Toxic GL

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——Romans 12:19

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This nightmare was so real that Linnai wanted to escape quickly.

She seemed to wake up all of a sudden, and found that she was sweating profusely, like a drowning person.

She gasped heavily, but felt that her heart or other organs could not move quickly.

She inexplicably had a feeling that "I might not live too long".

Everything is quiet under the night sky.

The surrounding area was terribly quiet, not even the slightest chirping of cicadas in summer.

Lin Nai turned on the bedside lamp, under the dim light, his arms looked extraordinarily slender and pale.

She slowly turned her left wrist over, stretched out her right index finger, and slowly stroked her skin.

It's smooth and warm.

And her pulse was beating.

This is a young, fresh life.

Lin Nai took a deep breath.

However, the slightly raised touch on the wrist made the uneasiness in her heart come true again.

Very subtle feeling.

almost none.

But that feeling exists, it is so real, so real that Lin Nai almost sheds tears.

She turned on the headlights in the room, and pointed her wrist to the light.

In the dream, the red line on my wrist really existed.

Very fine and small, the color is so light that it can almost be ignored.

But Lin Nai knew that it was a scar.

She didn't know what happened to her, everything was like a puzzle, and she was trapped in the puzzle alone.

Who is out of the puzzle?Maybe it's Jeff Green, maybe it's Yu Jinghe, maybe it's... Cen Ruxi.

She opened the door and walked out barefoot.

The sound of ticking outside heralds the arrival of the first summer thunderstorm, and the dull thunder seems to ring out in the sky.

Lin Nai looked out the window, but found that it was pitch black outside.

She can't see anything.

She went upstairs slowly and opened Cen Ruxi's room. Cen Ruxi didn't lock the door.

She didn't deliberately slow down her pace, she stepped forward and fell asleep in Cen Ruxi's arms.

Cen Ruxi slept very lightly, and was awakened by her all of a sudden, but he was not frightened by her unexpected actions.

She asked, "What's the matter? Are you afraid of thunder?"

Her voice was full of sleepiness and a little nasal. At first she muttered something in German, but when she realized it, she corrected it by herself.

Lin Nai shook his head lightly.

She didn't say anything, just put Cen Ruxi's arm around her waist.

"Lin Nai...?" Cen Ruxi asked suspiciously.

"... hug me, okay?" Lin Nai leaned his head on Cen Ruxi's shoulder and said softly.

"I am afraid."

Cen Ruxi was startled, she seemed to be aware of something.

Is Lin Nai afraid of thunder and lightning?

Or maybe fear of something else.

No one can predict the unknown future.

However, at this moment, all Cen Ruxi could do was reach out and embrace Lin Nai.

Her embrace was neither warm nor wide, but Lin Nai felt that she was at ease.

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When Lin Nai woke up, it was already the next morning.

Cen Ruxi had already woken up, and was not by her side at the moment.

The bed next to her was cold.

Lin Nai was taken aback, and later realized that this was Cen Ruxi's room.

Cen Ruxi's room is the same as hers, well-organized and a little too tidy.

Her room is featureless, as if it was made directly according to the decoration manual of the decoration company, but there are many books on the white bookshelf.

Lin Nai walked over to look, there were many professional books, and some German books, Lin Nai couldn't understand, and suddenly found that there was still the book "How Foreigners Learn Putonghua Well" on it.

This is something I did when I lost my memory, and now I think about it, I can also smile knowingly.

There are also many photos, all framed in the same photo frame, and placed on the bookshelf.

Lin Nai watched slowly.

Some with family members—Cen Ruxi should be a very family-loving person. Her two older brothers and parents are often in Cen Ruxi’s photos, and some of them wear the same uniform—should be classmates, almost all foreigners .

One of them had Zhuang Yan——Lin Nai had seen this woman before, with red hair and neat deeds, which left a deep impression on Lin Nai.

Cen Ruxi and Zhuang Yan stood together, and they were both dressed gorgeously. On the right stood two girls, one was a foreigner with blond hair and blue eyes, and the other was a Chinese with long black hair.

It should be a photo of a banquet, Zhuang Yan still holds a wine glass in her hand.

All three were smiling, except Cen Ruxi.

Lin Nai thought Cen Ruxi was very interesting. She picked up this photo and wanted to take a closer look, but she didn't expect that the frame was loose, and another photo fell out from behind.

It kicked back on the ground, and Linnai bent down to pick it up.

She didn't want to look at this photo by accident, it just happened.

However, when she saw clearly the person above, her face was pale, and the blood on her face faded away instantly.

That was a photo of Cen Ruxi.

She was not much different then from now, except that she is a little thinner now.

At that time, Cen Ruxi still had a cold face.

