Only one step away

The course of the meal was long and heavy.

Sunan's past seems to be a very simple trajectory, so simple that Li Yuan can even think of the direction of his future life - marriage and children, a stable life, a stable family, this is a promise to the past and a promise to the future.

Perhaps, this is one of the reasons why Sunan rejected him.

Without a past, without a future, there is no hope of living.

What about other reasons?

Maybe it's Su Xiyao, Sunan said they are very similar, so there should be a certain degree of similarity, no matter in character or appearance, this level of similarity will definitely resonate with Su Xiyao's brother in Su Nan's heart, That's why I said so.

This kind of sympathy should have made Sunan feel very nostalgic and happy at the beginning, but in the end, it will eventually turn into fear of this kind of sympathy, and finally to the point of rejection?

Is it because you are afraid that you will betray your past feelings, or that the person you miss the most will be replaced?

No matter which one it is, these should be difficult for Sunan to accept, right?

Thinking about this clearly, Li Yuan suddenly felt like a blind patient who had found a glimmer of hope of regaining his sight. His old and broken ox cart began to have the urge to run Gadora again.

After lunch, Li Yuan drove Su Xiyao back to the company where he was going.After hastily explaining his work, he left the company and went to Sunan's training class, but the strange thing was that he didn't see Sunan there.

He called Su Xiyao, and after careful questioning, he found that the other party didn't know the whereabouts of that person either.This time Li Yuan felt a little anxious, he started to call Sunan's cell phone non-stop, but he kept reminding that the other party's phone could not be connected.

He began to suspect that the other party was deliberately avoiding him now, such as turning his phone to shield, such as deliberately turning off the phone, such as abandoning the number he used, all kinds of speculation made him flustered, and at the same time, he was even more flustered, whether something happened to the other party.

So, he started running non-stop, returned to Sunan's training class again, asked the security guard, asked the dance teacher who was with him, even waited for two hours, and then contacted Su Xiyao, hoping that the other party would be the first to get news from Sunan. Time to contact himself, and then he drove to Sunan downstairs.

Although he doesn't know where Sunan has gone, he can be sure that no matter where the other party goes, he will definitely go home, and as long as he goes home, he can meet the other party.

From noon to the west of the sun, he kept staring at the door of the apartment without moving his eyes, or even blinking, lest he miss the moment when the other party opened the door.He didn't dare to turn off the phone, but it's a pity that there was nothing other than business calls. There was no Su Xiyao, and as for Sunan, there was none.

Li Yuan felt a little disappointed, or even more hopeless.

It seemed that the beam of light was about to disappear secretly from his eyes, and it seemed that the old and broken ox cart had started to lose its chain again.

In short, Li Yuan's mood was very low.

With his hands on the steering wheel, he looked at the door of the apartment, then sighed, resting his forehead on the steering wheel.

Thinking of the person he couldn't forget, he suddenly felt something wet in his eyes, and his nose was a little sore.

After taking a deep breath and sorting out his mood, he decided to drive home - if the other party really wanted to avoid him, even if he found someone downstairs, it would be useless.

He looked up and was about to drive, but saw a familiar figure standing at the gate and taking out the key to open the door.

At that moment, he didn't quite believe his eyes, but how could he admit his mistake with that side face, that side face that had touched his heartstrings countless times in front of his eyes?

So, quickly, he opened the door and got out of the car, rushed forward with lightning speed, and grabbed the opponent's wrist just as the opponent just unlocked the door.

This time, he didn't want to let go so easily.

Being caught suddenly, Sunan was a little panicked. When he saw who caught him, he became more disturbed.

Struggling hard, wanting to withdraw his hand, but it attracted the opponent's grip even harder.

When he realized that his struggle was futile, he began to give up the idea of ​​breaking free, but asked feebly, "What are you doing?"

Li Yuan adjusted his breathing, because he felt like a stunned kid at the moment, excited and short of breath, he had to calm himself down, so that he could tell the full story each other, so as not to scare each other.

When he was sure that his breathing was stable enough to speak continuously, he opened his mouth: "I, want to talk to you."

Although he hesitated, when he saw the hands tightly grasping his wrists, Sunan knew that he couldn't refuse, and there was no way to refuse, so he pulled Li Yuan in a strange posture. After entering the gate, he entered the elevator and pressed the floor number of his apartment.

Until this moment, Li Yuan didn't let go of his hand, anyway, when he entered the elevator just now, the security guard had already looked at them with rather strange eyes, so in the elevator where there were only the two of them, he More carefree.

