Confidante Saisuke

After dinner, Shangguan Wan'er glanced out of the window again.It was dark, and everything outside was hazy.Seeing this, Li Guangshun said with a smile, "Aunt Shangguan, don't worry. If mother is delayed in town, she will stay overnight at the inn. If it is as usual, she will be home soon." Han Ma, who was cleaning up the dishes, was also there. Said on the side: "Ma'am, she is used to going to the town, and has always come back safely. In a small place like ours, everyone looks down and sees them. They know each other very well, and no one will have a bad heart." Shangguan Wan'er Smiling, he stood up and said, "Okay, then I'll go back to my room first." Li Guangshun hurriedly stood up and sent Shangguan Wan'er out.

Back in the room, Shangguan Wan'er stood in front of the window for a long time, until she was awakened by the sound of drizzle hitting the leaves rustling, turned around to tidy up, and quietly went out with an oil-paper umbrella.In the dim light of the lantern, Shangguan Wan'er walked on the mountain road towards the town.At this time, it is the time of Yangchun and March.Although the spring is cold and cold, winter has passed, and the smell of mud and grass is all that comes to the nostrils.In this empty world, Shangguan Wan'er walked leisurely along the path all by herself, such a moment of peace of mind seemed to be a lifetime.As the leg injury gradually healed, those greed, anger, ignorance and resentment also disappeared one by one.After walking away happily, Shangguan Wan'er couldn't help reciting Tao Qian's poems one by one in a low voice, "There is no suitable rhyme for vulgarity, but sex is for hills and mountains. I fell into the dust net by mistake, and I have been there for 13 years.  … Counting the mornings and evenings..."

Yixing Trent flew, Fang's voice came from the front: "Who is in front?" Shangguan Wan'er smiled brightly: "It's me, sister Fang." Fang walked in and saw Shangguan Wan'er holding an umbrella , wearing a cloak, half-hearted, still blamed on his mouth: "It's so cold, and it's raining, your legs are not good, what are you going out for? How many times have I walked this road, with my eyes closed? We all know the depth, what will happen? Don't worry, just call Shun'er, why run out by yourself?" Fang chattered endlessly, Shangguan Wan'er just pursed her lips and smiled, without saying a word.After Fang's finished speaking, Shangguan Wan'er said, "Sister Fang, put on this cloak." Only then did Fang see that Shangguan Wan'er was still wearing a cloak on her arm, but she looked at the color of the cloak. Looking at it strangely, she asked, "This cloak doesn't look like mine, does it belong to you?" However, when Shangguan Wan'er first arrived, her burden was very simple, there would never be two cloaks.Shangguan Wan'er shook her head, and said: "I was bored, so I asked Mother Han to buy cloth to make it. I made one for myself, and I also made one for you by the way. Shun'er's cloak is not as good as it should be." Some lace has not been embroidered, and it is still in my place. I don’t do much needlework, and I don’t do it well, sister, don’t be disgusted.” She said, and her hands kept moving.Handing the umbrella to Fang's hand, he took out a handkerchief and wiped the rain from Fang's hair and cheeks.Fang was embarrassed for a while, and did not dare to move and let Shangguan Wan'er do what she wanted.After wiping off the rain, Shangguan Wan'er picked up the cloak and tied it on Fang Shi, put on her hat, and finally smiled at Fang Shi.Fang's face was blushing and his heart was beating, he hurriedly turned his head and looked into the distance.

Fang held an umbrella, and the two walked slowly towards home in the drizzle.Fang searched his brains to find something to say, but when the words came to his lips, he always felt that saying anything would be a disservice to the scenery.Shangguan Wan'er put her hand on Fang's arm, and said softly, "Sister, my leg is already healed. I don't need to buy medicine anymore." Fang's heart tightened, and she hurriedly said, "It hurts my muscles and bones for a hundred days. , your legs have just improved, so don’t be careless, just rest carefully.” Shangguan Wan’er smiled and turned her head to look at Fang’s, then turned around again, and continued: “Sister, you know what happened to me in the past. You should have heard some of what I say. I think that the people who will be with me in the future must firstly not mind my past, and secondly, not care about my reputation being ruined by me. Thirdly, why not You have to endure my bad temper." Fang Shi didn't know how to answer Shangguan Wan'er's nonsensical words, so he said perfunctorily, "How do you say these things properly?"

