paper and ink acquaintance

Gu Jun has generally figured out the situation of the incident, and it is not as fearful as Gu Jun thought before, but this incident is still a sharp knife in Gu Jun's heart.

Lin Yimo's inspection was also divided up several times. Lin Yimo's surrender to the inspection was more like trying to avoid Gu Yun, using all his busyness to cover up his helplessness in the bad situation.

The next day, Lin Yimo asked for leave at nine in the morning and was taken to the hospital by his sister Fang Linfan for examination.

And Gu Jun also went to the Public Security Bureau to find out the situation non-stop after school. For the current Gu Jun, he has no proof of his sister's injury, and the photos have been deleted by himself, only his one-sided words and anxiety Uneasy psychology.

"What is the specific situation?"

"Is it already a year or two ago?"

"Is there a clear suspect?"

"So there is no clear personnel?"

"What about the victim?"

"What, I don't know the situation of life and death, what does it mean that it should be dead?"

"Okay, then according to what you mean, we can inquire about the current situation of the victim you described."

"It turned out to be dead."

"Is there no surveillance video at the scene of the incident?"

"This traffic monitoring does not seem to have been retained until two years ago."

"Is there any specific damage done?"

"So vomiting blood is the cause of your own physical condition?"

"Okay, I will contact you then."

……

Gu Jun also forgot about the lunch, and went back to the junior high school by car after learning about the situation from the relevant administrative staff. Gu Jun went to the nearby store in the alley based on the basic information provided by Fan Yichen.

Gu Jun understood that the information he got from the police was very slim, but Gu Jun was unwilling to pass any chance.

"Hello, do you have reservations about this monitoring?"

"Can the monitoring range be framed to the next alley?"

"Can I find the ones from a year or two ago?"

"Only 45 days?"

"Okay, thank you, sorry for the trouble."

From one house to another, Gu Jun was constantly searching.

"Hello, do you keep or back up your monitoring?"

"Is there no backup? What is the earliest time you can see when you look back?"

"Only three months?"

"Okay, thank you, sorry for the trouble."

…………

The alley has been worn mottled by the years, and Gu Junjian's straight body has also been worn down. Standing in the alley, he can see the tenderness left by the years.The hustle and bustle is locked out of the alley, only loneliness rises from all sides: it is Gu Jun's silent collapse.

Afterwards, Gu Jun communicated a lot with Fan Yichen, and once again verbally described a lot to the police, but he couldn't wait for any news, only waiting for the news of the school sports meeting. All the bustle and bustle had nothing to do with him. As the squad leader, I had no choice but to integrate into such excitement.

Everyone had already entered a state of preparation the night before.

Gu Jun has sorted out the relevant project time and logistics personnel for each student.

Lin Yimo: "Give me one, I'll copy the back blackboard, and you copy the front blackboard."

Gu Yun: "Just do your homework, and asking for leave these days has taken up a lot of time."

Lin Yimo: "You are also very busy these days, let me copy together."

Lin Yimo's true psychology - I really don't understand that a school sports meeting can make you so busy that it's too late to reply to the messages I sent you at home, right?You should be busy with a lot of things, are you busy with dating?

Lin Yimo directly pulled a piece of paper, Gu Yi didn't understand what attitude Lin Yimo and his group had. Gu Yi didn't find anything else about Lin Yimo, only that Lin Yimo's temper was getting bigger and bigger recently. .

"Yimo, are you okay?" The voice behind came directly into Gu Yun's ears.

Gu Yun: "What's going on?"

Gu Yun squatted next to Lin Yimo.

Lin Yimo: "It's okay."

Perhaps only Lin Yimo himself could hear these two sounds.

Gu Yun: "Is your stomach upset again?"

Lin Yimo buried his head, the pain made him curl up and reject everything.

Gu Yun: "Can you stand up?"

Lin Yimo seemed to shake his head slightly.

Gu Yun simply hugged Lin Yimo directly, but Lin Yimo was unable to refuse, and the teaching building was not far from the infirmary, so Gu Yun gently placed Lin Yimo beside the bed.

Gu Yun: "Do you want to lie down?"

Lin Yimo smiled and shook his head: "This bed doesn't feel safe, and I don't feel much pain anymore."

Lin Yimo couldn't wait for Gu Yun's answer, and Lin Yimo seemed to smile even wider: "Gu Yun, do I want to lose face? Just hug me like this."

Gu Jun didn't answer, and the teacher in the infirmary went somewhere, leaving only the silence of the two of them.

Gu Yun: "How's the test result?"

It was only then that Gu Jun realized that Lin Yimo would no longer take the initiative to share his whereabouts and his daily life.

Lin Yimo: "That's it, gastritis."

Gu Yun: "Has the inspection been completed?"

Lin Yimo: "Yes."

Gu Yun: "Actually, it's fine to study at home today, and the environment is noisy. I came to school just after the inspection today, and my body is not used to it."

