miss me

Xia Xinghe is like that persistent and stupid moth, while Bai Qingzhou is a flame burning alone.The fire burned the wings, injured them, and almost burned them to ashes, but as long as they saw a little light, Xia Xinghe couldn't look away anymore.

He was born to conquer him, and he couldn't escape.

Bai Qingzhou knew how cold-hearted Xia Xinghe was. It took him so long to keep him warm.After going through the past, Xia Xinghe no longer imagined that his enthusiasm would be responded to, but he still couldn't help but want to get closer to him, even a little closer, even if it was only for a moment.

The atmosphere was good, Xia Xinghe's heart was beating fast, he lowered his eyes, and muttered in a low voice: "Anyway...thank you anyway."

Thank you for giving me these heartbeats, even if you don't like me.

His eyes were drooping, and his fine hair was half hanging in the air, pale golden, shining finely in the sunlight.

The soft voice hit Bai Qingzhou's heart, like a kitten's paw, tickling people.

Bai Qingzhou's expression softened, and he said lightly, "Don't pick it up for me, I'll do it myself." Holding the chopsticks with his slender fingers, he picked up the food for Xia Xinghe.

Ribs, chicken wings, brown sugar glutinous rice cakes.

The food covered in sauce is placed neatly on the plate by category.

Bai Qingzhou used his chopsticks to pick up food for himself?

Xia Xinghe was a little stunned as the serving chopsticks were lying on the same spot.

Bai Qingzhou is a clean freak, Xia Xinghe knows it.

He didn't know it when he first delivered food to Bai Qingzhou, and accidentally used his chopsticks to pick up food for him, but Bai Qingzhou never touched that meal again.Later, Xia Xinghe didn't dare to use his own chopsticks to pick up things for him because he was afraid that Bai Qingzhou wouldn't like it. Even if they lived together later, there would always be serving chopsticks on the dining table.

Xia Xinghe sometimes thinks that it doesn't make much sense to do this, they have to kiss and go to bed every day, there are many more intimate moments than this, but Bai Qingzhou never mentioned it, and he never dared to change it privately.

Unexpectedly, after a few years, there will be such a scene when we break up and meet again.

Maybe it can be regarded as another kind of right and wrong?

"Why don't you eat?"

Xia Xinghe stared down at his own bowl, while Bai Qingzhou frowned slightly, as if he was dissatisfied with something.

"Oh no."

Xia Xinghe reacted, picked up a piece of ribs and put it in his mouth, and then Bai Qingzhou also picked up a piece of vegetables from the bowl and put it in his mouth, his expression returned to normal.

After a while, he said lightly: "The food tastes good."

Maybe it was the influence of Bai Qingzhou's abnormal behavior, or maybe it was the sudden surge of suppressed emotions, at this moment, Bai Qingzhou made Xia Xinghe extremely powerless.

Xia Xinghe stared blankly at Bai Qingzhou in front of him, feeling that he couldn't move his eyes away.

Narrow eyes look good.

The tall nose looks good.

Slender fingers are beautiful.

Smiling is also pretty, frowning is also pretty, and all the movements and demeanor are so exciting.

Xia Xinghe seemed to be drunk, his heart beat irregularly, his whole body was dizzy, and he seemed to be stepping on a large cloud.

He smiled, shyly, and quickly said: "As long as you like it." He lowered his head again, and took two mouthfuls of the food in the bowl.

The ribs are soft and glutinous in the mouth, the chicken wings are covered with garlic, the sweetness of brown sugar glutinous rice cakes lingers on the tip of the tongue for a long time, and the rich aroma of the food reverberates in the mouth.

A lunch ended in dizziness, Bai Qingzhou took the initiative to go to the kitchen to wash the dishes, and Xia Xinghe nestled on the sofa and played with bamboo.

The fluffy touch slid across the fingertips, Bai Qingzhou could not be seen in front of his eyes, and his breath could not be felt when he breathed, Xia Xinghe gradually woke up.

Just this time, Xia Xinghe thought, he can no longer indulge himself.

In January, it was still cold.

After deep winter comes spring, and the Gregorian New Year has passed, and before you know it, it's time to celebrate the New Year.

The Lunar New Year is more than a month later than the Gregorian calendar, but no matter how much the year drags on, it will still come to an end.

Xia Xinghe is not from Liaohu. His hometown is Liu'an City, a small northern city a thousand kilometers away from here. He can run from the south to the north of the city on an electric bike, and most of the people have a street atmosphere.

His parents wanted Xia Xinghe to develop into a big city, and Xia Xinghe also wanted to broaden his horizons, so he chose Liaohu out of nowhere, and stayed here after graduation.

