Little Gods

31

"Cry," Zhang Yuchuan held up Zhang Jinyan's face soaked in tears, and slowly kissed from forehead to chin, his movements were as soft as a flying feather, "in front of me, you don't have to suppress your emotions anymore. "

Zhang Jinyan calmly touched a paper drawer from the bedside table, took out two pieces of paper, wiped his tears and blew his nose.

This whole incident was beyond the range of his cognition, which shocked him and moved him, his chest seemed to be filled with something sour, and tears poured out of his eyes continuously.

Zhang Yuchuan wiped the corners of Zhang Jinyan's mouth with his fingers, and pointed upwards: "I like the way you smile, so you don't have to keep a straight face in the future."

"Hmm..." Zhang Jinyan finally calmed down a bit, sucked his nose, his eyes were a little dazed.

But I think I look better when I am cold and abstinent!Iceberg Beauty!

"You look good in everything." Zhang Yuchuan raised his hand and scratched his reddened nose.

because……

I'm already head over heels for you.

The cold heartbeat sounded a little colder than his usual voice, but it made Zhang Jinyan's ears turn red from the heat.

Zhang Yuchuan's dark eyes curved slightly, and he said with a smile: "If you can't say it in the future, just say it in your heart."

"Okay." Zhang Jinyan took a deep breath, as if he had known Zhang Yuchuan for the first time, carefully stroked his face, and looked at him carefully, "...so, actually, I met you when I was 11 years old .”

Zhang Yuchuan nodded: "That's right."

"I'm 23 now." Zhang Jinyan pinched Zhang Yuchuan's face very unhappy and asked, "Then why have you been here for so many years?"

Do you know how many tons of dog food I have eaten after being single for so many years!Um?

Zhang Yuchuan grabbed Zhang Jinyan's troublesome hand, sighed and said: "At that time, this body was still in a weak state. I kept it for a long time, and I went to find you after I was discharged from the hospital, but...you are not here."

In his memory, the little boy once hugged himself back home to withdraw money, so Zhang Yuchuan still remembered there.

It was an old residential building, the white walls of the corridor were covered with clumsy graffiti, and the dark security door of Zhang Jinyan's house was painted with bright red paint.

——"It is only natural to pay back debts!"

——"If you don't pay back the money, the whole family will die!"

And there was no one in the house.

"I heard from others that you moved to avoid debts, and then I went there many times, until the house moved in to a new tenant, I still went to see if I had nothing to do, and the alley where I met you, but... "Zhang Yuchuan fixedly stared at him.

Next to the bluestone slab that I lay on when I was dying, there is a large water tank that I don’t know who put it there. There are water lilies floating on the water surface, and there is a vague statue at the bottom of the tank. I don’t know what kind of god it is. Coins were scattered around the statue.

Passers-by throw it in casually, and make a wish after throwing it in.

The family is prosperous, the studies are going smoothly, and you are safe and healthy...

The boy in the high school uniform would always come here to stand for a while after school, with his arms in his arms, with a cold expression on his face, and when he was about to leave, he would imitate those humans and throw a coin into the jar.

I want to meet him again...

The rain from the corner of the eaves dripped into the water tank, and it fell year after year. Spring and autumn came, and the water lilies bloomed and then failed, but the little boy never appeared again.

"...I remember," Zhang Jinyan said in anger as the confusion in Zhang Jinyan's eyes flashed away, and he clenched his fists. "During that time, my dad owed gambling debts and ran away by himself, leaving the three of us behind."

Later, this family of orphans and widows was so entangled by local hooligans who came to ask for debts that they couldn't bear it. They took all their belongings and took the train to other cities overnight.

At that time, Zhang Yuchuan was still recuperating in bed in the hospital.

A few years later, the turmoil subsided. Zhang Jinyan's mother remarried and returned to the original city with her second husband. Neither the house he rented in childhood nor the alley he passed by on his way to school every day left him with any warm memories, so he never went back once.

"If I'm like you, I'll go back and have a look." Zhang Jinyan sighed with regret, "Then maybe we could have known each other a few years earlier."

Zhang Yuchuan shook his head, his eyes were full of doting: "I am satisfied to meet you again, that day Lin Fu brought Mr. Su to find me, and you followed behind, I knew as soon as you spoke in my heart... It’s just that I was afraid to scare you, so I didn’t say it.”

Zhang Jinyan immediately began to recall the first words he slandered when he first met Zhang Yuchuan.

Zhang Yuchuan let out a meaningful laugh, and repeated in a serious manner: "What you said in your heart at the time was...'appeared, the legendary male number two who is incompatible with the male number one, and then this President Zhang will involuntarily Attracted by our little white flower, and madly in love with him.'”

"...You don't have to repeat it every single word!" Zhang Jinyan was so ashamed that he wanted to get under the bed!

