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"An Huai, I have always wanted to ask you a question."

Rong Xun played with the wine jujube on the table with his chopsticks, he said every word, his tone was serious, but he looked at the person lying on the table in front of him with a full smile.

Shen Anhuai nodded.Although consciously conscious, he was a little uncontrollable, and even drank a sip of tea to wake up, and spilled half a cup of tea.

"do you remember me?"

Rong Xun put down his chopsticks, and began to stare at Shen Anhuai seriously.But Shen Anhuai remained silent for a long while, and it took a long time to raise his head, his face was like a burning cloud.This appearance made Rong Xun couldn't help laughing, he never thought that Shen Anhuai, who didn't drink at all, would be so interesting just after tasting a few jujubes.

"You, you... From the first day you entered the Rong Mansion, the old lady called you Xun'er, and I remembered that year under the big willow tree in Xifang, the people in your Rong Mansion sought you back, and you too When your mother called Xun'er, she was so frightened that she nearly cracked her Xipa."

Shen Anhuai knew that at this moment his face must be so red that he didn't dare to look at Rong Xun squarely, and he didn't know whether it was because of the wine and jujube, or because of nervousness, his breathing became short of breath, so he simply lay down on the table and buried his head away from looking at it. .His voice was muffled, like he was muttering to himself, but Rong Xun listened to every word and showed a meaningful smile.

Stretching out his hand to touch Shen Anhuai's hidden cheek, Rong Xun's cold fingers touched the hot skin, and suddenly felt an indescribable feeling.It's not like the throbbing when you were young and innocuous, but more like the determined mind after years of precipitation.

"There are many people named Xun'er, not necessarily me. How can you be sure it's me?"

"Looking at your eyes, I knew it was you."

Shen Anhuai raised his eyes, and the two looked at each other and smiled.Maybe it will be regarded as nonsense after drunkenness, although there is no falsehood in every word.

The Rong Mansion is indeed a big family, in this big family, the name is Xun, and there was a young master who had been away from home when he was a child, Shen Anhuai has also investigated these years, and this is the only family.

It's just that the second young master of the Rong family, when they met again, heard that there was a young lady from the Li family as the second young mistress who hadn't been married yet.How dare Shen Anhuai act rashly, rashly reveal some unrequited love, be disgusted by Rong Xun, get a reputation of being a broken sleeve, and be kicked out of Rong's mansion?

"Rong Xun, let me ask you, have you ever wanted to come and find me all these years?"

"Looked for it, quickly turned Xifang upside down."

"Of course you can't find it. For a wild person like me, I travel all over the mountains and plains, traveling all over the world... Wine, give me wine! I want to drink!"

"An Huai, are you drunk?"

"I'm not drunk, why am I drunk with tea! Do you think I'm talking nonsense? It must be!"

"..."

"Hey, you're still laughing! Rong Xun, I'm telling you, young master, it has nothing to do with alcohol. Since childhood, you have poisoned me, young master!"

"Oh? Why did you say that?"

"You... bastard, you ask the truth! Young Master, I have only liked you since I was a child! Do you understand?"

"I know."

"Ah, my head hurts so much, I won't tell you! I'm going to lie down for a while, you can do whatever you want."

After finishing speaking, Shen Anhuai supported the table and stood up, staggered to his own bed, and lay down with a bang.Is it an escape?But Shen Anhuai suddenly felt a little afraid to face it.What if Rong Xun didn't think the same way, no longer had childhood memories, and sneered at himself?These crazy words uttered in a daze with the strength of alcohol will still be taken as a joke after all.

"I've been waiting for this moment for years."

"Ah, what the hell? What are you talking about... Hey!"

Unexpectedly, Rong Xun also walked over, carefully sat on the edge of the bed, and lightly wiped Shen Anhuai's lips with his fingers.As if a punch had been punched in his chest, Shen Anhuai suddenly became a little awake, and sat up in a jerk.

"Rong Xun, don't make fun of me. I have a headache right now. If you get close to me again, I'll... kill you."

