What should I do if my big adventure confession is accepted?

Looking at the person who was beating and laughing on his bed, Cao Yun was angry and ashamed. He was angry that Zhang Xuan was molesting him, and he was angry that he was not molesting him thoroughly enough.

If you are really flirting, just kiss. After waiting for a long time, it turns out that you are playing tricks.

"Hey, don't you ask me why I did this to you?"

"I'm not interested in knowing." Cao Yun rolled his eyes.

I don't want to worry about why Zhang Xuan treats me like this, and I don't intend to ask too many things. This is the way of a smart person.

Zhang Xuan smiled, and raised his hand to wipe the physical tears from the corners of his eyes, laughing until tears came out.

"Just now...hehe...do you know what I'm going to say? Xiaoyun~~~"

"I don't want to know, can you shut up?"

The other party was so anxious, Zhang Xuan seemed to have won, and didn't say anything anymore.Some secrets are good for two people to know in their hearts, and there is always a sense of lack when they are spoken out, which is worse than the feeling of secret joy.

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The days of being together, day after day, time passed day by day, and soon the two brothers will take the college entrance examination.Recently, Cao Yun is very worried, because their family Xuanxuan's grades are too poor, and they tend to be admitted to art schools.

Of course, if Zhang Xuan really wanted to take the art school, Cao Yun would not stop him.

"Did you tell Dad?"

"No, we'll talk about it after passing the exam."

Cao Yun looked at him, wearing loose clothes, doing yoga exercises: "In other words, are you determined to take the exam?"

Zhang Xuan nodded: "Don't you support me?"

"No support or no support, just go if you like."

This year's high school entrance examination, Cao Yun performed normally, and his scores were enough for him to choose any school in China.As expected, he will choose between two prestigious universities to attend.

Zhang Xuan went to apply for the dance department of a famous art school, and was admitted.

The two schools have been together for almost 20 years, and it is the first time that the two brothers are going to break up.

"I'll see you when I'm free in the future." That night, Zhang Xuan hugged his brother who was one year younger than him, saying that he was not used to it.Cao Yunru comforted him, but it was actually not far away, it took a few hours to fly there.

"Then you must come." Zhang Xuan had never tried the experience of being separated from Cao Yun, and he was afraid that he would regret it.

During the first few days of school, a father sent the elder child to a coastal city, and a father took the younger son to enroll in Beijing.

The fathers also joked: "Why is it so sudden, I thought you would discuss it and take the exam together?" Even if it is not the same school, it will be in the same city.

"It means we have grown up." Slowly owning our own pursuits and thoughts, we began to learn to be independent, and tried to leave the person we depended on.

But it doesn't mean that they are alienated from the intimacy they once had.

Sometimes leaving is to free up space and give space for feelings to grow.

Throughout the whole semester of this year, we are very busy with each other, busy getting familiar with the new environment, the new learning stage, and new people and things.

Zhang Xuan didn't have time to go back to Beijing, and Cao Yun didn't come to see Zhang Xuan either.

He knew that Zhang Xuan had a rich life in the art school, because he often talked on the phone and sent text messages.

Simplicity is a trivial matter, but Zhang Xuan is still used to sharing it with Cao Yun, so that Cao Yun always feels that he has not left, and he is still by his side.

"Morning Xiaoyun, come and brush up on your presence and go have breakfast."

"..."

"Winter vacation is coming soon."

"Do you want to go home??"

"What if I say no?"

"Then I'll go find you, we're about to go on winter vacation." Cao Yun was also eating breakfast, sending text messages while eating: "Play for a few days, and then go home for the New Year."

Zhang Xuan asked him: "When will you come?"

"I'll let you know when the time comes." Pray that the exams at the school are earlier than those at the art school.

On the day Cao Yun finished the exam, Zhang Xuan was still in class.He practiced with his classmates in the dance studio, sat down when he was tired, drank some water, and took out his mobile phone to see if there was any new news.

"Xuanxuan, I'm on my way, and I'll be at your side at about six o'clock."

Zhang Xuan looked at the time, it was five forty.

"Pfft..." The mineral water in his mouth almost spewed out, he immediately picked up his coat and backpack, and rushed out like a bazooka.

Others in the classroom were surprised and understood.

"Zhang Xuan seems to have a girlfriend, and I'm going to visit him in a few days."

"Ah, I already have a girlfriend, what a pity."

"If you don't believe me, ask his roommate. He already had it when he first entered school, and he calls every day."

It can only be blamed that Cao Yun's name is too similar to a girl, and Zhang Xuan called Xiaoyun Xiaoyun, everyone thought it was a girl.

