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In fact, "general" means "no feeling" to Liang Dong.

He watched it with the purpose of learning, and others didn't care or care. Since he pursued fairness, Gu Yile cared, so he was unhappy.

In the end it didn't work out.

Gu Yile was pressured to do it again, and finally pouted and cried and begged for mercy: "I won't watch it, I won't watch it again! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

During the rest time again, Gu Yile lay on Liang Dong's body and groaned contentedly: "Ah, that's great."

I thought it was a sigh about the first experience of sex life, Gu Yile said immediately: "It's great to be able to play the piano for so many people in such a big concert hall."

"From now on, I will be Gu Yi happy, who is well-known at home and abroad!" He raised his arms and shouted, making a fist with one hand and pretending to hold a microphone to interview Liang Dong, "Then, as the boyfriend of the famous performer Gu Yile, what do you think of Mr. Liang?"

Liang Dong thought for a moment, and said seriously, "That's great."

"Do you think the current progress is logical?"

"meets the."

"I heard that Mr. Gu, who won the award, can stay here for a few more days. What do you think of this?"

"Happy."

"It's a great day, let me hear it?"

Gu Yile was still upset about the fact that Liang Dong didn't make a sound when he screamed so loudly that the roof was going to be knocked off, so he wanted to mention it when he got the chance.

So Liang Dong pondered for a while, bowed his head and kissed Gu Yile's forehead, and called him back and forth: "Baby."

Although one call was not the other, Gu Yile still accepted it contentedly.

Calling close to the ear is far from calling on the voice of the mobile phone, just listening to it once is not enough, Gu Yile asked Liang Dong to call several times, only to stop when he saw that the tips of Liang Dong's ears were faintly red.

"Why didn't you feel ashamed when you fucked me?" Gu Yile muttered.

Liang Dong didn't hear clearly: "Huh?"

"It's nothing." Gu Yile said, "I'm asking if you like big men who wear women's clothing."

Liang Dong replied, "I like whatever you wear."

"That's why I like it." Gu Yile pouted and complained, "Sure enough, straight men have aesthetics."

This is a bit wronged, Liang Dong thought for a while and said, "When you were young, you wore skirts."

Gu Yile looked up again: "How do you know?"

Speaking of the black history of being often dressed up as a girl by Guan Mengqing because of her delicate looks before the age of seven, Gu Yile made a black face on the spot.

"I was wearing a skirt that day too? God, you don't think I'm a girl, do you?"

"No." Liang Dong shook his head, "You told me you were a boy, and you even took me to read comics."

"Watch it under the covers?"

"Ah."

"No wonder you know I like to read comics."

Gu Yile understood, and immediately said with emotion: "I didn't expect that when I was young, I read comics under the quilt, and when I grew up, I would have sex under the quilt."

Liang Dong's ears almost turned red again.

In the eyes of contemporary young people, as long as it is not bright outside, today is not over.

The joy of winning the award made Gu Yile feel a subtle excitement, he didn't want to sleep, he talked a lot, and dragged Liang Dong to talk about his childhood.

"When I started learning, I was so tired of practicing the piano. I always played so badly. The neighbor downstairs even knocked on my door and asked if I could keep my voice down. His children kept crying when they heard it." Gu Yile himself He said it was funny, "I'm so angry, I lost my bow and said I can't practice."

"What happened later?" Liang Dong asked.

"Later, my dad said that he bought the piano and paid the tuition. He showed me the numbers on the calculator and said that he would cut off my pocket money for two years. I thought about it, and I will be seven years old in two years. How much less food will I have to eat? Root spicy strips, it’s a shame, let’s continue to practice.”

Liang Dong smiled and said, "Your father understands you very well."

"Isn't it? It's like pinching my life, pinching my weakness, digging a hole and waiting for me to jump in." As he said, Gu Yile poked Liang Dong's abdominal muscles as if to vent his anger, "I want to Thinking of the hardships I have suffered all these years, sometimes I dream that I have become a tyrant when I sleep."

After figuring out the homophonic stalk of Thanos = Mieba, the curvature of Liang Dong's lips became more obvious: "Uncle is for your own good."

