flustered night talk

When Yin Feng and I were reading in the library, Lin Hao came. I don't know how long he watched behind him. When I turned around and saw him, he looked very disturbed.

He motioned to me, as if he wanted to talk to me alone.

He looked in Yin Feng's direction, and Yin Feng smiled at him. I don't know if it was my illusion, but I saw Lin Hao tremble.

Are you OK?I asked with concern.

It's okay, I'm just a little uncomfortable.He said.

There was a long period of silence, I think I may have misunderstood it, and he didn't have anything to say to me.I looked up at him, ready to leave, only to find him staring at the wall.

Did you see that face on the wall?Lin Hao didn't look at me, he just stared at the wall.

Following the direction he was looking, I saw a clear face with deep outlines and sharp eyes.

Sometimes vision can deceive us.I said softly.

Walk around and look at different angles.He looked at me and said expressionlessly.I did as he said, and no matter what angle I looked at, I could clearly see that face, those eyes staring at me.I didn't know what to say for a moment.

It's my turn, right?he asked softly.My heart didn't even feel the pain anymore, it was only at the moment when the tears flowed down that I knew that my heart had already hurt.

Know what I saw that night?he asks.I shake my head.

I saw a big classroom full of people, and the teacher was lecturing on the podium. If you didn’t look carefully, you would think you were in an ordinary classroom.If you look closely, you will find that all of them have dull eyes, and there are different scars on their faces and bodies, with strips of flesh falling from different parts of their bodies.I saw you sitting among them with a blank face, and seeing my surprised expression, you smiled fiercely.

You said: Do you know?You can't save me, because I will die eventually.

As he spoke softly, my heart trembled.

Don't be afraid, Qingling, I believe that boy will protect you.Because he loves you more than his life.Lin Hao suddenly smiled and looked at Yin Feng.

Yin Feng looked at us and smiled at us, he had no idea what we were talking about.

I looked at him and he looked very happy and happy.I was suddenly a little scared, how sad he would be if one day he lost me.

I stood in the corridor of the library, looking out the window.Downstairs, a cute little girl is jumping up the steps, she looks very happy.But I was inexplicably sad. I leaned into Yin Feng's arms and sighed. He hugged me from behind and didn't speak.

He suddenly stretched out his hands and covered my eyes.

At this moment, can you just think about me, just want to walk with me in the garden under the sun.

Will you be with me forever?I asked with a smile.

Will you stay with me until I get old and can't walk anymore?I asked.

I heard the sound of sobbing, very softly, but I heard it.

maple.I called him softly, ready to turn around.

No, don't turn around.He cried out suddenly, covering my eyes tightly.

What’s wrong with you?I asked worriedly.

I'm fine, I just want you to be happy, even for a day.he said stubbornly.

You listen to me, okay?He said softly, like a helpless child.

I smiled, nodded, and stopped turning around.

I obediently imagined the scene he depicted for me, and then felt warm and happy.

Yin Feng, would you like to kiss me?I asked with a smile.

He paused, then leaned over to kiss me, lips as cold as ice.

I didn't understand why his lips were as cold as his arms, but I didn't ask.

I saw a little girl sitting on the front steps of the house, but her eyes were full of fear and sadness.Not far away, a handsome man was snatching a boy in the arms of a beautiful and gentle woman.

They are my parents.The girl looked up at me and said.

Why do they want a brother and not me?The girl's eyes filled with tears.I don't know how to comfort her, I just caress her little face distressedly.

I want a home.She looked at me expectantly, and I smiled wryly.

I avoided her eyes and closed my eyes to force the tears out of my eyes.

sorry.I said.

My heart is sore and painful.

I have no home, only sorrow, and fear.the girl said.I held her in my arms, but she said she couldn't feel my warmth.

I know you don't exist.He suddenly looked up and smiled.

I exist, really.I justify.

She shook her head, broke free from my arms and ran away.

I chased after her, but found that she had taken the medicine from nowhere. She looked at me and swallowed the medicine with a smile.

What are you doingI patted her hand anxiously and reached into her throat trying to get the medicine out.

what are you eating?I asked anxiously.

She just smiles.

Didn't you find out?You are me and I am you.she said seriously.I was taken aback, and then I saw the familiar pendant on her neck, which was exactly the same as the one on Qingyin's neck.

I was taken aback and quickly pushed her away.She fell to the ground, looked at me and laughed loudly, one after another.

I covered my ears in fright, curled up in a corner, desperately trying to drive those laughter out of my ears...

I will give you a home.A boy's childish voice came, and the girl's laughter stopped abruptly.Finally, it was no longer so uncomfortable, but I saw a sad expression suddenly appeared on the girl's face.

But you will die, you know?the girl asked.

My heart was freezing cold, and after I woke up for a long time, I still felt a coldness in my heart.