On the way to run, Zhang Xuan was calling Cao Yun's phone, and after answering the call, he asked, "Where are you now?"

"I'm here, at the gate of your school."

"Wait for me!" Zhang Xuan gripped the phone tightly and ran all the way, feeling a flame burning in his heart, which scalded his heart.

Looking from a distance, he saw a familiar figure that he hadn't seen for several months, and he almost cried.

"Xiao Yun!" In fact, she smiled brightly, and rushed over to hug her.

"..." Cao Yun took a few steps back holding the koala-like figure.

"You finally came to see me." Zhang Xuan waited for a semester.

"It's too busy during the National Day, so I don't have time to come here." Cao Yun hugged him for a while, then put him down, and looked him up and down: "So it's not my illusion, you really lost weight." too heavy.

"It's not called thin, it's called slender." Zhang Xuan walked around in front of him, showing off his figure.

"Ugly." Cao Yun curled his lips, and then said, "Are you still in class? Let's go eat, I haven't had lunch yet."

"How could you do this?" Zhang Xuan looked at him disapprovingly, even as a dance student, he didn't forget to eat enough.

"Today is a special situation." Cao Yun didn't say much, took his arm and walked out.

"What do you want to eat? How about some local specialties? I'll recommend something delicious for you." Zhang Xuan took the initiative to approach him, chattering non-stop. Cao Yun had heard enough of these things.

Although the south is far away from the north, Zhang Xuan knows what he eats and what he wears every day.

Even what to eat near the school, characteristic buildings, and fun places are all clear.

So there is no need for Zhang Xuan to lead the way at all, he is so familiar with it.

"You're amazing, you, you remember when I say it once?" Zhang Xuan's eyes were full of admiration.

"As long as you're not an idiot with a sense of direction and a road idiot, isn't it difficult?" Cao Yun didn't understand the brain circuit of a scumbag.

"..." Zhang Xuan pouted, feeling despised again.

Almost all the active people nearby are students, and there are several other colleges and universities nearby, so this place is also known as a university town.

Because they are all art schools, as well as film schools, there are many handsome men and women around.

Zhang Xuan is very recognizable, and the bosses in the store know him. Seeing that there is a handsome guy beside him: "This is from the acting department, right?"

At first glance, it looks like the kind that can blush on the face.

"Boss, he is not from the Department of Acting, but from the Department of Mathematics." Zhang Xuanyou said proudly that the school with the best mathematics department in the country is Cao Yun's.

Although he is a scumbag, although he has a headache when he sees mathematics, he is proud of Cao Yun.

"You have so many beauties here." Cao Yun glanced casually and saw many beauties.

"There are more dance departments, and Yan Zheng has a good figure." Zhang Xuan told him proudly.

"It is said that those who learn to dance have no breasts."

"Ahem, why are you paying attention to this?" Zhang Xuan glared at him, as if he hadn't seen him for several months, Cao Yun had changed.

"You are also a dancer, so let's pay attention by the way." Cao Yun said.

The food was brought up, Zhang Xuan ate and asked him, "Are there many beauties in your school?"

"It's okay, there are definitely not as many as your school." Cao Yun is also proud: "But the beauties in our school must be a combination of talent and beauty."

"Dancing is also a talent, not only being able to read is a talent."

"There is a kind of talent, and there is a kind of talent."

"What is the difference between the two?"

"There is a difference, but neither high nor low."

Cao Yun's words made Zhang Xuan feel better. He thought Cao Yun looked down on art students.

In fact, how can it be? Everyone has a longing for art in the bottom of their hearts.It seems that art represents the freedom of the soul and beauty.

Although Cao Yun is a man of science, he also has an emotional side.

"Where do I live at night?" Zhang Xuan lived in the dormitory, and Cao Yun couldn't live with him.

"I'll go back to school to pack my things, and I'll stay in a hotel with you. We're going to have a holiday in two days." Zhang Xuan said excitedly, "Then I can go out with you."

"Have you thought about where to go?"

"No, wait for you to decide."

It's still the same, for these things that need to be planned, they will subconsciously throw them to others.

Cao Yun got used to it, and immediately looked for interesting places nearby.

When he is alone, there is no entertainment at all on weekends.

"Xiao Yun."

"What?" Cao Yun looked down at the phone.

"There is a boy and a boy in our class."

Cao Yun looked up at him, it was written in his eyes, and then?

"I didn't tell you before, I only found out because of the holiday." Zhang Xuan said here, his face was not particularly good, and he poked his rice bowl with chopsticks and said: "I was discovered by my family. One of them didn't even take the exam, so he was brought back home."

"..." Cao Yun didn't know what to say, he thought it was normal, he knew that homosexuality was not welcome in society.

