The story of the emperor's favorite wife gl

The carriage drove out of the palace, and Ling Muyan could still clearly feel the bumps of the carriage. At this moment, her calm heart was once again out of Ling Muyan's control, and she felt a severe pain, which made Ling Muyan feel even more painful.

Chu Xiyun was the one who killed her father and slaughtered her Lingfu. She can't love Chu Xiyun... But, but, she can't control her heart, she can't control her own heart... ·····

The beating heart and the painful heart told Ling Muyan a fact - she still loved Chu Xiyun, deeply in love... and because of this fact, Ling Muyan felt even more painful.

She couldn't love Chu Xiyun, but she loved Chu Xiyun deeply.what can she doWhat should she do?How can I not love Chu Xiyun?How can I completely forget about Chu Xiyun?

she does not know……

Because she didn't know, because she didn't know, she was in so much pain... That's why she chose to escape, she couldn't see what she couldn't see, and hoped that through the baptism of time, she could forget her love and love for Chu Xiyun... Affection.During those busy days in Ling's Xiaozhuang, Ling Muyan really gradually forgot. She thought that she was really gradually forgetting Chu Xiyun.

However, when she saw Chu Xiyun again, when she heard that Chu Xiyun was in poor health, she realized how ridiculous and ironic her thoughts were, and only then did she realize that she still loved that person deeply. .

That's why she was in pain, that's why she ran away from that man in a hurry, and took Mu'er out of the palace even though it was so late, so she was so cruel that she didn't want to spend a good night with Lin'er.

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The pain in my heart was unspeakable, and I looked down at Mu'er's face that resembled Chu Xiyun in a daze, and looked at the little phoenix in Mu'er's hand, tears suddenly burst like that, unexpectedly, unexpectedly Foreshadowingly, it just fell.

"Mother..." Mu'er felt the wetness of her neck, and she groaned in her heart. She raised her head to look at her mother, and she saw her face dripping with tears. She felt flustered and raised her hand helplessly to wipe away her tears. : "Queen, what's the matter with you?" Why did you suddenly cry?

Ling Muyan didn't answer, she hugged Mu'er tightly, buried her head on Mu'er's small shoulder, shedding tears silently, but she didn't speak for a long time.She herself didn't know why she was crying, and how could she explain it to Mu'er...

It's just that, in my heart, I suddenly feel very uncomfortable...

When Mu'er saw that her mother didn't want to speak, she obediently remained still and let her hold her. She put the small wooden phoenix on the couch, put her two little hands on her back and patted her gently, silently comforting her.

Feeling her mother's trembling body, Mu'er's eyes gradually became moist.Since then, why has the queen mother lost her composure like this?She felt sorry for her mother. During those days in Ling's Xiaozhuang, her mother took care of the work every day, so that she had no time to think wildly, but...

Every night, the queen mother always looked at the moonlight outside the window and shed tears silently, her eyes full of longing.She knew that the queen mother was missing Lin'er, but she could see from the eyes of the queen mother that the queen mother was also missing her father.

However, every time she mentions her father, her mother always looks indifferent, the heavy sadness flashing in her eyes makes her shut up, and she no longer mentions her father to make her mother sad.

As for the father, he would come to see them every night, and she believed that the father loved them and the queen mother deeply.And the queen mother will always reveal a trace of affection and nostalgia inadvertently. She believes that the queen mother also loves the emperor father.

But...she doesn't understand, why?Why do the queen mother and the emperor torture each other so much? They are clearly in love with each other, why do they torture each other like this?

"Sister..." Jinxin lifted the curtain from the outside and sat in, carefully holding two packs of pastries in her arms, eager to let the young lady and the young master have a taste, but when she looked up, she saw the young lady lying on the bed. The little master sobbed softly on his shoulders, and fell silent in an instant.

"What's the matter?" Jin Xin put her hand on the young lady's shoulder distressedly, and asked the little master.She just got out of the carriage to buy two packs of pastries for the little master, Miss Er, why did Miss Gong start crying after a while?

Muer's eyes were deep, but she just shook her head at Jinxin, and said in a soft voice: "Queen, what's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly start crying?" Could it be because of the father...

Ling Muyan vigorously shook her head in denial, calmed herself down, raised her head to wipe away her tears, forced her lips into an ugly smile, and comforted the two frowning people in front of her: "It's all right, don't worry .”

Jinxin and Mu'er naturally didn't believe it, but Ling Muyan raised her voice in the next second and said, "What cakes did Xiner buy? It just so happened that I didn't eat much at the banquet, so let's pad my stomach."

Jinxin and Mu'er couldn't laugh or cry when they heard such an obvious change of subject, but they still tacitly did not expose Ling Muyan, and continued following Ling Muyan's topic: "I bought the red bean cake that the young lady likes, and there are also some that the young lady likes. Osmanthus cake."

"Yes……"

"It's from Tongfulou, which Miss and Miss like." Jinxin cut off her lady's words without raising her head. When Miss wanted to change the subject, she was definitely called a roundworm in Miss's stomach. It's really true that Miss changed the subject. It's so fake, you can hear it as soon as you hear it.

Ling Muyan was taken aback by Jinxin's quick answer, but when she came back to her senses, Mu'er in her arms was already being hugged by Jinxin and was feeding the sweet-scented osmanthus cake.

Seeing Mu'er's mouth swollen by Jin Xin, Ling Muyan laughed unkindly, causing Mu'er to give her mother a wronged look, seeming to be coquettish and coquettish: "Mother!"

Ling Muyan felt much better after being stared at by Mu'er. She took out a handkerchief and wiped off the pastry crumbs stuck to Mu'er's mouth, gently stroked Mu'er's hair, and looked at her daughter, her eyes softened even more.

Suddenly, the carriage jolted heavily, causing their bodies to tilt, but they regained their stability after a while.After the carriage was stabilized, there was a bumping sound.

Ling Muyan looked down, and what she saw was a broken small wooden carving of a dragon, which was smashed to pieces, while the little phoenix next to it was intact.

Looking at the shattered dragon wood carving, waves of uneasiness suddenly hit Ling Muyan's heart, causing Ling Muyan to tremble uncontrollably. The deep uneasiness in her heart made Ling Muyan cover her heart in panic for a moment, and the uneasiness in her heart also made Ling Muyan tremble. She was at a loss.

"Miss? Are you alright?" Jin Xin worriedly looked at the young lady whose face suddenly paled, and put the handkerchief holding the broken dragon wood carving into the young lady's hand, and then she looked down to find that the young lady's face had also suddenly turned pale. When I got down, I couldn't help worrying: "Miss? What's wrong with you? Why is your face so pale all of a sudden?"

Only then did Ling Muyan come back to look at Mu'er, but she saw Mu'er also looked up at her, unconcealed uneasiness and fear in her eyes, knowing that Mu'er suddenly felt uneasy just like her, she hugged Mu'er and comforted her: "It's okay, it's okay, Mu'er..."

It's just that I don't know, is there really anything wrong...