lucky life

Sitting in the car, Chen Ce dialed Li Yu's number over and over again, but no one answered. He wanted to pick him up early tomorrow morning, but after drinking some wine with a few buddies, they all either hugged their little lover or hugged him left. Hugging the boy and girl on the right side, he kept teasing him, coupled with the alcohol and fiery atmosphere, it made people feel restless and restless, itchy and panicking, and left early with excuses after drinking half of the wine, braving the pouring rain and rushing upstairs When I came down to pick up Li Yu, I remembered what Li Yu said not to look for him in classrooms, dormitories and other places that are easy to find, and try to send a message if there is anything.

He just waited downstairs and kept calling.Just waiting impatiently, and about to go upstairs, he saw a familiar figure. From a distance, two people leaned on each other and supported each other. The girl in the raincoat tilted her direction. The girl clung to Li Yu tightly, holding Li Yu's left hand with her arm, and looked up casually from time to time. Her eyes were full of sweet smiles and cautious visits.

Li Yu is completely unaware of how close the two of them pose like an intimate couple.And there is an atmosphere of affection that can be felt.

In his mind is still the fear that he almost died in the sewer just now, and the sadness that his father will never come back because of such a disaster. Real and eager empathy, there are all kinds of unspeakable feelings in it, at this moment he feels the taste of loss very clearly.

He suddenly felt as if there was an empty place in his heart, and this gap that existed long, long ago is now constantly cracking and expanding, trying to shatter him.

When he saw that he was already downstairs, Li Yuqiang pulled himself together and sent Liu Yating to the opposite dormitory.Liu Yating thanked her again, and Li Yu said a few more words of humility before turning around, and suddenly saw Chen Ce's car parked not far away, and suddenly remembered the hug just now, knowing that it was almost impossible for Chen Ce to see it, he still couldn't help it. Feeling nervous.

Although the situation inside the car could not be seen clearly from the outside, there was clearly a strange chill surrounding the car body. Li Yu could think of those cold eyes looking at him with anger. Li Yu shivered and walked over slowly. .He opened the car door and sat in, and looked at the other person's expression that couldn't be seen, which was often more terrifying. Today, he didn't want to see Chen Ce get angry for some inexplicable reason, and then kept pestering him.

He just wanted to stay away from the sound of rain and people and find a corner where no one was around.There is no need to force your spirits or force your face to smile.But the premise of that is that Chen Ce can't get angry.So he decided to take the initiative and asked, "Why are you here?"

"..." Chen Ce stepped on the accelerator without saying a word, and the car broke through the rain and rushed out.Seeing that he was ignoring him, Li Yu also fell silent in a sensible manner. The compartment was very warm after being cut off from the cold wind and freezing rain, and it was very uncomfortable to stick the wet clothes on his body.The discomfort that Li Yu ignored because of the cold and heart palpitations ran out. Hunger and cold made him feel weak. When the car stopped in front of the traffic lights, Chen Ce looked straight ahead and asked, "Why don't you bring your mobile phone when you go out?"

"It's raining so hard that I'm afraid my phone will get wet." Li Yu also looked out of the window. He couldn't see anything under the dark rain, and even the street lights were just a blurred circle of light and shadow.The car fell into silence again. He was clearly furious but didn't go mad. Silence and restraint were not like Chen Ce's behavior.

Li Yu still looked out of the window without moving, and said: "The girl just now is a senior. She forgot to bring an umbrella on the way back from the piano shop. I'll give it to her."

Chen Ce turned his head and took a look. He didn't know why Li Yu explained today. According to his previous habits, it should be the cold war to the end.In all likelihood, the situation would develop out of control, and he would go crazy and toss desperately on the bed, but he would pretend to be dead, and then make himself even more angry.He has always disdained to explain anything to himself, to counter violence with violence, and would rather both of them be exhausted in the end, and he would be scarred.Otherwise, he feels that he has accepted his fate and fallen.

Chen Ce didn't know that he suddenly explained, it was just because he was too tired, he had just experienced a thrilling moment, and his mind was full of the despair his father had experienced.Being very tired, he just wanted to quickly change into dry clothes, drink a cup of hot water, lie on a soft bed and have a good sleep, and he didn't have the strength to argue with Chen Ce again.

However, Chen Ce felt that he was covering up. The girl and her holding hands, the figure of cuddling each other, and the eyes that looked at Li Yu from time to time made him shocked and angry. Looking at Li Yu's side face, he questioned: "Giving an umbrella to express feelings? You need to hold hands when you give an umbrella?! Why don't you fucking just open another room?!"

Li Yu turned his head abruptly, looked straight at Chen Ce's face, and paused every word: "She is the senior sister, she took me with me when I was a freshman, and later helped me a lot. I don't have many friends." When he said this, he suddenly felt very wronged, his eyes were red, and he choked up: "I don't have a father, a mother, no, no brothers and sisters, no one to teach me what to do, no one to help me. Give me advice in front. I don’t even know how to pass my own university! She told me a lot, and I regarded her as a senior sister and friend. What about you? What the hell do you think of me?!” He Speaking of which, he was getting more and more out of control, and the tears that he couldn't hold back fell down in big ones. The silent grief made his forehead blue veins popped up, and the whole person was in a kind of fragile grievance.

