flustered night talk

Fear of the dark, obsessed with the dark, what a deformed love.I stood in front of the window and said softly.

I thought you liked sunshine best.Hannah stood beside me, smiled, and said.

I like light, I like the light that can tear the darkness apart.If it can't, I'd rather sink into deep darkness.I said.

The way you talk now is like a psycho.Hannah couldn't help laughing, and said.

Maybe I was.I looked at her and said.

Otherwise, how could I see those strange scenes and dream about those strange things.I sighed and said.

I often hear her voice, her laughter, and her footsteps. She always urges me upstairs, and I am out of breath after chasing.Hannah looked out the window and said expressionlessly.

she is my best friend.Hannah turned her head to look at me, eyes full of vicissitudes.

When she was sick, it was the time of the senior high school entrance examination. I really wanted to enter the best junior high school, so I kept working hard.I know she's very ill, but I don't want to spend time on other things, I don't want to be distracted.she says.

You didn't know she was going to die, did you?I asked softly.I don't know why I ask that?Maybe it was because there was a little girl standing beside her at the moment.

When will you come back?Hannah didn't answer me, just asked.I looked at her in surprise, not understanding what she was talking about.

I really want to talk to you.Hannah said.Her eye sockets turned from looking forward to deep darkness in an instant.

I woke up with a start, I was still on the recliner, and the doctor was sitting opposite, looking at me.

You always mention a name, Yin Feng.The doctor said.

He is my boyfriend now, although we met a long time ago, but I forgot about him.I said with a smile.The doctor was lost in thought.

Your aunt hopes to pick you up, but I don't think now is the most suitable time.The doctor said.

You look lost.said the man.

The doctor refused to let me out of the hospital, I don't understand why I'm still here when I have recovered most of my memory.I looked at him and said.I saw that his forehead was bleeding suddenly.

Are you hurt?I asked in surprise.He wiped his forehead and smiled.

I accidentally bumped into it, and didn't want to bother the nurse, so I ignored it.He said.

How did you get out of here?I couldn't help but ask.He shrugged.

I don't remember very much, I only know that once the doctor said I could go.He said.I couldn't help laughing.

I also can't remember how I left the last time.I looked at him and said.

who are you talking to.The nurse on duty came in with a gentle smile.

He's already hiding, and I admire his speed.

Dealing with lunatics every day must be very hard, right?I took the medicine and asked with a smile.

She looked at me with calm eyes.

You are not crazy, you just can't bear the pain now, and it's difficult to resolve it psychologically, that's all.She looked at me and said softly.

can i go to the gardenI want to go and see the flowers in the garden.I asked with a smile.

She looked at the head of my bed, and there was a forget-me-not flower there at some point.

When you go out tomorrow, remember to ask us first.She smiled at me and said.

Today I can keep it a secret.she says.

I smiled sweetly at her.

My name is Lin Feixue, new here.She introduced herself with a smile.

I felt tight in my chest, and then my limbs became uncontrollable, and my body began to sink.My heart flustered for a while, but my chest felt even more uncomfortable.I choked on a big mouthful of water, and my limbs fluttered in a panic.A powerful force is pulling me, trying to pull me into the bottom of the water.I resisted, but was still pulled in.I held my breath, the underwater world was extremely gloomy under the lights, but also extremely beautiful.On the shore, a girl appeared there, and I saw her jump into the water quickly.

I grabbed her, I struggled to pull her out of the water, she was unconscious, I nervously gave her first aid.

Please, you must wake up.I meditate in my heart.

I heard a voice repeating in my ear.

Wake up, wake up...

She woke up, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

I can't die, my father will be very sad if I die.She sat up and smiled at me.I laughed, I finally saved a life.

Thank you for saving me.she says.

Go home now.I said.She nodded and left.

My eyes wandered casually to the pool as she walked past me.The place she blocked just now appeared in front of me, and she was just floating on the water, motionless.

She suddenly opened her eyes, and I was startled and fell into the water.My body was empty and I felt like my body was surfacing.I was holding my breath, I couldn't hold it anymore, I was about to suffocate.

Something hit my body and I realized I could breathe fresh air.Opening my eyes, the strong air current caused me to cough.

Are you OK.The doctor looked at me anxiously.

what happened to me?I asked in confusion.That's when I realized I was lying on a strange bed surrounded by medical equipment.The place where it hit just now was excruciatingly painful.

How can you suffocate?The doctor looked at me and asked.

I dreamed that a girl fell into the water and she was about to drown and I wanted to save her.I said softly.

We all have dreams, but dreams cannot hurt us.doctor.

He was wrong, dreams can hurt us, my friends died in my dreams.I said.When I got back to my room, he was there waiting for me.

Do you believe me?I looked at him and asked softly.

If I told the doctor this, he would never let me out of the hospital.I said.

But these are real. In the dream, I saw clearly how they died, because I was beside them.I said.

I am your good friend, and I will always believe in you.he said with a smile.I lean on his shoulder.

I really want to see Yin Feng, why doesn't he come to see me?I asked softly.

Maybe the doctor won't let him see you.He said comforting me.

Maybe he didn't want to see me, maybe he thought I was crazy too.I say sadly.He fell silent.

Did you tell the doctor it was actually his daughter you wanted to save?he asked softly.I shook my head.

how do you knowI looked at him in surprise.

Guessed, I didn't expect to guess right.he said with a smile.