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Xu Yi's question was like a thunderbolt in summer, which exploded in the calm sky filled with dark clouds.Shen Qing's tinnitus was so loud that he couldn't remember what he answered at that time, only the indistinguishable but long-lasting murmur remained in his brain, beep, beep, beep——

Like a kind of alarm bell.

Shen Qing didn't live in the dormitory that night, and asked for leave temporarily, saying it was a sudden situation.She began to be able to handle lies with ease, no matter whether the person in charge of the program group believed it or not, he always gave her a bad face.Anyway, just go out for one night.

Zhao Shi drove the car and waited for her at the gate of the recording location. He was definitely not a serious driver. He was afraid of the sun at night, so he pulled down the car's sunscreen and hid in the black In the shadow of him, one hand is holding the steering wheel, the other hand is flicking the reflector, and he is tidying up his makeup in front of the mirror.

Zhao Shi heard the car door being opened, and Shen Qing sat in, feeling a low air pressure that no one was familiar with hitting him.He didn't turn his head back, and was still struggling with his eyebrows. Zhao Shi was not satisfied with the eyebrows he drew today.He always felt that the lines were not smooth enough, and the two sides were too asymmetrical.Zhao Shi looked at the mirror and said, "Did you mess it up?"

Shen Qing looked out of the window with his head turned away, his eyes were gloomy, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Zhao Shi finally gave up messing with his eyebrows, and there was really no way to make any changes.He sighed, wanted to curse, but thought that the eyebrows were melted by himself, and if he should scold, he should also scold himself, so he swallowed the words and asked Shen Qing, "Where are you going?"

Shen Qing leaned on the back of the car, put her hands by the window, the window was open, the wind was blowing in, and the smell of night was lingering at the tip of her nose.She said, "The bar."

Zhao Shi finally raised his eyebrows, and looked at Shen Qing through the mirror in surprise, "Did you really mess it up?"

Shen Qing doesn't like to drink, this is well known in the photography circle.When he was studying in his early years, Shen Qing didn't like to hang out with the group of them, he smoked and drank, and occasionally he would find two pills to cheer him up.The relationship between Shen Qing and Zhao Shi became better, and it was also when the two of them were studying that they held a women's film festival together. The two became acquainted, and found that they had the same views when facing certain problems, and later became friends.Shen Qing doesn't care how Zhao Shi treats her own life, but she absolutely doesn't accept any messy things when she is there.There was a time when Shen Qing felt bad about smoking, and there was a problem with the original film on the top of his head, and he was so anxious that he panicked, so he brought a cigarette to smoke.

As the saying goes, smoking can relieve stress.

Shen Qing didn't quite agree with this, but sometimes she would be obsessed with the way the smoke curled up in front of her face, at such moments she could always blur Xu Yi's appearance in her mind for a short while, so that she wouldn't be completely obsessed with it. Between exhalation and inhalation, it hurts to think about it.Therefore, Shen Qing would carry an e-cigarette with him in the future, and when he got bored of taking pictures, or drove from north to south by himself, he would always take it out and smoke a couple of puffs.She is not addicted, or rather, in this Nuoda world, she is only addicted to one thing.

That matter is called Xu Yi.

promise.

Even Zhao Shi knew that Shen Qing's sudden statement of going to the bar had something to do with Xu Yi.

"Didn't you join this show just to get together with your ex-girlfriend? What's the matter?" Zhao Shi asked.

Shen Qing opened his mouth to speak, but didn't know what to say.

"We'll talk when we get there." She looked at Zhao Shi and said, "Concentrate on driving your car."

Zhao Shi clicked his tongue and didn't ask any more questions.Shen Qing looked sideways at the night lights outside the window, shadows were faint, and a light came out one after another.Everything that I just experienced started to replay in my mind.

What did Xu Yi ask her?

Shen Qing couldn't remember clearly.

She said, Shen Qing, do you like me?Or, Shen Qing, do you still like me?Or she was saying, Shen Qing, be careful, I found you like it.

She is like a thief returning to the cemetery, lighting a candle with uncertain light and dark, trying to find the most accurate moment of the story bit by bit in this dusty place.

Her mind was muddled, and she had a feeling that it should be so.

Yes, this is a promise.

The Xu Yi who walked up to her and told her as soon as he liked her when he was a child, the Xu Yi who told her with clear eyes under the shining sunlight that one day he would make her like her the most in the world.

Of course she should ask, she is such a person in her bones.

But what did Shen Qing say?

Shen Qing couldn't remember her expression at that time, maybe she sneered, or maybe she was pretending to be unrestrained, and there was even a kind of meanness that wanted to hurt her, and said, "Xu Yi, you are married, I like what you do Well?"