Lin Yimo was speechless.

Gu Yun: "I'll run for you for four hundred tomorrow."

Lin Yimo: "Am I disabled?"

Gu Yun: "I'm afraid you'll be disabled after running."

Gu Yun's concern turned into ridicule at this moment, Lin Yimo smiled heartlessly, he was laughing at Gu Yun, and he was also laughing at himself.

"Gu Yun." A voice came from the door.

Gu Yun hurried out of the door.

Lin Yimo also saw it, it was Shen Fuxin, it was Shen Fuxin wearing Gu Yun's coat, it was the coat that Gu Yun brought to Lin Yimo, that coat even smelled like Lin Yimo, Lin Yimo smiled unconsciously Laughing away Gu Yun's back, Lin Yimo had no idea to follow or eavesdrop.

Lin Yimo started to walk with his idle body, and walked onto the weighing scale in the infirmary.

Lin Yimo's weight changed from 116 in the physical examination last semester to 113. Lin Yimo's stomach began to ache again. The pain climbed from the stomach to the root of his heart. Tears slid down the corners of his mouth. Lin Yimo suddenly remembered the doctor's words. Advice - keep your mood happy.

The doctor babbled a lot, but Lin Yimo only memorized this sentence. Gu Yun's so many words of concern are not as appropriate as a stranger's.

Lin Yimo seemed extremely uncomfortable.

Lin Yimo directly picked up the phone in the infirmary.

Lin Yimo: "Hey, auntie, it's me. I'm not feeling well. Can you tell the guard? I want to ask for leave."

The noise of the old fixed-line phone erased Lin Yimo's strong nasal voice and covered up his choking.

Lin Yimo: Gu Yun, I'm leaving, I really have to leave.

I don't know when it started to rain mercilessly.

Lin Yimo was rampaging in the downpour, he didn't care about other people's eyes, no matter he was puzzled or made fun of, his mind seemed to be washed away to the point of losing all reason, the heavy rain seemed to be just right, it was the rain that merged with the Lin Yimo burst into tears.

He returned to the empty home, he took a shower with the last of his energy, he didn't know if he had used shampoo and body wash, he was crying, he was crying all the time, the ice water was rushing down his head, With tears streaming down, he couldn't calm down, he hurriedly put on his clothes, he walked into the room, a dim room, Lin Yimo hid directly on the bed without turning on the light, as if he was looking for a sense of security, he had wet hair Yes, soaked a large piece of pillow.

He could hear the patter of rain outside the window, and he seemed to stop for a moment, but tears poured from his left eye to his right eye again, and he started to sob again.

He forgot to throw away the clothes he took off casually, forgot that he had to study late, forgot the gentle guidance and reminders from his sister again and again, he forgot everything, his mind was full of Gu Yun, who helped him take off his shoes and fixed the ice pack for him Gu Jun, it was Gu Jun who wiped iodophor on him and put gauze on him, it was Gu Jun who cooked porridge for him for breakfast...

Gu Yun is all in his mind, it is the lonely and arrogant Gu Yun at the beginning, it is the Gu Yun who gradually smiles later, it is Gu Yun's indifference and strength, and it is also Gu Yun's gentleness and consideration...

Little by little, memories kept impacting Lin Yimo's brain. Those so-called good memories seemed to be irony, and they became poisons that eroded Lin Yimo, making Lin Yimo cry hysterically and hurt his internal organs.

When Fang Linfan arrived at home, he seemed to have noticed something was wrong. In the bathroom lay the clothes that Lin Yimo had dropped casually. This was not made by Lin Yimo. Fang Linfan had also discovered that Lin Yimo was depressed these days, and sometimes pulled it How perfunctory and false is his smile.

Fang Linfan started to panic, she tried "Mo Mo" twice outside Lin Yimo's room door.

no respond.

Fang Linfan opened the door, she opened it cautiously, she could see a person lying curled up on the bed.

Fang Linfan didn't turn on the light, and Fang Linfan approached with anxiety. It was the first time she saw Lin Yimo sobbing, as if her heart was pierced by a knife.

"Momo" Fang Linfan's voice was trembling.

Lin Yimo heard it, it seemed that this sound, this sound disturbed him again, Lin Yimo sobbed even harder, in front of his sister, it seemed that he had vented his grievances again.

Lin Yimo didn't hide under the quilt directly, he was afraid that such an action would hurt her, Lin Yimo just blocked his eyes completely with his arms, even if he didn't turn on the light, he didn't want his sister to observe his appearance.

Fang Linfan knelt directly on the ground, gently stroking Lin Yimo's hair with his hands, and Fang Linfan's tears welled up. She didn't know what happened, but Lin Yimo like this really hurt Fang Linfan's heart directly. .

Fang Linfan noticed that Lin Yimo's hair was wet, the surface was a little dry, and the inside was completely damp. Lin Yimo's temples were soaked with tears so wet that water could be wiped off.