Shangguan Wan'er stopped in her tracks, turned her head to look at Fang, and smiled slightly: "Don't you understand? Then listen to me first. Sister, I like everything to be clear. Yes, yes, No, no. My legs are healed now, and I can no longer live in your house in such a daze. You have to make a decision whether to go or stay." Before I could sort out my thoughts, my hands had already grasped Shangguan Wan'er His arms and tongue seem to be disobedient: "I'm not perfect anymore, so naturally I don't care about Wan'er's past. What others say, maybe I still cared about it when I was in Luoyang, but I don't care about it when I get here. Besides, others don't know Wan'er's goodness at first. As for bad temper, I think if Wan'er is considered bad tempered, there are not many good tempered people in this world." Shangguan Wan'er suppressed a smile and asked "So?" "So," Fang didn't know whether it was because of excitement or something else, tears streaming down his face: "So, I beg Wan'er not to leave, but to stay." Shangguan Wan'er hurriedly reached out to cover Fang's mouth : "Fool, don't ask. I originally wanted to stay, but you owe me a word, and I must listen to you with my own ears." Fang asked blankly: "What does Wan'er want to hear?" Shangguan Wan'er smiled and sighed: "You have already said it." Fang Shi was still confused and still couldn't recover, Shangguan Wan'er couldn't help laughing, took the umbrella from Fang Shi's hand, and walked forward holding her hand.

As he was walking, Fang yelled.Shangguan Wan'er hurriedly stopped: "What's the matter, sister?" Fang didn't dare to look Shangguan Wan'er in the eye: "Wan'er, don't talk about our affairs when we go back. I'll tell everyone after I talk to Shun'er slowly. " Shangguan Wan'er turned her head and smiled, but asked: "What if Shun'er refuses?" Fang frowned: "Shun'er is kind, as long as I speak slowly, even if he can't accept it at first , I will always agree in the end." Shangguan Wan'er deliberately made things difficult for Fang, but still asked: "If Shun'er can't accept it?" Fang hesitated and didn't know what to say, Shangguan Wan'er finally laughed: "Sister, I am teasing you!" You play. Don't worry, Shun'er and the others already knew about it. Shun'er came to me and said, "My mother's affection for Aunt Shangguan, Aunt Shangguan must have seen it long ago. I wonder if Aunt Shangguan also has feelings for my mother." If it's intentional, I agree with Aunt Shangguan and my mother. If it's not intentional, please ask Aunt Shangguan to explain it earlier, so that my mother will give up.' I was shocked when I heard this. Thinking of being so meticulous, she sees our affairs clearly." Fang breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't help but pinch Shangguan Wan'er: "Oh, you all know that, you are always hiding and laughing at me What?" Thinking of all his actions falling into the eyes of his son, Fang's face became hot.What a system this is.

When the two returned home, Fang hurried to the kitchen to boil water regardless of Shangguan Wan'er's obstruction.After busy work, Shangguan Wan'er sat in the bathtub to soak her body to get rid of the cold, while Fang made the bed for Shangguan Wan'er on the other side.When Shangguan Wan'er turned around the screen while wiping her hair, Fang Shi was sitting by the bed in a daze. "Sister, what are you thinking?" Fang came back to her senses, saw Shangguan Wan'er sitting beside her, and said with a smile, "I always feel in a trance, and my mind is a little unclear. Wan'er..." Fang's incredulous I'm ashamed to go on and get up to clean up.

When Fang came back after packing up, Shangguan Wan'er had already got under the quilt, half leaning on the bedside to read.Hearing the movement, Shangguan Wan'er put down the book, lifted the quilt, and said with a smile: "It's getting late, come up and rest." Fang was caught off guard, blushed all of a sudden, and finally lay down next to Shangguan Wan'er after a while .Touching Shangguan Wan'er's dry hair, looking at her delicate face, Fang said quietly: "Wan'er, I have lived for 32 years, and I have never been so happy as I am now, just like the days before Same.” Shangguan Wan’er turned around and looked at Fang’s: “My sister made me ashamed for saying this. It’s not as good as what my sister said. My sister has been taking care of me for so long, and I have never shared anything for her.” Fang said with a smile: “What should I share? Don’t say that Wan’er was injured and couldn’t do anything. Even if I can do it, I don't need Wan'er's help. As long as Wan'er is willing to stay here happily, I will be satisfied to see Wan'er from time to time. It's nothing to worry about."

Shangguan Wan'er suddenly moved her upper body and kissed the corner of Fang's lips, Fang's face blushed again, and she lowered her eyes not to look at her.Shangguan Wan'er smiled and said, "Sister is like a thirteen-year-old girl, she blushed so many times in one night." Fang herself also laughed: "People say that the cardamom girl is Huaichun. When I was thirteen or fourteen, I would Son, my family invited a famous gentleman to teach me this and that, and visited relatives and friends everywhere, in order to marry into a high-ranking family. Later, I was favored by the prince and became the princess. I was also proud at that time It's been a while, now that I think about it, I kind of like the prince, but I was fascinated by the title of princess. At that time, I never liked anyone, and I didn't feel any dissatisfaction."