Liaohu is good everywhere. It is a first-tier big city with well-developed infrastructure and convenient transportation. There are many memories that make Xia Xinghe happy. He likes it very much, but every time during the Chinese New Year, there are some unavoidable problems.

There are many people in Liaohu, and more than half of the population is from other places. Every year during the Chinese New Year, there is a massive migration of people from Liaohu to various places.Every Spring Festival, the railway department will deliberately add a lot of shifts, but after all, there are so many people waiting there, even turning around is useless.

It is too difficult to buy a ticket to go back.

Sitting in front of the computer, Xia Xinghe sighed countless times.

In previous years, Xia Xinghe would go home a while earlier, staggering the peak season. This year, the serialization took a little longer. Xia Xinghe was afraid that it would affect his hand feeling, so he wanted to wait until the serialization was over before going back. However, after the serialization was finished and the tickets were sold out, Xia Xinghe was forced to Join the miserable ticket rush.

During this period, his mother also called and asked him when he would come back. Xia Xinghe felt helpless and said, "Mom, it's not that I don't want to go back, it's mainly because the objective conditions don't allow it."

"That's right," Mom said, "Who told you to stay so far away from Liaohu, it's really not easy to come back once."

Then he said: "It's okay, Mom and Dad will prepare delicious food at home and wait for you to come back."

The gentle words fell into Xia Xinghe's ears, and caused ripples in his heart.

His mother's tone was too gentle, and a single sentence evoked his deepest nostalgia for "home".

At the beginning Xia Xinghe stayed in Liaohu because of his youthful vigor and uneasy status quo and his yearning for a big city. Now, as he grows older, his mind matures, and he is constantly injured after falling and falling, he also begins to miss the taste of starting a family. .

Liaohu is very good, very good. It is a city that never sleeps. It is prosperous and prosperous. The quality of life is many times higher than that of small cities. But he has been alone here, with no relatives or partners. Loneliness is fake, especially when the copyright could not be sold some time ago and was ridiculed by the person in charge of the other party, he didn't even have anyone to talk to, so he felt even more lonely and wronged.

After chatting with his mother for a few more words, Xia Xinghe was a little bit embarrassed, and when he hung up the phone, the idea of ​​going back to live came up in his heart, and it passed by again.

Big cities and small towns have their own advantages and disadvantages, and it is not something that can be decided at the moment. When he just graduated a few years ago, Xia Xinghe stayed here wholeheartedly, bought a house directly with a loan, and then settled down. All social security and medical insurance are attached here. , getting used to the way of life and socializing here, it doesn't mean that you can just walk away.

At least for now, the top priority now is to grab tickets first.

Xia Xinghe slumped on the bed to rest for a while, then sat up abruptly, and started a new round of fighting for tickets.

Finally, the hard work paid off, after a few days of hard work, Xia Xinghe snatched the high-speed rail ticket on New Year's Eve.

At this time, there is still a week before Lunar New Year 29, and the atmosphere of the New Year on the streets is getting stronger and stronger. Many businesses put up Spring Festival couplets and hang lanterns in front of their doors. On the streets, cheerful and festive music plays one after another. Xia Xinghe took advantage of the promotion to stock up Quick-frozen food, picked up the phone, and received another message from Yan Cai.

[Yan is not a pickle: Are you still chatting with Lake? ]

[Yan is not a pickle: Brother is back, how many of our friends will get together another day? ]

Yan Cai is from Liaohu, but he doesn't like the fast-paced life in big cities. After graduating from university, he went to a water town in the south of the Yangtze River, and he only comes back once a year.

The other friends were also similar. After graduating from university, they were busy with their own jobs, and there were very few opportunities to see each other. Now that old friends reunited, it was rare to get together, so Xia Xinghe was naturally willing.

[Little Bamboo: Must! ]

[Yan is not a pickle: You still owe brother a meal, don't forget. ]

[Little Bamboo: ...]

[Xiao Zhuzi: Don’t worry, remember it. ]

The meeting was scheduled for two days later.

A few college classmates who hadn't seen each other for a long time gathered in the box, and the scene was extremely lively.

The roommate who was called "Little Fatty" in the four years of college is now as thin as a bamboo pole; the dormitory who has not had a relationship in the four years of college has grown up to be the first to marry, and the doll is two or three years old; It was also tanned so much that I didn't dare to recognize it at first sight.

After entering the private room, Yan Cai put his arms around Xia Xinghe's shoulders, and said with a smile, "You've grown capable, why is your hair dyed yellow? It's really foreign and elegant."

Xiaopang immediately answered: "What's the matter, how to complement our Xiaoxia? Can you dye this effect?"

The head of the dormitory said: "Yan Cai is not bad, he even went for tanning."

