Running wolf and dog

Han Xiaonuo went out for a stroll, and it was already afternoon when he came back. He was sitting at home folding masks. After a while, he heard a voice approaching. Before he opened his mouth to ask someone, Luo Yang's voice came from over there: "Xiao Nuo Brother Nuo, you just came back."

Han Xiaonuo nodded, originally he didn't want to speak up, but when he thought of something, he suddenly said, "Aren't you going to give Xiao Hai a tuition right now?"

Luo Yang walked over with a smile: "Brother Xiaonuo, don't be so excited. I have assigned homework for him and will check it in half an hour. Just put your mind at ease, I am a good teacher."

Han Xiaonuo lowered his head and folded the mask, and still did not forget to answer him: "Generally, teachers who like to sing praises are not good teachers."

Luo Yang sat down on the stool opposite him, stared at the movements of his hands without blinking, and said, "It seems that Xiao Nuo has a deep understanding."

Han Xiaonuo didn't accept his criticism, and told him to himself: "You should concentrate on teaching Xiaohai."

Luo Yang began to pick up the mask in front of him and fold it according to the method he saw just now, while he was stacking, he replied: "Xiao Nuo, don't worry, just say this to you, I will definitely teach Xiao Hai's homework wholeheartedly. "

Hearing his call, Han Xiaonuo's gloved hands visibly paused, but he quickly folded the mask, then raised his head and smiled in Luo Yang's direction: "You can teach me!"

Luo Yang was taken aback by his expression, but said, "Xiao Nuo, your eyes must have been beautiful before."

In a word, the atmosphere directly dropped to below zero.

Luo Yang complained that he was talking too fast. After sitting for a while, he stood up in embarrassment, and told Han Xiaonuo that I'm going to see how Xiaohai's homework is doing. After speaking, he walked to Xiaohai's house. Turning around, he said to Han Xiaonuo, "Xiao Nuo, I'm sorry."

Han Xiaonuo waved at him, but didn't speak.

Luo Yang: "Xiao Nuo, let me treat you to a meal as an apology."

Han Xiaonuo replied to him: "It's nothing serious, you can go and give Xiao Hai tuition."

Luo Yang felt very sorry, and turned around after walking two steps: "It happened that I bumped into you last time. I was too anxious that day, and I always felt very sorry."

Han Xiaonuo waved his hand again and said, "You give Xiao Hai a good tuition, I'll treat you to dinner."

Luo Yang smiled with his mouth crooked: "If you don't promise me, I won't study hard." Although such a threat is a bit immoral, but for Han Xiaonuo, he can only think of this way.

Hearing his words, Han Xiaonuo originally thought about discussing with Uncle Yang to fire him, but after thinking about it, it is not easy for a college student to go out to work and study, so he said: "I invite you, you will come to Xiaohai after tutoring Find me."

Luo Yang looked as if Han Xiaonuo would repent if he was a step too late, he couldn't help but nodded, thinking that the other party couldn't see him, so he patted his head, and said, "Okay, I'll find you later."

Han Xiaonuo didn't reply, he looked at Han Xiaonuo and smiled, then turned and went into Xiaohai's house.

Han Xiaonuo shook his head, and started to fold the masks again. He stacked one by one, and the movements were repeated, but there was no trace of impatience on his face. It seemed that he had long been used to this disgusting mechanical mask. repeat.

In the evening, when the sun was setting, Luo Yang came to call Han Xiaonuo, Han Xiaonuo said something to Han Yiyi, and then knocked on his crutches to go out. When Han Yiyi was leaving, she kept telling him to be careful, and Luo Yang was busy Han Yiyi replied: "Don't worry, Auntie, I promise to return you a complete promise."

In the past few years, Han Xiaonuo was rarely able to get in touch with other people except Han Yiyi and Uncle Yang, Han Yiyi was happy in her heart, and her face was also very obvious, she smiled and waved: "Okay, okay, play well. "

Luo Yang waved to Han Yiyi, lowered his head but whispered in Han Xiaonuo's ear: "Auntie seems to be quite satisfied with me."

Han Xiaonuo was taken aback for a moment, and immediately blocked his words.

Luo Yang thought he had made a joke, and wanted to apologize, but after thinking about it, he suppressed the sorry again, because when he looked at Han Xiaonuo's fair face in the setting sun, he suddenly felt that he Words become meaningful.

After dinner, it was already [-] o'clock in the evening. Han Xiaonuo wanted to pay, but Luo Yang rushed to buy it. His reason was to apologize, but Han Xiaonuo felt that as an elderly person, he felt sorry for eating a college student's meal, so he insisted on giving it to him. For money, Luo Yang said that with the money from his part-time job during the summer vacation, it is no problem to treat him to a meal. Besides, he treats him as a friend, so don't stick to etiquette.

Han Xiaonuo still felt something was wrong.

Luo Yang had other plans, so he said, "Xiao Nuo, if you feel sorry, please come back next time."

Han Xiaonuo didn't like pushing and pushing, so he agreed.

After dinner, the two of them took a walk on the streets of the town.

