sorry for what?

Sorry for the many.For example, if you didn’t make an agreement with him, send him away, for example, if you didn’t ask him why he hated going back to that home so much, it was obviously his biological parents.For example, taking the 20 yuan has made him painfully concerned until now.

I'm sorry, during the 15 years of storage, it became a hurdle that both of them couldn't get over. If time could be turned back, he really hoped that he could do well instead of hurting Qin Lieyang like this.

But time cannot be turned back, he can only slowly warm him up.

Li Ye patted his back and said slowly, "Actually, I don't want to send you away either. When you came, my parents had just passed away. Li Yao went to school every day and didn't know the daily necessities. I supported this family by myself. Every night I lie alone in this quiet and desolate small yard, and I feel that the life of a 15-year-old is like a pool of stagnant water. Every day, I am like an old scalper. It’s not going well, and I don’t know how long it will last.”

"It's because of you that life is different. I have someone to live with me, and I will never worry about being alone in the house. Even if I am bullied, I know that someone will help me find it. You don't know, Second Aunt Guan comes on. When my family came to accuse me of taking 500 yuan from him, I was actually quite scared. His son was tall and strong, and Aunt Guan was also tough. I was afraid that I would not be able to drive them away, but they beat me. Then you come out Yes, it's amazing."

As soon as he said this, Qin Lieyang also laughed, and added from the side, "I also went up with it. I was wandering outside for so many days at that time, and I didn't want to go home, so I wanted to wander by myself, but it was too much. It’s dangerous, there are traffickers trying to get you away, how difficult do you think? Then when I was hiding in the market, I thought, if only I ran into you again. Then you appeared. I thought, this There is a good man, if I don't follow him, I will probably not find such a good man, so I jumped on your tricycle."

"I was very nervous at that time. You were very angry at that time, and your face was all black. I thought to myself that it was broken this time, so I wouldn't really anger you. If you drive me away, I can't leave easily Now, I have to rely on you here, anyway, you don’t look like you have a particularly bad temper. In the end, you let me into the yard. Where I live, I just think, I have to do well here and stay."

"I was wandering around outside those two days thinking about how to make some money. I can see that you are also very embarrassed. You don't even put some sesame oil in the cucumber mix. The key is that you don't bring any changes for a few days. When you talk I don’t know the smell of garlic. I just think 60 yuan will cost you at least a month, but you are willing to give it to me. I have to pay you back. Of course, I still have Xiao Jiujiu. If I pay you back , you think I don’t want to live in vain, and you’d probably be more willing to let me live here.”

"Unexpectedly, before I earned any money, I ran into Second Aunt Guan and their mother and son coming over." Qin Lieyang laughed as he spoke, and the man's voice was deep and deep next to Li Ye's ear, shaking his eardrums. Itchy, "It's really hit the muzzle. The first time I came into contact with Fatty and Uncle Li, I thought everyone around you was like a Bodhisattva. I didn't expect this to happen. I didn't even think about it. I rushed up. In fact, I am also quite a thief. His son is so strong, and I didn't think I could beat him. I thought, it would be best if I beat him. In the end, I didn’t expect them to be strong on the outside and run away after a few sticks.”

As soon as this matter was mentioned, the two of them couldn't help being happy. From that day on, Qin Lieyang lived in this house safely.They became a family, eating and lodging together, and even spending the money they earned together.Qin Lieyang let go of Li Ye, put his hands under his head, and lay face up, looking towards the ceiling.

Today's moon is extraordinarily bright, and the moonlight shines in through the window sills. You can even see the shape of the torn newspapers on the ceiling. The one they are aiming at is a large photo of a female celebrity. Remember.It was Qin Lieyang's first winter here, and the Chinese New Year was coming, and the two of them were going to tidy up the house and live their lives.

Li Ye ran to the newsstand and spent a dollar to buy a stack of expired newspapers to bring back. The two of them made a paste with flour, tore up the original newspapers, and pasted new ones.When he got to the bed area, Li Ye picked out this photo. There was only this one photo on the entire page. It seemed to be a very famous singer, but he had forgotten his name. Looks good." Qin Lieyang thought it didn't matter at the time, since he couldn't see it when the lights were dark anyway, so he posted it.

"Hey," he asked Li Ye looking at the blurred shadows above, "Do you still remember who posted it?"

