what if i say i love you

Sanye opened his eyes in a daze, it was the snow-white roof, he turned his head, it was his own house, so he was rescued, right?But people saw him like that... Sanye stared blankly at the roof, and tears slowly flowed down.

The door opened with a "squeak". "You're awake." Kondo walked in quickly, holding a bowl of porridge in his hand, "Your life is fatal, but luckily he was just knocked out. Don't fall behind in such tasks in the future, you know?"

"Did you get knocked out?" He hoarse, and when he heard his own voice, he couldn't help but feel ashamed and lowered his eyes.Kondo brought him the porridge, "I was the one who brought you back."

It's okay, no one knows.Sanye breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a low voice: "I don't want to eat for the time being, I want to take a bath first." Kondo didn't notice anything, and put down the bowl after hearing what he said: "Is there nothing else wrong with your body?" Shaking his head, Kondo turned around and prepared things for him and then went to gather.

At this time, no one took a shower, and the cubicles were all empty. Sanye was silent for a moment, and began to unbutton his coat. Inside was a bad shirt. He tore off the shirt and gritted his teeth. It's still red and purple, and there are a few blue marks, and the wrist hurts badly. That man is so strong!Never thought that this kind of thing would happen to him, Sanye couldn't help whimpering, and slowly pulled down his pants. The underwear was very wet, and the smell pierced his nose. Unable to hold on anymore, he staggered and supported the wall.He felt very uncomfortable, how could he be played by a man like this?But he has no choice, he can't beat that man, he is afraid of him, he can't resist, there is no room for him, he is terrified, afraid of being treated like this again, but he will never see him again, never see him again This is my chance, he comforted himself like this.

Sanye stood under the shower, the two swollen red fruits were stimulated by the water flow, and they were so painful that he could only turn his back and wash his back, flowed down, and dripped on the ground together with the remaining things inside. Into the sewer, he continued trembling.After washing, he changed into the new clothes he brought, and found a place to burn the dirty clothes.

. . . . . .

The good days did not last for a few days, because of the shortage of frontline personnel, Sanye was transferred to defend the Yangtze River.It was another day of war, and he had to guard against the attack of the national army every day. Compared with the Japanese army, the Kuomintang had much more advanced weapons, and resisting the attack caused more than half of the damage to the Japanese army. There was no doubt that this was a doomed situation.Rihe Dazuo received the order to retreat, but they were surrounded by the national army, and Sanye, who was already thin, became more and more emaciated these days.

On this day, Riri and Da Zuo assembled the troops.

"Listen everyone, I want to organize a death squad. The task is very difficult. It is a narrow escape mission. But as long as I can come back alive, then I will meet all the conditions I can do for him. We must protect Mr. Maori and his family. R&D staff! Does anyone want to participate?!"

... "Are any conditions really met?" someone asked.

Colonel Hiyori nodded.

Sanye was delighted to hear someone say: "Is it possible to go back to China?!" Sanye was stunned, yes, you can go back to China.He hesitated.

"Is there no one?"

Sanye felt that he should not continue to live like this. Killing people in China without knowing the day when he would die, this endless life of not knowing when the end will be, might as well give it a try, maybe there is still hope.Thinking about it, Sanye raised his hand: "I'll go."

"Yeah." Hiyori nodded, "What wish do you have?" "...I want to go back to China." Hiyoh looked at Sanye and was silent for a long time, then he smiled and nodded: "Of course, as long as you live! "

"I'll go as well."

"I'll go too." Among the many voices that sounded one after another, there was one familiar to Sanye.He looked at Kondo in surprise, "What are you going to do? Will..." "Of course I will go if you go."

San Yeren was a bit dull, but he was not stupid, he just swallowed hard.

Sanye was lying in bed, it was already late at night, he still didn't hold back, kicked Kondo, "I know you haven't slept yet." But Kondo didn't make a sound.Sanye turned around and stared at Kondo, not knowing what to say. When did this brother who grew up playing with him start to have such meaning for him?Why didn't he notice it for so long.But now it is easy to notice it?Is it because of that?