"is it?"

"Yeah! Believe it or not... Mmm!"

At this moment, as if he was about to stop breathing, Shen Anhuai could even clearly hear Rong Xun's heartbeat close to his chest.Just like this, it was really attached to the chest, and it was beating alive.

And that face that was longing for day and night, just got closer like this.Those moist lips touched so gently.Between the lips and teeth, there is still an aftertaste of tea fragrance.Shen Anhuai put his hands on Rong Xun's strong shoulders, while hugging, Rong Xun's neckline slipped, and his clothes fell to his chest, exposing a small birthmark like a small fish on his shoulders.

Flying out of the corner of the eye, Shen Anhuai suddenly woke up for three minutes, stroking the little fish on the shoulder with his fingers like a treasure.

The snow outside the window seems to be no longer noisy at this moment, it just falls quietly, bit by bit, unwilling to fall.

"Do you hate this?"

"Hate! I hate...you the most."

"Oh? Yeah, why don't I think so."

"Of course I hate you. You always called me brother when you were young! Besides, when you were young, you were the one who cried the most."

"My brother Huai, you taught me how to laugh. Children laugh more and grow faster, and they will have good luck."

"Hey, who was the one who was always bullied by others when I was young? I won't coax you anymore. You look so good-looking. Wouldn't it be a pity to cry blind?"

"Am I good looking?"

"Hey, you, you, you... why are you so narcissistic! Who said it looks good, no, I... didn't say it!"

"A liar is not a good boy."

"Hey, let me tell you, you hid behind me crying and crying when you were a child, but now you have learned to bully me?"

"I want to bully you severely."

After finishing speaking, Rong Xun's hand gradually moved down, and gently took off Shen Anhuai's obscene clothes, leaving a deep kiss on the slightly hot neck.Shen Anhuai's breathing became more and more rapid, and he rushed behind Rong Xun's ears with hot air.

"Rong...Rong Xun, if you dare to say that you did this to me because you were drunk, I'll kill you! No, I...I'll bite my tongue and kill myself, don't even think about it!"

Shen Anhuai closed his eyes tightly, pretending to be angry and said harsh words, but the corners of his mouth curled into a smile.

"No, like you, I drink tea. Besides, I'm sober now."

How does it feel to love someone you thought was impossible?Probably like it is now.

Before getting a response, he carefully held that person on the tip of his heart and treasured it, not daring to tell him or let anyone see it.I'm afraid that he will feel disgusted with himself who has such emotions, and hate alienation.But once there is a response, the inner emotions are like a flood, gushing out with overwhelming momentum.

Being pressed under Rong Xun's body and sucking hard on his neck, Shen Anhuai suddenly felt a slight pain spread along with an itching sensation, and then transformed into a tingling comfort, gradually rising from the spine.

"Marry me, from now on, I will protect you."

"Hey, I told you this. If you want to get married, I will marry you."

"This is not up to you."

"Rong Xun, if there is no love Gu..."

"I will always love you."

Rong Xun smiled, took Shen Anhuai into his arms, and breathed softly into his ear, before he finished asking, it was already in his ear, and responded gently.

When the fingers moved down, the traces they scratched felt numb.When touching the wound on Shen Anhuai's abdomen, Rong Xun looked over worriedly, lowered his head and carefully kissed the healed scar.

"Does it still hurt, here."

"It hurts! What should I do? It hurts now, it hurts like hell! Call the doctor for me!"

"Thank you."

Rong Xun gently stroked the scar across his abdomen, as if he was counting precious treasures.Shen Anhuai just smiled, and put his hands on Rong Xun's back.He knew that it had nothing to do with wine or night, and the promises made in childhood were not just childish words.

Rong Xun's eyes were full of tenderness, he was no longer the little crybaby he was back then.Shen Anhuai watched in rapt attention, took the initiative to hook Rong Xun's neck, pulled him over, kissed those smiling eyes, his hands began to walk downstream impatiently, Rong Xun didn't reach out to stop him, he was tired of pampering He let Shen Anhuai, who was crushed under him, smile presumptuously.

