hell cycle

Ming Jing froze there, listening to Aunt Gui's voice on the phone:

"Miss! Miss?...Has the young master come home?...Is Ah Cheng there? When I called him, he said he went to find the young master to go home...Old Zhao said that Ah Cheng was sick ... fainted, is it serious?"

Aunt Gui asked one sentence after another. When it came to Ah Cheng, when it was mentioned that Ah Cheng had fainted, whether it was serious or not, there was a hint of anxiety in her voice.

Ming Jing froze there, listening to an urgent question on the phone.

"Miss? How is Ah Cheng?...Miss?...Miss?"

Ming Jing took a deep breath, straightened up subconsciously, walked downstairs slowly, and took the phone in Old Zhao's hand.

Although he told Minglou to suffer by himself, protecting his younger brother may have become an instinct of Mingjing's survival. At this moment, it should not be her who should have come to face Aunt Gui. This is not her. The mistake was not her responsibility, but she still breathed out habitually like every time she faced a crisis in the past few years, forcing herself to stretch out her arms to shield her brother from all the wind and rain—— Even if it is someone else's blame that should not be borne by her.

Ming Jing answered the phone and said, "Aunt Gui, Ah Cheng...Ah Cheng was seriously injured..."

As soon as Mingjing finished speaking, Aunt Gui's worried and anxious voice came from the phone: "Ah Cheng is hurt! How could Ah Cheng be hurt!? Miss, what's going on?...Ah Cheng, he is hurting!" Is it serious? Where is the injury? Is it serious?"

With a loving mother and loving heart, Aunt Gui filled her head with worries about whether Ah Cheng's injury was serious, which far outweighed the question of why Ah Cheng was injured.

Ming Jing opened his mouth slightly, wondering if he should reveal the truth of the matter at this time, and finally, in Aunt Gui's panicked and shrill voice, he asked, "Ah Cheng, he won't... won't...is...injured? More serious?" Next, Ming Jing hurriedly said: "No, it's not that serious, Aunt Gui, don't worry, the doctor said, as long as you raise it for a while, you will be fine, but it's not convenient to move during this time, you have to stay in bed. "

When Ming Jing said this, Aunt Gui seemed a little relieved, but still panicked and said: "Miss, Ah-Cheng is at Ming's house? Don't work so hard, the family is well-off now, so what can I do if I make fewer sets of clothes and buy less jewelry! There are so many big men in Shanghai, and he is a poor boy with no foundation, so rampant and offending people What should I do?...Hey, he just doesn't listen to me...Miss, Ah Cheng...Ah Cheng is bothering you, I'll come here...I'll come here..."

Ah Cheng did a lot of things, although she didn't explain to Aunt Gui, after all, Aunt Gui has stayed in the Ming family for so many years. She has seen a lot of rich and powerful people in the Ming family, and she knows how to survive in Shanghai. It was not an easy matter, and Aunt Gui thought that Ah Cheng's injury was an offence, and she troubled the Ming family to come forward to help.

As soon as Aunt Gui finished speaking, she hung up the phone, Ming Jing opened her mouth to say something more, but it was too late.

Listening to the blind tone on the phone, Ming Jing hung up the phone slowly, and suddenly, tears welled up again, covering her mouth, Ming Jing wept quietly, after a while, she wiped away her tears, turned around, but saw When he got behind her, Old Zhao suddenly lowered his head and looked with restrained eyes.

Xu did not expect that Ming Jing would turn around suddenly, and Lao Zhao who had been staring at the back of Ming Jing collided with Ming Jing, so Lao Zhao subconsciously lowered his head in panic, avoiding Ming Jing's eyes with red marks, and then calmed down a little. Report back in a low voice: "Ah Xiang is guarding that girl Wang in the restaurant, well, I discussed with A Xiang, although Dr. Su checked that girl Wang is fine, but leave a girl alone at home. It's not appropriate to be in a restaurant... I drove Dr. Su home, and Dr. Su rushed over after receiving the message from you, Miss, and I drove Dr. Su back again. "

Lao Zhao is an old driver of a family friend of the Ming family. That family friend went to the United States with his family, and Lao Zhao was unwilling to go with him. It happened that the old driver of the Ming family retired and returned to his hometown, so the family friend introduced Lao Zhao to their Ming family. Yes, for the past six months, Lao Zhao has been working in Ming's family. He is very diligent and thoughtful, and he is also steady and meticulous, which is very much appreciated by Ming Jing.

Mingjing listened to Lao Zhao's explanation, nodded, and said a little tiredly: "You are right, you stay here and wait for Aunt Gui to arrive...you let Aunt Gui wait in the living room first, and then go upstairs to tell Ming Lou...no...you tell me first..."

Old Zhao nodded in response.

Ming Jing's expression was full of exhaustion. There were too many things that happened that day, which almost drained her whole body of energy. At this moment, after she finished speaking, she was a little bit unbearable, dizzy, and a little swaying I can't stand anymore.

Seeing this, Lao Zhao hurriedly stepped forward to support Ming Jing, and said: "Miss, no matter how anxious you are, you can't hurt your body. It's been a rough day... Aunt Gui will be here for a while, you should go and rest first. "

Ming Jing smiled wryly, and said, "Now...how can I rest." Although he said this, Ming Jing really felt dizzy and couldn't bear it at this moment. When Aunt Gui came, how would she do this to the Ming family? An old man who has worked for almost a lifetime and never left when her parents passed away, Ming Jing dare not think about what Lou has done to Ah Cheng.

