twin lotus

"Chen Xingqing, come to my office." The boss opened the office door and called.

Chen Xingqing put down her work resignedly and walked into the office. Halfway through, she was watched with sympathy by her colleagues, and could even hear their whispers.

"What do you think Chen Xingqing did wrong? The boss only called her five times this morning..."

"Pitiful......"

Chen Xingqing closed the door, and blocked the curious eyes from outside the door...

"what happened?"

Chen Yueming sat in the boss chair and remained silent for a long time, "Tell me, what is this?"

Chen Yueming pulled out a laptop from the drawer.

Although Chen Yueming had perceived this completely different world in Chen Xingqing's body, but that was only the tip of the iceberg. Chen Yueming had really become an independent human being, and he needed to face all kinds of things that were different from before. problem, learn from scratch like a baby.

Fortunately, although Chen Yueming didn't know much about anything, her memory and comprehension were excellent. In the past, there was a library in the National Teacher's library that was difficult to understand, and Chen Yueming memorized all the incantations...

Presumably these common sense things, Chen Yueming is definitely not a problem...

Chen Xingqing is not too worried, but Chen Yueming and her get along in the same office. Although it is convenient for Chen Xingqing to take care of her on weekdays, Chen Yueming always takes advantage of his position to let Chen Xingqing sit in front of her. do nothing......

"You called me too many times, and my colleagues are suspicious." Chen Xingqing reminded.

Chen Yueming read books on computer operations without raising his head, "So what?"

Then Chen Yueming pushed his glasses, looked at her and said, "I'm the boss, if I don't fire you, who dares to say anything?"

Just so domineering...

Chen Yueming is the same proud and indifferent queen no matter where she is...

But this time, Chen Xingqing's heart is as sweet as eating honey... Chen Xingqing, the emotional Xiaobai who has not been in love for more than [-] years, will eventually lose to the queen Chen Yueming who is also emotionally Xiaobai …

The two looked at each other and smiled, as if no matter how absurd and incomprehensible things become, even though life is still helpless, guilty, frustrated...all kinds of bad emotions, but as long as you live, you will eventually turn to the good side Forward......

This is the beauty of life, no matter how desperate the previous dark night is, no matter how many times you feel that you can't hold on, but as long as the time is up, the sky will always light up, and a new day will not stop coming because of your failure .This makes people more confident and persistent to work hard, to believe in the beauty of life in the future...

There is another question before the two of them...

"Blind date? I won't go!" Chen Xingqing said furiously.

My mother was in a hurry, "Look, you didn't fall in love when you were in school. It's time to settle down after work. If it doesn't work, you can go and see first. That boy is very good. His mother and I are a square dancer." The team... No matter what, I have to go there to save face..."

Chen Xingqing replied: "Your efforts are wasted! Let me tell you, I have already planned to work hard on my career, and I will not get married!"

My mother picked up the broom angrily and beat her, but she nimbly avoided her, "I don't go on blind dates, who told you to agree to me first without asking? You can change to a square dance team, anyway, there is more than one square near our house .”

Even though Chen Xingqing cheated and ruined the blind date, the attitude of her parents was still on the agenda.

Every day when eating, the two of them could say anything about marriage, and they started to use bitter tricks, talking about how miserable they were when they were young, and how they hoped that their daughter would get married and have children soon before he closed his eyes... ..

The two of them burst into tears, and Chen Xingqing went back to the house and locked the door to hide after washing the dishes.

Later things became more and more uncontrollable, and Chen Xingqing couldn't have a complete sentence with her parents.

"I'll go see the second elder once." Chen Yueming raised his head from the business management book.

"How can that be done!" Chen Xingqing directly denied...

If it's a man, I guess the parents will be happy, if it's a woman...

Parents are going crazy right away...

Chen Yueming knew Chen Xingqing's concerns.

"I can be a man."

"I can hide it for a while..."

If it's just a matter of gender...

Chen Yueming patted her hand, "Leave it to me."

Chen Yueming manipulated puppetry to create a fake car accident. When Chen Xingqing's parents arrived, the puppet made of lotus root was lying on the hospital bed and turned into a vegetable...

Of course it is indeed a "vegetative person".

