miss me

The lights in the ancient town were dim, and it was impossible to see the path under his feet. Xia Xinghe shone his ankle with the flashlight on his mobile phone, only to realize that his entire foot was stuck in a mousetrap.

I don't know how there is such a thing here.

Xia Xinghe gasped, squatted down, and tried to break the mousetrap with his hands. Blood flowed down the wound, and Bai Qingzhou strode in front of him.

"Don't move!"

Bai Qingzhou spoke in a cold voice.

Xia Xinghe was slightly taken aback, and then saw Bai Qingzhou half-kneeling down in front of him.

"Take it."

Bai Qingzhou handed him his mobile phone, and Xia Xinghe did as he said, the not-so-bright light shone from the mobile phone in Xia Xinghe's hand, and Bai Qingzhou's expression was unexpectedly panicked.

"Does it hurt here?"

"Can you move here?"

"What about here?"

Bai Qingzhou pressed his fingers carefully next to Xia Xinghe's wound, and kept asking questions.

"Fortunately."

"You can move."

"It hurts a little here."

Xia Xinghe answered one by one, and after a while, Bai Qingzhou's frowning brows relaxed slightly.

"The bone should not be injured," he said, "but now the foreign object is deeply embedded, pulling it out rashly will increase the risk of bleeding, and an ambulance must be called."

Bai Qingzhou quickly made a judgment, took the mobile phone from Xia Xinghe, dialed 120, and explained the situation concisely.

His reaction was too fast, and he was operating step by step in an orderly manner. Xia Xinghe sat on the side and watched his movements blankly, without any chance to answer or interrupt.

After finishing the call, Bai Qingzhou handed the phone to Xia Xinghe again.

"Here," he said.

Xia Xinghe's wound was still bleeding, and he had to stop the bleeding before the ambulance arrived.

There were no tools in the wilderness, so Bai Qingzhou took off his coat and used it as a cloth strip, and tied a knot [-] centimeters below Xia Xinghe's knee to help the wound compress and stop bleeding.

A tense feeling came from his calf, Xia Xinghe finally came to his senses belatedly, and unconsciously moved his leg.

"Does it hurt?"

Bai Qingzhou frowned again, and held Xia Xinghe's calf with one hand.

Xia Xinghe shook his head, wanting to say it's okay, but then he heard Bai Qingzhou speak coldly.

"It's strange if it doesn't hurt," he said, "Are you a three-year-old kid? I haven't seen you for a while, so I made myself like this."

He also said: "Three-year-old children are better at taking care of themselves, so can't you see the big mousetrap?"

"You do the math yourself. How many times have you been injured since we knew each other? You were hospitalized due to a cold, you were allergic to food, you hurt your face when you acted bravely, and this time... can't you have a snack?"

The stern tone was merciless, and immediately aroused all of Xia Xinghe's grievances.

He obviously came here to find him.

When chatting with Sheng Tianyi at night, Xia Xinghe felt that something was wrong with Bai Qingzhou's mood, but Sheng Tianyi kept pestering him so that he couldn't get away. When he came back to his senses, Bai Qingzhou had disappeared trace.

Nie Xingchao said that he was going to go for a walk alone, Xia Xinghe was still not at ease, he waited downstairs for a long time but did not see him back, so he decided to come back along the road to find him.

...Unexpectedly, I accidentally stepped on the mousetrap.

How did he know there would be such a thing here!

"Why are you so fierce!"

Xia Xinghe sniffed, and said aggrievedly, "Do I want to get hurt? It's not because you insisted on coming to this place in the middle of the night!"

"I didn't answer the phone calls, and I didn't reply to the messages. I came to you because I was worried about you, but it turned out to be my fault."

The more Xia Xinghe talked, the more angry he became. For the first time, he felt that Bai Qingzhou's sudden temper was so unreasonable.

Anger and grievances almost rushed out of his chest, Xia Xinghe shook off Bai Qingzhou's hand abruptly, he struggled to stand up, but was restrained by Bai Qingzhou's hand.

"Don't move."

He said.

"You let go!"

Xia Xinghe stared at him fiercely. He was so wronged that his voice was full of tears, "Yes, I'm a three-year-old child. I'm not sensible. Don't bother you. Count me as a donkey's liver and lungs for my good intentions. Let's get rid of it in the future." Don't commit—uh!"

Xia Xinghe suddenly fell silent.

Bai Qingzhou was kissing him.

The man grabbed his wrist and held him in his arms, his hot lips and tongue ran over his.