She couldn't forget Xu Yi's expression at that time, dazed, astonished, and stung.Shen Qing got the pleasure of pain from it like a pervert, she really wanted to shout to the world, saying, this is the price you paid for leaving me without saying a word, but she couldn't help it, she still felt so distressed, she regretted it when she said it.She clearly didn't think so in her heart.The Shen Qing in her heart was tugging at Xu Yi's sleeve, saying over and over again, Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi, can you turn around and look at me?But she was afraid of being hurt, she was afraid of being left behind, and her cheap and worthless self-esteem began to play havoc again at this time.

She still remembered that Xu Yi was very calm and asked her, "Shen Qing, if you don't like me, don't touch me next time." Xu Yi closed his eyes and said, "We should still keep our distance."

Zhao Shi rolled his eyes, and he waved away the drink list handed over by the waiter. The waiter was scared to death, Zhao Shi didn't pay attention, Shen Qing said sorry to the waiter.Zhao Shi patted the table and scolded, "So you kept your fucking distance and came to me?"

The waiter held the wine list in his hand, neither entering nor withdrawing, Shen Qing was afraid that his young man would be really frightened, so he reached out to take the wine list, and said in a low voice to order later.

Zhao Shi was dissatisfied with Shen Qing's distraction, so he directly took the drink list in Shen Qing's hand, and put it on the table with a bang, "Shen Qing! I'm telling you something important!" Zhao Shiyu was angry.

Shen Qing was already on the verge of giving up on herself, when she looked at Zhao, "Say it."

Zhao Shi became even more irritable, "I said?" Zhao Shi's eyes almost rolled to the sky, "What did I say? If you want me to say that you are a cheap person. Shen Qing, really, you know how to write the word cheap Is it? It’s okay if you don’t know, you can look in the mirror, or use your Nikon lens to shoot yourself on the face, it’s very clear, there is no other word, just such a cheap word.”

"I—" Shen Qing wanted to explain something to herself, but because Zhao Shi's anger was too high, she couldn't explain it, so she could only stop in her mouth in the end.

"You? What are you?" Zhao Shike finally seized the opportunity to scold Shen Qing after so many years, "You still have the face to talk? People asked about this, and they made a fuss. What's the matter?" ? You suddenly became paralyzed at a high position again, right? You can’t even move your legs? Are you going to die or something?”

"Death is not death." Shen Qing said, "But she is married. Zhao Shi, she is married. Her children are quite big."

Zhao Shi was stunned.

"I saw the picture. That girl smiled innocently." Shen Qing felt that she needed a glass of wine very much right now, but they didn't order anything, so she could only pick up the glass of ice water on the table and pour it down her throat.She bit the half-sized ice cube and crushed it directly.The ice cubes made her teeth ache, and her whole body shivered.Shen Qingren also woke up a little bit, and said, "I can be a mistress, really, Zhao Shi, I don't care. I don't care at all." Shen Qing looked at Zhao Shi with dark eyes, and said, "Where's her daughter? She loves her daughter so much. She is sure that the family is harmonious and living a very happy life. Zhao Shi, I can't be so selfish. She is right, I should keep her distance. Of course I can be a mistress, but her daughter can't There was a mother who eloped with Xiaosan."

She doesn't care, really.

Shen Qing thought about it, if Xu Yi didn't have a daughter, or hadn't seen her daughter's photo, she could really just abduct Xu Yi away.But no.Xu Yi regards her daughter so important, she will be placed on the balance of choice, and she doesn't know who to choose.Or maybe Shen Qing didn't have the courage to face such a situation of being chosen again, she always felt that if it happened again, Xu Yi would let go of everything about her and choose another person.

She is afraid.

Zhao Shi was confused by the news, "You didn't tell me she was married." Zhao Shi was puzzled, "And a daughter?"

Shen Qing smiled wryly.

Zhao Shi asked again, "Then have you met her husband?"

Shen Qing shook her head, "I haven't seen it before." She said helplessly, "Why do I see his husband? Looking for anger?"

Zhao Shi chuckled and said, "Isn't this what you are best at?"

Shen Qing had actually seen it before, the man who saw Xu Yi hugging downstairs in the hospital that day must be her husband.But Shen Qing really didn't look at that face carefully, or in other words, he didn't have the mood to remember it at all.She remembered that Xu Yi cried that day, crying very sadly.

The girl she loved from a young age to now was bullied.

Where is the mind to remember the face of an irrelevant man.

But Shen Qing knew her husband's name from the gossip news of the program group.It is no secret that Xu Yi came here to replace those who dropped out of the game.As for how she got this opportunity, some people said that her husband is a screenwriter in the industry and has some friendship with the chief producer of the show.

Shen Qing frowned, and said, "The surname seems to be He? What city is He from?" Shen Qing asked Zhao Shi, "You like to watch TV dramas. Do you know that there is such a screenwriter in China?"

Zhao Shi was stunned for a moment, then suddenly burst into laughter, and said to Shen Qing, "Don't say you know this screenwriter, let me tell you, I met him in bed."

If Xu Yi was here, he would be sensitive to the fact that Zhao Shi's accent was somewhat similar to He Tiancheng's.