flustered night talk

what's on your mind?I was sitting by the lake blankly when Yin Feng's voice suddenly rang in my ears.

nothing.I looked at him, I should have forced a smile, but I couldn't.

He squatted next to me, looking at me.

Is it about your classmate?he asks.

I looked at him, nodded, thought for a while and shook my head.

I was just thinking how sad I would be if a boy died because of me.And if I really love that boy, how miserable I should be.I said.

The best thing to do is to forget, to forget about it all.Yin Feng said.

But who wants to be forgotten?I sighed and said.

He smiled.

Yes, no one wants to be forgotten, but only the living are afraid of being forgotten, right?He said.

living people?I looked at him in surprise.

Otherwise, why send forget-me-nots to the dead?He smiled after asking.

Don't be so sad, okay?He looked at me and said seriously.

I looked at him and he avoided my eyes, he looked sad but didn't want me to know.

I feel pain, but I don't know where the pain comes from.

Shall we go play the piano?He asked, and before I could answer, he took my hand and left.

I'm not very good at playing the piano, so I just sat quietly and listened.

I looked at his side face and was suddenly attracted by his focused expression.Such a familiar profile, such a charming profile.I couldn't help stretching out my hand, but it stayed in the air.

The phone vibrated in my bag, and I hurried out to answer the call.It was Hannah's call, and she hung up after saying a few words.

I sat on the steps outside the teaching building and suddenly cried inexplicably. I don't know why I am so sad. I haven't shed tears for a long time, but now I am crying, and I don't know the reason.

Laughing in the dream, but sad when waking up, with piles of lovesickness.

I was startled by a girl's voice, she was not far away, looking at me and smiling.

Sometimes I really envy you.she says.I looked around to make sure she was talking to me.

Do I know you?I asked in confusion.

We've seen it, but you forgot it.she said with a smile.

When she came to me, I realized that her clothes were wet and dripping.

Is not It Cold?I asked in surprise.

It's too cold, so I don't feel cold.she says.

She looks normal, not like cold, but I can feel the cold on her body.

I wish I could cry like you.She said and sat down beside me.

I looked at her, not knowing what to say.

I am happier than you.she said with a smile.I looked at her, surprised at how direct she was.

Because I am dead.She looked back at me and said calmly.

I stood up in fear and took a few steps back.

You're scared?She had a good laugh.

You should not be afraid, how can you be afraid?she said with a smile.

Her face suddenly disappeared, leaving only a smiling mouth.

When I woke up, I found that I was still in the music classroom, wearing Yin Feng's coat.

Yin Feng is still playing the piano attentively. I don't know why I always feel that the pieces he plays are very familiar.

I looked at my phone, it was already past six in the afternoon, and I was a little hungry.

Let's go and eat!After the song ended, I said to Yin Feng.As soon as I finished speaking, I regretted it and felt that I was too abrupt.

I have a date with someone else.Yin Feng thought for a while and said.

I was a little embarrassed, so I left first. I don't know why I always feel that there is sadness in his eyes.

I couldn't read a book all night, and I kept thinking about the music played by Yin Feng.

If you do this again, I think we might as well go back and rest.Suri looked at me and said unhappily.

what happened to me?I asked puzzled.

You have been in a daze all night, who did you meet this afternoon?Suri asked.

a classmate.I said.

Are you thinking about him?Suri asked.

No, I just think of a song I have heard.I said.

By the way, how are you and your partner doing?I asked with a smile.

We have broken up.she said deadpan.

I realized I was asking the wrong question, so I stopped.

Let's go back!Suri said and started to pack her things.

I didn't speak, and followed her to pack things obediently.

Along the way, we did not speak.

A strong smell of blood suddenly filled our way back.

Did you smell it?Suri asked softly.

Something was dead and bleeding.she said very calmly.I couldn't help shivering, I looked towards the grass, where the smell came from.

We looked at each other, hesitated and decided to go and have a look.

I saw a big white rabbit hanging upside down on a cluster of low branches. Its eyes were wide open, its limbs were spread out, and the flesh on its abdomen was spread out, dripping blood.

Who would be so cruel to disembowel a cute rabbit?Suri said sadly.I shook my head, I don't think that rabbit is cute, because I think it is looking at me all the time, it is smiling, and that smile brings a gust of cold wind, which penetrates into my trousers from the ground, and I feel that the hairs all over my body are standing up .

Let's go back! I said softly.Suri looked at me, I had never seen such a sad face on her face.

It's not the first time I've seen death.On the way back, Suri said.

I'll never forget the sight of the water rushing out of the bathtub, and her arms soaking in the water, turning the water red.she says.

I froze and looked at her, but she gave me a faint smile.

She said she decided to commit suicide, I thought she wouldn't, so I didn't say anything until I got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, and I saw the most unforgettable scene of my life.Tears fell inadvertently as she spoke.

I don't know what to say because I can't comfort people.

She is my older sister, my own older sister, but because we had a bad relationship at that time, I didn't tell my parents that she was going to commit suicide.Su Rui said, his face was full of worries that could not go away.

That night, I dreamed that a woman with blood dripping from her hands was walking on the campus street. At the end of the street, she turned to me with a sad face, and then disappeared like fireworks.