No, perhaps it is more appropriate to say that it is biting.

The heart was beating chaotically, and Bai Qingzhou was breathing quickly.

He himself didn't know why he made such an action, he just reacted instinctively.

He doesn't want him to go, doesn't want him to be angry, doesn't want him to be close to those people, and doesn't want him to get hurt. Too many emotions are mixed together, and they explode at this moment, turning into a kiss like a storm, sweeping, rushing out The frozen shell shattered the usual calm mask.

At the age when he could get candy by crying, no one told him that if he liked it, he had to fight for it loudly, so even if he liked it later, he would only cover up his care with indifference, afraid of losing.

He has a lot of bad temper, flickering, unreasonable, he knows that he can't express his love, he has tasted bitterness, but he is still unwilling to give up like this.

"Don't go..."

Bai Qingzhou murmured in a clumsy tone.

"Sorry." He said, "I didn't mean to kill you."

"I'm just... worried about you."

"very dangerous."

"I don't know what to do."

Xia Xinghe opened his mouth and asked him: "Aren't you a doctor? You don't know what to do?"

"..."

For a moment, Bai Qingzhou was discouraged and said, "Because it's you."

He can preside over a major operation calmly and self-sufficiently, but because of a small injury, he will lose his sense of proportion in front of him, worry, and be afraid, because no amount of knowledge can equal one ten thousandth of what comes from instinct.

The evening wind was low, the leaves were rustling, Bai Qingzhou's fingertips slid across Xia Xinghe's hair, looking at him with pale eyes, his expression was so gentle.

"Xia Xinghe," he said, "Be good, don't make my heart hurt anymore, okay?"

The light voice came through the evening wind, and like a hurricane, it stirred up turbulent waves in Xia Xinghe's heart.

The pattering spring rain fell on Xia Xinghe's heart, smoothed Xia Xinghe's wrinkled heart little by little, and made another heart swell to the point of overflowing.

Even though Bai Qingzhou said he wanted to chase him, Xia Xinghe still had no sense of reality, as if he was stepping on a piece of cotton, like a dream, and he couldn't confirm it.

The scars from the past were too deep, he couldn't see through Bai Qingzhou's thoughts, until now, at this moment, when he was surrounded by Bai Qingzhou, when he was watched by these eyes, he finally felt his sincerity clearly.

Xia Xinghe took a deep breath, and called softly, "Bai Qingzhou."

"Ok?"

He asked, "Are you serious about chasing me?"

He raised his eyes to look at him, and there was a little bit of starlight in his beautiful peach eyes, so bright, just like many years ago, just one glance was enough to make him fall.

Can't restrain it, can't bear it.

So Bai Qingzhou lowered his eyes and kissed Xia Xinghe's lips again.

The teeth collided with the lips and tongue, the bloody smell permeated the tip of the tongue, the sound of viscous breathing was intertwined, the surrounding insects, birds, and the pain in the legs all disappeared.

Turbulent emotions poured down his lips and tongue, with gorgeous white in front of his eyes, Xia Xinghe finally closed his eyes, drifting and sinking with Bai Qingzhou.

The air in his mouth became thinner and thinner, until Xia Xinghe was about to suffocate, and Bai Qingzhou finally let go of him.

"Do you believe it now?"

Bai Qingzhou asked hoarsely.

The skin of his lips had been torn long ago, and the tingling pain lingered on the lips for a long time. Bai Qingzhou's fingers gently touched Xia Xinghe's lips, and his heartbeat beat against his chest. Xia Xinghe finally made up his mind.

He raised his head lightly, and took the initiative to kiss Bai Qingzhou's lips.

The whispering voice melted into the kiss, Xia Xinghe said: "Let's try."

So be it.

Xia Xinghe thought, that's all.

It may be impulsive, or it may be inevitable.

He was no longer the ignorant and reckless young man back then. He had been injured, shed tears, feared and flinched, but the young man's heart was eternal, and he couldn't restrain his love for Bai Qingzhou.

There are still many problems between them, he knows, different personalities, different expressions, and the scars of the past lie between the two, reminding them of past failures.

There were so many reasons why they weren't suitable, but feeling the love at this moment was real and so clear, so he had the courage to try again.

The ambulance arrived late, the unique whistle sounded from a distance, and the bright headlights suddenly shone over, shining brightly, as if it had dawned.

Bai Qingzhou's Adam's apple moved slightly, and he said, "Okay."