love gene defect

Dr. Adam is an old man of Chinese descent, chubby and kind and cute.Seeing Chu Jiuge come in with Ji Zhaoyuan, he was surprised at first, then winked mischievously at Chu Jiuge, "Weller mentioned you to me before, and he said you are very good-looking."

Chu Jiuge was a little embarrassed to be praised by the old man for looking good.He whispered "Thank you." Then he blushed and secretly glanced at Ji Zhaoyuan.

Ji Zhaoyuan took it for granted, and pulled Chu Jiuge to sit down without changing his face: "We are already married."

"Then let's treat it as marriage counseling today, and Weller should relax a little bit." Dr. Adam smiled knowingly, and handed each of them a blank piece of paper. "The first question, what do you think love is?"

Ji Zhaoyuan picked up a pen to write down a sentence, then crossed it out irritably.Chu Jiuge was a little curious, and stretched his neck to explore Ji Zhaoyuan's place. Dr. Adam knocked him on the head helplessly: "You write your own, you can't peek!"

Chu Jiuge curled his lips, lowered his head obediently and wrote: [Enthusiasm, passion, sex, companionship, must be him. 】

"Second question." Dr. Adam paused, then continued, "What thoughts do you have when you have physical contact with the other party?"

Ji Zhaoyuan lowered his head and wrote intently, his forehead hair swept across his perfectly proportioned browbones, which made Chu Jiuge want to touch it.Dr. Adam coughed lightly and looked at him jokingly.

Chu Jiuge stuck out his tongue, and wrote truthfully: [My mind is blank, I am so excited that I have been stuffed with an aphrodisiac, I wish I could carve his name even under the nails. 】

Dr. Adam clapped his palms with a smile: "The last question, please describe the other party in one sentence."

【My favorite Ji Miaomiao forever, will also like my Ji Miaomiao the most one day. 】Chu Jiuge slowly wrote down this sentence stroke by stroke, then folded it in half and handed it to Dr. Adam.

Dr. Adam took it over and took a look, then raised his head and asked Ji Zhaoyuan: "Weller, do you mind if I have a private chat with your little lover?"

Ji Zhaoyuan shook his head, took out his computer from his bag and went out.After watching the door close, Dr. Adam turned his head to face Chu Jiuge: "When I first met Weller, he was only ten years old, and he was only this tall." Dr. Adam raised his hand to compare with his shoulder, "Because of his biological father, Weller has always been very resistant to marriage and long-term partnerships, so I was really surprised when he said you were married."

"Actually...we got married in a fake way." Chu Jiuge scratched his neck and embarrassedly told Dr. Adam the ridiculous reason for their marriage.

"Aspie's world is very simple and very complicated, and the way to solve problems will be very unexpected. Sometimes their ideas can't even be understood by me." Dr. Adam handed Weller's answer to him and said with a smile: "Little guy, you can take a look."

Chu Jiuge held the thin page, feeling a little nervous.

Although he knew from the beginning that Ji Zhaoyuan couldn't understand other people's emotions, and he could understand a little bit in the relationship these days, but when he saw the answers with his own eyes, he still couldn't help but feel sore in his heart.

[Q: What is love?

A: I don't know (strike out) I'm not sure what the correct answer is, it might be a grievance.

Q: What thoughts do you have when you have physical contact with each other?

A: Scared, nervous, overwhelmed, and somewhat looking forward to it.

Q: Describe the other party in one sentence.

A: Mylittleorange (crossed out) Littleorange. 】

Dr. Adam looked at him with a kind smile: "Can you feel it? That sense of loneliness and uncertainty, like the helplessness of standing alone among the crowd."

Chu Jiuge nodded, then shook his head again.

"Don't worry about it," Dr. Adam said. "It's hard for us to experience Aspie's feelings, and it's hard for us to understand how hard it takes them to express their inner feelings."

"He will be very sad," Chu Jiuge clenched his fists, his palms were covered with sweat, "I saw him crying in the bathroom at noon."

"Weller has a high sense of self-awareness. He has been in a very stable and confident state since high school. I have hardly seen him have such severe mood swings." Dr. Adam was also a little curious, "Can you give me Can you tell me about the way you get along?"

