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Bai Xiaoyu disappeared?

Zheng Ze was a little surprised at first, but when he turned his head and found that Yu Yixin, who should have been more worried, was just pursing his lips, he frowned.Although the other party was a little surprised, his expression was restrained very well. Apart from a little worry in his eyes, he didn't show any more emotions. Such a foil made him even more nervous.

Zheng Ze frowned, feeling that Bai Xiaoyu's disappearance must be related to Yu Yixin, as for the reason...

Shaking his head, Zheng Ze asked, "So you are going out to find him now?"

"Yes." The bodyguard nodded and said, "I have already sent someone to search in the villa, but they haven't found it yet, so we are going to search along the way down the mountain."

Zheng Ze nodded and said, "Have you notified Mr. Ye?"

Although Bai Xiaoyu is not an important person, this disappearance is probably just a wayward play of temper, but people are always missing in the villa, and Ye Zichen should express his affection and reason.

It's just that the current Ye Zichen definitely doesn't want to be disturbed.

So Zheng Ze was not surprised to see the bodyguard shaking his head, with a helpless expression on his face: "I can't get in touch with Mr. Ye."

Zheng Ze understood the meaning in an instant, coughed lightly and said, "Don't look for him, I'll arrange it. You look around the villa, maybe he's hiding somewhere, if you can't find him again, send him people to expand the scope of the search.”

The bodyguard froze for a moment after hearing Zheng Ze's words. He turned his head to look at Zheng Jiyu, and nodded after getting the other party's definite answer. He thanked, "Then please trouble Master Zheng."

"You're welcome." Zheng Ze knew who this thank you represented, so he accepted it without saying much.

If he didn't know about this matter, Zheng Ze could sit on the sidelines and see if Bai Xiaoyu could "create" flowers. Anyway, whether Xiao Bailian died or lived had nothing to do with him. out of his eyes.

But since he met him head-on at this time, he couldn't act as if nothing happened.Although he doesn't like Bai Xiaoyu very much, but he is still his younger brother.

After getting help from Zheng Ze, the bodyguards quickly moved around the villa and began to search for it.

Zheng Jiyu was getting old, so he had to wait in the room for news.

After such a delay, Yu Yixin didn't get what he said, but he didn't give up and followed Zheng Ze all the way to the hall.

On the day Zheng Ze came, Qi Shaofeng had already explained that his people could be called at any time, so Zheng Ze didn't delay much, and immediately summoned all the available manpower in the villa.

But after searching a lot, almost searching the entire villa, even the leisure area at the back, there was still no sign of Bai Xiaoyu.

Bai Xiaoyu is only 18, and without a driver's license, he can't drive, so he can only walk on foot. It's only been two hours since he disappeared, so even if he wants to run, he can't get anywhere.

So after a little consideration, Zheng Ze made a decisive decision: "Call and block the surrounding roads, and make sure that no vehicles are allowed to go down the mountain. Then leave a few people to continue searching in the villa. One person will be the liaison officer in the lobby, and the rest will be in pairs. A couple, follow the mountain road and search slowly, and report the news immediately. It’s raining again in the middle of the night, and he can’t go anywhere without a car, and it’s impossible to go far.”

Everyone nodded, and the search direction was quickly assigned, and the carpet search started again.

After almost everyone left, Zheng Ze sighed and walked towards the parking lot.But after he walked a few steps, he found that something was wrong, and when he turned his head, he saw Yu Yixin standing there without moving.

After a busy day, his energy had already collapsed to a certain extent, and he was a little annoyed that he couldn't find anyone, so he was not too gentle when facing Yu Yixin: "What are you doing there, being a wallflower?"

Hearing Zheng Ze call Yu Yixin to step forward and walk in front of him, but he didn't explain, just shook his head lightly and said: "No."

"Then don't be in a daze, let's help find someone together." Zheng Ze continued after a pause: "You have something to say, it's inconvenient to be crowded here, so you have to say something on the way."

