hell cycle

Ah Cheng studied in an elementary school near the alley, and his grades were very good. Mr. Li liked him very much, and said to Aunt Gui: "This kid is talented, smart, obedient, and doesn't cause trouble. If he studies hard, he will have a bright future."

Ah Cheng didn't care about Mr. Li's words. In this precarious and chaotic world, the so-called future is nothing but illusory. He just reads good books, which is not difficult for him. If a primary school student can't handle his homework, he might as well just find a piece of tofu and crash him to death.

Compared with Ah Cheng's plainness, Aunt Gui's reaction to Mr. Li's words was much more excited. Ah Cheng looked at her joyful expression, especially when the word "future" came out of Mr. Li's mouth. , those instantly bright eyes, silently sneered in his heart.

Time passed very uneventfully. In this life, Ah Cheng didn't always run to Ming's house. He was very quiet, silently lurking in his own world, waiting, like a silent spider weaving a web, quietly weaving a The big net covering the sky and the earth is waiting for the delicious prey to come by itself, and then swallow it in one gulp.

One day when he was ten years old, a few friends who had been in touch with him in the orphanage sneaked to the entrance of the alley to whistle, and Ah Cheng, who went out to play on the pretext of finishing his homework, walked to the alley and took the children with him. Going to a secluded place, I took out a bag of roasted sweet potatoes and a bag of beef jerky from my pocket, and watched these sallow and emaciated children grab the sweet potatoes and beef jerky and gnaw them madly, even almost fighting.

A dark kid called "Azheng" grabbed the beef jerky quickly, and said while chewing: "Ah Cheng, your family has meat. You are really rich. If you have money, you can buy meat!"

Ah Cheng looked at the dolls in front of him, at their scrambling wolves, at their ugly eating faces that were about to lick their palms all over, without raising his eyebrows, he never laughed, because he understood the feeling of hunger, He understands that temporary hunger is easy to bear, but long-term and endless hunger will make people desperate, and a person who is in a state of despair for a long time will not care about the so-called dignity and face.

Ah Cheng looked at the child who was snatching food like a dog, and said calmly: "The family has won a lottery recently."

The child named "Azheng" had almost finished eating the beef at this time, he licked his fingers and said, "It's really lucky, why don't I have such good luck."

Ah Cheng didn't speak, and in his heart, the dark side said: Of course you don't have such good luck to know what the lottery draws, because your life is over when it is over, but my life is not seen in eighteen lifetimes The end of the cycle of hell.

Of course, there is no need for Cheng to explain these things like these little dolls, he just watched them finish eating, and then said: "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Ah Zheng and another slightly thinner child, Ali, who had finished eating sweet potatoes, said together: "You said that Mammy was seriously ill and I would tell you, but we are here to tell you that Mammy is ill, the doctor came to see it, and said yes It can't be cured."

Hearing this, Ah Cheng's eyes were a little dark, and then he said to Ah Zheng and Ali: "Understood, you go back."

Turning around and going home, Aunt Gui cooked a table of delicious dishes. This woman's face had a brilliance that she didn't have in the previous seventeenth life, and she looked very young. It is a "lucky" "natural son" who brings back, and good things always happen, such as the windfall that can be used as the tuition fee for Ah Cheng's elementary school, such as the recent lottery in a small school, the less difficult economic environment, Ah Cheng She is sensible and good at reading, which makes her full of expectations for the future life.

Aunt Gui greeted Ah Cheng and said, "Ah Cheng, come here, let's eat, mom is making ribs."

Ah Cheng walked in quietly, sat on the edge of the table, and tasted the dishes she cooked with great concentration under Aunt Gui's loving and gentle eyes.

The dim light shines down from the window, and the traces of dust rolling in the sun are clearly visible. On the wall, Jesus crucified on the cross is looking at the world with compassionate eyes.

A very small knock on the door startled the people lying on the hospital bed.

When the seriously ill mother opened her eyes, she saw a child come in through the door, approached her, looked at her, and said, "Are you going to die?"

The doctor had already come, and Mammy knew that she was about to see the Lord she served. She gasped weakly, but tried not to scare the immature child in front of her, saying: "Everyone will have the opportunity to die." One day, boy..."

The child interrupted her: "You will go to hell when you die."

Mammy was startled. She looked at the darkness in the child's eyes and trembled a little. She wanted to call out, but her weak body made it difficult for her to even breathe, let alone shout out loudly.

Ah Cheng looked at this dying woman, this woman who was supposed to serve her master devoutly, her momentary greed ruined both Aunt Gui and him.

"You will go to hell because God sent me back from hell to tell you that the child you exchanged for money will die, in the hands of robbers, and the child you exchanged for that poor woman will die, too, by that The woman who knew the truth was strangled, and the woman who was deceived by you ended up going crazy. You killed them, so you will go to hell."

That handsome and lovely child calmly narrated all these terrible words like a demon, still looked at her calmly, and said quietly: "At the end of your life, you can tell the person who was condemned in guilt and atonement." The truth about the woman you deceived, you will drive that woman crazy and kill the child you exchanged, you can also bury this secret in your heart and leave with guilt and torture."

Gasping for breath, Mammy stared at the child in front of her, and squeezed out a few words from her throat with almost all her vitality: "You...you...who are you?"

Ah Cheng stood there and said quietly: "I am the child you exchanged for that woman. I am the child who was killed by you. I crawled back from hell to collect debts from you."

Ten days later, Aunt Gui, who went to visit Mammy in the orphanage, came back. When she came back, everything was as usual, but she kept sighing, saying: "Mama has done good deeds all her life, but when she died, her face was so scary that she couldn't close her eyes. Somebody in there said Mammy was yelling something like 'devil...devil...retribution' before she died."

Ah Cheng lowered his head and was doing his homework without saying anything.

Seeing Ah Cheng being so well-behaved, Aunt Gui, who was a little gloomy after witnessing the tragic death of the nanny, immediately recovered, smiled and touched Ah Cheng's head and said, "Ah Cheng, don't always work so hard, be careful not to tire your eyes. Ah Cheng is tired from studying, mom will make you a midnight snack."

Ah Cheng still lowered his head and wrote his homework, without saying anything.

The author has something to say: In fact, when I decided to write ABO, I thought about the title. I mentioned it in the previous article. The most painful thing is the title when the ABO text is set in the domestic background. Who made me Chinese? The nation has a long history. In ancient times, we definitely couldn’t call ABO ABO. During the period of the Republic of China, Chinese and Western cultures were blended, so there should be an ancient name that emphasizes the setting of Chinese ABO.

Originally, I thought of one myself, but in the past few days I saw someone directly naming ABOs: A=Qianyuan, O=Kunze, B=Zhongyong. I think this name is pretty good, so I gave up on myself The one I thought of, I used this name directly.

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