The Shadow Guard Chengdi

Sparsely raining outside the window, the considerate nurse sister closed the window, the rain was beating on the window pane, and the three patients in the room were very quiet today.Mr. Li was lying on the bed pretending to be dead, and Mr. Zhao was sitting by the window cracking melon seeds. The sound of cracking the shells of the melon seeds made the surroundings seem quieter.

The young man on the middle bed was sitting cross-legged, the sun was dark and occasionally a ray or two of dark clouds fell on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows, and a painting could be made when time stood still.

After half a year of exploration, Xie Jing already had a preliminary understanding of his current situation.

First of all, the country he is currently in is called Huaguo, and it is 1000 or 1000 years apart from the Great Jin Dynasty where he lived, and what happened during these 15 years has completely exceeded Xie Jing's cognition limit. Jiji collapsed and rebuilt in the forum where a hundred schools of thought contend.Secondly, the name of his body is also called Xie Jing, not only the same pronunciation but also the same word, and even the appearance is exactly the same as when he was [-] years old, Xie Jing would think that this is really his reincarnation.The Xie family is synonymous with wealthy families in China. The original father, Xie Yunbo, was ranked fifth on a rich list as authoritative as the Weapons Book, and he was an internationally renowned golden bachelor.Why is it said that he is a bachelor, because Yuanchen's mother, Ye Feina, divorced Xie Yunbo seven years ago, and Yuanchen was officially diagnosed with depression in that year.Xie Jing could probably imagine what kind of disease it was from the words. He heard from the nurses that the original body was sent to this nursing home seven years ago, and he had never spoken a word to Xie Yunbo and Ye Fina during the seven years.

Women in this era are very powerful, and the original mother Ye Feina is one of the best. She started her career from scratch in a place called the entertainment industry, and was named one of the female representatives of the new era ten years ago.However, after her son was diagnosed with depression, this strong woman did two surprising things. One was to divorce her husband Xie Yunbo and win the custody of her son, and the other was to quit the entertainment industry when her career was in full swing and concentrate on raising her children. .

Some of this information is drawn from the mouths of lively and cheerful nurses, and some are collected from a magical intelligence organization called the Internet.

When Xie Jing first came into contact with the Internet, he made a lot of jokes, entertaining the nurses while silently rebuilding his collapsed worldview.Not only did the medical staff including Dr. Zhou not be surprised that Xie Jing was unfamiliar with the Internet, they all expressed their strong support when Xie Jing proposed to learn to surf the Internet and use computers. Dr. Zhou even ate two extra bowls of rice excitedly.

For patients with depression, they are not afraid of making demands, but they are afraid of ignoring everything. Dr. Zhou has never been so eager for a teenager to become an Internet addicted youth.

On the afternoon when Xie Jing proposed to learn to surf the Internet, Xie Yunbo and Ye Feina each gave him a laptop.

In half a year, Xie Jing had completely turned on the mode of being a top student. Every day he was either studying knowledge with his notebook or exercising in the yard. He lived a positive and healthy life, which made Dr. Zhou, who had been his attending physician for seven years, very pleased.

After gradually becoming proficient in switching between Jin and Chinese, Xie Jing finally understood the writing on Yuan's diary and empty medicine bottle.Combining the instructions on the label with the Internet encyclopedia, the original body should have committed suicide by taking a lot of sleeping pills.

Yuanchen started to keep a diary when he was eight years old, and a thin diary recorded his life on and off for nearly seven years.The original unknown inner world is hidden between the lines. From the first page to the last page, Xie Jing witnessed the whole process of a teenager from depression to suicide.

Parents are obsessed with their careers, and the young children live alone in a big empty house.Excessive protection made him not even have a friend to talk to. Under his negligence, Yuanshen gradually formed an autistic and introverted personality. From the age of eight to nine, Yuanshen's diary was in the form of self-questioning and answering. Narrating, he seems to imagine an invisible self.

The diary was interrupted for about two years. During these two years, the original body must have had a very painful time, because what was said in the latter diary made Xie Jing, who had experienced it for a lifetime, feel a little worried when he read it.

Xie Yunbo and Ye Fina had a big fight after discovering that something was wrong with the child, but the problem was not resolved at all but worsened.Yuan body hid outside the door and eavesdropped and learned that his birth was not what Ye Feina expected at all.But it was because Xie Yunbo wanted Ye Fina to give up her idle job in the entertainment industry, and hoped that after she had a child, she could be tied up and replaced Ye Fina's contraceptive pills. Unexpectedly, Ye Fina would still refuse to regress after having a child.The innocent child was hurt by the stalemate between the two, and the original body's mental state became even more wrong after learning that Ye Feina didn't want to give birth to him.The following diary entries became more extreme and darker, and after Xie Yunbo and Ye Feina divorced, they gradually became distorted.

Longing for attention but knowing that I am just a tool used by my father to maintain the family, the psychology of autism and self-loathing has not been properly relieved and the family is broken. Even the role of the tool is lost, which intensifies self-denial and extreme distortion. Has further become world-weary.

The last diary entry is the calmest of all diaries.Meticulously planned his own death, using eternal sleep to heal the accompanying depression.

From the first day after Xie Jing woke up to now, Ye Feina took care of him meticulously.Although Xie Yunbo is not as diligent as Ye Feina, he will often call Dr. Zhou to understand his condition.

After thinking for a long time, I could only sigh and close the diary.

He was an orphan before his death, and he was trained as a shadow guard in King Su's mansion since he became the governor. When he became an adult, the situation was turbulent. Witnessing the traitorous officials of the emperor and treacherous traitors.His life was too hasty, and he didn't have time to think about the parents who abandoned him until he died, so he couldn't look at the matter between Yuanzhen and his parents from an objective perspective.

