After Amnesia [Ye Kai X Fu Hongxue]

"Do you know why your name is Hongxue?"

"Because the snow was red when you were born, it was dyed red by your father's blood, so you have to remember that the only thing you have to do in this life is revenge!"

Who is talking, he mentioned Hongxue, is he talking to me?My name is Hongxue too.But I don't want revenge, I'm too tired, I just want to sleep well.

But why does that voice keep ringing in my ears?

"Revenge...revenge...revenge..."

Ah~~~~God, please let me go, I'm really tired!

mother, mother...

Fu Hongxue slept extremely unsteadily, waving one hand in the air, as if trying to drive something away, and his body twitched once or twice, as if enduring great pain.

"Fu Hongxue, Fu Hongxue? Axue?" Ye Kai grasped Fu Hongxue's palm waving in mid-air, his worry and anxiety could no longer be concealed in his voice.

The person in his arms was sweating continuously from the forehead, the wet hair stuck to the temples and cheeks, and the face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, which made Ye Xin feel very painful. He could no longer maintain the calmness of the past. He stroked Fu Hongxue's frown, as if doing so would make the person in his arms feel better.

Until now, Ye Kai still has lingering fears.

He is not a person with extroverted emotions, and he thinks that no matter what he encounters, he can deal with it calmly, which is also the way Master has always taught him.

However, the moment he saw Fu Hongxue collapsed in the corner, his face so pale that it was almost transparent, and his body shrank slightly in pain, he couldn't help being shocked and frightened.It was even worse than when Fu Hongxue was rescued half a month ago.

At that time, even if he saw Fu Hongxue dragging his heavy steps, spitting blood and falling down in front of him, he would not be afraid.

Because he knew that no matter what kind of sadness and pain he experienced, Fu Hongxue would stand up.

Because, in his heart, Fu Hongxue has always been a stubborn existence that no setback or anyone can defeat.

However, at this time, Fu Hongxue who had lost his memory, Fu Hongxue who had forgotten that he knew martial arts, seemed to have suddenly broken the hard shell that had been protecting him, leaving only the soft inside, so fragile.So fragile that it doesn't even have the strength to resist the disease.

It seemed that any slight injury at this time might cause Fu Hongxue to fall down and never get up again.

He would be worried about his master and his friends. He was also worried when Ding Linglin was occasionally injured before, but he had never been so worried or scared like this time.

Ye Kai found it incredible that he and Fu Hongxue hadn't known each other for a long time, and the two hadn't even gotten along well. He had always followed Fu Hongxue's footsteps, watching him indifferently kill people, and then be hunted down by others.

He didn't even know when his bond with Fu Hongxue had become so deep, so deep that he was afraid that he would lose him at any time.

The time he really got along with him was only half a month.

The person in his arms groaned subconsciously, as if he was suppressing the pain coming from deep inside his body.

Ye Kai snapped back to his senses, looking worriedly at Fu Hongxue who was dripping with cold sweat.I don't know what happened to him in his sleep, his pale face was full of pain.

Although he had known for a long time that Fu Hongxue was suffering from a persistent illness, Ye Kai still felt unspeakable pain seeing him fall ill again.The clasped palms felt the occasional unconscious twitch of the person in his arms, and Ye Kai felt his heart constrict along with it.

This is a feeling he has never had before, strange, yet unable to control himself.

Ye Kai couldn't even imagine how he would get through every illness before he met Fu Hongxue. He was always alone, and even if he got sick, he could only bear it silently.No one was by his side, maybe he just left quietly like this one time when he got sick.

He knows that if a person is surrounded by hatred all day long, then he will not be happy.He knew that Fu Hongxue lived a very painful life, and that there was only revenge and endless darkness in his life.

Although the truth has been revealed now, Ye Kai will never forget the back view of Fu Hongxue leaving when he knew the truth.That was ten times more painful than the pain and torture he had suffered for revenge.He knew that Fu Hongxue would rather never know the truth, so maybe he could feel better.

Ye Kai couldn't help thinking, if their identities hadn't been switched back then, would his fate be the same as Fu Hongxue's now, living in a world of hatred forever and never seeing the light again?

All of this was supposed to be borne by him, but Fu Hongxue was made to bear all these misfortunes for 19 years.

Ye Kai himself has a sad past that he cannot tell. He also bears the hatred of his parents. Fortunately, thanks to the upbringing and guidance of his teacher Li Xunhuan, he does not get bogged down in the road of revenge.At this time, compared with Fu Hongxue's physical and psychological pain, he could be said to be living in heaven.

How far does a person have to go to endure such extreme pain?

Why did God let this lonely and pitiful person suffer from this disease?

Ye Kai couldn't figure it out, all he had in his heart was boundless pain, as if those tortures were imposed on him.

"Cold, so cold..."

Fu Hongxue in his sleep murmured unconsciously, relying on instinct to move towards the only heat source around him, Ye Kai once again held Fu Hongxue's body tightly, and the endless internal force passed through the clasped palms, gradually It warmed Fu Hongxue's limbs and bones, and also made him gradually stop shaking.

