He is sick, I am the medicine

Jin Xun was brought to the interrogation room, Tan Zhihe put a cup of tea in front of him, and said quietly: "Jin Xun, I said the prison gate will be opened for you."

Jin Xun had a smile on his face, even though his hands were in handcuffs, his tone seemed to be in a friendly conversation: "Officer, I think this is all a misunderstanding."

Tan Zhihe picked up the book and slapped it on the table, staring at Jin Xun with burning eyes: "I found this book from your home, and it has a novel signed by Jiang Chaqing himself, but this book should not In your hands."

"Guan Wen, one of the suspects in the 2.4 case, once mentioned that Jiang Chaqing gave him a book signed by himself, but the book was taken away by a mysterious person, and the first page of your book has nothing but the signature. There is a sentence written by Jiang Chaqing, "To the dedicated courier", I now suspect that you are involved in the 2.4 case."

"This big hat is also put on my head. The police officer seems really eager to send me to prison." Jin Xun glanced at the book, "If I remember correctly, Guan Wen put the book in the courier bag How could I know that Jiang Chaqing gave him a book if I wasn't there, and if I had colluded with Guan Wen, it would be impossible to knock him unconscious and steal the book."

"Then how do you explain this book?" Tan Zhihe also felt very troubled, and if he wanted to catch Jin for trouble, he might only start with Jiang Chaqing, and he didn't know how Xiao Lin, who was in charge of him, was progressing.

Jin Xun said calmly: "This sentence is just a joke he wrote when he gave it to me, but he didn't name it and gave it to Guan Wen."

Tan Zhihe was helpless, he got up and said coldly: "You washed yourself very clean, but you can't justify the fact that you kidnapped Jiang Chaqing and illegally detained him, you can wait to go to jail!"

Tan Zhihe left the interrogation room, and when he walked to the corridor, he saw Xiao Lin running over. The ugly expression on the other side made him feel that something was wrong.

"Brother Tan, it's not good..." Xiao Lin stopped and panted heavily.

Tan Zhihe grabbed his shoulder and asked anxiously: "What's going on, did something happen to Jiang Chaqing?"

Xiao Lin shook his head, he calmed down and said, "He denied that Jin Xun had kidnapped and illegally detained him!"

Tan Zhihe's pupils constricted, he let go of Xiao Lin's shout, and strode towards the lounge. When he opened the door, he saw Jiang Chaqing sitting there quietly holding a water glass in both hands, and his face was very calm when he saw him.

It was so similar to Jin Xun, Tan Zhihe had this idea in an instant, two people, one kidnapper and one victim, actually acted like nothing happened afterwards.He laughed angrily, leaned against the wall and asked, "You said Jin Xun didn't kidnap you?"

Jiang Chaqing looked at him and felt that the hostile person in front of him was not like a police officer, but he still nodded: "Yes."

"You lied! You have been out of contact for two days, and you still have the shackles in the room, and you actually shielded a criminal?" Tan Zhihe couldn't believe it, he approached Jiang Chaqing and whispered, "Did you be threatened by him, don't worry , as long as you say it..."

"You're overthinking this officer," Jiang Chaqing interrupted him, holding his cup tightly, "I've lived alone for a long time, so it's not surprising that I haven't contacted anyone for a day or two. As for the shackles, they are between us as a couple. Fun, is there a problem?"

"..." Tan Zhihe had nothing to say. He picked up the book and put it in front of Jiang Chaqing, and said in a deep voice, "I don't understand what you are thinking. Do you know that this book has always been in his hands? He never He came here for you when he moved in from the very beginning, and his purpose is not pure!"

Jiang Chaqing felt that the water in the cup was getting cold, he glanced at the book and smiled, his indifferent eyes were amazed by this smile.

It turns out that this book was taken away by Jin Xun...

Many things are doomed from the beginning.

"This book was given to him by me."

……

Tan Zhihe uncuffed Jin Xun's handcuffs: "You can go."

Jin Xun moved his wrist, got up and said politely: "Thank you, police officer."

Tan Zhihe observed his expression and found that he was not very happy, so he raised his eyebrows and said, "Did you know the result early on?"

Jin Xun bent his lips and smiled: "I'm not a god who predicts everything. As for the reason, the police officer may know one day."