Most children are uncertain and difficult to persist, so parents have to play a supervisory role, and it is understandable to use some means when necessary.

Gu Yile naturally understood: "When I was a child, without my parents holding me to practice the piano, I would not be who I am today." He sighed on the ground, "Music is such a thing, it hurts to learn, and if you don't learn it, you feel a headache. Life is tasteless, maybe this is just a dream, not so much grandeur, but it is inseparable from it."

Liang Dong let out a "huh".

"What about you?" After talking about himself, Gu Yile came to Liang Dong to exchange experiences, "Did you like airplanes when you were young?"

"Ah."

"Then why didn't you become a pilot?"

Liang Dong didn't speak for a while.

He exchanged the only thing that can be called a dream for something else. There are regrets, but they are far from regrets.

So he randomly found an excuse: "Because the eyesight is not up to standard."

"Ah..." Gu Yile sighed, "What a pity."

Liang Dong said in his heart, it's not a pity.

It's not a pity that you are in my arms now.

The time together passed quickly, and they chatted one after another until the sky turned white. Gu Yile, who thought of this metaphor, rubbed his deflated belly, and then remembered that neither of them had dinner.

Liang Dong put on his clothes and went to the kitchen. Gu Yile stuck to him, and opened his mouth when he smelled the smell of fried bacon, like a bird waiting to be fed. Liang Dong picked it up with his chopsticks and blew it. Here, the plates are saved.

"I haven't eaten a serious meal in Country Y yet." Gu Yile mumbled while chewing, "I want to have a good meal tomorrow."

This was originally in Liang Dong's plan, and he agreed.Just as he was about to get the fried eggs out of the pan, Gu Yile's phone rang outside.

"At this point, who is it?"

Gu Yile stuck to Liang Dong's body like a cartilaginous animal, dawdled for a long time, and then reluctantly went out to pick him up.

When he came back, his pace was so fast that he lost one of his slippers in a panic.

"My dad is in the hospital." Gu Yile's eyes were full of panic, "I, I'm going back now."

The call was made by Guan Mengqing, who was used to living a peaceful life, but unexpected incidents made her lose her position, and her voice was trembling when talking on the phone.

It turned out that Gu Yile had won the award abroad. Gu Dong was so happy that he notified his relatives and friends everywhere, and the neighbors in the neighborhood didn't let him go. He went out after lunch, knocked on the door upstairs and downstairs to deliver the good news, and was flattered by the compliments of the neighbors. Fluttering, when he reached the entrance of the corridor, he stepped on the air and fell down.

"A broken bone, the doctor is picking him up inside, and he hit his head, and we need to take an X-ray later." Guan Mengqing sobbed and said, "Son, if your dad is stupid, you can't just leave him alone."

Gu Yile said loudly: "It doesn't matter if you fall stupidly or become paralyzed, he is still my father!"

After rebooking the ticket online, Gu Yile started to get scared on the way to the airport.

Father Gu Dong is over 50 years old. Although he goes to work and does housework every day, he still has time to accompany Guan Mengqing to dance square dances. He smiles all day like a happy little old man, but he keeps getting colds and fevers every season. His body is no stronger than when he was young. , which can withstand the fall.

Gu Yile even started to complain about his crow's mouth, talking nonsense about Mieba, if Gu Dong was really cursed by his "unfilial son", he would not want to live anymore.

When he was about to arrive at the airport, he received a call from Peng Zhou.

"Senior Lu and I are both here. Uncle is fine, the bones have been connected." He said, "Brother Le, don't come back in a hurry. You can attend the concert there with peace of mind."

Gu Yile sniffed: "I've already changed the ticket."

Peng Zhou snorted: "That's fine, come back and have a look. Anyway, we are here, don't worry."

Gu Yile agreed.

When he got to the place and opened the door to get off the car, he hurriedly picked up the piano and ran towards the terminal building. When he heard someone behind him say "not this way", he turned back like a headless fly, and then slammed his head into Liang Dong's chest.

Liang Dong freed a hand to support him: "Don't worry, follow me, I can catch up."

Gu Yile took a deep breath to calm down, and nodded.