Parents were frightened and told by the doctor that Chen Xingqing's condition is very special and she can wake up easily, but she needs someone who can make her wake up...

What the doctor said was too romantic and unrealistic, but at that time, Chen Xingqing's parents were anxious, so they believed what the doctor said, and took care of Chen Xingqing every day with tears in their eyes.

At this time, Chen Yueming came over as the boss to express his condolences. The amazing thing is that every time Chen Yueming came, the instruments around Chen Xingqing showed signs of being alive, but she returned to calm as soon as she left, which made Chen Xingqing's parents very upset. Surprised, I wish I could treat Chen Yueming as my own daughter, I just wish she could come here a few more times...

Chen Xingqing's mother is more sensitive, and the mother who came and went again and again understood the relationship between the two...

Chen Xingqing's mother went to discuss with her father, and the two elders felt that their daughter's life was more important, so they turned a blind eye and only regarded Chen Yueming as a son-in-law.

The more time Chen Yueming stayed, the more Chen Xingqing's reaction tended to be "normal", and even on the verge of waking up a few times...

The second elder felt that it could not be dragged on like this. When Chen Yueming came again, he personally agreed to the matter of the two of them. Chen Yueming took Chen Xingqing's hand and said, "Look, uncles and aunts have agreed to our affairs. Are you still awake?"

As soon as the words fell, Chen Xingqing miraculously moved her fingers...

At this point, Chen Xingqing's parents never mentioned the matter of asking her to go on a blind date, and even deliberately avoided the topic. Chen Xingqing returned to a normal life, and finally one day, her mother couldn't hold back, "You call her home for dinner." Let's have a meal."

Chen Xingqing knew who her mother was talking about.

Mom said: "You are too old, I can't control you like before, you have to be responsible for what you think..."

Chen Xingqing nodded.

When Chen Yueming came that day, he was very obedient, contrary to his usual character of ignoring strangers, and even asked to wash the dishes and cook...

One mouthful of uncles and aunts coaxed Chen Xingqing's parents from ear to ear, wishing to treat Chen Yueming as his own daughter...

Chen Xingqing, who was left hanging aside, ate the peanuts in the corner by herself, and was then fed by Chen Yueming...

When Chen Yueming was about to leave, her mother was still saying: "You two will have a hard time staying together. If you make a decision, don't regret it...I'll leave Chen Xingqing to you. Sometimes she is too Childish is too childish, you should take care of her and take good care of her..."

Chen Yueming nodded repeatedly.

When Chen Xingqing sent Chen Yueming downstairs, Chen Yueming said to Chen Xingqing, "Do you see the moon in the sky is round?"

As soon as Chen Xingqing looked up, she was kissed by Chen Yueming and asked in a low voice, "Do you think I'm so beautiful and good that you gave me this name?"

Chen Xingqing just smiled but didn't speak.

Chen Yueming hugged Chen Xingqing, the two hugged each other with a warm intimacy and ambiguity...

"Thank you for giving me life...thank you for giving me my name...and thank you for letting me meet you..."

Chen Xingqing suddenly crossed over, from this world to another world...

Chen Yueming followed her, from another world to this world...

Nothing can compare to the tacit understanding between two people, nothing can compare to the trust between two people... There is me in you, and you in me...

END.

☆、The last thing I want to say

Last words to say

At the beginning, this story just started from my imagination, "It would be great if I have another personality in my body, who can help me solve problems, and even protect me at critical moments. This kind of relationship is the best. , even a person has a sense of security..."

After that, I started to think about what kind of person this person is, whether he wants to be cold, overbearing, or queen, and wants all the aura of Marysu...

There will always be gaps between two people, but if the two personalities are in the same body, there will be no gaps. There is me in you, and you in me. They are the same body of interests, and they can even serve the same goal. to fight.

One body, two brains...

This could not be better for me who is a lazy cancer patient...

Later, there was the matter of transmigrating books to support this setting. There was a heroine created by Chen Xingqing, who had all the qualities that Chen Xingqing wanted but couldn't get, so the stories between the two people were mutually exclusive. There is an understanding within a short period of time, and then there is the setting of twin lotus, one black and one white, a halo of the protagonist Mary Su, and a doomed tragedy...