After Tan Zhihe finished speaking, he watched Jin Xun leave the interrogation room. He thumped the wall hard, his eyes full of unwillingness.

One day I will unravel the mysteries and arrest you!

It was a long time later that Tan Zhihe discovered Jin Xun's illness. At that time, he had matured a lot, and he also understood why Jin Xun could not be alarmed by any situation.

Because he is confident.

Accounting for the mental illness he suffers from, no matter what is found out, he will not be imprisoned or shot, but will only be sent to a mental hospital.But as long as he is alive, Jin Xun will always find a way out.

At that time, Tan Zhihe had nothing to do with Jin Xun other than pounding the table and scolding Jin Xun for being mean.

……

Jin Xun came out and questioned the other police officers and then walked towards the lounge. No matter how good at disguising he was, the joy in his heart was beyond words.He knew he had succeeded, and Jiang Chaqing still chose to protect him after he completely took off the mask of hypocrisy.

Jin Xun opened the door of the rest room but did not see Jiang Chaqing, only a policeman was inside. When he saw him, he handed him a book, which was the novel he had snatched from Guan Wen.

"Mr. Jiang said he was leaving, and told you not to try to find him. This book is what he left for you."

Jin Xun's pupils shrank slightly, and he took the book in a daze, his heart, which was still beating happily just now, fell into dead silence in an instant.He didn't even know how he got out of the police station, but just below the signature he gave to Guan Wen on the first page, he left a paragraph for him.

Jin Xun:

When you read this passage, I have already left, and I don't know where to go.

This book is our beginning, I admit that you won, and every time you rescued me desperately, I lost completely.

Sometimes I even doubt whether you are in love with me or simply want to control me, but when you risked your life to save me, I think the answer to this question is not the most important.

The most important thing is that you're okay, that's what I've always thought.

But I can't forgive myself for covering everything up.

Jin Xun read it many times, and suddenly he leaned on the steering wheel, his shoulders began to tremble faintly, his laughter changed from weak to strong, his expression could not be seen, only the back of his hand holding the novel showed ferocious veins.

It took him a long time to raise his head, revealing his deep eyes. He gently stroked the surface of the book cover, whispering affectionately as if to a lover: "You are so perfect..."

"I'll find you."

one year later.

The first thing Jiang Chaqing did after returning from out of town was to take a taxi to a local mental hospital.

"Son, I haven't seen you for many years," the doctor looked at Jiang Chaqing, "Does your coming here mean you've let go?"

Jiang Chaqing's face was pale. The smell of the hospital reminded him of many bad memories. He shook his head and chose to remain silent.

The doctor knew at a glance that Jiang Chaqing hadn't forgotten what happened back then. Although the record of this incident was erased for some reason, as the doctor in charge of Gu Xinrui, he was very clear about what happened back then.

Gu Xinrui fell in love with Jiang Chu, who was born in a scholarly family. The union of the two used to be a good story, and the family was even more complete after Jiang Chaqing was born.

But Gu Xinrui suffered from delusional disorder at the beginning, and once thought that Jiang Chu was unfaithful to her. This emotion was suppressed in her heart until one day it broke out.

She killed Jiang Chu in front of Jiang Chaqing.

A good story ended in tragedy.

Jiang Chaqing finally saw Gu Xinrui after many years. She was wearing a hospital gown and sitting on a chair reading a book. Unlike back then, her long hair became shoulder-length and short. She lost a lot of weight, but she was still elegant and beautiful.

Even though Gu Xinrui looked harmless, the medical staff still fixed her body on the chair before letting Jiang Chaqing in.

Gu Xinrui saw Jiang Chaqing's eyes light up for a moment, she was so excited that she wanted to get up but couldn't move because she was fixed, she raised the corner of her mouth: "Chaqing, you are here."

Jiang Chaqing's hand beside her could not help but tremble.His parents who have always been loving, but one day his mother stabbed his father with a knife with a smile, blood, distorted laughter, the original scene often became his nightmare.

From then on, he didn't like to laugh anymore, because he inherited Gu Xinrui's appearance, and when he smiled, it was as if he was brought into that horrible memory again.

Gu Xinrui frowned, looking very happy: "How have you been all these years?"