Chen Ce panicked immediately, parked the car on the side of the road, hugged him, and gently patted his back to comfort him, "Why are you crying? I didn't cry when I saw you two being so intimate, but you cried first." Alright, alright, the clothes are all soaked, and I still have a little fever. Don’t cry, go back and change your clothes.” He held the face again, and kissed it little by little: “Don’t cry, I’ll just ask , back, huh?"

Li Yu absolutely didn't want to cry in front of Chen Ce, whom he loathed so much, to appear weak.So after a while, he blocked Chen Ce's hand, wiped the mixture of tears and saliva on his face with his sleeve, and turned his head away in embarrassment.

Chen Ce looked at Li Yu's red eyes, nose, and face after crying just now, and he wanted to laugh with deliberately concealed embarrassment. .It was the first time that Li Yu showed such real and undisguised feelings in front of himself except disgust and fear. This was a kind of grievance and sadness shown in front of close, trusting and caring people.

Needless to say, Li Yu has absolutely no relationship with other people as close as he is with himself, but will Li Yu trust or even care about himself?The answer is estimated to be no.Although he has always made no secret of his preference and concern for him, he understands that all of this is just a flimsy castle in the air based on coercion and threats.

Li Yu was in a daze afterward, he didn't know when he was already in the bathroom, the bathtub was full of water, and the shower on his head was spraying warm water, when he saw Chen Ce was helping him take off his clothes one by one, he hurriedly stopped him : "I, I come by myself, you go out."

But Chen Ce didn't seem to hear him at all, and took him off neatly, looking at the two bruises on his arms and thighs, and asked: What's going on?how did you make it? "

Li Yu shrunk, "I just ran too fast and fell." Chen Ce sighed, showered him with the shower a few times, then put him in the bathtub, took off his clothes, and hugged Li Yu comfortably.

The warm water flooded the tired body and made people relax, and every pore in his body seemed to become comfortable. The drowsy Li Yu couldn't help moving his head and let out a comfortable sigh.Chen Ce looked down at him, something warm and warm in his heart seemed to be overflowing but he couldn't find an outlet, so sad, he called softly: "Li Yu."

Li Yu replied unconsciously: "Yes."

"I want to kiss you, can I?"

"..." Li Yu thought in a trance: When did you actually think of asking me?

Chen Ce hugged Li Yu who was asleep and slowly kissed his forehead, eyes, sideburns, ears, nose, mouth, and neck. When the kiss reached two points on his chest, Li Yu struggled weakly, his head raised slightly, unconsciously Panting lightly, this appearance completely made him lose his mind, and it was difficult to breathe.The temperature of the air and the temperature of the water are rising, and the steaming bathroom is full of obsession and madness.

He was too tired, too tired, no matter what was in front of him now, he had lost the strength to resist.

"That's it, that's how it is anyway," he thought.

Chen Ce was afraid that he would catch a cold and hugged him to the bed. Looking at Li Yu, he thought of the previous question: What do you think of me? !

What do I take you for? Can't you feel it?

His movements became more gentle and gentle, watching Li Yu's reaction carefully.

Take care and be careful.

Li Yu is tired of Chen Ce like this, he is obviously a cold-blooded scum!When I was agitated, I said "use some strength" in a mysterious way.

As soon as the words were finished, the whole world became quiet. Li Yu wanted to bite off his tongue, and turned his head away in embarrassment. Chen Ce suspected that he had heard wrong. He turned Li Yu's face and spread the delicate kisses all over his face. ... The breathing around him was steady and long. In the dark, Li Yu opened his eyes and looked at the people around him. Under the evenly tanned dark skin, there were strong but not exaggerated muscles, and his broad chest and lower abdomen rose and fell with his breathing.

Then in his mind, he was sweating profusely and undulating on his body, watching intently, breathing heavily, and burning kisses overwhelmingly, full of desperate frenzy.The strange and irresistible pleasure I felt spread to the whole body along the spine and nerves, and it seemed that I could see the crackling of electric current in the sinking... Could it be because of the care he showed for himself on the surface? Like to ignore the stupid things he keeps doing to himself?Because a person one day gave him attention and rarity that he had never received since he was a child, did he violate his own principles and dignity?Or just because it has happened many times, and I also get pleasure from it, I don't care about the ethical norms I originally followed?

He kept questioning and admonishing himself in such a tired late night.

Chen Ce has never been shy about his rich love history, and Li Yu also knows that Chen Ce has never been short of characters like him, and he never hesitated to abandon his novelty in the past.What's more, other people still have the opportunity to choose voluntarily or not, but I don't even have this right.People tend to be lucky and hope that they might be the exception, but Li Yu doesn't. He has always been used to trying his best and planning for the worst.Besides, this time he won't give a single ounce of effort.

Even if he didn't know what he wanted, he knew exactly what he shouldn't want.