Toxic GL

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She just doesn't talk much, but she is more than enough to deal with others.

Lin Nai couldn't help thinking: What kind of mentality does such a person view himself?

Lin Nai said, can you take a photo with me?

Although Cen Ruxi was surprised, he still agreed.

At that time, that photo was taken.

Thinking back carefully now, it seems to be the feeling of getting what I wanted.

Happiness like never before.

However, it was a pity that she only had a Weibo account used by Cen Ruxi in China, and it was obviously not used for a long time. They couldn't go any further, and they didn't play according to the original plan. Cen Ruxi left Japan in a hurry.

Maybe there is no chance to meet again.

Lin Nai thought.

She has always been a person who will do whatever she wants, whether it is to strike up a conversation with Cen Ruxi or invite Cen Ruxi to travel with her, she is willing to try.

But what she was afraid of was that there was no chance for her to take the initiative.

She felt as if she had fallen into a strange circle, she was so eager for it, but once she got it, she couldn't help but yearn for more.

Perhaps, as others have said, human beings are inherently greedy.

It's not that there are no suitors, but Lin Nai believes that they are completely different from the person he expected.

But if you have to think about it yourself, only that figure will appear in your mind.

Lin Nai knew that he was stunned.

She began to try to send Cen Ruxi a private message on Weibo.

"Do you remember me?" she asked.

This private message disappeared without a trace, and there was no further news.

Lin Nai was very unhappy, but there was nothing she could do. She had already guessed that she was abnormal—she often lost her mind when she was working, thinking about some inexplicable things.

She was often distracted during filming, during that time, she was often scolded by Shen Yi.

But, so what, her heart has been lost, and she is no longer the former Linnai.

However, what Linnai didn't expect was that Cen Ruxi actually replied to her.

She took a photo and sent it to Lin Nai. It was the photo they took together when they were in Japan. Cen Ruxi actually developed it and put it in a photo frame.

"Hi, thank you for your care in Japan."

Cen Ruxi actually replied.

Even though this sentence was very polite, Lin Nai felt very happy.

Later, she often chatted with Cen Ruxi in this way. Cen Ruxi replied very slowly, sometimes it took several hours, sometimes it took several days.

But as long as she is willing to reply, Lin Nai is still very happy.

But one day, Cen Ruxi suddenly said, "I might be getting married."

At that time, Lin Nai was completely stunned, and the mobile phone in his hand fell to the ground with a snap.

She had never considered such a possibility, but now she realized that even though she worked so hard, she and Cen Ruxi were still two different people.

She never thought that Cen Ruxi was a woman just like her, maybe she would get married and have children and have a husband...

When Lin Nai discovered this reality for the first time, she felt uneasy and embarrassed, and she replied: "Congratulations."

The other party replied calmly: "Thank you."

Lin Nai threw herself on the sofa while holding the phone, she felt so confused.

She had worked hard and actively to do so much, and suddenly lost her direction completely.

At this time, Yan Zi, a famous Hong Kong director, invited her to make a movie.

The name of this movie is "Ash", and the story is quite dark, Lin Nai frowned when he saw it.

She doesn't like the story.

Shen Yi also disagreed at the beginning, but this movie is too tempting. The famous Hong Kong director personally invited it, and the leading actor is the famous actor Yu Jinghe. What a gimmick...

Yan Ziquan said it many times, but Lin Nai finally accepted the film contract.

But what no one expected was that this movie failed to pass the review in the end, and there was no way to present it in front of everyone, and it became the posthumous work of actor Yu Jinghe.

Not only became Yu Jinghe's posthumous work, but also pushed Lin Nai to the edge of madness.

She played a girl who was raped by her biological father and caused schizophrenia and self-mutilation to death. In order to make this movie, she lost weight crazily, and she wanted to perform that feeling of being thin.

There is no doubt that she succeeded, she showed that kind of deep despair, even the serious Yan Zi was amazed by her performance.

Only Lin Nai knew that all she had on her mind was that Cen Ruxi was getting married.

She felt as if she was in a daze. Sometimes when she was filming, tears would flow down by herself. She always cried, whether it was eating, reading or listening to music, it seemed that the whole world was cut off from her, and only she was left alone. People are crying.

Yu Jinghe was the first to notice that something was wrong with her. He suggested that she contact her family. What he could think of, why didn't Lin Nai think of it.

It's just that when she finally found a chance to get in touch with her family, she told her parents and brother everything, but in return, she got really strange eyes.

"You like women?" That's what my brother said. "Are you gay?"

Lin Nai had no idea that they would react like this, and after another look, she also understood.

Even the closest parents are shaking their heads.

Lin Nai and Lin He had a quarrel, and Lin He told her not to go back to the Lin family, because they no longer recognize this daughter.

Scenes of these things appeared in Lin Nai's mind like a movie, and when he thought about it again, there was only pain.

She has started self-harm.

But when the glass scratched her wrist, she felt that she lost her courage again.

She didn't even have the courage to die.

Lin Nai knew that she had reached her limit and could no longer hold on.

She asked Yu Jinghe if he had a counselor introduction.

It seems that the reliance on Yu Jinghe in the movie has been transferred to real life. She can no longer find a person she can rely on, and subconsciously wants to draw warmth from those around her who only treat her better.

But Yu Jinghe quickly helped.

It was a fairly young psychological counselor, a foreigner, whose name was Jeff Green.

The other party suggested that she take hypnotherapy and set a few key points in her daily life. If she wants, she can use these to retrieve her memory.

This is a rather difficult question to decide, but Linnaeus is willing to try.

This period of time was indeed painful, and she was forced to recall those memories over and over again.

Perhaps, without Cen Ruxi, everything would not have ended like this...

If there is no Cen Ruxi, nothing will happen...

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