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"She is in this world."

The moment Ji Yu heard this sentence, Ji Yu felt as if struck by lightning, his eye sockets enlarged uncontrollably, and the rhythm of breathing couldn't help slowing down. For a moment, it seemed that the blood flow in his body also slowed down, just to free up more space. Take time to react.

She flicked her fingertips hanging naturally by her side, and after a long time, she whispered, "System."

Ji Yu closed her eyes, feeling as if her throat was blocked by something, making her unable to speak. Fortunately, she only needs to communicate with the system in her head:

"You know...you can't joke about this."

Taking a slight breath, Ji Yu said word by word: "Because, I will take it seriously."

If Si Tian is really still alive.

If Si Tian is really in a certain corner of this world, Ji Yu thought, then no matter what the price is, even if she searches all corners of this world, she will definitely find her.

The tightly closed eyelashes trembled, and Ji Yu realized that the pain that she didn't want to remember was dug out again at this moment.

She thought she had forgotten.

However, those scars are still vivid.

……

She still remembered that after the news of Si Tian's suicide by slashing his wrist, the news spread all over the Internet, because the girl group she was in was the top in the country, so those entertainment reporters were like sharks smelling blood, excited Everyone gathered here, everyone should be proud to dig up her fresh scoop, and her death became a media carnival.

Starting from the day Si Tian committed suicide, Ji Yu hadn't seen her for half a year.

Before that, she and Si Tian had participated in a talent show together, but Ji Yu was only one place away from her debut position, so she could only return with regret and continue to return to her trainee career.

Fortunately, Si Tian didn't care about these things. During the six months when she first joined the girl group, she often slipped out to play with Ji Yu, encouraged her, and kept an eye out for some suitable opportunities and resources in the circle for her, so that she would not give up.

At that time, Ji Yu thought that their relationship could continue like this forever.

Until the second half of the year, there were more girl group announcements than before. Sometimes Si Tian was still at home in the morning, but had to fly abroad in the afternoon, film and television, music, fashion... There were no fields she didn't cover, and the two of them were using instant messaging Tool, the length of time between chat messages, but it seems like the forum version chat in the old days, whether you can meet it depends on luck.

Ji Yu once tried to adjust the time difference with Si Tian's location, but Si Tian once went abroad to participate in the recording of a program, and he didn't get his phone for several days. When he finally got it from his assistant, he sent Ji Yu a message But when she found her answering in seconds, Si Tian realized what she had done, and directly made a long-distance call, ordering Ji Yu to eat and drink well, and also assigned her a lot of homework.

Ji Yu hadn't transformed into a night owl's routine, so she was turned back midway.

She had to find another way.

She infiltrated into Si Tian's big fan group, got news of Si Tian's flight, and went to pick him up at the airport when Si Tian returned to China. The fan group rioted in an instant, and the scene was so chaotic that a stampede almost occurred. If Si Tian hadn't caught a glimpse of Ji Yu in the crowd and pulled her up, the consequences would have been disastrous.

So Ji Yu was also deprived of the right to pick up the plane.

When she was depressed, Si Tian came to see her once, touched her head and said to her with a smile: "When the group is over, I won't be so busy, I will spend all my time with you, okay?" good?"

Ji Yu pretended that he didn't miss her very much, took off her hand, looked down at the side, then turned around and asked after a while: "I made honeydew melon flavored ice cream, do you want to try it?"

Si Tian smiled and rolled his eyes, and replied, "Okay."

When Ji Yu turned around, she heard the people behind say casually: "I may be a little busy for the next six months, and I don't have much time to come over—Ji Xiaoyu, don't cry when you can't reach me."

Ji Yu didn't turn around at that time, because she didn't want Si Tian to see the reluctance in her eyes.

She pretended to be her usual voice, stood upright, turned her back to Si Tian and said, "Understood! Stop being narcissistic!"

Then she heard Si Tian's chuckle.

Looking back now, Ji Yu thought, if only she had turned her head back then, she could see clearly what Si Tian's expression was like when he said "very busy" in that relaxed tone.

Then maybe she could see the clues earlier.

It is also possible not to endure the pain in my heart after such a long time, to flip through the pages of media reports, to go back to the days at that time from the lines, to ponder over the pictures of memories, wishing I could cut them into frames of pictures, Then he took a magnifying glass to look at Si Tian's expression, and recalled the past conversations over and over again, only to find out how many piercing glass shards were hidden in those seemingly ordinary jokes.

……

"Si Tian, ​​why do you come to me every time? I can also go to you to play. Isn't your home near here?"

"My family's mind is not normal. You will be scared if you go there. Be good, just wait for me at the door after school, or go to the dance classroom. As long as you don't run around, I will always find you."

"what?"

"Ah what, open your mouth, how does this fruit candy taste?"

"acid……"

"Then you eat more."

"?"

……

"These people on the Internet are too annoying. They haven't seen anything. Why do you vent your dissatisfaction in life? You said that you fought with people from other schools in junior high school and bullied your classmates, and in high school... hey, what? It’s still made up in a decent way, it’s too disgusting!”

