I thrived on straight balls [entertainment]

"I'm exhausted. Let's go to eat? There are no classes in the afternoon. There is a new shop on the commercial street, and there are still discounts."

"Then what are you talking about, let's go."

"Hey, do you want to call him?"

"Who is it?"

"Ruan Youtian."

"I want to call you, I haven't talked to him, how embarrassing..."

"Do you want to call?"

Several people were talking loudly, and Ruan Youtian also got up to leave, so he naturally heard their conversation.There is nothing embarrassing about him. Embarrassment is not suitable for him. He has always walked through others' embarrassment to him. It doesn't matter whether there is more or less, whether there is or not.

The bustling people looked at Ruan Youtian who was about to go out, and finally greeted, "Hey, Ruan Youtian, do you want to have dinner together?"

Ruan Youtian shook his head, "You guys go."

The person who spoke before had an expression of "I'll just say it", and then yelled at his companion to leave.Ruan Youtian was the only one left in the practice room. He was used to such a solitary daily life, so he didn't think it was special.

I wasted some time just now, and missed the best time to get into the elevator. Ruan Youtian didn't want to wait, so she didn't take the elevator. Instead, she walked slowly down the stairs of the safe passage. Unfortunately, just as she turned in, she heard someone talking about herself name.

"He looks so noble, he looks down on others, why are you proud of being a trainee, don't you want to be famous?"

"Hahaha being a bitch| bitch still erecting an archway, Mr. Ling brought him here on the first day. I glanced at him at the time, and he was lukewarm to Mr. Ling. When I entered the gate, I followed behind and put They really listened to the conversation."

"What did they say?"

"I didn't say a few words, it was Mr. Ling who introduced him to him. After that, he told him not to be nervous, stepping into the door of AY is AY's people, just get familiar with him, and go to him if necessary."

"Oh my god, Boss Ling's painting style is a bit wrong! Isn't he a cold and ice mountain? Why did you meet Ruan Youtian so gentle?"

"I haven't met Boss Ling a few times in the company, but every time he has a cold face, his aura is scary."

"I always feel that he won't practice for too long, or how to put it, it doesn't matter whether he has acting skills or not, that face is enough."

"I don't know which agent will take him, but don't be an agent with me. I don't have enough resources, so don't come to grab me."

"You have a good idea! People can take a fancy to your manager? Maybe Mr. Ling will lead him personally."

"Fuck! So awesome?!"

"Hey, who knows what the deal is...you don't know...what the hell!"

Ruan Youtian came out from the corner in the shadow behind the door, glanced at the three talking people in turn with a cold face, and said nothing.

The two people who were talking quickly silenced, without paying attention to the cigarettes in their hands.

Ruan Youtian didn't need their answers, just skipped them and walked on without giving another look.

Ling Feng said that he is a flower who sees flowers through the fog, with a hazy sense of alienation. He thought it was funny, but this is just a prettified rhetoric. If the filter of courtesy and reciprocity is removed, he is just a beautiful dumb with no human touch.

——I don’t know how to argue, and I don’t want to argue.He walks alone in the world, unwilling to give up his heart and break it into pieces to care about people who have nothing to do with him.Ruan Youtian knows people's comparisons and jealousy in his heart, even if they speak bad words, he has a clear conscience, so he can say whatever you want.

Two days later, when it was time to hand in the post-study testimonials, Ruan Youtian was still amused on the way to the company. The acting teacher probably saw that this group of brats were not pleasing to the eye and came down from a higher level, so he stayed for a week. Finish reading "Actor's Self-cultivation" and write a class assignment after reading it.

At that time, all the trainees were stunned for a moment, why did I write a post-reading review after I came to be a trainee? !Is it possible that I can improve my acting skills after reading this stuff well?If there is such a thing as memory bread, wouldn't everyone be a great artist? !

But no matter how much they complained in their hearts, they didn't dare to say anything openly.They looked at each other and saw Ruan Youtian in the corner who had just arrived for a few days, and they were secretly happy. This guy has only been in class for a few days, so he must be another vase material.

Ruan Youtian didn't go directly to the classroom after entering the company, but stood for a while in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in the hall on the third floor with his backpack on his back.The classrooms for classes are also on this floor. The fourth and fifth floors are the dance practice room and vocal music room. The sixth floor is the company's recording studio and creation room. The seventh floor is the office area, and the eighth floor is the high-level office.

Ruan Youtian looked at the crowd of three or two outside the company building through the floor-to-ceiling windows, wondering what he was thinking.He arrived early, no one was there, people who came out of the elevator occasionally looked over, Ruan Youtian didn't know it, after a while he looked away, turned and entered the classroom.

On the second day after handing in the reflections, the performance teacher looked at his watch and ordered Ruan Youtian to come out.