When he followed Liang Dong, he looked up and found that Liang Dong was pushing his suitcase with one hand and carrying his backpack with the other, without leaving anything behind.

Gu Yile returned to his place of fascination, remembering that he was in Liang Dong's residence just now, and he was in a hurry to go back to the country. The more anxious he was, the more confused he became. Liang Dong silently helped him pack his luggage when he was anxiously calling.

He even forgot to say "it happened suddenly" and "I'm sorry I can't accompany you" to Liang Dong.

At that time, Liang Dong was still making food for him, without even drinking his saliva, he drove him to the airport without saying a word.

Facing the security checkpoint very close at hand, the reluctance to part and the guilt over the delay made Gu Yile's legs feel as heavy as lead.

Arriving at Heathrow Airport, seeing the huge "arrivals" seems to be a matter of yesterday, why are you leaving today?

Gu Yile stepped forward quickly, and gently grabbed Liang Dong's clothes.

Liang Dong turned his head to look at him with puzzled eyes, as if asking what's wrong.

"I'm leaving." Gu Yile said, "But we haven't..."

There are still a lot of things left to do - no time to experience English afternoon tea together, no time to taste country Y's French fries dipped in a cone, no time to cover piano kisses with strawberries, and no time to show off his long-practiced mouth tearing stunt.

They had known each other for several years and fell in love for four and a half months, but they only met for four short days. Gu Yile felt that he was simply the legendary butt-lifting ruthless subject who ran away after having sex, without a heart.

There was still some time before boarding the plane, Liang Dong stood still and faced Gu Yile.

He answered, "I haven't brought you a good meal yet."

Gu Yile shook his head, took the backpack, and took out a few bars of chocolate from it: "Last time I went to the convenience store to buy it, so you can pad your stomach."

Liang Dong took it, looked down for a while, and said, "I haven't finished eating the piece of chocolate you gave me."

Thinking of the birthday gift sent by mail, Gu Yile was a little surprised: "Why don't you eat it?"

"The temperature is low, so it's not easy to break." Liang Dong first said the objective reason, then paused, and then revealed the real reason, "You made it for me, so I can't bear it."

Hearing the last three words, Gu Yile's nose sharpened.

It's so strange, he thought, he didn't cry when he was so excited when they met, he didn't cry when he had such a passionate physical exchange, he didn't even shed a tear when he won an award, but at such an inopportune moment, he wanted to cry.

Before coming to L City, Gu Yile had thought countless times about what kind of person Liang Dong was, whether he would be disillusioned after meeting him, and whether he would feel that distance creates beauty.I even thought pessimistically that if I didn't see the right way, would this love be like the online dating cases on Baidu Encyclopedia, turning into a regrettable but natural mistake.

The time of the gathering was so short, so short that Gu Yile didn't have time to know everything about Liang Dong, but it was enough for him to confirm Liang Dong's intentions.

Liang Dong is a simple to pure person, he never leaves room for people and things he doesn't like, and then leaves all his patience and softness to a person named Gu Yile.

The four days were neither long nor short. They did a lot of things in the plan, but also ignored a lot of scenery at their fingertips.

The female announcer on the radio announced the flight boarding notice in a toneless tone, and the lovers who were about to part had no choice but to seize the last time and hug for the first time.

"After eating the chocolate, I'll make it for you again." Gu Yile said, "There will be more time in the future, as long as you are not afraid of getting fat."

Liang Dong hugged him and said, "You can climb rocks after eating."

Gu Yile smiled through tears: "I also want to learn rock climbing, you teach me."

"it is good."

"Don't be reluctant to wear the scarf, I'll weave a new one for you."

"it is good."

Gu Yile took a deep breath, her red eyes were buried in Liang Dong's deliberately lowered shoulder sockets, and she almost begged, "Come back soon."

The arms around his body tightened even more, even if he hadn't resorted to words, his actions had already explained it for him.

Liang Dong closed his eyes and said firmly, "Okay."

The plane rose to a high altitude, bumped in the clouds and then landed. When it arrived at S City Airport, it was just dawn.