They sang together, directly making Xia Xinghe laugh.

These roommates are all kind. Xia Xinghe went to school early and was the youngest in the dormitory. He was taken care of by them when he was in school. When we meet again now, I feel very kind.

Xia Xinghe smiled, greeted them one by one, and said, "Long time no see."

"haven't seen you for a long time."

"Yo, Xinghe has also grown taller, not bad."

Familiar people are drifting away on their own roads, and they are still kind when they meet again. That shared memory will always remain in my heart, and I always miss it when I think about it occasionally.

Old friends get together less restrained, sitting around a table, eating and chatting, after a while, they poured out wine, Yan Cai patted the table and ordered a dozen beers, but it wasn't satisfying, so he went directly to the store downstairs to bring up a bottle of white .

"Come on, come on, we brothers finally got together, so we won't go home if we don't get drunk tonight!"

"Yes, if you don't get drunk, you won't return!"

Xia Xinghe is not very good at drinking, and he seldom drinks alcohol. He couldn't bear the enthusiasm of his friends, and he drank a lot without knowing it.

The scorching heat quickly rose, Xia Xinghe's cheeks were stained crimson, and the other people at the table were not much better, they were stumbling around, and they couldn't speak clearly.

Holding the wine, Xiaopang muttered to the head of the dormitory, "Goofy, you are not authentic. We brothers are single together, and you are the only one who will get married and have a baby."

The head of the dormitory was also a little drunk, and he glanced at him: "Then you should work harder!"

"Xiao Pang, you should reflect on yourself the most. You have been yelling that you like the flowers next door since you were a freshman. Did you chase after me?"

"The same is true for Yan Cai. When you were in school, didn't many little girls chase after you? Why have you never had a date?"

"We Xiaoxia are the most reassuring. The person is stable and the relationship is stable, and the partner has a future!"

The few roommates are very nice, knowing that Xia Xinghe also has some prejudices if he likes the same sex, and knowing that it is not easy for them, they have been secretly helping the two to create various opportunities to meet each other, and have put a lot of effort into their relationship.

The breakup came so suddenly back then, Xia Xinghe didn't know how to speak for a while, thinking to wait and say, but in the end he dragged on until he graduated.

It was mentioned later that it was at the parting wine table, and several people were drunk, thinking that Xia Xinghe was joking, and no one took it seriously, so until now, they still thought that the two were together.

I didn't dare to make jokes when I was in school before, but now I'm drunk and have no scruples. The head of the dormitory took another sip of wine and smiled: "Yes, he is also from our school, let's have a party together?"

Xiaopang also said: "We must call him and get him drunk! He abducted our Xiao Xia, and I don't know how many girls are crying in secret!"

"Come and blow a bottle of beer first!"

"White ones will also be fined three cups!"

A few people arranged for Bai Qingzhou in a few words, Xia Xinghe felt a little helpless: "He doesn't like dinner parties, so he won't come."

"Why not!" said the dormitory head, "You said back then that he didn't like eating with people, but he didn't eat with you later."

"You also said that you don't like to share a room with others, so why don't you share the room with you later?"

It's unreasonable to talk to a drunk person, Xia Xinghe was so disturbed that he had no choice but to send a message to Bai Qingzhou.

[Xiao Zhuzi: Do you want to come to our college reunion? ]

Bai Qingzhou did not reply.

Xia Xinghe sighed, but couldn't tell if he was disappointed or happy.

In the past, Bai Qingzhou didn't like these friends of his, and he didn't want to be with them. Every time they had dinner together, he would have a displeased expression on his face. Correspondingly, he never brought him to see the people around him, It seems that their relationship is so shady.

He showed the chat interface to everyone and said, "Look, I just said he won't come..."

Before he could finish speaking, the phone was snatched suddenly.

The head of the dormitory pressed the call button and shouted loudly: "Senior, you are not mean enough! Xiaoxia is still in our hands!"

Xiaopang also leaned in front of the microphone and yelled: "That's right, if you don't come, you won't be allowed to get along with him?"

"……Stop it!"

Xia Xinghe's face became hot, fearing that they would say some nonsense again, he hurriedly snatched the phone, and suddenly found that the interface of the phone seemed to be a bit wrong.

...It's over, the long press in the dormitory is not a voice message, but a voice call.

It was clear that the call time was still rising by the minute, Xia Xinghe's face became hot, and he just wanted to find a crack in the ground to get down.

"Hello? Are you listening? Sorry..."

His lips moved, wanting to say something to make amends, but before he could say a word, he heard a familiar clear voice from his ears.

The traces of current passing through the earpiece are still exceptionally clear.

"give me the address."