"Rong Xun, if you leave me again, I will... bite this place off."

"it is good."

"If you lie to me, you will turn your face and deny it tomorrow morning, and I will bite your tongue off!"

"it is good."

"Then you... just hold me like this, okay?"

"Okay. But hug, you are mine."

The flickering candles in front of the window seemed to be satisfied at last, and the big stars gradually went out quietly, as if going to a sweet dream feast.Rong Xun rubbed Shen Anhuai tightly into his arms, and did not relax until he heard a muffled groan of laughter.

Even if you don't do anything, don't think about anything, just like now, it is enough to be able to sleep in each other's arms every snowy and cold night.

Rong Hong's wedding is getting closer and closer, and he has been too busy to see anyone recently.Rong Xun, as the second son of the Rong family, naturally has nothing to do.After the punishment of sweeping the snow, Shen Anhuai got up leisurely. Anyway, the people in Rong's mansion didn't want to see him, so even if he wanted to help Rong Xun, he couldn't intervene. Calligraphy and painting, turn around the pavilions and pavilions of the mansion.

Looking from a distance, the Rong Mansion is full of joy, the red wedding silk and lanterns, and the laughter of the servants when all these arrangements are made.

Shen Anhuai suddenly felt that he was out of tune with all this, and resentfully stopped looking out, turned around and stuffed a sip of tea into wine, choking on the tea leaves to embarrassment.

If I were a woman, would I be able to do the same, have a beautiful wedding with Rong Xun, and be married into Rong's mansion happily?But even if she was a woman, she might not be able to compare with Xu Tanya's famous lady.Thinking of this, Shen Anhuai couldn't hide his loss, and melancholy filled his heart.

What is Rong Xun up to now, what is he thinking about?

In the past few days, Rong Xun always came to accompany Shen Anhuai to have some supper in a hurry, and talked about some interesting things during the day with a smile.However, Shen Anhuai is often absent-minded and depressed.Asked without speaking, just forced a smile, and then lifted the energy to concentrate on the conversation.Seeing it in Rong Xun's eyes, doubts crept into his heart.

The winter afternoon has been cold and windy for several consecutive days, and today's warm sun is rare. It seems that you won't be cold if you wear a few less clothes.Two days later would be the day of Rong Hong's great joy, he was so busy that he came to the other courtyard on a rare occasion, which surprised Shen Anhuai.

"Hey, I said Young Master Rong, I thought I'd have to wait until you became a father before I could see you."

"In the past few days, I have been busy liaising with the relatives of the family for the final matter, and even sent someone to help Tanya. Today, I took a break from the busy schedule and asked Mr. Shen to explain it to Gulian Pavilion. It is considered an apology. Can you do me a favor?"

"Don't dare, it's not a matter of honor. But if there is good tea, I will go naturally."

"Haha, that's natural, it's enough."

"Well, I'm quite unhappy when I think that you're really getting married right now."

"Oh, really."

"I don't know what kind of woman this young lady of the Xu family is. Could it be that I have no chance in the future, and I will go around the market and wine alleys with you again, looking for fun?"

"Tanya, she is very good."

"Tsk, is this a change of heart? In fact, I have been thinking about it for a long time these days. There is something I want to talk to you about and hear your opinion."

"Okay, then Gulian Pavilion, let's go."

"Ah."

Shen Anhuai stroked the broken hair on his forehead, followed Rong Hong with a soft smile.As the only close friend he met in Rong's mansion, after thinking about it for the past few days, Shen Anhuai decided to tell Rong Xun about his relationship with Rong Xun and his own feelings, hoping to get Rong Xun's support and support as Rong Xun's eldest brother. Blessings can also be regarded as joyful.Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing.

After the two finished talking, they stepped out of the other courtyard, never noticing that there was a person hidden behind the stone arch, carrying a pot of warm and elegant tea.The warm smile that often hung on his face gradually faded away.

The author has something to say: Hug it, everyone will act as if nothing happened (manually funny