miss me

As soon as Bai Qingzhou's words came out of his mouth, Xia Xinghe immediately froze in place.

The previous notions were too deep-rooted, and the previous hurts were too deep-rooted, Xia Xinghe didn't dare to extravagantly ask Bai Qingzhou to like him.Even though his heart was slightly shaken by Bai Qingzhou's reaction recently, he never thought that Bai Qingzhou would really say this.

This is really unbelievable, as if in a dream.

Heartbeat was beating irregularly, his brain was almost muddled, Xia Xinghe's lips moved, and he said in a dull voice: "Are...are you joking?"

Bai Qingzhou frowned, and asked him, "Do you think I'll make a joke about this?"

Xia Xinghe was still stiff, nodding and shaking his head in a daze, the helpless expression fell into Bai Qingzhou's eyes, which made him feel extremely frustrated. For the first time, he realized that his thinking and Xia Xinghe's thinking was so different, and it had been so long. Well, he really didn't notice it at all.

"...Forget it," Bai Qingzhou was silent for a moment, and skipped the topic directly. He looked down at Xia Xinghe's eyes and asked him, "So, what's your answer?"

This mode of chatting in the air is too time-consuming, he wants to be more straightforward.

"I……"

Xia Xinghe opened his mouth, but didn't know how to answer.

They were too close, so close that he could see his own reflection in Bai Qingzhou's eyes, so close that his breath was filled with Bai Qingzhou's clear breath.

It was too close, he couldn't think at all, his brain seemed to be filled with paste and stuck together, his fingertips were numb and he couldn't move half a minute, but his heart was beating fast.

Bai Qingzhou spoke again, and he asked, "Do you still like me?"

The deep voice seemed too real in the noisy surroundings, it was still indifferent, but it was so hot that it almost set Xia Xinghe on fire.

He always has such magic power, all he needs is a word and a look, as long as he looks at him like this, as long as he is in his eyes, he can't refuse at all.

Xia Xinghe's lips moved, and he stared at Bai Qingzhou blankly, the word "like" was already on his lips, and the next second, an angry "Xia Xinghe!" pulled him back from the brink of distraction.

Yan Cai stepped in front of the two of them in three steps and said loudly, "What are you doing?"

"us……"

Xia Xinghe took two steps back abruptly, for a moment he didn't know how to explain the current situation, and then suddenly realized another problem, Yan Cai actually stood so straight in front of him!

Xia Xinghe asked in surprise: "Is your leg all right?"

"Ahem! It's just... that... Anyway, that's it."

Yan Cai didn't expect Xia Xinghe to remember this, so he coughed unnaturally twice, falteringly glanced at Nie Xingchao beside him, and then hurriedly brought the topic to Xia Xinghe: "Then what, don't change the subject, now is I'm asking you, what were you two doing so close just now?"

"At once……"

Xia Xinghe opened his mouth, still didn't know how to answer, a moment later, a clear male voice rang out from beside his ears.

"Nothing, watch the sunrise," Bai Qingzhou said lightly, and then said, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, why come up now?"

There was no emotion in his tone, and he was so indifferent as if nothing had happened. If Yan Cai hadn't just seen that his lips were about to touch the tip of Xia Xinghe's nose, he might have really believed his evil.

Due to Xia Xinghe's face, it was not easy for Yan to expose it directly. He glanced at Xia Xinghe and gave him a look of "I'll torture you when I go back", and then reluctantly explained Bai Qingzhou's question: " Hey, it's nothing, it's just that I went the wrong way when I came up."

Speaking of this, Yan Cai was even more angry.

The two of them took the wrong road in the second half of the journey, and finally climbed up to this big platform after a long detour. They even watched the sunrise from the middle of the mountain.

After climbing the mountain all night, Yan Cai was so tired that he almost vomited blood. He dragged his exhausted body to find a place to stay. When he looked up, he saw Bai Qingzhou wanting to kiss Xia Xinghe!

This was unbearable, so Yan Cai was full of strength in an instant, his waist was no longer sore and his legs were no longer hurting, and he strode up to the two of them and interrupted them.

Yan Cai briefly talked about what happened last night, but Xia Xinghe still remembered Yan Cai's ankle injury: "What about your feet, after walking such a long mountain road, are you really okay?"