When getting off the plane, Gu Yile walked on the corridor bridge and looked back. The light fell on the edge of the smooth-lined wing, which was not too bright, so he took a few more glances.

Peng Zhou said he would come to pick him up, but it was Jiang Yu who came.

Xu was worried that many people would get lost, so Jiang Yu held up a pick-up sign with the words "Gu Yi happy", and when he got into the car, Gu Yile took the foam board and looked at it stupidly, remembering the one that Liang Dong had prepared but didn't use. , A kind of itchy but not sour pain began to appear densely in my heart.

Jiang Yu, who was driving, glanced at the rearview mirror: "What's wrong, you're so lost, you're so happy that you don't want to leave?"

Gu Yile shook his head, unable to answer him.

When I went to the hospital, I went directly to the ward. Except for Lu Xiaodi who left beforehand, everyone else was there.

After getting a general understanding of Gu Dong's situation, Peng Zhou and Jiang Yu, who had been busy all night, also got up to leave.

Gu Yile sent them downstairs, thanked them solemnly, and Peng Zhou waved his hand: "It's a small matter, just treat us to hot pot later."

After sending his friend away, Gu Yile returned to the ward, half the bed curtain was drawn, and Gu Dong beckoned him in with his arm that was still able to move: "I said it's nothing, I told you not to go back, it's rare to go abroad, play a few more God come back."

"I've played everything I need to play." Gu Yile said, "It's the same when I come back sooner or later."

Guan Mengqing stopped crying now, and said angrily: "I told you to walk without eyesight, it seems to scare my son."

"It's not you. If you insist on calling, you will fall and break your arm. What a fuss."

"Okay, after that, if you roll from the sixth floor to the first floor, I won't even take a look at you."

"Look at what you said, I didn't mean that..."

…………

The warm bickering between parents gradually subsided in the warm spring afternoon in S City. Watching Gu Dong fall asleep after hanging up the needles, Gu Yile closed the soundproof curtain, leaving a gap where he could hear the movement inside, and sat on the chair outside in a daze.

Tonight he accompanied him to the bed, Guan Mengqing cooked a meal early and brought it to him. After eating, Gu Yile asked the nurse to open the folding bed, curled up on it and yawned with his mobile phone in his hand.

I didn't feel the jet lag when I went, and there is a tendency to not come back after I come back.

Gu Yile didn't want to go to bed so early, so she clicked on WeChat and patted Liang Dong's profile picture, and after a while, Liang Dong patted him too.

Then a voice call came through.

Liang Dong's side seemed to coincide with the class break, and there were noisy voices around.

"How is uncle?" he asked.

"It's okay, the left arm is broken and has been put in a plaster cast."

"Yeah." Liang Dong asked again, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"Eat." Gu Yile also asked him, "You didn't rest last night, so you have class today?"

"That was the night before yesterday, I fell asleep last night." Liang Dong said, "I have nothing else to do, so I came to class."

"Oh."

The two were silent for a while on the phone.

I didn’t feel anything when I didn’t meet each other, but now I have done all the intimate things between lovers and then hastily separated. However, how can we still bear this kind of communication method that is separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, invisible and intangible?

Gu Yile felt empty in his heart, as if a piece had been gouged out. It wasn't really painful, but extremely uncomfortable.

I don't know if Liang Dong is the same, or if he is used to it alone, it doesn't matter if he is there or not.

Suddenly, Gu Yile sneezed.

The night temperature in early spring was lower than the daytime. Remembering that the window was still open, Gu Yile stood up, walked to the window, opened the window, and said to the mobile phone without words: "I forgot who said that sneezing is caused by someone exist……"

Before he finished speaking, Liang Dong, who had been very calm since he left, suddenly robbed the conversation.

"I miss you."

At night after only 26 hours of separation, Gu Yile's hand holding the phone tightened suddenly.

Perhaps affected by his emotions, Liang Dong's voice became hoarse, and his disorienting thoughts melted into the completely different spring breeze on both sides.

Fearing that the other party might not hear clearly, and even more afraid that the other party would not believe it, he repeated emphatically: "I miss you... Lele, I miss you very much."

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