Li Ye was also dumbfounded by his question, so he lay down and squinted his eyes to see that he was worse than Qin Lieyang.Qin Lieyang stayed in Beijing all the time, his status determined that he knew many celebrities, but Li Ye didn't have any entertainment activities other than earning money, so he couldn't remember clearly.

After racking his brains for a long time, he finally came up with his personal name, "Jolin Tsai?"

Don't blame him for saying this. Jolin Tsai has been so popular for a few years. All his entertainment information sources are on the street. He knows whose song is playing?

Qin Lieyang stretched out his left hand to embrace Li Ye's head, pinched his face and said, "She wasn't famous in 2000. Think again."

If you think about it, Li Ye can't remember it anymore. His memories of 15 years ago are all left to Qin Lieyang. This kind of thing has long been forgotten. "I just remember that you stood up and posted it. Who remembers who posted it?" Ah. I don’t follow stars.”

These words made Qin Lieyang happy and depressed, his Li Ye only remembered him, but his Li Ye let him go.One night, finally came to the most critical question. Qin Lieyang wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask. This is probably the reason why people say that he is afraid of being close to his hometown.The question he had been asking for 15 years was on his lips, but he didn't dare to ask it anymore, he was afraid that the answer would be, "So money, because Li Yao needs money to go to school."

He was silent, Li Ye was also silent, the scene in front of him became quiet, as if he could see the flow of moonlight.I don't know how long it took before Qin Lieyang opened his mouth, "That..." His voice was hoarse, he could only cough, and then said, "Well, why did you send me away? Li Yao told me, are you In order to get 20 for him to go to school."

Li Ye got up from the bed almost immediately, and looked at Qin Lieyang in disbelief.Under the moonlight, Qin Lieyang's expression was full of dissatisfaction. Obviously, the 20 was a great harm to him.Li Ye was so angry that his parents passed away, and everyone said that the old Li family was going to die, and it would be good if the two children survived, even though they both studied well, it was useless.

He doesn't believe it, he swears to his parents' mourning hall, let them go at ease, he will take good care of his younger brother, will support him to go to school, like his parents said, go to university, master and doctorate, and be a cultural person.He also tried his best, and even borrowed Qin Lieyang's help.Li Yao has always studied well. In his mind, being good at both character and learning is the same. Although Li Yao sometimes complains about the hardship of life, Li Ye never doubts his character. After all, his classmates are doing well, and he is a child. It would be too depressing not to complain, he didn't want Li Yao to live like a little old man like him.

But everything collapsed when Li Yao was about to give up his treatment. What he heard in the ward that day shattered his 15 years of self-deception. Now, he knows that Li Yao did not learn to be bad in society. He probably... has always been like this.It was he who didn't see through this younger brother.

He sat on the bed and faced Qin Lieyang face to face. These thoughts flashed through his mind, and finally merged into the truth and said, "No, I don't know. Your father said that you are the heir of the Qin family, and you You have to study. If you don’t go back, there are two kinds of life. I thought about it all night, and I thought he was right, so I agreed. After you left for many days, Li Yao told me about the 20 yuan. I asked him who I gave it to him, he said your father gave it to him, because I don’t seem to want it, let him take it, and study hard in the future.”

Qin Lieyang's hand suddenly grabbed Li Ye's, and Li Ye frowned so tightly that it hurt too much.But he didn't stop, and continued.

"At that time, I made some money selling watermelons, and I kept saving the 20 yuan. I really thought about it for Li Yao to go to school in the future. But my sports car can earn enough money, so I haven't moved it. In 06, Nancheng The demolition is crazy. A homestead can give a house on a head-by-head basis and hundreds of thousands of compensation. When it was Nanzhuang's turn, everyone was jealous and wanted to build a new house, and some people came up with the idea of ​​this house This is my grandfather's house, but it used to be the primary school of the brigade. The brigade let him live in it at the time, but there is no record. Many people wanted to get it for themselves. The village chief asked me if I wanted to stay, and of course I wanted to. Then he asked me to pay an additional 16 yuan, which was regarded as a purchase, and the money was used here. It is a business that makes no money. It’s just gone, until now.”

Li Ye concluded, "I'm sorry, I..."

He wanted to say that although I didn't ask for it, I still spent the money.But Qin Lieyang was willing to let him speak out, he pulled him into his arms, what he wanted was always a word, Li Ye said to him, "I didn't want you for money." That was enough .

He bowed his head and kissed Li Ye's face, and whispered in his ear, "Li Ye, thank you, thank you."

Thank you, you don't really want me, so what should I do?

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