, and they have never been called again.

High school graduation and parting are imminent, and most people become sad and sad, and each of them always feels that they may never have the chance to meet again after being separated, although some people don't care whether they can see each other.So everyone took a notebook and asked people to write their numbers one by one, and then added a few stereotyped parting words.Li Yu didn't prepare a notebook for this purpose, so he had to take out his mobile phone and enter the other party's number when a classmate asked him, "Where is your notebook? I will give you my number."

He kept working hard and thought he had come a long way, but every time he looked down at the old man phone in his hand and the few people he had contacted, he realized that he was still stuck in the past, in that remote village, Still stuck in that rainy day with rolling summer thunder and torrential floods.

Therefore, his friends are very scarce in resources, and it is difficult to hook up independently.Wanting to fall in love is just "thinking".

Li Yu still uses the mobile phone for the elderly when he was in high school. He usually uses it to call his grandma or contact him about work. Can't run out.Although many classmates joined him, they never chatted with him.The few people who chatted with him from time to time were Li Zhijun, who was his friend from elementary school to adulthood, and the only one who knew everything about him without being cautious, but wanton probing.Those who know his life experience every time, love to show that unexpected and immediately start to take care of him, which makes him disgusted in his heart.

He thinks that he has no impression of his parents, let alone that his inner grief cannot be suppressed.So my mother's abandonment has no effect on me. If I have to say that it has an impact, I will lose them and let myself live under the fence for so many years.At the age when he should be most carefree and innocent, he is terrified every day and walks on thin ice. Before he can open his young heart to the world, he closes it tightly and is fully armed.

He selectively forgot the faces of the two men and women that he dreamed of again and again in his sleep. From the very beginning, he was certain that they were his parents, even though he had never seen them and did not know what they looked like.

But others always use behavioral expressions to remind him: you should be sad, different from others, and your life is also incomplete.And most of the reason why Zhang Zhijun didn't show pity to him was that he was not much better than Li Yu, or even worse.Because Li Zhijun's father was gone, he died suddenly after being crowded in the train compartment for more than 40 hours.His mother can't speak clearly, and occasionally has problems with her head. Whenever she gets sick, she runs away without a trace, begging for a few rags when she sees people.

This friendship built on the basis of sympathy for the sick is exceptionally long-lasting and strong.

Speaking of the acquaintance between Li Yu and Li Zhijun, it actually started as a farce. In the third grade of elementary school, Li Yu was in a period of depression when he just knew his embarrassing situation and could not change it.

It was raining heavily that day, and the whole class was still in class, when the wooden door of the classroom was slowly pushed open with a squeak, and a woman with drenched body and messy hair poked her head in, as if she was looking for someone.The teacher went over to ask, she talked and gestured for a long time, but no one could understand what she said, the voice was buzzing, like humming from the nose and fragmentary words squeezed out from the throat.It feels like the entire vocal system of the human body has been messed up and used indiscriminately.Seeing that no one understood what she said, the woman got up in a hurry and showed everyone the umbrella in her hand—she had brought an umbrella to her child in the rainstorm.After a while, Li Zhijun woke up from his doze, rubbed his sleepy eyes and walked out.

Li Yu was suddenly jealous, no one had ever given him an umbrella, no matter it was windy, rainy, thundery, snowy, hail, or a knife and a meteorite!Never had.

He didn't know which tendon was twisted and couldn't figure it out. He said loudly to the quiet classroom: "We don't understand the foreign language she speaks." His heart was bleeding, and he yearned for such a person to love him from the bottom of his heart—no matter whether he spoke English, German or French.

Li Zhijun turned his head and looked at Li Yu in surprise. The angry teacher raised Li Yu on the spot. It was the first and only time in his entire student career that he was beaten by the teacher.

Later, he apologized to Li Zhijun, and secretly helped Li's mother to do some work. It may be that Li Zhijun was moved later, or he found out that Li Yu is not a bad person but his head is twitching, or both. , so he forgave Li Yu and became good friends with him.

Another frequent contact is the sophomore senior who helped him when he welcomed the freshman.Li Yu understands what she means, and it's not that he doesn't like her, but he is slow and cautious and shy. He deeply feels that these things should go with the flow, accumulate slowly, and develop too quickly.