"I feel very uncomfortable. You said why their parents are like this, feudalism." Zhang Xuan complained to the unenlightened parents: "What kind of society is it? They still treat their children like this, and they are not elementary school students."

Cao Yun was noncommittal, and said in a low voice: "You can talk like this because you have two enlightened fathers." Usually, except for some principled things, I don't care about them, and I can do whatever I like.

The degree of freedom is too high, causing the two brothers to be very free. At the same time, they can't help but give back the trust of the parents and learn to restrain themselves.

This growth model should be the best.

Because life is always an independent individual.No one can live for you, no one can feel what you feel.

Live your own life.

It's just that there are some people who complain that their parents control them too much, but they can't be independent, so there's nothing they can do.

"That's right, I'm luckier than them." Although Zhang Xuan was still unhappy, there was a pride in being pampered on his brows.

"Stupid and sweet." Cao Yun smiled and lowered his head to drink water.

Through the transparent glass, the corners of his mouth can be seen.The happiness at this moment is beyond words.

"I'm very happy that you came to play with me. I haven't been this happy for a long time." Silly Baitian picked up his rice bowl and said that he would reward himself today and eat an extra bowl of rice.

Just be happy, Cao Yun said silently in his heart.

"Come on, come with me to visit our school." After dinner, Zhang Xuan took Cao Yun to visit his school.

The scenery is very good, and there are many moving scenery.

Zhang Xuan's dormitory is for four people. The dancers are all slender and handsome teenagers.

Curious about the strangers brought over by Zhang Xuan, they looked around one by one.

"My brother, Cao Yun." Zhang Xuan pushed Cao Yun to his desk and told him to sit down first.

"Cao Yun, is he the Xiao Yun you call every day?" One classmate was particularly surprised. After all, he always thought that Xiao Yun was Zhang Xuan's girlfriend, but turned out to be his younger brother.

"Yes, it's my Xiaoyun. Don't ask me why I have a different surname, it's too difficult to explain." Zhang Xuan waved his hand and said to Cao Yun, "I'll clean up, you wait here for me."

"Okay." Cao Yun sat bored and turned on Zhang Xuan's computer to browse the web.

The computer wallpaper is a group photo they took during their one-year summer vacation.The background is the prairie, except for the heaven and the earth and the cattle and sheep, the rest are just the two of them.

I still remember the shock of seeing the prairie for the first time, feeling that the sky is so high, the land is so vast, and human beings are so small.

They agreed that they must go to the prairie again in the future.

Staring at this photo, 10 minutes passed before I knew it.

Zhang Xuan said: "I'm fine, what are you doing?" Seeing that Cao Yun was in a daze, and looking at his own photo, he walked over and patted him on the shoulder: "I'm dumbfounded, do you think I'm handsome?"

"No, I just think it's right for you to leave me and go to college here alone."

"How do you say that?" Zhang Xuan crossed his arms to see what truth he could spit out from his dog's mouth.

"You will always appear to be a foil by my side." Cao Yun said solemnly.

"I'll be your foil! Let's go." Zhang Xuan scolded with a smile, and went out with a small luggage bag.

The two stayed in the hotel for two days. Later, Zhang Xuan's school was on vacation, so they played for about a week according to the place Cao Yun had found.

There is a message from home, so let's go home quickly.

I haven't seen each other for a few months, and the parents must also miss their children. The two children run out as soon as they are on vacation, and they seem to miss home at all and have no conscience.

"This is what I look like when I'm old, and I want to be accompanied." On the way back, Zhang Xuan said.

"It's just like this when you're not old." Cao Yun thought to himself, if I didn't come to accompany you when I was on vacation, you would definitely not be happy in your heart.

I went home to spend a year with my two fathers, and I was very busy. I had to leave relatives and go back to see my grandparents.Not long after the new year, it was said that school would start again.

Obviously, I am not so excited about the start of school this time. I feel that the time has passed too fast, and I haven't had time to enjoy the holiday, and I haven't had time to make up for the differences in the past few months.

When there were only two brothers at night, Zhang Xuan said childishly: "Actually, I don't want to grow up, and I don't want my fathers to grow old."

"No one wants to." Cao Yun sat on the chair with his feet up, looking up at the moonlight outside the window.

Fireworks are no longer allowed at this time, and there are fewer fireworks to watch during the Chinese New Year, which seems to be missing something.

"A lot of things will change when I grow up." Zhang Xuan is 20 years old this year. When he grows up, he will slowly think about his future, family, and children.

Don't even dare to think about it, you will feel your scalp numb.

His future life will revolve around these, and he resists.

