Tao is impermanent

Chapter 45

Xiaobai stared angrily at Heiwuchang who had no reaction at all, regretting so much that his intestines were almost green.

When had he ever been so desperate?But every time I encounter Hei Wuchang, I will always be affected by him.Xiaobai is afraid of his own changes, and even more afraid that he will continue to change himself in the future because of black impermanence, and he is willing to do so.Will he still be liked by Heiwuchang like this?

His worry is not unreasonable. After Hei Wuchang's rebirth and return, he has been strategizing for Hei Wuchang, and has always been calm. Now, Hei Wuchang can always arouse his anger in an instant, making him The most authentic self is exposed in front of him, this feeling is really not very good.

He was always afraid that if on that day, Hei Wuchang realized that he was not as calm and powerful as he thought, would he be disappointed?

What he is even more afraid of is that Heiwuchang's feelings for him have always been family affection. If he hadn't let him know his own feelings, he would never have thought that the relationship between them could change like this.

It would be great if he recovered the memory of Wen Mojue...

Such an idea unconsciously popped into Xiaobai's mind.

But he quickly erased this thought from his mind. In fact, what would change if he recovered his memory or not?The Wen Mojue from back then is gone, and he still can't understand why the Wen Mojue from back then told him that he likes him, just like why he fell in love with Wen Mojue... and then fell in love with Heiwuchang...

That kind of feeling has long been integrated into his flesh and blood, and has become his habit.Can he say with certainty that he fell in love with Hei Wuchang because Wen Mojue said he liked him?Even he himself couldn't come up with the answer.

It's just that he knows that he can't leave Hei Wuchang alone, and he can't tolerate Hei Wuchang leaving him.

However, now there is a huge mistake.Is Hei Wuchang the same as him, can't do without him?

From childhood to adulthood, Xiaobai watched Heiwuchang grow up.He can clearly see Hei Wuchang's rebellious personality, and he also understands that no rules can bind his freedom. So, now that he has his own bondage, how many days can he last?

He has been expressing his importance in such an exaggerated form of courtship, does it mean a warning?

He couldn't figure it out, so he started thinking wildly.

Just as Hei Wuchang was about to laugh, he saw Xiao Bai's livid cheeks, and he stopped smiling for a while, quietly thinking about what went wrong.As a result, when he thought about it, he was instantly... helpless...

He knew that Xiaobai was very arrogant, but he really never thought that he was not only arrogant but also fond of crying and thinking wildly.

He silently swallowed the teasing words he was about to say, mourned for his cheap mouth, and felt a little distressed at the same time.I didn't expect Xiaobai to be so insecure. Could it be that I wasn't good enough for him? !

He always felt that he was in pain from the bottom of his heart to Xiaobai.

Hei Wuchang was puzzled, and finally had to express everything with actions.

He forcibly pulled Xiao Bai who had been standing at the side, and pushed him into his arms. He stretched out his hand to stroke Xiao Bai's hair, and asked, "What are you thinking now?" He paused, Feeling Xiaobai's struggle, he said again: "If what happened just now made you unhappy, I apologize, but you must tell me if you have something to do, otherwise I don't know which side is wrong."

Xiaobai finally calmed down, and his stiff body finally softened, apparently no longer thinking wildly.

But Heiwuchang knew that if Xiaobai still didn't tell him what was in his heart like today, the crack between the two of them would only get bigger and bigger, and in the end it would become an insurmountable gap.

Hei Wuchang doesn't want to do this, what he wants is to be a couple forever and never be separated.If there is a pimple between the two, how can we talk about the future?

Although Xiaobai loves to think about things so much, and he doesn't like this type of mother-in-law, but he always prefers Xiaobai, so he doesn't find it troublesome.

He gently twisted Xiaobai's soft hair, and continued to speak earnestly. "We should communicate well, otherwise we will hide it in our hearts, and there will definitely be problems in the future."

Xiaobai was shocked all over, and finally hugged Heiwuchang's neck, and asked in a muffled voice: "Why do you always say these things?" Xiaobai seems to be acting like a baby to him.

Heiwuchang brushed away the broken hair in front of Xiaobai's forehead, and printed his lips on Xiaobai's smooth forehead. "You should know, I said, we will always be together, so there can be no secrets between you and me."

Xiaobai buried his head on Heiwuchang's shoulder, and nodded weakly as if approving.

But for a long time, he never said a word.

Heiwuchang waited patiently.

Xiaobai finally spoke out. "I don't believe in your determination." He struggled for a while, but he was indifferent, even showing a trace of anxiety. "I'm afraid I won't be able to catch you."

"Why?" Hei Wuchang was helpless, thinking that he hadn't performed enough?

Xiaobai slowly straightened up, put his hands on Heiwuchang's shoulders, his phoenix eyes met Heiwuchang's tiger eyes, and finally made up his mind. "Do you remember that I always call you Wen Mojue?"