Chu Jiuge intermittently told their stories to Dr. Adam. When he talked about Ji Zhaoyuan's abnormality today, he was a little depressed, "I don't understand why he rejects sex so much...and even thinks he will become a rapist."

"I seem to understand." Dr. Adam flipped through the notebook, frowned and thought for a while, "Aspie will easily have anxiety, and anxiety will bring a strong desire to control, which makes their sexual desire also It becomes excessive, even compulsive behavior. That's why Weller is worried, and then triggers a series of negative emotions."

"I'm obviously willing too..." Chu Jiuge was dumbfounded, "I'm willing to give him whatever he wants."

"He won't understand what you didn't say clearly." Dr. Adam shrugged his shoulders and shook his head helplessly at him, "All their social interactions are simulating NT, memorizing every situation by rote and memorizing The way to deal with it, and then the next time you encounter a similar situation, just do it. But they don’t understand why they do it from the bottom of their hearts.”

Just like a robot, a program is input into the driver module, and then a specific behavior is fed back.Chu Jiuge lowered his head decadently, his nails dug deeply into his palm.

"Are you scared?" Dr. Adam asked him.

Chu Jiuge shook his head, his chest seemed to be stuffed with cotton, which made him feel powerless and suffocated.He gripped the piece of paper tightly, looking at Ji Zhaoyuan's answer over and over again, his cat drooped its tail nervously, but was cautiously looking forward to it.He didn't dare to think about what kind of mood Ji Zhaoyuan had when he crossed out the "my" in front of "littleorange", would he feel wronged?

Chu Jiuge raised his head and looked at Dr. Adam firmly: "If I can be more frank... no, completely frank, can I give him enough sense of security," he said, sniffing, "Let him... Don't feel wronged anymore."

"When two people can understand each other, guide each other and make some changes for each other, I don't think there will be any obstacles in communicating with Asperger's patients." Dr. Adam laughed, "I helped Weller for 18 years You're the first person he wants to put 'my' in front of, luckily for him."

"Give me a few minutes, let me cry." Chu Jiuge covered his eyes, and then smiled with some relief.He felt that he should be more lucky, and met Ji Zhaoyuan who was better than very good very good very good.When he thought of how much sacrifice Ji Zhaoyuan made to cater to him and understand his mood, his heart became sour and relieved, turning into a lemon.

Luckily, it's now squeezed into a delicious glass of lemonade.

Dr. Adam patted him on the shoulder, seeing that he had calmed down a bit, and then opened the door to invite Ji Zhaoyuan in.

Ji Zhaoyuan frowned as he looked at Chu Jiuge's red-to-transparent skin.Ji Zhaoyuan walked over, pinched his chin, and gently wiped his eyelids with his thumb, "Crying?"

Chu Jiuge felt that the tears he had just stopped were about to burst out again. He didn't care about Dr. Adam who was watching the play, so he stretched out his arms towards Ji Zhaoyuan with his mouth pursed, "Hurry up and coax me."

Ji Zhaoyuan raised his eyebrows, leaned over to hug him, and rubbed his hair, "I haven't washed my face clean, I'm crying out eye feces." Chu Jiuge struggled in his arms, couldn't help but rolled his eyes, He heard him softly "huh?" next to his ear, and then said, "So don't cry, baby Chengzi."

Dr. Adam turned his face away and looked at the ceiling nonchalantly.After a while, he coughed and interrupted their embrace.

Dr. Adam handed Ji Zhaoyuan a blank book, on the hard cover was printed Snoopy and his friends, "Weller records your abnormal emotions every day," he pointed at Chu Jiuge, "Just remember what is related to this child."

Chu Jiuge leaned over and flipped through it curiously. The inside pages were neatly lined, and it was just a very ordinary notebook.Chu Jiuge leaned forward, and only one leg was on the ground even with the chair. Ji Zhaoyuan put his arm over to protect him at will, and then looked at Dr. Adam with some confusion, "Observation report on the correlation between mood swings and Chu Jiuge's behavior?"

"No," Dr. Adam smiled and shook his head, "It's Weller's love diary."