"Why are you angry? Look at which star suddenly became popular and won't be scolded. Don't look at it. Come, try the cake that I just asked the agent to buy. This one tastes really good, ah——"

"...Forget it, you'd better not look at these things, you will get angry when you see them, Si Tian, ​​don't look at them."

"Got it, how does the cake taste?"

"Well, it's too sweet."

"Understood, let me solve it, the taste of the little ancestor is really good."

……

"Si Tian, ​​why do you only ask me every time? I also want to know how you are doing. Why don't you tell me about your life in the regiment? I haven't heard you mention other people, nor have you heard You said the company."

"Others? Aren't you my only fan? When did you become a group fan? Huh?"

"Be serious!"

"Got it, you've had a good time. You'll know when you make your debut in the future. I'm afraid I'll say too much. Do you envy me too much?"

"..."

"As for the company, well... Anyway, it will be dissolved in the future, and I will have my own studio and partnership, so that's it."

"Is there something you're not happy about?"

"No, don't think about it, let's go, I will take you to a new treasure restaurant I discovered today."

"It's fine if the cuisine is sweet, I just remembered that I seem to have a new dance that I haven't learned-oh, don't drag me!"

"Not sweet, Sichuan cuisine, should we go? If not, I'll find someone else?"

"Let's go! I'm going to change clothes right away! Don't look for other people! I have a big appetite!"

……

Ji Yu unconsciously supported the wall and squatted down.

His forehead was pressed against the cold wall.

Those trivial chats in the past were like bubbles blown into the air, each one was colorful and charming, but now she reaches out to touch it, but she can no longer hold those beautiful things in her hands.

Si Tian didn't let her go to the house because Si Tian's family was seriously patriarchal, especially after entering the entertainment circle, he squeezed money from her even more. People backhandedly sold her affairs to the opponent, so that the opponent continued to buy black fans, and overwhelmingly controlled her rhythm at every key point of her career.

Si Tian didn't tell her about the affairs of the group because the No. 2 debutant in the group had always been worried about Si Tian's popularity, so he not only tried his best to spread rumors about Si Tian behind his back, but also found Si Tian's parents to give black information. To increase the degree of authenticity, Si Tian was portrayed as an image of an unfilial son, and he hugged the thigh of the company's senior management and robbed many of Si Tian's resources.

Si Tian didn't tell her about the company because the agent always arranged her for those sensual receptions and introduced her to those big bosses, but she refused again and again. The agent felt that she was ignorant, so Other members of the joint regiment ostracized her.

Until the second half of that year——

Si Tian behaved abnormally in a women's group thank-you event. It was an event only for big fans to participate in, so it was not announced to the public. Unable to attend temporarily.

By the time she got the news, it was already the next day.

The top two most searched content are:

"Si Tian commits suicide"

"Si Tian fell down on stage"

Until now, thinking of this incident, Ji Yu still feels unable to breathe.

why?

Why can't she find out?

Why doesn't she know anything?

……

"Happy!"

The system noticed that Ji Yu's mental state was very unstable, and hastily threw the previous calming cards and buffs at her, while constantly emphasizing in her mind: "It's over! These things are over!"

"Si Tian is still alive, isn't he?"

If Si Tian's soul is still located in the previous world, then the system will only determine that this person is reincarnated, but in this place where there is no intersection with Ji Yu's world, if Si Tian's soul is here, it can only be another person. In this case——

Through.

Although I don't know why Si Tian's soul was brought here, at least for now, this is good news for Ji Yu. Thinking so, the system asked again:

"Yuyu, do you want to go back?"

Ji Yu raised her hand against the wall, and after a long time opened her eyes and looked at the snow-white wall in front of her, ignoring the white ash on her palm, and whispered in her mind:

"Back to..."

"Where are you going?"

"I just wanted to stay where she was from the beginning."

Since Si Tian is in this world.

Then.

Of course she stayed.

Ji Yu took advantage of the effects that the system had just applied to her body to calm down for a while, her heart belatedly surged with excitement, similar to the ecstasy of regaining something lost, she had to work very hard to control it, so as not to let herself immediately abandon it. This program, ran out to look for Si Tian.

It took her so long that the show crew started contacting her on headsets:

"Ji Yu? Are you still in the bathroom?"

Ji Yu came back to her senses, glanced at the equipment she was wearing, and exhaled lightly. Even though the emotions in her eyes hadn't calmed down, her voice had returned to its previous gentleness:

"Yes, sorry, I have a little diarrhea, I'll be right back."

"Well, do you want someone from our side to deliver some tissues?" the headset asked again.

Ji Yu thanked her, and after she declined, she got up and walked in the original direction. After a few steps, a strange guess jumped into her mind. echoed in the hallway.

"system."

"Ok?"

"Will it be Meng Rendong?"

Thinking of this possibility, Ji Yu couldn't help feeling a mess in her mind.