After speaking, he ignored Yu Yixin's reaction and walked straight towards the parking lot.Yu Yixin was two or three seconds late, looking at Zheng Ze's receding back with lowered eyes, and then followed.

He wanted to talk to Zheng Ze, so he sat in the co-pilot's seat.

Before driving, Zheng Ze glanced at the frowning young man, didn't bother to think about his little thoughts, and started the car directly.

The mountain road was rugged and it was raining. Yu Yixin was worried that it would affect Zheng Ze's driving, so although he talked on the road, he kept silent.

All the way in silence, the two drove slowly to the foot of the mountain. After searching around and finding no one, they turned back and drove towards the mountain villa.

When we got to the half-mountain road, the rain that had been raining all day finally seemed to stop.The sound of the rain gradually became smaller, although it was still falling continuously, but it was no longer ferocious.

Zheng Ze found a place with a good view and stopped the car, waiting for Yu Yixin to speak.But the engine was turned off for a while, and the other party had no intention of taking action. Zheng Ze had no choice but to speak first: "Okay, there's no one here, so let's talk about what you want to say before talking about it."

Yu Yixin still pursed his lips, staring straight at Zheng Ze.

Seeing his hesitant expression, Zheng Ze felt restless, and opened the door to leave.This time Yu Yixin stopped him before he opened the door, and said a little puzzled: "You don't have to do this."

"How to do it?" Seeing that Yu Yixin had no intention of letting go, Zheng Ze simply stopped his hand to open the door, looked at him with his arms crossed, and said with a picky chin: "There is no need to pretend to be a good person to find your little brother Xiao Yu, or it is not necessary to bother everyone. Do all this superficial stuff, huh?"

Yu Yixin frowned, as if he was very dissatisfied with Zheng Ze's self-deprecating tone: "Don't say that, you know that's not what I meant."

"I'm not interested in knowing what you mean. I just know that this is my friend's territory, and I don't want to embarrass my friend."

Yu Yixin didn't know that the villa still had Qi Shaofeng's shares, but when he saw Zheng Jiyu yesterday afternoon, he wanted to give Ye Zichen a bit of a nudge, so he directly regarded it as Ye's private property.Therefore, Zheng Ze's friend was referring to Qi Shaofeng, but he misunderstood it as Ye Zichen.

The feeling for Ye Zichen and Yu Yixin is very subtle, he knows that the other party is not interested in Zheng Ze, but every time the two get close, he always has an inexplicable sense of crisis, this feeling makes him always worried and restless.

Yu Yixin didn't speak, and Zheng Ze didn't bother to talk to him. He opened the door and wanted to get out of the car, but he didn't want to be stopped by Yu Yixin again.

Zheng Ze finally got impatient, and roared, "What the hell are you going to do? Tell me what you have to say, I am annoyed by such a beating heart!"

He shouldn't be running around looking for someone in the middle of the night with nothing to do. It's better to sleep in the room with his head covered, than to play with this stupid thing here.

Yu Yixin has always had a good temper, except for the time yesterday afternoon when he was forced to swear and swear, he endured it patiently the rest of the time.So at this moment, he didn't have a trace of anger, he just looked into Zheng Ze's eyes seriously, and after a long time, he slowly opened his mouth and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

The sound was so soft that it was almost lost in the pattering rain, but Zheng Ze heard it clearly.

Zheng Ze twitched in his heart, curled his lips and said, "You don't need to apologize for your ignorant brother."

"It's not for him, I'm representing myself." Yu Yixin sighed and said, "Xiaoyu is already an adult, and she should have her own considerations when doing things. My apology is because of what happened before. I shouldn't get angry at you, and I shouldn't I shouldn't scold you."

"If it's for that, forget it." After all, what Zheng Ze himself did was not authentic.

