Confidante Saisuke

In all fairness, Princess Taiping treated Shangguan Wan'er really well.However, Shangguan Wan'er has always had a grudge against Princess Taiping in her heart.There is the self-ashamed feeling of facing the nobles of the Tian family, the inexplicable wariness of not being able to guess the other party's mind, and the unique concern of knowing that Princess Taiping is unique in Wu Meiniang's heart.However, Princess Taiping is Wu Meiniang's biological daughter.Since Shangguan Wan'er decided to stay with Wu Meiniang, she also knew that no matter how unwilling she was, her relationship with Princess Taiping could not be whatever she wanted.

After a little hesitation at the gate of the Princess Mansion, Shangguan Wan'er still walked over.

After seeing Princess Taiping, Shangguan Wan'er realized that after a few years of not seeing her, Princess Taiping was no longer what she was before.Although the former Princess Taiping also followed the royal etiquette in every move, her lively temperament could not be concealed.Now, her demeanor is more graceful, and people who meet her for the first time will not treat her as an ordinary person.However, the sadness of the past has turned into silence and engraved in her eyes, and it can't go away.

Thinking of her son-in-law Xue Shao's tragic death in prison, Shangguan Wan'er felt inexplicably guilty.If I was in the palace at that time... I am afraid there is nothing I can do.Shangguan Wan'er shook her head secretly, the queen's decision cannot be reversed by herself.

"Wan'er, I heard some rumors about you and my mother recently." Princess Taiping pushed the tea in front of Shangguan Wan'er and looked at her with a smile.

Shangguan Wan'er was embarrassed, picked up the tea bowl and took a sip, saw that the other party was still looking at her leisurely, coughed, and had to be frank: "It's not a rumor. It's true." After thinking for a while, she said, "It's me who wrapped me up. Tianhou’s. You know, I’ve followed Tianhou since I was 14 years old. A person like Tianhou treats me very well. I can’t imagine life without Tianhou, so…” Shangguan Wan’er continued with a smile Said, "Recommend yourself a pillow seat. I don't know if Tianhou can't bear to see me sad, or... something else. In short, she also accepts me. Now I thank the gods in the sky every day for allowing me to get what I want."

Shangguan Wan'er turned her head to look at Princess Taiping, and found that her eyes were dark.Suddenly remembered that Wu Meiniang was her father's wife.Her heart skipped a beat, Shangguan Wan'er bit her lip, and asked, "Princess, are you blaming me for harming the empress and sorry for the late emperor?"

Princess Taiping shook her head with a smile, and said slowly: "Wan'er, you don't know my mother at all. However, this is a good thing for you. My mother is not the kind of person you can entangle with wishful thinking. It would be more accurate to say that she is the kind of person who clearly wants you but can let you start first. She has been able to wait for you since you were 14 years old. With this determination, it’s no wonder that my brothers have lost one by one.”

Shangguan Wan'er couldn't help laughing.She couldn't imagine that Wu Meiniang had made plans when she was 14 years old.In fact, even though the two of them eat and sleep together now, she still dare not guess what she is to the other party.Just holding the idea of ​​"Even if you don't like you as much as I do, as long as I'm by your side is enough", I am blindly happy every day.

Only Princess Taiping asked her again: "Ordinary women have already had children at your age. Wan'er, are you planning to be alone like this?"

Shangguan Wan'er burst out laughing: "I want to make such a request to Tianhou, isn't it obvious that I am bullying others? Even though Tianhou is famous in the world, it's just that this kind of thing is probably not acceptable." Imagine Wu Meiniang facing such a request from herself With a helpless look on her face, Shangguan Wan'er couldn't stop laughing.

Princess Taiping smiled and explained nonchalantly: "Now my mother is in good health and has power in the government. It is natural for you to be with her. But, have you thought about how she will live after a hundred years? Wan'er, You also know about the son-in-law. I realized at that time that you can’t just like someone, or you will be the one who suffers in the end. Fortunately, we still have a few children, and my mother didn’t do too much. Since then, I I survived with the few children he left behind. Later, I also met some people, but I no longer have the same mood as before. Although I sometimes feel lonely in my current life, looking at those children makes me happier What about you? I see that you are sincere to my mother, but the more sincere your heart is now, the deeper the hurt will be in the future. Have you ever thought about what the final result will be?"

Shangguan Wan'er was speechless for a while, before she said for a long time: "I don't know why you said this to me. You hate me for pestering the queen, don't you?"

Princess Taiping saw that Shangguan Wan'er still didn't understand, so she couldn't say anything more.That's all, everyone has their own disasters.If you can't hide, what can you do?

After leaving the princess mansion, I saw that Cheng Yiwei had already bought something and was waiting for her in the car.It's just that I'm in a bad mood now, so I can't just go back to the palace directly.Huge Luoyang... Shangguan Wan'er suddenly remembered that she hadn't seen Princess Xuancheng for a long time, so she happened to go talk to her.

It's still the same here.Clean and tidy yard.The melodious sound of the piano.

When Xuancheng heard that Shangguan Wan'er was asking for an audience outside, he didn't let anyone else open the door, and went straight to the door by himself.Sure enough, it was Shangguan Wan'er and Cheng Yiwei standing at the door.

"Wan'er, it really is you." Xuancheng held Shangguan Wan'er's hand in surprise, while looking her up and down.Seeing that Shangguan Wan'er's clothes are very expensive and her skin is delicate, she felt relieved.

The three came to the main hall and sat down.Aunt Zhu came up to pour tea, and she was very happy again.Shangguan Wan'er told the story of what happened after she left here.