This situation lasted until Sunan opened the door of his house before it changed.

With a "click", when he stepped into the room, Sunan closed the door.

At this moment, Li Yuan felt that his heart really fell to the ground - he saw Sunan, he found Sunan, and he waited until Sunan.

"Sit by yourself, I'll boil the water." Sunan said as he took off his coat and went into the kitchen.

Li Yuan entered the room, this was not the first time he came to Sunan's house, but it was the first time he was alone with the other party, so he felt a little nervous.

When Sunan came out of the kitchen, he was holding two cups of coffee in his hand, smelling the aroma, Li Yuan could tell that it was still brewed from the bag of coffee powder he gave to the other party last time.

Sunan pulled a small stool, sat across from Li Yuan, and said, "What do you want to say?"

"I..." Li Yuan opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't say anything.He felt that he should have a lot to tell the other party—what he wanted to tell, what he wanted to promise, and even what he wanted to bear, he wanted to say, but for some reason, he couldn't say a word all of a sudden.

Sunan's eyes were black, just like his hair, with moist moisture, which made people feel a particularly distressed feeling.Li Yuan looked at him, stretched out his hand to touch his head, feeling the gentle touch of the soft hair sliding over his fingertips in the palm of his hand, and said, "Where have you been?"

"I went to see Nuan Nuan's grandpa and grandma. Because I left in a hurry, I didn't tell anyone." Sunan's voice was very quiet, just like his attitude towards Li Yuan touching him.

"What happened to Nuan Nuan's grandpa?"

"It is said that he suddenly fainted and was hospitalized."

"Really? Seriously? Does Su Xiyao know?"

"It's an old heart problem. The old man didn't want his daughter to know, so he called me." Sunan said, bowing his head and taking a sip of coffee.

Li Yuan looked at him and didn't speak anymore, he just continued to stroke the other person's head - because he instantly understood that nothing could compare to being by the other person's side at this moment.

That night, Li Yuan did not go back.Sunan's house is not too big, the only guest room is a warm bedroom, the small bed can't accommodate Li Yuan's tall body.As for the living room, because Sunan's house usually has no visitors, there is no extra bedding for him, so the only choice in the end is to share the same bed with Sunan.

After Li Yuan washed up, he touched Sunan's bed with an almost pilgrimage mentality.

He tiptoed into the bed, he only felt that Sunan's body was as cold as ice.So, he leaned slightly towards the direction where Sunan was lying, and only after making sure that the other party had no objection did he dare to touch the other party's body a little.

"Are you cold?" He gently pinched Sunan's cool fingers with his hand.

Sunan wanted to withdraw his hand reflexively, but was simply pinched by the other party.Immediately afterwards, in the next second, he was embraced by the other party and struggled a few times. When he realized that the other party was simply embracing him without doing anything else, he became quiet, as quiet as a docile bird. cat.

Li Yuan, who noticed this change, began to feel a little sweetness in his heart. He stroked Sunan's back, more firmly stated that he had no unruly intentions, and then began to wantonly enjoy this rare world of two people.

Hugging face to face like this, in the small space, the air began to become a little cloudy, Su Nan turned sideways, revealing his back to Li Yuan.

Such a move made Li Yuan feel very happy, because he knew that if he hadn't reassured the other party, the back position would never be vacant.

So, taking it for granted, he wrapped his arms around Sunan's waist and pressed his chest against the other's back, feeling the warmth rising from the cool back.

"During the day, Su Xiyao and I went to eat." The two of them were silent for an unknown amount of time, and Li Yuan began to speak tentatively.

"Really?" Sunan replied in a low voice, it didn't sound like she was very concerned about the dishes and the location of the meal.

Li Yuan smiled, resting his chin lightly on the opponent's head, gently stroking the soft black hair, giving up what he originally wanted to say, and just said softly: "Yes, I When I went to the company in the afternoon, I happened to meet her, so I treated her to a meal."

"Hmm..." Sunan's voice became more and more erratic, as if he was about to fall asleep.

Li Yuan kissed the top of his hair lightly, and after making sure that he was breathing slowly, he gently turned over his body and embraced him, looking at the person in front of him who made him feel anxious and miss him, He only feels that his heart is full of fulfillment and happiness, a kind of fulfillment and happiness that has nothing to do with sex or emotion.

Closing his eyes, he began to hope that this moment could continue like this, and that the so-called dawn would never come.