Hei Wuchang was taken aback, but quickly calmed down the huge waves in his heart, and let out a casual "hmm".

Xiaobai narrated: "We knew each other when we were mortals. At that time, you were a baby abandoned by your parents, and our family took you in."

Hei Wuchang had learned about Hei Wuchang's childhood from other people, and he remembered it clearly. After all, he lived in fear for a long time because of his status as an adopted son. Without Luo Yitan's love, he might not have known it. Stay in that house forever.

"Later, the horse thief slaughtered the village, and only the two of us were left to depend on each other. Many years later, our souls entered Fengdu, and became impermanent because of our immeasurable merit. His thoughts for me." Xiaobai looked deeply at the other person through Heiwuchang's eyes, making Heiwuchang extremely uncomfortable.

But Xiaobai didn't know Heiwuchang's mood at this moment, so he just told quietly, "That's when I knew that Wen Mojue had always loved me..." He paused, and continued with some difficulty, "But, at that time , I rejected him."

"During the war, because my mind was extremely disturbed, I didn't want to fight with Wen Mojue... I just want to sort out my mood."

"However, I didn't think that just because I was separated from him, I couldn't match that demon god, and I was killed and defeated again and again."

"I was forced to have nowhere to escape. There were gods and demons and hundreds of demon kings in front of me, and there was a lava purgatory behind me, and there were only a few dying ghosts around me... Seeing that there was no life, I thought of It turned out to be Wen Mojue's mournful eyes on the eve of the war... At that time, I didn't understand why I thought of his eyes, but I just thought that it would be great if he could bring someone over quickly."

"Unexpectedly, he really arrived...alone..." Xiao Bai chuckled lightly, his voice trembling slightly. "But I would rather he hadn't come. He was born with supernatural powers, so he can fight against ten with one, but how can he be the opponent of a demon god and hundreds of demon kings? He used his own flesh and blood to fight for a way out, killing us all. People sent it out, but I ended up dying tragically in the hands of the Demon Lord."

"Afterwards, I finally restored his primordial spirit and helped him reshape his soul body. I succeeded." Xiaobai seemed to have finally escaped from the memory of that demonic obstacle. Caressing carefully, murmured: "It's you."

"However, after waking up, you don't remember anything, which made me doubt whether I really saved Wen Mojue or created a new life. I fell in love with you, and I don't know whether I love Wen Mojue or In love with you."

Xiaobai has never said such a long passage, and Hei Wuchang fell into deep thought after listening to it, but he didn't explain anything, but held Xiaobai's palm touching his face, and asked: "So, now, do you think you Who is it that you are in love with?"

Xiaobai paused, and said lightly: "I can't tell the difference, all I know is that I can't leave you."

Heiwuchang paused, always feeling that his worries for so long had finally dissipated, no matter who Xiaobai loved more, he only knew that these two were him, and as long as Xiaobai couldn't leave him.

He suddenly felt that he was quite cranky sometimes.Thinking of this, he couldn't help chuckling.

Xiaobai was puzzled and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Heiwuchang stopped smiling, scratched Xiaobai's bridge of nose, and said: "Laughing, you think too much."

Xiao Bai's pale face was stained with a blush, and he said angrily, "Don't touch it randomly."

Hei Wuchang hurriedly said: "Okay, okay." He hugged Xiaobai to the side and sat down, held Xiaobai's palm, and asked: "So you suspect that I have lost Wen Mojue's memory. Are you still the same as before, right?"

Xiaobai hesitated for a moment, then nodded seriously.

Seeing Xiaobai's serious appearance, he suddenly understood why he had a crush on Miss Qingming for a while, because sometimes Miss Qingming's behavior was very similar to that of Xiaobai.Perhaps, he subconsciously ruled out the idea that he would fall in love with Xiaobai, and fell in love with Qingming who is similar to Xiaobai.

After thinking this through, Hei Wuchang laughed even wider. "Actually, you don't need to be so entangled. I can tell you that now I will love you no less than Wen Mojue did back then, or even more, and the time is definitely longer than you think."

Hei Wuchang thought to himself, tens of thousands of years, can it not be long?

Xiao Bai was stunned.

Heiwuchang stared into Xiaobai's eyes, and said again: "There is only one thing you need to know, I will never give up loving you, you want me to let go, unless I die, or you die."

It was the first time Xiaobai knew that Hei Wuchang had such extreme thoughts.Obviously he should tell Hei Wuchang that such a thought is abnormal, but this sentence inexplicably soothed his worries, making him unable to refuse, and he even felt that it might be good if it was like this.Anyway, neither of them can live without the other.

The little idiot stared stupidly at the black eyes that were as deep as autumn water, he smacked his lips, and answered a word.

"it is good."

The sun finally climbed up the green hills, a round of tomorrow hangs high, and everything revives.

……Its daybreak.

The author has something to say: ah...it's not too much to say three times...

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