"No, an apology is necessary. I went back and thought about it. I was wrong. I didn't consider you from your point of view. After all, no one can accept those things." He used "those things" to refer to what Zheng Jiyu did A series of disgusting things also referred to Bai Xiaoyu's various inappropriate words and deeds.This kind of reference is very subtle, as if deliberately avoiding those heavy topics.

Zheng Ze was powerless: "You've come up with these things in the middle of the fucking night, it's really... Damn."

Yu Yixin laughed at the scolding of "Damn", and the embarrassing anger that was originally a little bit was diluted like this.

He looked sideways at Zheng Ze, like an old friend reunited after a long time, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said lightly: "Zheng Ze, do you want to know why I broke up with you at that time?"

The question was asked a bit abruptly, and the topic was changed a bit abruptly. Zheng Ze was taken aback for a moment before uttering two words: "I don't want to."

"But I want to tell you." Yu Yixin took a deep breath and said, "Actually, it's not because I don't love you enough, nor because I want to put you off, but because I trust you too much."

Zheng Ze snorted coldly: "Believe that I won't kill you, or believe that I really have no fucking heart?"

"Neither, I believe that you can solve this problem. I subconsciously think that people like you who are used to it must be able to accept such a result, and feel that even if there are any problems, you can resist. But I forgot Even though you look tough and heartless on the outside, you have experienced many things that I have never experienced at my age, but after all, you are an ordinary person, you also have feelings, you will also be sad, and you may move over." His eyes were gentle, When I looked at Zheng Ze with deep apology, "So this sorry is to apologize for all the actions I did without considering it from your perspective. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be self-righteous, and I shouldn't make decisions for you .”

Although things happened for a reason, even though he was also coerced, but if he was wrong, he was wrong.He admitted his mistake, although it was too late to say this now.

Zheng Ze was stunned, looking at those bottomless eyes, he covered his eyes in some embarrassment.

In this way, he actually owed Yu Yixin an "I'm sorry".Because he was the same, never considered him from Yu Yixin's point of view.Because he had died once, he had no choice, no retreat, he gave up communication, gave up any opportunity to communicate, and only insisted on implementing his own plan.

He accepted death, so even if he did something wrong, he would not explain it, let alone pray for forgiveness like Yu Yixin.

But taking a step back, at the beginning of this story, why was it not me who was wrong?

What would Yu Yixin's life have been like if he hadn't met himself, and hadn't been coerced and lured by him?

Zheng Ze had never thought about it, nor did he dare to think about it.At this point, it is hard to tell who is more at fault.

He is not a person who regrets and introspects. He always thinks that a mistake is a mistake. He can make mistakes, or try to make up for it, but he must not regret it, because that is what the weak will do.

But this time he really regretted a little, maybe he really didn't hate it, so he could reflect on his previous mistakes so calmly.

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

"I, actually..." Zheng Ze was about to say something, but suddenly heard a strange noise, and when he looked up, he saw a vague figure standing not far from the front of the car.

Zheng Ze was startled, and hastily turned on the headlights.The headlights of the searchlight were projected into the distance, and Zheng Ze took a closer look, but he did not expect that the person was Bai Xiaoyu who had been missing for a long time.

The author has something to say:

In fact, Yu Gong also has some qualities: he has a good temper, is patient, polite, and has the courage to admit his mistakes.

Didn't Mr. Zheng also boast that he was so polite when we broke up.

And when Mr. Zheng was in Ruili New Village, Gong also protected him. When Mr. Zheng cursed people, he just said lightly, ah, don't swear...

Thinking about it this way, Yu Gong is just like a child, the kind who listens to his mother.

It's just that he's a bit indecisive, and he knows it himself, so the analysis here is just the beginning.

PS, this is really not to blackmail Mr. Zheng for the purpose of whitewashing. Mr. Zheng actually has a psychological problem. The previous article has always hinted at it, but it is just comparing Yugong’s mistakes and other problems that have been covered up.

Everyone may wish to assume that if Mr. Zheng didn't like Yu Yixin, what would happen to them?