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The next night, Li Qifei sat on the bed and was distracted. He felt that getting along with Shen Yuan was very stressful. He never concealed his feelings for him. He looked at his eyes full of deep love. He couldn't help but pretend to be invisible.

Shen Yuan loved him deeply and crazily, he felt too scared, how could there be such feelings in this world?incomprehensible.How can one love another like this, is it possible?

Impossible, it really is because he has a problem with his mind.

Sometimes he would think that after he got out, he would just leave, whether he was crazy or not, it wasn't his fault, he hadn't done anything to apologize to him.Then I thought, if he really goes crazy, after he goes crazy, can he really continue to live with peace of mind?

he does not know.

Maybe one day his patience will be worn out and he will really be left alone.

He sighed.

"What's the matter?" Shen Yuan was sitting not far away looking over to ask him, he saw the documents put away on the table, guessed that he should have finished his work, and said, "I want to talk to you."

He came, he was still thinking about when he would come to him, it seemed that he couldn't hold back anymore.Shen Yuan walked over and sat beside him, and said, "Tell me, what do you want to talk about?"

"I want to go out and work."

"No."

Md, this dog doesn't even think about it, is it necessary to answer so firmly?

"Look, I've been imprisoned by you for three months, and I didn't even think about running away. Didn't I listen to you obediently? I won't run away in the future, can you try to trust me? Hmm? "

"No."

"Didn't you say you want to live a good life with me? Then let's live a good life together. You let me go out to work, okay?"

"not good."

Md, this dog is really going to piss him off, he can't beat him, he can't listen to scolding, and he doesn't talk to him well, so don't blame him for showing his trump card.

"Okay, then you can continue to be locked up. I remember that I told you that I went to you because I was looking for death. Now I finally think about it. I don't want to die. Now I am locked up by you again. I don’t know when I will get sick, and if I can’t think about it, I will kill myself.”

Sure enough, he saw Shen Yuan's body froze, showing a frightened expression.

md, isn't this self-inflicted?

"Think about it for yourself." After speaking, he lay down on the bed and covered his head with the quilt so as not to look at him.

In fact, he wasn't sure if he could persuade him, or it might irritate him, but he couldn't think of any other way, he had to make some changes, and he couldn't continue like this.

After a while, Shen Yuan's sleepy voice came through the quilt, "Why do you want to seek death?"

"It's nothing. At that time, I was too childish and had low psychological endurance. When something went wrong, it was easy to go to extremes. It is no longer like that now. However, if you continue to lock me up, I can't guarantee that I will I can't think about it again."

"You threaten me."

"I didn't threaten you, I just told you something that might happen after you did this."

That's right, it's a blatant threat that only state officials are allowed to set fires, but the people are not allowed to light lamps?

There was silence in the room.

He waited for a long time without hearing any movement, so he poked his head out of the quilt curiously to take a peek, and then he saw Shen Yuan's eyes were red, staring at him with a look of crying or not .

Come again?

He sighed secretly, then crawled over resignedly, sat on his lap facing each other, held his face and looked at him and said, "Don't worry, nothing will change, I'm just going out to work, I'll still come back Those who come to this home and come back to you will not go anywhere, okay?"

Shen Yuan just watched him without saying a word, he kissed his mouth, and continued: "Just trust me this time, okay? Hmm? Besides, with you looking at me, where else can I go?" What? Don't you think so?"

He was right, Shen Yuan thought to himself, before he let him run away because he didn't know that he had the idea of ​​running away, but now that he knew, he couldn't run away with him staring at him, and it was closed just like that He has no idea, he always has to go out to meet people.As he said, he didn't want to lock him up. If he dared to run away, it would be a big deal to break his legs so that he couldn't run anymore.

Shen Yuan stared at him, hugged him after a while, and said in a low voice, "Okay, I promise you."

Wouldn't it be over if I promised earlier?

He hugged him back, kissed him on the side of the neck, and said softly, "Thank you."