Jiang Chaqing looked up at her, and said sarcastically, "I'm alone and go with the crowd, do you think that's okay?"

"I'm sorry." Gu Xinrui apologized in a low voice, with pity for Jiang Chaqing in her eyes.

Jiang Chaqing was deeply stabbed by this look, he turned his head and didn't want to look at it again: "You were mentally ill, why didn't you treat it immediately?"

There seemed to be a gloomy light in Gu Xinrui's eyes, and she showed a forced smile: "It can't be cured... Both your father and I understand this fact."

Jiang Chaqing was stunned, then leaned weakly on the back of the chair with a gloomy expression.

If it was Jin Xun, would he kill himself one day?

The topic could not be continued here, Jiang Chaqing left the ward.

"Actually, your mother is also very pitiful. None of this is what she wanted." The doctor stood at the door of the room and saw everything, and couldn't help but speak well for Gu Xinrui.

"En." Jiang Cha responded lightly.

"You discovered the problem shortly after your parents were newly married, and came to confirm your mother's condition. At that time, she had you in her stomach." The doctor was full of emotion when he recalled the past, "Your father didn't care at all, Still treat your mother very well."

Jiang Chaqing was a little confused: "Isn't my father afraid?"

The doctor patted him on the shoulder: "I'm afraid, how could I not be afraid, but I think he is more afraid of losing this relationship than afraid of your mother's illness."

After coming out of the hospital, Jiang Chaqing went to the cemetery. The photo on the tombstone was a handsome middle-aged man. Looking at his father's face, his mind was full of scenes when the family was together. Tears couldn't stop from his eyes. Crazy off.

The cemetery was very quiet at this time. The afternoon sun shrouded Jiang Chaqing's body, and he suddenly calmed down. He understood his father's final choice.For the father, the mother's feelings are the most important thing compared to his own safety. He couldn't send his mother to the hospital for treatment, so he pretended nothing happened.

"Dad, I shouldn't blame Mom..."

"I don't intend to leave when I come back this time. I will visit my mother from time to time. Don't worry."

This year he traveled around, buying a gift every time he went to a place, and he put all the gifts in a box and prepared to give it to someone.

It's just that he didn't expect to receive a gift before he came back. Jiang Chaqing raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist, which was inlaid with a delicate silver border, and the hands under the dial made of sapphire were constantly turning.He still remembers that someone handed it to him when he got off the bus at the station, and when he took it out, he saw the 'p' printed on the bottom of the watch.

Footsteps came from behind, Jiang Chaqing turned around and saw Jin Xun, who hadn't changed anything in a year, still as handsome as when we first met, with a charming smile on his face.

Jiang Chaqing raised his hand and waved it. Jin Xun smiled even deeper when he saw the watch. His blue eyes seemed to be shattered with soft light, and he also raised his hand to reveal the same style of watch.

Jiang Chaqing walked over and hugged Jin Xun actively.

Jin Xun also gently hugged him back, but his movements could be called cautious. He was not afraid of being found out that he had killed people to take blood. To him, it was as natural as pouring water when he was thirsty.

It's just that taking it for granted made Jiang Chaqing suffer too much pain and struggle, while Jin Xun was distressed, he clearly felt that the vacancy in his heart had been filled.

Jiang Chaqing pressed against Jin Xun's chest, he could hear the other's violent heartbeat, and he could also feel his own beating heart.

"Come with me to see my mother some other day, she is the same as you..."

Jin Xun understood what Jiang Chaqing meant after only a brief moment of stupefaction, and also understood why Jiang Chaqing's attitude towards psychopaths was different from ordinary people.

He tightened his arms a little: "Okay."

"When my dad found out about my mom's illness, he didn't give up on her. Instead, they fell in love with each other even more..." Jiang Chaqing didn't talk about what happened later, "My dad and I made the same choice."

If one day your lover suffers from an incurable mental illness, will you leave him?

Jiang Chaqing smiled. Under the sun, his skin was almost white and glowing. Once the indifferent eyebrows and eyes were stretched, it was as if the cold armor had been removed from the whole body, leaving only the softest and most touching one.

Jiang Chaqing had an answer to this question.

"I am your medicine."