The story of the emperor's favorite wife gl

Ling Muyan's determination was suddenly shaken at this moment. She was so shocked that Ling Muyan wished she could leave the palace and Chu Xiyun's side right now. She can no longer love Xi... Really can't...

For 18 years, her father took care of her growing up. There are many children in Ling's house, but she is just one of them, and her father can completely ignore her, a child whose mother died.However, her father brought her by her side to raise her personally. There are so many children in the Ling family, only she is the only one, and her father loves her in every possible way. Even the elder brothers can't compare to her father's love for her.

She can't forget that when she was a child, when she was sick, it was her father who frowned worriedly and took care of her all night; Even if she really can't give birth, she will ask her aunt to take care of her; she is weak and often falls ill, and she always refuses to drink the bitter soup every day. It is her father who coaxes her to drink the soup one mouthful at a time... …

When she grows up, she likes to be quiet, so her father sent someone to give her the best and quietest small hall in Ling's mansion; she was weak and could not go out many times, so her father sent someone to buy everything she wanted back to the mansion. She likes to read books, so my father asked people to move the best books to her boudoir and let her read them...

Even father's legitimate son and daughter did not get such pampering and care from father.

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Dad said that as long as it is what she wants, he will find a way to give it to her.

Dad said that when Mother is gone, he will love her even more.

Dad said, with him around, no one can bully her.

Daddy said she was his favorite child.

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Daddy loves her so much, but what about her?After meeting Xiyun and becoming a queen, how did she repay her father?She has never done anything for her father, nothing... Even, even seeing each other is very rare, she only cares about herself, only about Chu Xiyun, completely forgetting about her father... ·

Even Chu Xiyun killed her father and slaughtered the Ling's house, and the murderer who killed them was right in front of her eyes, but... she couldn't avenge her father, nor the Ling's house...

She has no face to face her father... She is sorry for her father...

For the tragic death of her father and the tragic death of the Ling family, she must never love Chu Xiyun again!Absolutely not!

Recalling her father's kind smile in the past, the wavering in Ling Muyan's heart instantly calmed down. She indifferently watched Chu Xiyun play with the two children, and only when she saw Lin'er's innocent smile, her calm eyes would flash A trace of guilt and self-blame, she really did a cruel job as a mother.

For several days in a row, Chu Xiyun stayed at Longgan Palace closely, watching his little princess and his little prince having fun, but when it was time to eat, Chu Xiyun would always be caught by her little princess. She put a few chopsticks of vegetarian food and meat in the bowl, and she could only force herself to eat it, resisting her desire to vomit, and found a reason to go out after using it up, and then vomited faintly while holding her rolling stomach Land, looking pale.

The queen's birthday banquet was arranged in an extremely luxurious atmosphere, completely surpassing the grandeur of the emperor's birthday banquet. There were countless foreign envoys and the gifts were all incomparably gorgeous, which made Mu'er and Lin'er's eyes shine.

However, Ling Muyan didn't feel any emotion when she saw all of this, she didn't look at Chu Xiyun at all, she was afraid that she would feel distressed when she saw her pale face, she couldn't live like that, she couldn't!

She kept recalling the state of her father's death like a self-abuse, her face turned pale with heartache, but she followed her thoughts and no longer looked at Chu Xiyun involuntarily.

However, Ling Muyan never asked Chu Xiyun why she killed her father or slaughtered the Ling family from the beginning to the end.Because she didn't dare, and she was afraid of getting an answer that would make her even more sad.

Chu Xiyun also grasped this point, and perfectly avoided Ling Muyan's pressing questions.

After the banquet, the envoys and ministers were all driven back by Chu Xiyun, and no outsiders stayed in the palace.

"Do I have to leave the palace now? Can't I do it tomorrow morning?" Chu Xiyun looked at Mu'er with a gloomy face in his arms, feeling very distressed, and raised his head to ask Ling Muyan, but it was just one night, let Mu'er come again Can't you stay one more night?

Ling Muyan didn't answer, looked down at Lin'er who was shedding two lines of tears in her arms, kissed Lin'er's forehead, and wiped away the tears on Lin'er's face with distress, her eyes were stained with reluctance: "Be obedient and take care of yourself, you know?"

"Hmm..." Lin'er responded in a low voice, buried her head in the crook of her mother's neck and sobbed in a low voice, extremely wronged: "My queen, please don't go away..."

Ling Muyan felt sorry for Lin'er, but after listening to Lin'er's words, she remained silent. She just patted Lin'er's back lightly, and quietly comforted Lin'er's emotions. There was no way she wouldn't leave, she couldn't If she doesn't leave, she can only lose Lin'er...

Lin'er in Ling Muyan's arms felt her mother's silence, knowing that her mother would not stay, she cried even louder, wanting to keep her mother.

"Father..." Xu Shi was infected by Lin'er's crying, and Mu'er's voice was also stained with crying, and she stuck to Father's body tightly, her mouth was pursed, and her eyes were filled with crystal tears.

"Father is here..." Hearing the uncontrollable crying in the voice of her little princess, Chu Xiyun felt pain in her heart, and her eyes were stained with deep reluctance. She reached out and stroked her little princess's head. How could he be willing to let Mu'er and Yan'er leave?

"Mu'er is the most obedient, Mu'er doesn't cry, you have to be obedient, take good care of yourself, exercise more every day, eat more meals every day, and..." Chu Xiyun softly instructed Mu'er many, many times , and finally looked at Yan'er with nostalgia, and paused: "You must obediently obey your mother's words, Mu'er is already three years old, take good care of your mother, you know?"

"Yeah..." Mu'er wiped away the tears on her face, firmly clenched her little fist, nodded vigorously, and agreed, "Father... you should take good care of yourself..."

Chu Xiyun saw that Mu'er, who was pretending to be strong, didn't react for a while, but when he did, he hugged Mu'er in distress, and kissed Mu'er's forehead affectionately, "Father will take good care of me."

After receiving a kiss from Chu Xiyun, Mu'er finally smiled contentedly, blinked her wet eyes, raised her head and kissed her father's cheek forcefully, with a hint of domineering: "Father, wait for me!" When Mu'er comes back, Mu'er will definitely come back soon!" However, it depends on the wishes of his mother...

Chu Xiyun was amused by Mu'er's domineering look, and the parting atmosphere improved a lot.

In the end, no matter how reluctant they were, Ling Muyan still hugged Mu'er without turning around, got into the carriage and left.

But Chu Xiyun still stood there, watching the carriage leave him again until it disappeared.Only this time, there was Lin'er in Chu Xiyun's arms who was also watching over Mu'er and Ling Muyan's departure. His eyes were filled with crystal clear tears, but he stubbornly refused to let them fall.