"Until you came here last year. In fact, I have seen you before, but when I went to your room that time, I saw you lying on the bed and sleeping, your brows were tightly frowned, and the hair on your forehead was probably caused by cold sweat. It was a tattered, the skirts of the clothes were opened a little messily, and the head was tilted to the inside of the bed to reveal a part of the neck. I don’t know why my heart beats so hard. Now that I think about it, I am actually fascinated by beauty. Unexpectedly, I am also the same A woman, to be fascinated by Wan'er, who is also a woman."

"Later, when I saw Wan'er setting her bones and walking in pain, she bit her mouth and didn't make a sound when she was in so much pain. At that time, I felt distressed and admired. However, Wan'er frowned and forcefully It’s really beautiful to bear the pain.”

Shangguan Wan'er pretended to be angry and said: "Okay. At that time, I saw you always wiping your tears with a handkerchief, and thought you were loving me. So you are very happy. To be honest, do you expect me to be in more pain? A little bit, so that you can see it more comfortably?" "No," Fang grasped Shangguan Wan'er's hand and argued hastily, "I really feel bad, and I wish I was the one who got hurt. It's just..." In the end, Fang himself couldn't speak anymore.Shangguan Wan'er smiled and reached out to Fang's back to tuck her in the quilt, and pushed her drooping hair back: "Just kidding. It's getting late, you've been walking for a day, let's stop talking. "As she said, she was going to hug Fang Shi. This was the action she and Wu Zhao did when they went to bed, and it was very familiar.But Fang held her hand in his, and said with a smile: "I am four years older than Wan'er, so naturally I am holding Wan'er." Shangguan Wan'er was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "That's fine."

In the next few days, the two of them will always move together, or go to the study to read a book, or make a pot of tea and sit under the tree when the sun is good, or Fang's playing the piano and Shangguan Wan'er embroidering that piece An unfinished cloak.When it was time to cook, Shangguan Wan'er wanted to go to the kitchen with her, but Fang blocked her back every time on the grounds that her leg injury had not healed.After several times, Shangguan Wan'er didn't insist anymore, she waited in the room for Fang Shi to finish cooking and asked her to go to the kitchen to eat with everyone.It was a novel experience for Shangguan Wan'er to have so many people eating together. At first, she always felt that there were too many people talking and making a headache, but after getting used to it, she gradually felt that it was very good.It's just that Li Guangshun would make funny faces at Shangguan Wan'er every time Fang's turned his head after putting vegetables in her bowl, which made Shangguan Wan'er both helpless and funny.

On this day, Shangguan Wan'er and Li Guangshun were playing with wooden figures under the tree.Li Guangshun was so excited a few days ago that he wanted to build a wooden city and begged Shangguan Wan'er for help.Shangguan Wan'er agreed, and the two came back carrying a lot of wood, chopped many small pieces of wood, and piled them into a hill under the tree.Fang blamed the two people for making a mess of the yard she had just cleaned up, and at the same time carefully covered it with oiled paper every evening to prevent it from being soaked by the rain.Up to today, the city has been completed, and the two are working on various people inside.Li Guangshun is a farmer and Shangguan Wan'er is a merchant.The two were in high spirits.Fang Shi was lying on the couch reading a book.

Seeing that the sun was approaching the top of the tree, Fang put the book aside, stretched comfortably, and suddenly had an idea, and hurriedly said to the two of them: "Shun'er, let's go play in the cabin with Aunt Shangguan tomorrow. ?" Shangguan Wan'er looked up at Fang.Li Guangshun clapped his hands and shouted: "Okay. Why did I forget the cabin?" Then he turned to Shangguan Wan'er and said, "Aunt Shangguan, Brother Han and I built a cabin by the river. When the weather is fine, we I went there to catch fish, and my mother picked some wild vegetables from the mountains to make fish soup for us. Brother Han sometimes catches rabbits, and we can also eat rabbit meat. Although Brother Han is not here now, the ice in the river has long since melted , we can drink mother's fish soup." The elder brother Han that Li Guangshun said was Han Bo's son Han Ping, and Shangguan Wan'er heard Han's mother talk about it several times.Shangguan Wan'er nodded and said with a smile: "Okay, then let's go."

On the second day, Li Guangshun drove the carriage, and the three of them brought some snacks and set off for the cabin.Along the way, Shangguan Wan'er told some anecdotes and Li Guangshun sang some local folk songs. Fang looked at the two with a smile, and occasionally pointed to the distant scenery for Shangguan Wan'er to see.In less than an hour, the three of them reached the river.