When this setting was first conceived, I was still in my sophomore year. I wrote a beginning and threw it into a folder. There were many stories I conceived in that folder. They all had only one beginning and a general direction. I wrote the beginning Get addicted and then throw it away and don't care about it...

I really don’t have the perseverance to persevere. You can see that my previous essays are also good at digging pits, but I have always moved the ground.

I started writing this story when I was in my senior year. I was too busy in my senior year. When I was free, I wanted to find something to do. I went through the previous beginning, picked this one to start writing, and continued to formulate the details...

I admit that the story is not well written, and the writing style is still immature. Sometimes I feel that I can’t even tell the story well, and I even have the urge to abandon the article many times. I can’t do what I want, and the update is intermittent. Here I would like to thank some friends who can leave me a message to encourage me. If it weren’t for you, I don’t know if anyone will read it. , I don’t even know that someone will come to discuss the plot with me.

After all, it's something I've never done since I loved writing stories.

Later, when I graduated and wrote a dissertation, I was even more busy and irritable, let alone a new essay. When I was busy for a while and went back to write, I thought there was no one else, and I thought you all left.

Unexpectedly, you will come back, you will continue to leave me messages of encouragement, and some people even remind me to update, it is really something that I never dreamed of...

I am determined to finish writing this story. No matter what I write in the end, at the beginning I wanted to leave a message for my favorite people. I think I must give you an explanation.

After writing, I found a job, far away from home, and my colleagues were not very friendly. There was a big age gap, not to mention friends, and I even encountered various things that I didn’t encounter when I was a student. In the dormitory, the old employees don’t like me to use the Internet to occupy their Internet speed, so they limit my Internet to only 30k, and the webpage can’t be opened. I don’t pay attention to limit my internet speed, I code words secretly at night, surf the Internet secretly, and log off immediately after uploading, for fear of being discovered...

This kind of thing is really incredible to me in the past, but I am indeed experiencing it.

I don't know why they did this to me, is it just because I'm young and because I'm a new trainee?

Everyone may think that surfing the Internet is just a trivial matter, but for me, this is the only way for me to pretend to be a happy person living on the Internet, and I don't think I should be bullied like this.

At first I was very angry, but I still talked to them well, and they lifted the restrictions for me. Later, the second and third times, I sometimes felt wronged and angry, and I told them directly in front of everyone. Understand, they accused me of being inconsiderate of others, sleeping late, taking up their Internet speed, but they can watch TV dramas without any scruples, the result is obvious, everyone thinks that I don’t know what’s good and what’s wrong, I’m wrong, and Later, I also received a small warning from that colleague.

Maybe it’s because I’m really naive, I’m still living in the dream that everyone is fair and just, and I’m still living in the days of the angry youth in middle school, I can’t blend in with them, I can’t identify with them, maybe I’ve asked for this kind of life .

I started to feel a little depressed, I couldn’t speak two words a day, I ran outside after work every day, and then took the bus to a distant place, and then took the last bus back, sometimes I couldn’t stand it, I was thousands of miles away every day When I call my friends, even if I know it’s a long distance call, I don’t want to hang up for several hours after making a call. My friends are also busy with their own affairs. Gradually, I seldom call them.

During this period, I have been writing stories, and I like communicating with you, which makes me feel very happy. I feel that at least I can communicate with people, at least people like me and the stories I write.

I feel that no matter how this story is written until now, it is not only an explanation for you, but also a commemoration of my growth. Chen Xingqing is growing up, and I am also growing up.

I am learning how to face loneliness and how to get along with myself. Sometimes I talk to myself for a long time before I suddenly realize that writing stories is the best way to divert my attention. I know that sometimes I am very sensitive and vulnerable I'm a dead end, but I'm also very strong. I will survive all the hardships, keep my "unfitness", be a kind, strong and powerful person, and finally leave them far behind...

After so much rambling, I just want to write something. This story runs through my best moments and trough moments, as an explanation to myself who is going through these things, and an end to the story.

No matter what is going on now, life is always going on, and when I wake up, I am still Xiaoqiang who cannot be beaten to death.

Finally, thank you, really appreciate your company.

Love you Tan Yujiu

写于2016年9月22日0:30

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