Judging from the lens, this seems to be a selfie, but the person who took it is obviously not Cen Ruxi.

It's another person in the photo.

That person is Lin Nai.

Since dating Cen Ruxi—no, since meeting Cen Ruxi, Lin Nai has never had a photo with Cen Ruxi.

She hadn't even realized that the photo was being taken.

But the people in this photo are obviously himself and Cen Ruxi.

Lin Nai turned over the photo and found the date written on the back.

"February 2013, 2 Japan"

At that time, Lin Nai had lost her immature appearance. She had long curly hair and clean makeup, and she looked very beautiful.

That was the best time, the most beautiful Linnai.

Lin Nai slowly stuffed the photo back into place.

She slowly opened Cen Ruxi's door and walked down the stairs.

Cen Ruxi was reading a newspaper, and there was a hot coffee and bread in front of him. Seeing Lin Nai appearing, Cen Ruxi put down the newspaper and said, "Have some breakfast, and then we are going to the airport."

Oh, Linnai just remembered that a few days are the days when they go to the United States.

After washing up, she sat at the table.

Cen Ruxi had already made all preparations, as if she could go out as soon as she put down the newspaper.

She is so exquisite and perfect, it makes people feel obsessed.

It's too perfect, Linnai thought, so perfect that there are almost no flaws.

Lin Nai took a sip of coffee.

She was no longer in the mood to eat, and everything was done randomly.

Her life is messed up anyway, isn't it?

"As always," she began, "do you remember where we first met?"

"Is this your movie line?" Cen Ruxi revealed a pair of eyes from behind the newspaper.

Lin Nai laughed: "It's really sour, but it's not."

Cen Ruxi looked away, "Remember, it was at that banquet."

"And before that?" Linnai asked again, "I always feel that I seem to have seen you before that banquet, such as some important occasion or something."

"Is that so?" Cen Ruxi didn't lift his head, "You remember wrong."

Lin Nai smiled: "Maybe, maybe you have seen me, but you forgot."

When Cen Ruxi heard this, she paused and put the newspaper on the table. Lin Nai glanced and found that it was the Financial Daily.

"Lin Nai," Cen Ruxi said slowly, "what's wrong with you?"

She never mentioned that Linnai entered her room last night, but she was surprised by Linnai's attitude now.

"Why do you like me?" Linnai asked, "I liked you first, I confessed to you, and then you accepted it, right, so do you like me?"

Cen Ruxi opened his mouth slightly, as if he wanted to say something.

But Lin Nai continued: "Why accept me and be with me? Why, Cen Ruxi? You fell in love with me at first sight? Is this really you?"

It was the first time she called Cen Ruxi's full name like this, and Cen Ruxi looked at her steadfastly.

"Are you sympathizing with me?" Lin Nai said suddenly.

Cen Ruxi felt that Lin Nai seemed a little unbelievable: "Lin Nai...you..."

"Don't rush to deny it," Lin Nai's tone was very indifferent, "I can accept it, I can accept anything."

"Tell me first, is it because I have committed suicide that you are with me?"

Cen Ruxi frowned and said, "What nonsense are you talking about, suicide."

Lin Nai thought: Ah, she is angry.

But she continued: "I think, I killed myself."

Cen Ruxi took a deep breath and said, "Calm down."

Lin Nai slowly stretched out his left hand to show Cen Ruxi.

The light-colored scar was displayed in front of Cen Ruxi like this.

What Lin Nai didn't expect was that Cen Ruxi's expression was very strange.

"You said this?"

Lin Nai was caught off guard by Cen Ruxi's reaction: "Yes..."

She didn't say that she dreamed that she was cutting her wrist to commit suicide at night, and when she woke up, she looked at her wrist and found that there was really a mark on it.

"You don't remember?" Cen Ruxi felt very strange, "It's made of glass."

"You hurt it while participating in a charity event."

Lin Nai was stunned: "What?"

So what happened to my dream that was so real?

Cen Ruxi frowned, found out the phone, flipped through it, and handed it to Lin Nai.

That was really news, probably from previous years.

Lin Nai went to a poor mountainous area to do public welfare activities and was injured by broken glass on his wrist. Fortunately, the wound was not deep.

"Why do you think you're committing suicide?" Cen Ruxi had a strange expression on his face, "The wound on your wrist is not so shallow and thin."

Lin Nai still found it unbelievable—her subconscious mind told herself that Cen Ruxi knew about it.

It turned out that Cen Ruxi did know about the scar on her wrist - and gave her another explanation.

However, what she saw and heard in her memory and in her dream seemed to be real.

Someone in your head says, that's the truth.

Lin Nai felt like she was going crazy.