Ye Kai regretted that he didn't come back in time last night and was not by Fu Hongxue's side when he fell ill.

The last time Fu Hongxue fainted and lost his memory was because he was stimulated, but that time he was never as worried as he is now.

He had always known that Fu Hongxue was a strong person, and it was because of his strength that he was able to bear the pain that ordinary people could not bear.So he knew that no matter when, no matter what happened, Fu Hongxue could live with his back straight and would not fall down.

However, that was just Fu Hongxue before he lost his memory.

Fu Hongxue, who came back to life again, seemed to be a completely different person. Not only did he lose his memory, but he also lost the indifference that he had always kept away from others.Ye Kai was naturally delighted with such a change, but at the same time he couldn't stop worrying, whether Fu Hongxue, who was like an ordinary person, could bear the inhuman pain and torture again and again?

When Fu Hongxue woke up again, it was already daylight.

He was awakened by the chirping of birds.

At that time, a few rays of morning light shone in through the half-closed door, although it was not very bright, it still brought this small wooden house back to life, and it was no longer dark and dead at night.

Fu Hongxue sighed softly, and finally came back to life.

He sat up with his arms propped up, the heart-wrenching feeling from last night was gone, and his whole body was just a little sore and weak.It was much better than the time he woke up half a month ago.Even Fu Hongxue was amazed at his recovery ability.

Could it be that the body is already immune because of the many times of coma?

Fu Hongxue vaguely felt that it was not accidental that he fainted repeatedly.A well-behaved person would not faint at the first word, but the body doesn't know if there is a hidden disease that he doesn't know about.

Just as he was thinking secretly in his heart, the door was pushed open from the outside at this moment.

Immediately the whole cabin lit up.

Then he saw Ye Kai in white.

Standing against the light at the door, a faint layer of morning light shrouded his body, as if it had fallen from the sky, and it seemed that he was always there.

It turned out that he did not abandon me.

Fu Hongxue felt an inexplicable warmth in his heart, his eyes flashed, and he just silently looked at the person standing at the door.

Ye Kai met Fu Hongxue's gaze, but his heart skipped a beat.

Perhaps even Fu Hongxue himself didn't know how soft and dependent he was looking at Ye Kai at this moment, with his recovery from a serious illness.Totally no longer the indifference and ruthlessness of the past.

Walking slowly to the bed, Ye Kai tried his best to suppress the surging emotions in his heart, lifted the hem of his robe, as if he was afraid of disturbing Fu Hongxue, and sat gently on the edge of the bed.

"You're awake, are you feeling well?" Ye Kai asked softly, his slender fingers brushed away the slightly messy hair on Fu Hongxue's cheeks, and when he withdrew his hand, he touched his forehead.The skin of the tentacles is warm, not as cold as last night.

Fu Hongxue didn't speak, but just shook his head upon hearing this.

Ye Kai finally let go of his heart, but he was at a loss for such a silent Fu Hongxue.

I still remember every time I met Fu Hongxue in the border town, he seemed to be quite rude, and he never cared about his own image.Wearing coarse clothes and shoes with bare toes, talking loudly and drinking in large bowls, and sometimes not taking a bath for a long time... Even Lu Xiaojia couldn't stand him, and even gave Ye Kai 5000 taels of silver to ask him to take a bath.

At that time, Fu Hongxue cherished words like gold, was as cold as ice, and showed no regard for anyone.But Ye Kai at that time seemed to like teasing such a Fu Hongxue very much.

Perhaps it was these two extreme personalities that made him have strange feelings for Fu Hongxue from the first time he saw him.Afterwards, they kept chasing after Fu Hongxue.

Ye Kai thought, although he was not slovenly at that time, he was not as cautious as he is now.It seems that since Fu Hongxue lost his memory, he has become more fond of packing up.Not only did he tidy up his hair, but he also changed his clothes frequently. Although they were still coarse linen clothes, they were still very different from their previous scruffy appearance.

If a friend saw him like this at this time, maybe he would inevitably laugh at him.You must know that Ye Kai was never so particular in front of anyone before.

Ye Kai didn't know whether his subconscious change was good or bad. He just vaguely felt that the usual way of doing things in the past seemed inappropriate for the current Fu Hongxue. going to be sick.

It took a while to hear Ye Kai say again: "Are you hungry, I made porridge, can I get you a bowl?"

Fu Hongxue didn't really want to eat. He didn't have much appetite when he just woke up. He was still weak and had no sense of security, so he frowned slightly and said, "I'm not hungry right now. Can I eat when I'm hungry later?"

He was about to lift his legs to get out of the bed while talking, maybe he moved a little faster, the arms supporting the edge of the bed felt a little weak for a while, and his head was a little dizzy, if Ye Kai hadn't helped him in time, he would definitely have fallen out of bed.

"Axue, are you alright?" Ye Kai kept Fu Hongxue steady in time, and asked worriedly.

Fu Hongxue leaned against Ye Kai halfway to gather his composure, then raised his head and said, "I'm fine, I was just a little dizzy just now, much better now."

"You," Ye Kai shook his head while supporting Fu Hongxue to sit down at the only small table in the wooden house, and said, "You haven't eaten since last night, and you just woke up from a serious illness. How can you do anything without eating?" ?”