"Wan'er, you left us without saying goodbye that day, which made us very anxious. Later, when people asked outside, they couldn't find you. The princess didn't think about food and drink in those days, and she kept blaming herself. It's good to see that everything is fine now. The princess is relieved, and the old slave is also relieved." Aunt Zhu said with a smile.

Xuancheng also laughed: "You were not healthy at that time, and you didn't know where you went alone. I was really worried. Later, I heard that there was a first talented woman named Shangguan Wan'er in Luoyang City." Xuancheng Cheng covered his mouth and laughed when he said this.

Shangguan Wan'er was ashamed.Wu Meiniang also told her later that it was Wu Meiniang who asked the wives to make fun of her.She originally thought that her literary talents were indeed outstanding, only then did she realize that everyone was following orders.No wonder Yu Xuanji had an expression of disbelief when he heard that a poem could sell for an ingot of gold.At that time, I also felt that those ladies seemed to be afraid that she would not accept her, and I thought it was because I was thinking too much.It's all behind this person's back, watching himself being coaxed around.

Now she is going to be laughed at by sister Xuancheng again.Shangguan Wan'er secretly made up her mind that when she went back, she would ask Tianhou to apologize again, and she couldn't end it with just one kiss.

"Sister Xuancheng, do you know what's going on?" Shangguan Wan'er asked mischievously.

"I didn't know it at first, but now I know it. It must be that our Wan'er articulated the words and wrote the words, so the words shocked everyone and convinced them." Xuancheng laughed.

Well, it seems that only I am the most stupid.If I hadn't seen the poems I wrote in the side hall, and even the papers were those from the Poetry Competition, guessing the connection, and then forcing the queen to tell the whole story, I am afraid that I am the only one who is confused now. in the drum.this person.

Princess Xuancheng was originally a person admired by Shangguan Wan'er, but now she was full of doubts, and she couldn't wait much, so after Aunt Zhu and Cheng Yiwei went out, she walked up to Princess Xuancheng and sat down.Princess Xuancheng saw Shangguan Wan'er's expression suddenly changed, so she put down the teacup and waited for her to speak.

While Shangguan Wan'er was wondering whether it would be good to tell so many people about this matter, she gave up on herself. Anyway, Luoyang city was already full of uproar, so why deceive yourself and others. "Sister Xuancheng, if you like someone who everyone thinks you shouldn't like, what would you do?"

When Xuancheng heard such childish words, he couldn't help laughing. Seeing Shangguan Wan'er's face full of troubles, he quickly restrained his smile and said, "Don't tell me you are obedient and don't like it because everyone doesn't allow you to like it? How can I remember Wan'er I'm not such a good-natured person."

Shangguan Wan'er shook her head and frowned: "But, everyone will find a way to separate us." What if Tianhou despises being with her is too much trouble.Tianhou's mind was filled with important matters in the court, and although she had said to reassure herself, she couldn't be reassured no matter what.I am so insignificant.

Princess Xuancheng stretched out her hand and gently stroked Shangguan Wan'er's head: "Wan'er, there are many things in this world that we cannot decide. The only thing we can be sure of is our own heart. No matter what others will do to you, Regardless of whether the person you like is willing to face these things with you, all you can decide is whether you want to continue liking that person. It doesn’t matter if you can’t give up because you like it too much, or you want to let go because it’s too difficult .As long as you don’t regret it yourself, it’s all right.” Then he changed his tone and asked with a smile, “Having said so much, I still don’t know who Wan’er really likes.”

"It's the Queen of Heaven." Shangguan Wan'er bowed her head and said.If Tianhou doesn't want to be with her one day, will she regret it?Will not.Shangguan Wan'er secretly denied in her heart that it would be good to stay with Tianhou for a while longer.Even if there is such a day, if we can be together for one more day, I will earn one more day.

Xuancheng opened his mouth and paused, then closed it again.Well, this is really an unexpected and reasonable thing.It turns out that this "everyone" refers to the people of the world.Whether it's someone she likes or someone she opposes, they are too powerful for Wan'er.

"Wan'er, do you think she treats you the same as you treat her?" Thinking of the attitude I saw Tianhou treating Wan'er and the last time Wan'er came to see me, I couldn't see Tianhou's attitude towards Wan'er at that time. How special it is.It's just that it's better for Wan'er if it's not particularly good.Such a moody person who can kill people at any time, it is better to be tired early and get away.

"I can't see it. I have never been able to guess her thoughts at all." Shangguan Wan'er thought for a while, and still said her true feelings.She also knew that Wu Meiniang treated her very well, but she didn't dare to think deeply about what kind of existence she was in Wu Meiniang's heart, she just let it pass lightly.

"No matter what, you must remember that saving your life is the most important thing. Although your heart is important, it is not as important as your life. It is not worth losing your life for something." Xuancheng said while he felt that what he said now was far from the "no regrets" just now. far.However, Shangguan Wan'er is a real person sitting beside her, how can she sit and talk about things without her own business.

Shangguan Wan'er smiled and asked, "Sister Xuancheng, you have confused me. Do you agree or not?"

Princess Xuancheng sighed: "You have the final say on whether you like it or not, and that person has the final say on whether you want to be together or not. We people are basically irrelevant people." Xuancheng suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly ordered Said, "Don't tell your mother beforehand."

Shangguan Wan'er nodded.His life, death, honor and disgrace are all in the Queen's mind.As for other people's opinions, I don't care, and Tianhou is not someone who will let others influence her.fair enough.There was nothing to give to Tianhou.

The author has something to say: Is there that kind of love that doesn't expect anything in return?Probably there are.

However, I always feel that if you like someone very much, you always hope that she likes you as much.