She couldn't help but began to think about her four years of getting along with Meng Rendong, but compared to Si Tian, ​​she spent so little time on Meng Rendong that it sounded like a long companionship, but there were only sporadic fragments.

Ji Yu was blank for a moment.

The answer from the system was sent in time: "No."

She gave a soft "ah", as if she didn't know how to react to the answer.

Neither happy nor regretful.

Because she had tried to find Si Tian's shadow from Meng Rendong's body, maybe because Meng Rendong was not sincere to her at the beginning, Ji Yu didn't find other traces except for sweetness.

But just this point made Ji Yu sink for four years, unwilling to wake up.

She lowered her eyes, looked at the marble tiles reflecting the broken light of the ceiling under her feet, and walked towards the original area step by step, but this time, her heart was not as calm as completing the task.

Instead, a little bit of anticipation was born.

The anticipation of reuniting with old friends.

Sensing her mood, the system added another sentence like icing on the cake: "Yuyu, although there is no way to expand the positioning range, because it will affect the world order, but!"

"As long as Si Tian appears within one kilometer of you, I'll know!"

"You will always meet, don't worry!"

Hearing the system's words, Ji Yu showed her first sincere smile in a long time, the corners of her lips were much more relaxed, and she responded gently:

"it is good."

……

When Ji Yu went back, he passed the previous restroom again.

The door of the women's restroom was closed, she just glanced at it casually, without stopping her rhythm, she went to the recording area, she had been away for too long, wait for Qi Feng to announce the theme song During the assessment, it is inappropriate for people to be uneven.

Because she was just passing by, Ji Yu didn't know what happened in the bathroom.

Meng Rendong pushed Chu Nanxing's approaching shoulder away, her whole brain seemed to explode, making her unable to see the nearby things clearly. Leaning against the door, she pressed her forehead with her right hand and the doorknob with her left hand , but I don't know if it's not enough strength or what, the door is still motionless.

Hearing the cries of pain beside him, Meng Rendong had a severe headache and the world was spinning, so he had to close his eyes and whispered:

"Sorry, Nan Xing, I didn't mean to."

"I just have a sudden headache."

"Are you still recording the show? Just give Xue Lian a call and ask her to come over. You should go back soon."

Meng Rendong never knew that she had some strange hidden disease. Ever since Ji Yu left, when Chu Nanxing came over, her head began to hurt. She didn't care much at first, but when she heard Chu Nanxing said that she had something to tell her, she had a conditioned reflex She followed along, but now the pain became more and more severe, she couldn't even hear what Chu Nanxing said, and felt as if her brain was about to be smashed by something.

An unspeakable rage surged up in my heart.

So I couldn't help but push away the person who kept talking.

Meng Rendong closed her eyes, so she couldn't see clearly at all. The person she pushed away actually didn't touch anything, she just pretended to be sobbing, and even looking at her now, there was still a bit of a smile in her eyes.

Only the worry in the tone is vivid:

"Lonicera, what's wrong with you?"

"Why don't I ask the program team for a vacation and take you to the hospital?"

Her voice approached, with a strong smell of perfume, not the rose or milk that Meng Rendong had mentioned before, but a woody fragrance, which rushed into Meng Rendong's nose, making her headache worse.

"do not come!"

Meng Rendong's voice was filled with uncontrollable irritability.

When Chu Nanxing heard these three words, his expression froze, thinking that she had discovered something, he really waited and waited on the spot, only to find that Meng Rendong didn't continue talking.

She secretly thought that she was too sensitive.

Then, she put away the smile on her face, took Meng Rendong's resistance as a deaf ear, and walked towards the other side step by step. Every time she took a step, she found that Meng Rendong's face turned paler, until she walked close to him again. forward.

She looked down condescendingly——

The woman who had always been domineering, now squatted on the ground, her forehead resting against the door panel, as if she wanted to escape from this place, but in the end, she could only stay where she was.

Meng Rendong's consciousness seemed to be a little fuzzy.

Chu Nanxing tugged at the hem of the long-hemmed performance costume that he had just stepped off the stage, and squatted down slowly, looking straight at Meng Rendong's face, with aggression in his eyes, from top to bottom, from her forehead , eyebrows, eyes, and the bridge of the nose down, brushing over her facial features inch by inch.

She first called out worriedly, "Lonicera."

"Lonicera, wake up, I'm calling an ambulance."

Meng Rendong moved her eyelashes, but in the end she didn't respond at all.

Chu Nanxing stopped that pretentious look, rested his chin with one hand, and saw a strand of Meng Rendong's hair fell to the side of his face, he gently picked the strand behind her ear with his fingertips, and moved closer, Open your mouth in a leisurely manner:

"very pitiful."

"Why does it always have to be like this?"

"It was the same with Chu Jianyu before, and now it is the same with that Ji Yu, always focusing on them, and foolishly following them—"

"Obviously you should be mine."

Having said that, she smiled self-consciously, as if she was very satisfied with this conclusion, so she discussed with the unconscious person in front of her in that nasty, coaxing voice:

"Don't run away, just stay by my side and give me you and your whole world, okay?"