[Net King] Under Thirty

Nioh likes the passing department.

Yes, past tense.

This is nothing to admit.It is human nature to pursue perfection, and it is also human instinct to pursue the strong.A person like Keigo Atobe who is born to be the focus of the crowd's attention attracts Yingying and Yanyan like moths to a flame.

Nioh doesn't think he is one of them, but looking back at the mood at that time now, the slightly sour and unconsciously depressing emotions carried in the ignorance, using "like" to describe it is enough.

But that's all.

The self who held his breath and returned from the loser group before forming the doubles, was infected by the dazzling people during the doubles, and couldn't help but work hard to call himself "copied Tezuka's spirit" (it seems that he I really admire Tezuka, he admired obviously Yukimura), who stood by the door of the indoor tennis court the night before the national team match, but turned his head away instead of going in after all.

In this way, it is really hard to say how much of this liking is purely "love".

14 years old is still very jerky age for feelings.

It's not that I don't understand, but that I don't have any experience, so I seem to be at a loss.

Nioh himself collects love letters by the dozens, and the Valentine's Day chocolates can't fit in a schoolbag. He is often blocked by bolder classmates on the road after class to deliver love letters or ask Xiaoshulin's existence.Although he never considered accepting anyone's confession, he also saw the whole love affair of a certain red hair who was both the front desk and teammate.In this comparison, his liking for Atobe seems insignificant.

Before U17, his perception of the Atobu was just the flamboyant head of the tennis department at the school next door.

After all, Li Haida had many problems of his own, and so did he.

After Yukimura was hospitalized, everyone in the main selection sequence breathed a sigh of relief.

Every swing, every shot, seems to be telling, "I want to win."

Thinking about it now, it is indeed a bit pathological to pursue something too much, so that it is often difficult to achieve the goal.But how can a 14-year-old think about such deep things?

Just want to win, there is no reason.

I just don't want to lose. Isn't this kind of thinking wrong?

The "past glory" is not the reason for their abnormality. Lihai University in tennis seems to have a glorious past, but looking at the whole Lihai University, the reason why the tennis department is famous is really more because of The outstanding looks of the main candidates.In terms of school, the football club and baseball club all have very good grades, the kendo department and judo department have not bad grades, and the bow and arrow department also has a lot of trophies and medals in the track and field department. The tennis department is just Lihai University " One of the outstanding sports club record".A club that doesn't even have a coach is just as important in school.If you are surprised by the various equipment in the tennis club...

Can Lihai be rich and powerful?

Willow Guan's funds are almost losing their hair.

The reason why they want to win is because the boy who once stood in front of them and led them two years ahead was even the youngest of them in terms of age, and fell in front of them in that way.

Caught off guard, people have no power to parry.

What can they do?

Can't do anything about it.

There are doctors for treatment, and it depends on Yukimura himself to adjust his emotions (they can't persuade him, Yukimura looks gentle, but he is very stubborn in his bones), and there are family members for daily care and concern, what they can do...

Is there only a little care as a "teammate" and "classmate"?

After much deliberation, the best gift is victory.

Besides, athletes, who doesn't want to win?

Whatever the Kanto competition or the national competition, you stop a person on the road who looks like he is going to participate in a middle school league with a tennis bag on his back and ask him if he wants to be a national champion. What do you think the answer will be?

Nioh never felt that their belief in Li Haida's pursuit of victory was wrong.

Maybe the process and method were a bit inappropriate, but that was the best result that teenagers of their age could achieve without the guidance of their elders.

In the end, he still lost to Qingxue.

Happy tennis?

They did not lose to Happy Tennis.

Obvious.

What made them fail was themselves.

Thinking of this, Nioh suddenly lost his appetite. He looked at the hamburger wrapped in wrapping paper on the tray he had just received, looked around and sat down in a corner.

He stuffed the straw into the glass, and the taste of the iced Coke traveled down his esophagus and into his stomach.

Nioh couldn't help frowning at the gas from the carbonated drink that he hadn't touched for a long time.

He turned his head, the night outside the glass window was not as bizarre as described on TV or on the Internet.

If you don't ignore the way of building and the people walking on the street, there is not much difference between the United States and Japan.

New York and Kanagawa are not much different either.

What happened to the sudden memory of the past?

He should not have the settings of "sentimental" and "nostalgia for the past".

Nioh thought for a while, resting his chin, and felt that this was probably caused by Yukimura's previous phone call.

Putting the two names Yukimura Seiichi and Atobe Keigo together, of course he can't help but think of the past with both laughter and regrets, sweat and tears.That long but short period of time was softly illuminated in memory, no matter how I recalled it, it seemed to be bathed in sunlight.Even those few games that made him worry about it back then, thinking about it now, there is only emotion left.

Time flies really fast.

And things that have changed over time... a lot.

Nioh suddenly felt a little lucky. At the age of 29, he still holds a racket and likes tennis.

There is no need to pursue whether this love is pure or not, at least when he is running on the court, he is still the Masaharu Nioh who is called a fraudster.

As for the 29-year-old Nioh, does he still like Keigo Atobe...

There is no comparison between these two things at all?