Yan Cai was a little embarrassed, and kept saying "it's okay." Xia Xinghe was still worried, so he turned his gaze to Nie Xingchao and asked, "Is Brother Yan really okay?"

"This one……"

Nie Xingchao made a long draw.

Yan Cai was startled, and hurriedly signaled Nie Xingchao with his eyes. The poor man almost wagged his tail. Nie Xingchao curled up his lips in a good mood, and only then did the second half of the sentence continue: "Indeed, it's nothing serious."

Yan Cai breathed a sigh of relief, and gave Nie Xingchao another hard look.

Nie Xingchao had no choice but to say something with his lips: "Little heartless." The corners of his lips were still raised, as if he was enjoying it.

Climbing up at night wasted a lot of energy, the four discussed it, and decided to go back to the hotel to rest in the afternoon, and continue shopping the next day.

Anyway, he wasn't in a group, and he wasn't in a hurry. After returning to the hotel, Xia Xinghe took a shower comfortably, collapsed on the bed and fell asleep. When he opened his eyes again, it was already dark outside.

Yan Cai next to him woke up a long time ago and was lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone. Xia Xinghe rubbed his eyes in a daze and asked, "What time is it?" Yan Cai glanced at the time on the mobile phone and said, "08: 30."

Shocked, Xia Xinghe woke up completely: "I actually slept for so long!"

It was not yet twelve o'clock when the few people returned to the hotel, and it was only twelve o'clock after taking a shower. He actually slept like this for the whole afternoon.

"Yeah," Yan Cai complained slowly, "and you slept like a dead pig, I went out to dinner and you didn't notice."

While talking, Yan Cai handed him a piece of bread next to him: "Are you hungry? Eat some first."

Xia Xinghe smiled gratefully: "Thank you."

Xia Xinghe didn't eat anything before going to bed at noon. Xia Xinghe was indeed a little hungry. He ate the bread in threes and fives, and his stomach felt a lot better. He was about to go back to bed for a while, but found that Yan Cai beside him had a bad expression on his face. That's right.

"Are you full?"

Yan Cai asked.

Xia Xinghe nodded suspiciously, and seeing Yan Cai's expression immediately became serious.

"Then let's talk about it."

He said.

Xia Xinghe was startled: "What are you talking about?"

"Talking about you and Bai Qingzhou."

Yan Cai has a straight temper and doesn't like to make detours, so he asked straightforwardly, "What's your situation now?"

what's the situation?

In fact, Xia Xinghe himself didn't even know.

On the way back from the mountain, Bai Qingzhou acted as if nothing had happened, he didn't even look at him anymore, but his heartbeat was still fast and couldn't stop at all.

Yan Cai has been Xia Xinghe's friend for many years and has given him a lot of help. Xia Xinghe didn't want to hide it from him. After thinking for a while, he told him exactly what happened in the morning. After Xia Xinghe's voice fell, Yan Cai stared directly. eyes.

"what?"

His tone was full of disbelief, "Bai Qingzhou said he wanted to chase you?"

"Um……"

Xia Xinghe nodded, and mumbled a "hmm", but couldn't hide the blush on his cheeks.The shy expression fell into Yan Cai's eyes, making Yan Cai hold back all his cruel words.

Yan Cai really doesn't like Bai Qingzhou, he thinks he is too arrogant and not suitable for dating, but Xia Xinghe just likes him, and he still doesn't let go after going around for so long, so as a friend, Yan Cai can only sigh helplessly In a calm tone, he asked Xia Xinghe: "Then what about you, what do you think?"

"I?"

Xia Xinghe was startled, then shook his head dully, "I don't know either..."

Under the huge shock, he still doesn't know how to face it.

Of course he likes Bai Qingzhou. He likes Bai Qingzhou so much that after breaking up for so many years, no one else has caught his eyes. Xia Xinghe even suspects that he will never be able to fall in love with others again in his life. At that time, he subconsciously wanted to escape.

The more they cared, the less they dared to face it. What's more, they had already failed once, and the wounds from the past lay across, constantly reminding them of the pain of the past. What's more, until now, he still couldn't see through Bai Qingzhou's heart.