It is known from the history books that the master survived the Feiyunguan incident, and the city walls of the Jin Dynasty were not destroyed by foreign enemies, so he died without regret.He should be grateful and content to be able to resurrect his body into a new era.

Using his time in the sanatorium to supplement his common sense, at least in this place his ignorance and abnormality are not so conspicuous.

Repeating studying and exercising every day, Xie Jing lived a self-disciplined and active life for half a year. In Dr. Zhou's eyes, he seemed to wake up from a dream suddenly and figured out the knot that had troubled him for a long time.

From the perspective of rational analysis, Xie Jing's depression had reached a very serious level before, and even Dr. Zhou himself did not expect him to get better.

However, after many conversations and repeated tests, Dr. Zhou personally announced that he had fully recovered.

As the attending doctor, Xie Jing can be regarded as the signature doctor of Zhou Zhou.However, in Dr. Zhou's view, Xie Jing's recovery was not due to him. Dr. Zhou preferred to believe that he was the one who saved Xie Jing.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, the sky was clear and bright, and there was not a trace of haze under the blue sky.Xie Jing stood at the entrance of the nursing home and took a deep breath of fresh air. The feeling of the sun on his body made him want to stretch. At this moment, he realized very clearly that he was still alive, living with a new identity after a thousand years.

White Silbe had been waiting for a long time, and Yefina tripped over her high heels when she got out of the car. She was wearing a red custom-made dress today, and the unrestrained and warm red silently vented her master's mood.

Xie Jing ran to Ye Fina's side and thoughtfully supported the excited mother. It was clearly daytime, but Xie Jing saw the bright stars in the eyes of this strong and gentle lady, shining brightly into the soft place in his heart .

In order to thank Dr. Zhou and Yongde Sanatorium, Ye Feina donated a set of the latest medical equipment developed by the Academy of Sciences to the sanatorium, hoping that the sanatorium can help more people get a new life.

After her divorce, Ye Feina bought a house in Zhenning Garden, Changqing Street, Zhongxing District, City B. Changqing Street is a famous dream town in City B. There are high-end residential areas near this street, and the security system is very complete.

After coming out of the garage, the eyes of many people in the community fell on Xie Jing. Among them, Xie Jing had seen many faces on the Internet. These people looked at him with surprise, scrutiny, and Xie Jing Not too comfortable means a lot.Ye Feina didn't pay attention to them, she just held Xie Jing's arm affectionately, but many people took the initiative to greet Ye Feina, calling: "Sister Ye."

Although she has faded out of the entertainment industry, Ye Fina has accumulated a large number of contacts through her career as a famous director for more than ten years. It can be said that "although my sister is not in the Jianghu, there are legends about my sister everywhere in the Jianghu", let alone Ye Feina's transfer. After writing the script, the performance is not much worse than that of the movie.

There is no shortage of people in the entertainment industry who take one step at a time and watch ten steps at a time. Everyone knows why Ye Feina gave up her career, and naturally she is even more familiar with her son who is on the top of her heart.

A sexy girl came to Xie Jing's side, as if she saw her own brother: "This is Mr. Xie, he looks really good-looking. His eyebrows and eyes are almost carved out of Sister Ye's."

Xie Jing smiled politely, but didn't answer, Ye Feina glanced at the woman lightly, and said "Mm" indifferently.The girl was a little embarrassed, but she still held on firmly and said: "Young master is as old as my younger brother, but he is calmer and more elegant than my incompetent younger brother. Speaking of which, my younger brother will come to live with me for a while. Days, the young master has just come back and hasn’t met friends yet, my brother has no other skills but can make people happy, he is as wild as a monkey on weekdays, I really hope that he can be touched by the young master’s aura."

It's as wild as a monkey, and if it gets aura, it won't cause trouble in the heavenly palace.

Xie Jing has always looked at fate when making friends, but these words have reached Ye Feina's heart. Although she can accompany her son all day long, she is not a playmate of the same age after all. Ye Feina is really afraid that Xie Jing will change again if she doesn't pay attention. It may be a good thing for Xie Jing to have a lively and active friend in a pool of stagnant water.

Thinking of this, Ye Feina's eyes behind the sunglasses softened a little, and she looked at the girl for a few times, but found that she had no impression of this person.

Although through the sunglasses, the girl cleverly caught the change in Ye Fina's eyes, and said naturally: "I often watched the movies made by Sister Ye before I debuted, but I admire you! I'm not afraid of your jokes. At that time I just fantasize about it all day long, when I, Lan Yan, can be a Ye girl! Who knows that I just signed with Huayao Entertainment, and you quit the arena, Sister Ye, oh..."

Ye Feina slightly hooked her lips, and smiled politely and distantly: "Miss Lan won the award, but unfortunately I won't make a movie. If there is a chance, I really hope that Miss Lan will be honored to participate in my script."

Lan Yan was ecstatic in her heart, she didn't have a high degree of education, and she wasn't very eye-catching, she was able to enter the showbiz because of talent shows.Unexpectedly, she was unlucky and caught the last train. The public's enthusiasm for the talent show had already weakened, and the attention of the talent show dropped greatly.The family conditions are not rich, and it doesn't matter if you don't have money. Without systematic and formal singing training, it is impossible for her to become a popular singer.

But Lan Yan didn't want to give up, she spent all her savings and just moved into this apartment with scary rent, just aiming at the bosses in this apartment.She caught the opportunity today, and the first thing she did when she got home was to call her family and ask them to pack up her brother who was far away in S city and send it to her quickly.