Seeing that Fu Hongxue didn't speak, Ye Kai continued to coax him: "Hey, eat a little more, and drink the medicine after the porridge is finished. Huh?"

Looking at the tired-looking man in front of him, Fu Hongxue couldn't bear to brush off his kindness, so he nodded.

After eating the porridge and drinking the medicine, Ye Kai rinsed Fu Hongxue's mouth with water, and then he felt his strength slowly returning, and his energy was much better than before.

Ye Kai was still drinking and did not eat porridge.

Fu Hongxue couldn't help asking, "Do you like drinking very much?"

It's no wonder he asked this question, Ye Kai drank almost every day in the past ten days with Ye Kai.He had drank it before, but he only felt that the wine was pungent and spicy. Compared with the food, it was really something delicious.But looking at Ye Kai again, you will feel that he is very fond of wine, and sometimes it is not uncommon for him to drink without eating.

Ye Kai was taken aback by Fu Hongxue's question, and suddenly remembered that in Xiao Bieli's tavern, when the two met for the first time, he asked Fu Hongxue to invite him to drink but was rejected by the other party.

Ye Kai smiled slightly and said: "I can't say whether I like it or not, maybe I'm just used to it, sometimes it's good to get drunk."

Fu Hongxue said, "Habit? Have you been drinking since you were a child?"

Ye Kai nodded, and explained again: "My master has been soaking in wine jars for many years. I have learned from him since I was a child, but I have learned a little bit of his love for drinking."

When he said this, he seemed to think of something, his face became worried, and his voice lowered: "I don't know how the old man is doing, Master. Is his health getting worse after I have been out for so long?"

Maybe it's time to go back and see Master.

It was rare to hear Ye Kai mention something about himself, and Fu Hongxue was still quite curious.

"You still have a master?"

"Of course!"

"What kind of person is your master?"

"He is the greatest person in the world," Ye Kai finally smiled again, but his tone became solemn and respectful, and said: "He is a truly well-deserved hero!"

Naturally, Fu Hongxue didn't quite understand the meaning of the word "hero", but he was affected by Ye Kai's extremely solemn tone and adoring expression, and couldn't help but wonder what kind of a master Ye Kai could value so much.

Ye Kai finally put down his wine glass, looked at Fu Hongxue who looked much better after drinking the medicine, and said, "You just finished eating, let's go for a walk to digest food."

Fu Hongxue supported the table and stood up. Ye Kai wanted to step forward to help, but seeing that although he was limping, his steps were steady, he let him go.

Even with amnesia, he was still that stubborn Fu Hongxue after all.

The two walked towards the woods in front of the wooden house one after the other.

After all, it was due to illness, plus the inconvenience of legs and feet, Fu Hongxue felt a little exhausted after walking for a short distance, so he had no choice but to support the trunk of the tree and stop.

Ye Kai sensed his strangeness, pointed to a smooth bluestone not far in front of him and said, "Let's go sit there."

Fu Hongxue saw Ye Kai pick up the dry leaves scattered on the ground and spread a thick layer on the stone slab, and then helped him to sit down, and couldn't help feeling a little warm in his heart.

Thinking that he was still wondering whether Ye Kai left him and went straight last night, but he didn't expect to see the person who made him feel inexplicably relieved when he opened his eyes this morning, it felt somewhat strange.

Ye Kai did not sit on the stone slab with Fu Hongxue, but sat casually on the open space in front of him.Slightly raised his head, looked at Fu Hongxue's still pale cheeks, thought for a moment before saying, "Axue, may I take you to see my master?"

Hearing that Fu Hongxue neither nodded nor shook his head, he just asked Ye Kaidao: "Why do you want to see your master? Are you going back?"

He simply didn't know how to answer Ye Kai's question. Where would he go after meeting Ye Kai's master?

The question that was entangled in my mind last night jumped out again.

"Ye Kai, you said we knew each other before, so do I have any other relatives?" Fu Hongxue's tone was light, and he couldn't hear much expectation. It seemed that he was just asking casually, but Ye Kai felt his heart tremble.

He was also asking himself, does Fu Hongxue have relatives?

The only mother who used to be only regarded him as a pawn for revenge. When the truth came out, even the mother who had no trace of warmth was no longer his.

He is really an orphan who doesn't know who his parents are.

Suppressing the strange bitterness in his heart, Ye Kai tightly grasped Fu Hongxue's thin and fair palm, his upturned face was full of unconcealable pity, and he said softly: "Axue, from now on, I, Ye Kai, will be Your loved ones!"

Fu Hongxue was obviously taken aback when he heard Ye Kai's words, but after a while he realized that he really didn't even have a single relative in this world.His heart felt a little empty, and he didn't feel anything else. Perhaps it was related to amnesia, Fu Hongxue thought to himself, he even forgot the sad feeling.

Sensing that Ye Kai's fingers were gently rubbing his palm, Fu Hongxue raised his eyes to meet Ye Kai's warm gaze, and felt much more at ease in an instant. There was also a faint smile, and said, "Okay!"