love gene defect

When Chu Jiuge kissed Ji Zhaoyuan, he was already mentally prepared to be pushed away.

But Ji Zhaoyuan didn't, he just stepped back in a panic, his heel tripped over the iron frame under the seat, and he almost fell.Chu Jiuge felt a little sore in his heart, not just because he was rejected.

Aspie can become confused and overwhelmed when they experience more than expected expressions of love, and in their eyes hugging and kissing are likely to be an uncomfortable experience of being physically squeezed.Ji Zhaoyuan's panicked look made Chu Jiuge start to wonder if he accidentally stabbed him just now.

Ji Zhaoyuan's body was stiff, and his back twisted into a somewhat painful arc.He covered his lips and stood an arm's length away from Chu Jiuge.

Chu Jiuge felt a thin and tough red thread wrapped around his heart, gradually tightening inch by inch, like Ling Chi's colic.He bit his lower lip hard, and didn't let go until the suffocating pain passed.He smiled nonchalantly, on the surface he looked more heartless than ever: "Are you unable to accept my liking, or are you unable to accept this kiss?"

Ji Zhaoyuan stood still and did not speak.He has a toolbox of his own that Dr. Adam helped him build when he was ten years old, and each tool in it represents an energy management strategy.As he grew up and met more and more people, the tools in his toolbox continued to increase, allowing him to deal with some social issues with ease.But now he's rummaged through his toolbox and can't find the answer.

Ji Zhaoyuan said, "I don't understand."

Chu Jiuge sat on the chair and leaned forward, looking up into his confused eyes seriously: "What don't you understand?"

"You like it." Ji Zhaoyuan frowned slightly, "I don't know what it specifically refers to."

Chu Jiuge laughed, and tentatively reached out to touch Ji Zhaoyuan's clenched hand, "When I'm with you, I can fully feel the living self, and I want to be like you." Seeing that he didn't dodge this time, Chu Jiuge opened his fist and clasped his fingers facelessly.

"Don't be nervous, I didn't force you to respond to me." Chu Jiuge leaned over and smiled more relaxedly, "You have to know that I am the most confused one, I never dreamed that I would like it A man is still such a god-level figure!"

Chu Jiuge rubbed against him like a small animal, "I've said everything I can say. Mr. Ji will tell you about his 'Award Acceptance Speech'."

Ji Zhaoyuan glanced at Chu Jiuge who was almost sticking to his body, most of the panic feeling just now dissipated, leaving only the scorching heat brought by another body in summer.He asked in a deep voice, "What did you say?"

Chu Jiuge raised his eyebrows: "Just tell me how you feel about me, for example, what advantages do you think I have in me?"

Ji Zhaoyuan thought for a while, and then said straight to the point: "Simple-minded, single-celled organisms. They can understand human speech, and children can be taught."

Chu Jiuge's eyes were bent into a deep black arc, and his eyelashes swept over his eyelids layer by layer.He nodded, took Ji Zhaoyuan's hand, and shamelessly kissed on the back of Ji Zhaoyuan's hand, "I know you praised me for being consistent, straightforward, eager to learn and motivated, and have a bright future. I understand right~"

Ji Zhaoyuan turned his head sideways and gave him a "big face" look.

Chu Jiuge pretended not to see, and cleared his throat: "Okay, it's my turn. Mr. Ji is knowledgeable, talented, well-educated, well-equipped, and well-equipped... Bah!" Chu Jiuge secretly glanced at the dark-faced man. Ji Zhaoyuan then continued to say nothing, "Anyway, in my eyes, you are so good that I can't fault it. I even like your little awkwardness to death. If someone dares to say something bad about you, I will definitely be the first to rush. Go up and fight him hard. If you can give me a time machine, I just want to go back and hug you when you are eight years old. This is what I like, do you understand?"

Chu Jiuge gave so many sets of experimental data for Ji Zhaoyuan to compare and correspond. He spread his inner world on the ground, picked up each set of fluctuating emotions, and measured their emotional intensity one by one.He likes the sweet orange smell brought by Chu Jiuge's approach, likes the sunshine-like touch on his soft curly hair, likes his emotionality written on his face, and likes many things about him.But Ji Zhaoyuan has never felt and experienced this kind of liking that requires kisses or even sex. His liking is so pure that it seems like he likes an innovative experiment.

Ji Zhaoyuan was not sure whether his current mood met Chu Jiuge's expectations, and he was also worried that it would cause him disappointment.Ji Zhaoyuan hesitated for a moment, and then said: "The boundaries between positive emotions such as liking, touching, admiration, and gratitude are not obvious, and it is very easy to confuse them. It may be that I have projected your ideal self to a certain extent and instilled it in You have some beliefs that you're missing, so that creates your emotional misunderstanding."

"You're so boring. According to what you say, I might as well find a successful chicken soup." Chu Jiuge sighed, "I'm not a fool."

Ji Zhaoyuan didn't understand his previous sentence, and only answered his latter sentence with a denying look.

Chu Jiuge is already immune to his taunting skills that are activated from time to time.Chu Jiuge let go of his hand, and took out a blank notebook and a pen from his schoolbag.He lay down on the seat of the auditorium, quickly drew a vertical coordinate system on the paper, and then drew a thickened line segment parallel to the horizontal axis at the top.

"Well," Chu Jiuge showed the book to Ji Zhaoyuan, "the horizontal axis is time, and the vertical axis is the degree of liking. The full-level line above is my liking. I will stop here and wait for you to catch up." That day you will know exactly what kind of love I have for you." Then he circled at the origin, "This is your position. If one day you feel that you like me a little more, then Tell me, and I'll move your coordinates up one notch."

Ji Zhaoyuan looked down at this hasty and sincere watch very seriously.After thinking for a while, he took the pen from Chu Jiu Singer and erased the circle at the origin, and then solemnly drew a new circle at the position (0,1).

Ji Zhaoyuan is so awkward!Chu Jiuge was so soft in his heart that he snatched his little notebook, turned his back and secretly painted the circle into a heart shape, and then carefully stuffed it back into his schoolbag.

Chu Jiuge carried her schoolbag, and jumped in front of Ji Zhaoyuan happily: "Okay, my matter is settled! What did you want to say to me just now?"

"It's nothing." Ji Zhaoyuan shook his head, then turned to look elsewhere.

"Hey!" Chu Jiuge broke his head and forced him to look at himself, "Before I kissed you, when you pointed at that tall uncle, what exactly did you want to say?"

Ji Zhaoyuan broke free from his shackles, looked at the time, and changed the subject abruptly: "It's time to go."

As he turned around and was about to leave, Chu Jiuge quickly grabbed him: "That's your stepfather, right? You said you used to come here to watch football in junior high school, so I guessed it. This is definitely where you grew up!"

Ji Zhaoyuan insisted not to turn around, and let him pull him without saying a word.

Chu Jiuge approached with a smile: "Did you want to take me to meet my parents just now? Don't be awkward, just lead the way."

Ji Zhaoyuan's figure froze for a moment, he shook off Chu Jiuge's hand with all his might, and strode out.

Chu Jiuge smiled and bent over from behind.He touched his heart and said with a smile: "Hahahaha... I, how can our Mr. Ji be so cute ahhhhhhh!"