Xia Xinghe didn't speak for a long time, and the hesitant emotion was conveyed from his eyes again.Yan Cai knew him too well, he was both distressed and heartbroken, only hated that he was too infatuated, and would not look back when he hit the south wall.

"Don't make a decision in such a hurry," Yan Cai could only persuade him, "You must let him chase him a little longer and see how he behaves."

Xia Xinghe pursed his lips, and wanted to say something, Yan Cai said again: "At least let him know that you are not just like this, otherwise you will be so indifferent to you when the time comes, there is no place for you to cry cry."

Xia Xinghe was silent for a moment, then said: "...OK."

Xia Xinghe didn't give Bai Qingzhou an answer, and Bai Qingzhou remained silent. The relationship between the two seemed to be back to the past, but it was completely different from before. Consciously or unintentionally, Xia Xinghe could feel Bai Qingzhou more and more. The dark emotions under the cold eyes and the tenderness under the indifferent coat.

When it was cold in the mountains, he would pack an extra thick coat in his backpack for Xia Xinghe to wear; when the rafting was fast, he would sit silently on the outermost edge of the kayak; , Bai Qingzhou has to remind the back chef first, even if there are very few seafood in the mountainous area, he still takes the trouble...

There are too many details, Bai Qingzhou never speaks out what he has done, does not express how much he cares, still keeps a cold face, and occasionally speaks, but always in a cold tone.

He is an indifferent and lonely iceberg, seemingly out of reach, but as long as Xia Xinghe looks back, he will find that he is always there.

His heart was sore and swollen as if he had been soaked in lemonade, so Xia Xinghe had to admit that the balance in his heart had already tilted completely before he knew it.

The three-day journey in the mountains passed by in a flash, and the four of them returned home with a lot of fun. After a little rest, they went to the last stop of the trip, a quaint town.

With the development of the tourism economy, many places have set up the banner of "ancient town" to attract tourists. There are a variety of souvenir shops and so-called special snacks emerge in endlessly, but they are also a little more philistine without realizing it. Breath, a few people searched for a strategy for a long time, and finally chose this small town. It is not as prosperous as other ancient towns, and it has a little more simple fireworks.

It was a long way from the mountain. When they arrived, it was already dark. The owner of the homestay where they stayed warmly received them and brought them hot tea.

"thank you boss."

A few people thanked them politely, drank a few sips of hot tea, and warmed up their bodies after a day of running around.

"You're welcome, come downstairs and find me anytime you need something." The boss waved his hand cheerfully, and just as he was about to go downstairs, a burst of brisk music wafted from the window.The rhythmic drums are paired with bright voices, which are quite local.

"Wait," Yan Cai stopped him again and asked, "Boss, what are we doing downstairs?"

"Oh, downstairs," the boss patted his head and introduced them, "Look at my memory, I wanted to introduce you just now."

He said: "It's a coincidence that you came here, just in time for our bonfire meeting."

Xia Xinghe asked back: "Bonfire meeting?"

The boss smiled: "Well, it's actually just to make friends. The people who come to travel now are all young people. This activity is held in the town. People from all over the world gather together. It's so lively."

Such activities are not uncommon, usually singing and dancing, and there will be some special snacks to gather popularity and let tourists understand the local customs.

Xia Xinghe was not very interested in this kind of humanistic activities, but Yan Cai seemed very interested, and dragged him down without saying a word, leaving Nie Xingchao and Bai Qingzhou staring at each other in the room.

Nie Xingchao had no choice but to ask Bai Qingzhou, "How about we go and have a look?"

Bai Qingzhou lacked interest: "Not interested."

"Really not going?"

The boss answered the conversation with a smile on the side: "I see that you are all very handsome, do you have a partner? I heard that there are many love affairs in such activities, maybe you can meet a suitable one."

Bai Qingzhou's wrist paused, and he stood up in a second.

"Go and see."

He said.

"That's right," the boss's voice came from behind, "Young man, you really don't like it? Then you should work hard. With such a good condition, there must be no problem."

Bai Qingzhou didn't refute, and strode downstairs. Nie Xingchao followed behind him, with a helpless and clear smile in his eyes.

Bai Qingzhou doesn't care about whether an affair is an affair or not. This person is very petty, because he is afraid that someone will strike up a conversation with Xia Xinghe.