"Shun'er, you go catch fish in the river. Aunt Shangguan and I went to pick wild vegetables on the mountain." After Fang's assignment, Li Guangshun was about to go to the cabin to get a fork. Xiao, how can you trust him to do this kind of thing alone?" Fang said with a smile: "Shun'er is 17 years old this year, if he is still young, how old does he have to be to grow up? Wan'er, you Don't spoil him." Li Guangshun also said with a smile: "Aunt Shangguan, don't worry. When you and mother come back, I will definitely clean up the fish." Shangguan Wan'er was still worried, so Fang pulled her away. Walking up the mountain, Li Guangshun also waved and walked away.

On the mountain, while picking vegetables, Fang told Shangguan Wan'er how to distinguish each vegetable and how to make it delicious.Shangguan Wan'er listened with great interest, and finally sighed: "No wonder people say that the four bodies are not diligent and the grains are not distinguished. If I hadn't heard what my sister said, how would I know that there is so much knowledge in it." Fang smiled and said: "I How do you know, it's just learning from Han Ma and selling it now. Han Ma's cooking is delicious, mine is just barely swallowable." Shangguan Wan'er pursed her lips and said with a smile: "Then please trouble sister When you go back, teach me how to make some barely edible dishes. One day when my sister is tired, I will cook for her and make some barely edible dishes for her to eat. I think my sister can still barely swallow it. " Fang Shi was angry and funny, and said "naughty".

When the two came down from the mountain, Li Guangshun had already packed up and was waiting for them while playing in the water.Seeing the two people coming back, Li Guangshun smiled and ran over to take their baskets.When he arrived at the cabin, Li Guangshun carried the firewood, lit the fire, set up the pot, and took out the seasoning and put it beside him.Fangshi was cutting vegetables on the chopping board.Shangguan Wan'er saw that the two of them were acting in tacit understanding, so she couldn't intervene for a while, so she just sat aside and waited.Fearing that Shangguan Wan'er would be bored, Fang said with a smile: "Wan'er, you can't eat ready-made ones. But I don't have anything to do for you right now, so you can sing us a tune." Shangguan Wan'er thought about it, but she herself I have learned some, but those were all learned to Wu Zhao when I was with Wu Zhao in the palace.Is it appropriate to sing here?

However, Li Guangshun looked like she was waiting for her to speak. Shangguan Wan'er thought about it and said, "I can play the flute, but I can't find a flute here, right?" You can make a flute right away." When Li Guangshun walked away, Fang said with a smile, "I don't know how many things I don't know about Wan'er. Seeing that Wan'er knows so much, but what do I know?" I don’t even know it, thinking about it, I really don’t deserve Wan’er.” Shangguan Wan’er smiled and said, “I’m making my sister laugh. I’m so educated and I’m full of low-level skills, and I’m not good at serious things. No My sister is here, so Shun'er and I have to be hungry. But without me, it's just that there is one less player to play the tune. My sister said, who is more important?" Fang looked up at Shangguan Wan'er and smiled: "Wan'er is here It is very important in my heart. To me, there are only two important people in this world, one is Shun'er, and the other is you, Wan'er." Shangguan Wan'er smiled and lowered her head: "I will not let my sister down." Fang also smiled: "I know."

When Li Guangshun came back, the three of them formed a circle and drank fish soup with some mixed vegetables.After the meal, Shangguan Wan'er played the flute that Li Guangshun had made.In the spring of March, in the lazy afternoon, the sound of the flute is melodious, drifting farther and farther with the breeze...

The author has something to say: Wan'er's image has officially begun to crumble.

I'm not saying that falling in love with others is Honkai, but that she knows she hasn't tried her best.Those who have truly loved know whether they have fallen in love with each other.And Wan'er obviously didn't fall in love with Fang Shi, but just liked it.Fang carried an ideal life that she had always hoped for, and had a good personality. The two were satisfied with each other, and Fang's son also agreed, so they agreed.The important point for her to choose Fang Shi is that Shangguan Wan'er knows that she is not the only important person in Fang Shi's heart.She had hoped so, instead of having to endure it because of love like she did to Wu Zhao.Let's put it this way, Wan'er gave up her pursuit of the love she really wanted, and chose secular love.

So, why not choose Ayi?In addition to the antagonistic relationship between Wu Zhao and Turkic, apart from the Rouge factor, there is another point that Ayi really loves her, not just likes her.Wan'er knew that she had nothing to repay.

why?Or it’s the first time you love someone, and you’ve exhausted all your energy; or you’re afraid of the pain of not being able to love; or, you just haven’t had time to meet someone you can’t help but fall in love with.