The town has a very strong atmosphere of life. The tallest house is only three floors, but there are many shops. At this moment, under the stars, the lights in front of the shops are turned on. The barbeque stand also began to emit white smoke, and there were a lot of pedestrians. Han Xiaonuo couldn't see them, but he could feel them. This was the reason why he and Han Yiyi never left after arriving here.

The two were walking side by side on the street, Luo Yang suggested to go to the river to enjoy some fresh air, Han Xiaonuo thought it would be fine to go back so early, so he agreed.

The two walked towards the river, and after walking for a while, Luo Yang suddenly asked Han Xiaonuo: "Xiao Nuo, what is your dream?"

Han Xiaonuo was taken aback. This was the first time he had someone ask a blind man what his dream was. He couldn't help but smiled and said, "I'm past the age to answer this question."

"Don't, Xiao Nuo, you are still so young." If Han Xiao Nuo could see it, he would probably be able to see the light in Luo Yang's eyes at this time, the endless passion that belongs to young people.It's a pity that he couldn't see it, and he could only guess in the darkness that Luo Yang in front of him was just a stunned young man who hadn't experienced setbacks, so Han Xiaonuo asked him, "What is your dream?"

"Come back after graduation and transform this town." Luo Yang said full of ambition.

Han Xiaonuo paused and asked, "Is the town not good?"

Luo Yang said: "This town hasn't changed since I was sensible, it's so desolate."

Han Xiaonuo smiled and said, "After you start working, you may change your mind."

Unexpectedly, Luo Yang said: "I have seen so many cities before I have such an idea. If I stay in such a city for a long time, people will lose their ideals and lose their fighting spirit."

Han Xiaonuo froze for a moment, he suddenly thought about the reason why he lives here, it seems that what Luo Yang said, he doesn't need a city full of fighting spirit, people like them just hope to have a peaceful place to live, He feels that this world actually needs such a place, it is there, it does not develop, but it will not be very desolate, this kind of place is specially used for people like them to live, of course, he will not talk to Luo Yang Saying this, just said: "Maybe."

The two of them boarded a stone arch bridge by the river. At this moment, the sky in the distance was dark blue, and countless stars were shining. A meandering river was flowing forward, with no end in sight, as if from the sky. up and down.

Han Xiaonuo couldn't see this kind of scenery, but it was rare that Luo Yang didn't speak, he could feel the tranquility, Han Xiaonuo liked this kind of tranquility, it was the kind of tranquility where he felt that there were people around, but there was no loud noise. The atmosphere calmed his mind.

In fact, he sneaks here every night, and he also knows that there are pedestrians walking on the repaired path by the river, and the whispers passing by are also the reason for his silence. He doesn't like people in the daytime, but he Likes to be in places with few people at night.

He has always felt that the human beings at night have taken off their hypocritical masks during the day, and fatigue, sadness and loneliness appear on their faces at night. Only at this time are they alive like human beings. This is what Han Xiaonuo failed to discover before. Of course, those expressions were also imagined by him, and there is another reason why Han Xiaonuo would rather risk falling into the river and drowning than go back, that is, once he goes back, what he can face is that kind of The dark silence, that kind of feeling always makes him unable to grasp the edge, and the fear of not having a little sound will make him overwhelmed. Sometimes he will plunge his head into the quilt. This action is actually futile for him. Because no matter whether he can block it or not, all he can see is darkness. What he lacks is a sense of security. Although he has been trying to make himself look optimistic in the past few years so as not to make Han Yiyi worry, but that kind of loneliness from the wilderness The feeling is something he can't get rid of. Those empty emotions are like a rope in the dark night, which makes him unable to breathe, and wakes him up in the dark night after night. No one knows about this except himself.

Han Xiaonuo looked at the river in the distance, he thought he saw it, every time he felt that he saw it, but every time at this time, the face of that man would appear in his mind, he held a The gun directly touched Han Xiaonuo's eyes, and in the next second, Han Xiaonuo woke up from the peace he had faked.

"Xiao Nuo, what's the matter with you?" Luo Yang's worried greeting came from the side, and Han Xiao Nuo woke up from his absence.He was annoyed at his lack of focus just now, but he heard Luo Yang next to him say, "When I was young, the river hadn't been repaired for slope protection. My friends and I especially liked to go swimming here. They came here to find us with whips. At that time, the bridge was still made of wood, so we hid below without making a sound, listening to the footsteps of our parents walking across the bridge and coming back, and then we hid under and had fun ..."

Han Xiaonuo had never experienced any happy childhood. When Luo Yang talked about it, he heard it very seriously. Looking at him like that, Luo Yang thought that he liked to talk about childhood, so he asked casually: "Xiao Nuo, where was your childhood? Where did you live?"

In a word, the originally relaxed atmosphere was suspended again.

But this subtle feeling only lasted for a while, because after a while, Han Xiaonuo returned to his usual indifference, and he said, "Go back."

Before Luo Yang could speak, Han Xiaonuo walked down the bridge with his crutches. After walking a few steps, someone called him in the dark. It was a hoarse voice, and Luo Yang heard it too. The joy of a long-lost reunion could be heard in that voice, but Han Xiaonuo, who had just walked a few steps away, stood still because of that voice. The shell of the soul.