During the acting class, everyone sat in a semicircle, and Ruan Youtian was already in the corner, but at this time she was called and had to stand in the center of the semicircle.

"What is novelty to you?" the acting teacher asked.

The words were a bit out of date, and the others were also confused, but Ruan Youtian realized after listening that the teacher was asking about the content of the post-reading reflection he handed in.He expounded the relationship between freshness and creativity in his post-reading reflections.

Ruan Youtian replied: "The novelty is self-knowledge."

This answer sounded out of order, but the performance teacher didn't express his opinion immediately, but motioned him to continue.

"After losing the freshness of any thing or behavior, it will generally enter the vicious cycle of dull or mechanical operation. Regardless of whether it is dull or mechanical operation, in my opinion, it is the result of the weakening of self-awareness .”

"First of all, if the role experience lacks freshness, then the actor's understanding of the role will tend to become rigid, just like the primacy effect between people. Too subjective initial identification will easily lead to rigid subsequent development and interpretation of the role. Even going off track—this is a one-sided self-perception."

"Secondly, if the actor lacks freshness in acting, it will easily develop into bad craftsmanship. If the ability is not up to standard, it will become a rubber-stamp performance. It will be a disaster for the actor himself and the audience— — it’s retrograde self-knowledge.”

"A role needs to be interpreted, not just to be similar in shape, and an actor is not just to play, but to become a role. So I say that freshness is self-cognition. Without freshness, interpreting this level is a breakthrough. Don't go."

The performance teacher asked again: "What about creativity?"

Ruan Youtian said: "If freshness is a linear equation in one variable, then creativity is advanced mathematics. Maintaining freshness is a long-term necessity, but creativity is a icing on the cake to a certain extent. To become a performing artist, you must be creative. , but for junior actors, it is already difficult to have freshness.”

"Then do you think your freshness is enough to support your role experience?" the performance teacher continued to ask.

Ruan Youtian thought for a while, and in just two or three seconds, he organized his words leisurely and said, "Because there are so many unknown things, my freshness is also mixed with more unexplainable dissociation for a while. This sense of dissociation may be the key to my entry, or it may become a stumbling block. So it is too early to make a conclusion, but I am a goal-oriented person, and it does not matter if the process is a bit tortuous, as long as the road is not wrong. As for the role experience , It’s not too late for me to answer this when I really have the opportunity to receive the role, if you still want to hear it, teacher.”

The acting teacher nodded, thought for a while, and then asked an unrelated question, "You don't seem nervous?"

Ruan Youtian's eyes were full of doubts, and he thought to himself why should I be nervous?Isn't this just answering questions in class?And this kind of question is a matter of opinion, even if I answer differently from the person who asked the question, I will not be scolded... Since I will not be criticized, there is nothing to worry about or be nervous about.

The acting teacher naturally saw his undisguised doubts and puzzlement, and said with a smile: "Many people don't like to express, and they are not good at expressing. Sometimes it takes three to five minutes to explain clearly. Stumbling. We have been writing essays since we were in elementary school, but many people are too nervous to even read according to their own essays. They also cringe socially and wander on the edge. But you are an exception. I used to I underestimated you, looking at it now, you not only have ideas, but you are also very good at expressing, but you just don’t like expressing, right?”

Ruan Youtian nodded and said, "It's okay."

The acting teacher was satisfied with his calm appearance, smiled and motioned him to go back to his seat. He just pointed out Ruan Youtian because he wanted to try Ruan Youtian's real material. After all, he was very surprised when he got his post-reading review yesterday. , I didn't expect that a newcomer who usually signed in quietly for a few days would have such an opinion.For a moment, he suspected other people's ghostwriting, but he didn't want to speculate for no reason, so he wanted to ask questions in class and get to know Ruan Youtian better.

It is not an exaggeration to say that Ruan Youtian gave him a surprise, which far exceeded his expectations. In other words, Ruan Youtian was different from the trainees he had come into contact with before, and had a sense of freshness.So he is willing to put in more effort to dig deeper, so that he can give a job to the higher-ups.The acting teacher laughed to himself that he had gradually developed preconceived prejudices.

The performance teacher tidied up his emotions and looked at the time. It was almost time for the end of class, so he said directly: "Some of you wrote things that don't make sense. I don't ask if you really read it. Feel free to read it." They are all adults, don’t treat yourself like a child, want to be popular and famous are not pushed by others. I won’t talk about this in the future. What kind of height do you want to achieve and what kind of actor do you want to become? , I will not interfere, and I have no suggestion. The road is blazed by myself, and I look forward to more Ruan Youtian appearing."

The performance teacher looked in Ruan Youtian's direction and said seriously: "I look forward to you in the future, to become a creative and fresh actor."

The author has something to say: Ruan Youtian: Can I?

Author: You can do it!