He said to Cao Yun: "You know, I don't want to live like others, I want to have my own way of life."

"Then go ahead, who will stop you if you want to do it?" Cao Yun shook his head: "Many people are afraid of this and follow the rules, just because they don't have enough ability, so they can only choose a way of life that suits their ability."

What's more, I don't see clearly enough, and I care too much about things that don't need to care.

For example, caring about the eyes of others and the expectations of relatives.

Other people's expectations are other people's business. If you can accept it, you can accept it. If you can't accept it, do you insist on forcing yourself?

Then turn around and complain, is someone else making your life like this?

Some things have been known earlier. During the process of growing up, the thing that made Cao Yun ecstatic was that there was one more stupid thing he knew.

Once you know it's stupid, you won't do it.

Zhang Xuan thought for a while, nodded and smiled: "I know you support me." It's the same since childhood, maybe everyone's hobbies are different, but Cao Yun is still willing to accompany him to do anything.

The Lantern Festival has not yet passed, and the school starts.

Cao Yun then sent a courier to Zhang Xuan, a package of snacks that looked like glutinous rice balls, and two pairs of wristbands.

"Thank you, Xiaoyun, with a smiling face." Zhang Xuan was very happy and surprised after receiving the delivery.

Ask in the dormitory, what gift is better for a science student who likes mathematics?

There's a neurotic answer: "Give him a calculator."

He was beaten violently by Zhang Xuan. Does this mean that he is not despised enough?

"Give it to your brother?" Someone said: "Your brother is a master male god. He is too good. If I were a girl, I would definitely let you introduce him."

The classmate who coveted Cao Yun was also beaten up by Zhang Xuan: "You uneasy and kind people, don't worry about my little Yun in your heart, okay?"

When the question of boys and girls was mentioned, Zhang Xuan realized that he didn't know whether Cao Yun liked boys or girls.

I have always reported the life here by myself, even the gender of the wild cat that often jumps in to find something to eat, the other party knows.

But Zhang Xuan knew little about Cao Yun's life.

Because Cao Yun doesn't chatter, just say a word or two and it's over.He prefers to listen, to listen to Zhang Xuan chattering on the phone, with endless things to say.

"Xiao Yun, do you like men or women?" Suddenly, Cao Yun heard this question.

"I don't know." Men and women have never been in contact with each other. Every day is nothing but learning, and the devil knows what he likes.

Maybe men and women don't like it?

"Oh, by the way, you haven't been in love yet."

"Have you talked?"

"Talk about it."

"With Winnie the Pooh?"

"Hey." Zhang Xuan smirked, when will his dark history of Winnie the Pooh be forgotten.

His heartfelt prayer may be useless, Cao Yun will remember it for a lifetime, how could he forget, even if he forgets something, he can't forget that stupid 17-year-old boy.

From seventeen to twenty today, three years have passed in an instant.

From twenty to 24, it won't be too long.

Zhang Xuan, who became a monk on the way, learned to dance very hard and worked very hard.The direction of his efforts is not wrong, he likes his gifted hobby.

Before graduating, he was fortunate to participate in various competitions.

Sometimes it will be obscured, and sometimes it will emerge.

And what Zhang Xuan wanted was not temporary applause, he wanted to calm down and know what he was doing and what his future direction was.

In short, only time and sweat can bring him everything.

The same is true for Cao Yun. He is obsessed with academics, focusing on academics, and rarely pays attention to other things.

Of course Zhang Xuan is his exception, Zhang Xuan is the brightest color in his poor world, filling his whole life.Bring every emotion Cao Yun needs, family, friends, even lover.

Every time he talked about similar issues, Zhang Xuan would be particularly embarrassing: "Look at you, you are so stupid in reading, you don't care about anything except doing research. If it weren't for me, you would be a robot."

"It's not that serious." Cao Yun just laughed, but it's true that he seldom wastes energy in other places.

Cao Yun doesn't even remember when he personally cooked and did housework.

After the postgraduate entrance examination, he became even busier. He gave Zhang Xuan all the extra time and gave a small part to his family.

In the past year, the grandmother at Cao's house was not in good health. Every time Cao Yun went to see her, she would feel that her life was impermanent, and she didn't know when she would leave.

Although the old man didn't say that he wanted him to get married or something.

But Cao Yun is very clear that this responsibility cannot be escaped.

Zhang Xuan is a person who loves freedom. If he does not take up this responsibility, it will fall on Zhang Xuan.

As for marriage, Cao Yun really has no illusions. He is 23, but he still doesn't have any desire to form a family with others.

One day when he came home and saw both fathers, he said very seriously: "About my marriage, please come to the study and let's talk."