Damn it, the predestined reunion looks like this! ?

"For a long time, the reason why I haven't given up searching is out of the desire to repay my kindness. I want to do something for you, give you money, status, and everything you want, but when I really do it again Seeing you, I feel..." Zhang Yuchuan held up Zhang Jinyan's face that was so red that it was about to burn, his eyes flashed with a "playful" light that was as precise as a textbook, "Those are not enough, I will give myself to you."

Zhang Jinyan's heart trembled.

"You are so cute." Zhang Yuchuan repeated Zhang Jinyan's words again, "I can't help being attracted to you, and I'm madly in love with you."

Zhang Jinyan covered his face in dismay: ...

When this kind of overbearing president's classic lines are used on himself, it's really embarrassing ahhhhhhhhhh!

Zhang Yuchuan, whose bad taste was fully satisfied, rubbed Zhang Jinyan's hair, and said, "So some time ago, I invited Lin Fu to my hot spring villa for vacation, and encouraged him to bring his assistants and excellent employees of the company as benefits... Later, I I found out that you like that novel, and you often fantasize that those plots will happen to you..." Zhang Yuchuan emphasized his tone, and said slowly, "So, I will let those plots really happen to you."

"...No wonder." Zhang Jinyan was stunned, and plunged into Zhang Yuchuan's arms with red eyes, letting the cold and gentle breath surround him.

It is no coincidence that all dreams come true.

The curve of fate in the long time seems to be scattered, but it has its own determination, and the power of a single thought has made it intertwined into a brocade.

"We wasted many years, and we will never be separated again." Zhang Yuchuan bowed his head and kissed Zhang Jinyan's hair.

"...Okay." Zhang Jinyan nodded vigorously, still regretting the years without reunion.

How sad it is to be a single dog for so many years!

Because I haven't been able to find a suitable boyfriend, I can only eat dog food and watch the couples around me show their affection every day. People in their 20s have just given their first kiss!

When thinking about that or something, I can only masturbate to the male celebrity, and I'm almost suffocating!state!up!ah!

Give me back my sex life! ! !

Suddenly, Zhang Yuchuan's breath darkened: ...

Zhang Jinyan: ...

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"You didn't hear anything just now." Zhang Jinyan hurriedly covered Zhang Yuchuan's ears.

After a moment of silence, Zhang Yuchuan said coldly: "It's late, which male star?"

"I forgot!" Zhang Jinyan waved his hands wildly, and a certain sexual fantasy object before he met Zhang Yuchuan involuntarily appeared in his mind.

——A male star who takes the masculine route.

As soon as this matter was mentioned, Zhang Jinyan couldn't help recalling the super-sized photo book he secretly hid in the cabinet before, as well as the stack of posters of the male star.

A photo of swimming trunks with eight-pack abs, bronzed skin covered with drops of water, and a masculine resolute face...

I'm bah, bah, bah, hurry up, ah, ah, ah!my brain!I order you to stop remembering immediately!

However, once something like a memory is called out, it is difficult to plug it back...

Zhang Yuchuan's face became darker and darker: "You have to look through that photo album every day before going to bed?"

Zhang Jinyan immediately wanted to knock himself out with a punch: ...

"You even kissed his poster." Zhang Yuchuan raised his eyebrows.

"I've already lost the photobook," Zhang Jinyan explained with a red face, "I don't like him for a long time, and the posters are all sold as waste paper."

After finishing speaking, Zhang Jinyan's brain once again called out another memory against the wishes of its master——

The reason why I sold the photobook and posters of the masculine macho is because I fell in love with another male star with an iceberg face who is ascetic...

"It's not like that!" Zhang Jinyan thumped his head and lied, "I just like it a little... I only slept with his pillow once."

In fact, I hugged and slept for a month...

Fuck ah ah ah ah brain!Brain stop me!You are getting more and more presumptuous!

Zhang Jinyan felt that tonight he might have used up all the shame in the rest of his life in one go, and he was so ashamed that he was numb.

Well, nothing in this world can make me feel ashamed anymore...

I am the man standing at the top of the pyramid of shame!

Shame の king!

Zhang Yuchuan said coldly: "These two stars are not as good looking as me."

"Of course not as good-looking as you!" Zhang Jinyan almost burst into tears.

Zhang Yuchuan interrogated expressionlessly: "Have you ever imagined what to do with them?"

"It's nothing, just imagine holding hands at most." Zhang Jinyan resisted desperately, and his brain had already started frantically recalling memories to betray the owner...

One minute later, Zhang Yuchuan's jealousy almost flooded the room: "Zhang Jinyan, you are finished."

So in the next second, Zhang Jinyan burst into tears and was roughly pushed down on the bed by Zhang Yuchuan!

I'm sorry, my husband, I was wrong, can't I never think of others again? I just want to!think!and!Already ah ah ah ah ah!