Thinking of this, Sanye's heart was sour. It would be great if he had noticed it before that happened, and he could try to let himself accept it slowly. Anyway, he lived a life that he didn't know if he would die tomorrow.But now, he already felt that he could no longer accept this kind of feeling. Whenever he thought of being with Kondo, he would think of Zuo Chuanlin, and then he would be involuntarily afraid.He could only say: "Kondo, don't go, it's too dangerous, you are very smart, maybe you will live to the day you return to your country, don't follow me to do such stupid things, this is simply sending..." Dead, Before he could say anything, even the man with the quilt was hugged into his arms, Sanye was stunned, and Kondo's hug was too tight, which made him want to resist in fear.But Kondo cried, so Sanye didn't move.Kondo didn't speak, he was sobbing deeply buried in the quilt, and Sanye could feel the trembling of his arms through the quilt.A kind of grievance slowly welled up in Sanye's heart, he suddenly thought why should he suffer like this?Maybe he will die tomorrow, so he slowly reached out his hand, hesitated for a moment, and stroked Kondo's hair: "Kondo, you, kiss me."

Kondo stopped all his movements, but soon he raised his head, his voice was hoarse: "You, what are you talking about... You, you, you know?" But he didn't wait for Sanye's answer, He didn't know whether he was crying or smiling, and he calmed down after a long time. He wiped his face, held Sanye's face seriously, stared at it quietly for a few seconds, and stamped those two pink lips tremblingly. Breathing also seemed to stop.He slowly licked and bit the lips that Xiao had thought about for a long time.

Sanye didn't dare to open his eyes, his lips were numb and felt very comfortable. Kondo stuck his tongue in. At that moment, he was a little flustered. Zuo Chuanlin flashed through his mind. He was afraid, but he held his hands tightly It gave him a sense of peace of mind.His chest was tightly pressed against Kondo, and he could feel the tense and strong heartbeat of the other party. He relaxed and told himself, this is not Zuo Chuanlin, this is not that demon.

Kondo hooked Sanye's shrinking lips and entangled together. From the tip of his tongue, Sanye felt a little sweetness, and his whole body softened and felt very comfortable. Is this the feeling of kissing?It was completely different from the feeling that Zuo Chuanlin gave him, he blushed, Kondo ended the kiss, and put his forehead on his forehead, both of them fell into silence, praying that they could escape this disaster tomorrow .

. . . . . .

Zuo Chuanlin didn't expect that he would see that man again within half a month.The sky was full of fireworks, and in the hail of bullets, he unexpectedly saw that man.He was sitting on a tall horse and saw him behind the artillery line. Zuo Chuanlin opened his eyes wide in disbelief and picked up the binoculars.He was ordered to encircle and suppress the devils in Yangzihe. He has been besieging them for three days. The devils probably have other countermeasures, but in this situation...

"Commander!" Adjutant Liu came over wiping his sweat, "Commander, the Japanese army has retreated to the south, are you chasing them?"..."Did you see the leader clearly?" He didn't put down the binoculars.

"It's an officer."

Zuo Chuanlin was startled, and stared down at Adjutant Liu: "A senior officer?" After getting affirmation, he frowned again to look at the telescope, and pursed his lips: "There are two routes, you take the brothers to the east, west, and north three directions Search, give me a small team, and I will chase south."

"what?"

"Ah what! Quick!" Zuo Chuanlin smashed the binoculars into Adjutant Liu's arms, that stupid man was making a living target, fortunately he remembered the man's face, otherwise wouldn't he let the real big fish go?As for that man, "Hmph!" He seemed to feel a heat flow through his limbs, as if all the meridians were fully connected, and he still remembered very clearly - the smell of that man.

Sanye wore Rihe Dazuo's clothes and led people back south to cover Rihe Dazuo who was retreating eastward.He finally knew what this narrow escape was. He rode his horse and ran wildly with Kondo and several other riders. Those who ran underground might not even have this life, but he didn't have time to sympathize with them. He looked at the side Kondo, just pray that he can go through the woods immediately and catch up with the reinforcements.

Seeing that the light shining through the leaves covering the sky and the sun is getting brighter and brighter, it is about to pass through this forest!However, a sound of hoofbeats made everyone panic, and Kondo slapped Sanye's horse's butt: "You run."

Sanye hurriedly grabbed the horse's head, and as soon as he sat down, the horse rushed forward like the wind. He looked back in astonishment, and saw that Kondo had deliberately slowed down, and the national troops behind him had already surrounded the people running behind. Get up, "Kondo—near!"

Before he could react, there was a pain in his neck, and the earth was turned upside down. He fell to the ground, covered in mud.

Zuo Chuan Lin hurried to catch up, just in time to meet that man riding a horse past his eyes like the wind, but he didn't notice himself at all, he was trying his best to turn his head and call someone.So he ground his teeth, whipped his beloved horse hard and chased after him.

In desperation, he used the harness to tell Sanye to be dragged off the horse. In order not to drag him to run on the ground, he immediately jumped off the horse, patted the man who sat on the ground and coughed for a long time, and said: "meet again."