"Momo, let's blow out our hair, okay?" Fang Linfan was completely crying.

Lin Yimo shook his head slightly, which seemed to be the most obvious answer Lin Yimo could express.

If he doesn't want it, then he won't force it. Fang Linfan just stays with Lin Yimo like this, and she is crying too. She tries her best to make Lin Yimo not notice her crying.

In fact, Lin Yimo really wanted his sister to do her own thing, but Lin Yimo couldn't express it at all, he was sobbing that he couldn't speak anything.

Fang Linfan went to the room to get a pillow, and shook the pillow that Lin Yimo was pressing down, Lin Yimo also raised his head, and put on a pillow.

I cried on and off for three hours.

"sister"

This elder sister's voice was completely different from Lin Yimo's original voice. He continued: "Go back first, I'm sleepy too."

He can't say, go back to rest early, sleep well, don't worry, I'm fine, and other reassuring words.

After finally slowing down for a while, this is already the limit of Lin Yimo's words.

Fang Linfan followed Lin Yimo's wishes.

Lin Yimo was indeed a little tired, and fell asleep slowly while crying, but he didn't know how many times he woke up intermittently, and he seemed to be knocked by "I and Gu Yun will stop here" Wake up, he didn't cry heartbreakingly after waking up, but the tears flowed slowly, didn't reach the temples, didn't reach the pillow, fell asleep slowly, woke up suddenly, and suddenly thought of Gu Jun , Just like this, he kept waking up Lin Yimo in his dream.

Lin Yimo seemed to fall into a deep sleep when he fell asleep, not because he didn't want to, but because he fell ill.

Fang Linfan also couldn't sleep all night. She woke up earlier than usual in the morning.

Lin Yimo didn't go out of the room together. My sister had a premonition that Lin Yimo might be sick, and she lay on the bed with wet hair all night, and she knew Lin Yimo's physique very well.

Fang Linfan has been waiting in the living room. When their morning reading time started, Lin Yimo still didn't make any movement.Fang Linfan gently opened Lin Yimo's door again, and Lin Yimo seemed to be sleeping uncomfortably.

Fang Linfan tried Lin Yimo's forehead temperature with his hand, and it seemed that it was not unexpected, but he still felt extremely distressed.

Fang Linfan tested it several times, but only noticed that Lin Yimo seemed to be haunted by illness and nightmares.

Lin Yimo finally woke up with Fang Linfan's company.

"Momo, are you uncomfortable?" Fang Linfan was about to help Lin Yimo up.

Lin Yimo didn't answer.

Fang Linfan: "Sister made some porridge for you, drink it later, pinch the thermometer."

Lin Yimo couldn't say a word, from the bed to the bathroom to the dinner table.

Every year, the school sports meeting always starts with the sunshine. Although the eyelids are swollen, the sunshine still spills into the living room without hesitation, reflecting into Lin Yimo's eyes.

Before Lin Yimo could finish his words, tears had already poured into the porridge.

Lin Yimo didn't intend to wipe away his tears, but just put the warm porridge into his mouth, but the millet porridge that can be seen everywhere disturbed Lin Yimo's heartstrings.

in a blink of an eye

Lin Yimo was surrounded by the pungent smell of disinfectant again.

"I took my temperature in the morning and it was quite high, about 39.1°C."

"I didn't eat breakfast. I was going to have porridge in the morning, but I vomited it up after taking a sip. I vomited so badly that I also vomited in the car."

……

It was my sister's voice.

Lin Yimo always rejects the oppression that is about to erode him. He always resists this incompatibility, but he never thought that one day he would become one with this atmosphere.

Lin Yimo's greatest peace of mind was her sister's silent company. The two of them were exhausted until noon, and the silence of the two of them entered the door together with Fang Linyi's concern.

Fang Linyi: "Lin Yimo, are you okay? Did you know that Gu Jun sent you a message? Were you in a hurry to go home yesterday? All your mobile phones and schoolbags were left at school. Gu Jun came to our door yesterday, do you know? I sent everything back, Gu Yun today..."

Lin Yimo: "Don't contact him."

Lin Yimo's cold voice seemed to freeze the flow of air, and made Fang Linyi speechless.

Lin Yimo: "You have so many friends, there is no shortage of this one. If you really want to contact him, don't let me see him, don't mention me in front of him, don't say a word, don't mention this name in front of me again .”

Fang Linyi and Fang Linfan looked at Lin Yimo's sick body but couldn't hide the sharpness of his words.

Lin Yimo also took out his mobile phone when he returned to his room. He didn't care about the messages sent by Gu Jun at different time periods, and he typed two lines immediately.

A – Lin Yimo: I won’t be this friend

Boring

I originally thought that I could frame you as a friend, but it turned out to be——I really can't face you who likes others calmly, and I can't open my heart to embrace you who loves you elsewhere.

When it comes to liking, it seems that he is not stingy, but it seems that he must pay every penny.