Sighing, Ming Jing also knew that if she didn't take a rest now, she would definitely not be able to hold on for a while, so even though she said so, Lao Zhao helped her back to the upstairs bedroom.

As soon as he returned to his room, the dizzy Ming Jing almost fell asleep half fainted as soon as he touched the pillow.

Old Zhao covered Ming Jing with a quilt, then stood by Ming Jing's bed, looked at this young lady who was going to be strong all her life, the head of the Ming family, for a long time, sighed slightly, turned and left.

After an unknown amount of time, Ming Jing, who had been having nightmares again and again, suddenly woke up, and as soon as she woke up, she immediately lifted the quilt and went downstairs as if she had been stimulated, put on her shoes, and quickly ran to Minglou's room——now Ah Cheng was in a daze. The sound of high-heeled shoes knocking on the floor made the "clang, clang, clang" sound.

As soon as he ran to the door, Ming Jing saw Dr. Su pushing the door out of the room, taking off the medical gloves on his hand with a tired face, seeing Ming Jing, he said: "I have treated the wound, and the dislocated place has been straightened again. , but it is best not to get out of bed for a short period of time, or do strenuous activities, his ankles cannot support, the throat is injured, although the vocal cords and trachea are damaged, but fortunately it is not incurable, pay attention to eating and eating less Talking, his finger is cast in plaster, and he should be careful not to let his hand get wet or move around, the broken place is very neat, if it heals well, it probably won't leave any sequelae."

Ming Jing listened and memorized it very carefully. Doctor Su then said some precautions for recovering from injuries, and Ming Jing also memorized them one by one.

After saying this, Dr. Su suddenly paused, as if he didn't know how to speak, he hesitated for a while, and then said: "The patient's differentiation stage symptoms have passed for the time being..." If you have sex with Qianyuan, the first differentiation period will pass quickly, but after each rainy period, you must have sex with Qianyuan, the mark that foreigners say, to pass smoothly. If you don’t rely on Qianyuan , either choose inhibitors imported from the West, or...pregnancy, the former is not only expensive but also has a certain amount of damage to the body, and the latter may not be voluntary given the state of Kunze in the room at this time... Doctor Su couldn't help saying , "I have one more thing...do I need to give the patient ketones?"

Keto is a contraceptive imported from the West. Before this contraceptive entered the country and was widely used, Kunze’s pregnancy rate was always high, and contraception could only be done through Chinese herbal medicine or some cruel local methods. Keto was used Only after Western inventions were imported to China did Kunze have a relatively safe and reliable contraceptive method.

Ding Jing of course knows what ketone is. Kunze’s pregnancy rate during the rain and dew period is extremely high, especially when he first differentiated and merged with Qianyuan. With the current situation...Ming Jing was a little tired, but his expression was firm, and he said, "I can't make up my mind on this matter. I have to wait for Ah Cheng to wake up, and he will decide on his own."

After saying this, Ming Jing suddenly came back to his senses, looked left and right, and said, "Where is Minglou? Where did Minglou go?"

When Dr. Su heard Mingjing mention Minglou, anger flashed in his eyes, and he said, "I haven't seen anyone since just now!"

There was also anger in Ming Jing's eyes, but that anger, like ashes that were about to burn out, quickly dissipated, leaving only exhaustion.

Before Ming Jing could say anything, Old Zhao's footsteps sounded, and he said to Ming Jing, "Miss, Aunt Gui is here."

Ming Jing's body trembled imperceptibly.

Ah Cheng woke up, in fact, he "woke up" a long time ago, or to say that he woke up is actually an inappropriate term.

Somewhere in this body he was awake and asleep.

He is awake because his body is under anesthesia and semi-conscious, but he can hear and perceive everything that is happening around him.

He could feel the pain of reconnecting severed fingers, the pain of reconnecting dislocated arms and ankles, and the burning pain in his throat, but the strange thing was that he couldn't control his body.

He was like a ghost hiding in his body, unable to move, speak, or do anything.

At this time, it is not his soul that controls his body, but instinct, the instinct of the remaining creatures.

There's nothing wrong with that...

"Ghost" Ah Cheng thought in a daze.

Exhaustion, the exhaustion engraved into the bone marrow, that is the exhaustion that has never been experienced in the repeated life of eighteen generations of reincarnation.

So tired, the tiredness that enters the heart and spleen, that is the tiredness that has never been so clearly felt in the endless time.

Why didn't I feel such a clear feeling, such a clear tiredness, and such a heavy bitter tiredness before?

He should have been tired a long time ago, the reincarnation of the eighteenth world, the almost endless reincarnation that can't see the end of time.

Why didn't he decide to be tired until this moment, didn't he feel tired?

"Ghost" Ah Cheng thought blankly.

Perhaps it is because he has always had obsessions, desires, and what he asks for, so he has been looking forward to the next reincarnation that he can get more things, and can satisfy those what he asked for in the previous life.

But why does he feel tired now?

Maybe it's because...he suddenly didn't want it anymore, he wanted to let go of his obsession.

lay down.

lay down?

It may be easy to let go, but what happens after you let go?

In the future reincarnation, in the endless time, let go of obsessions and desires, what else can he look forward to, what can be used as a pillar for him to continue walking in the days to come?

He doesn't know, and doesn't want to know.

At least now he doesn't know, and doesn't want to know.

He just felt... so tired.

so tired.

so tired.

so tired.

So he let himself fall into a deep sleep.

into the deepest slumber.

When he opened his eyes again, in Ah Cheng's eyes, there was only instinct in his body, the instinct of a creature.

Under the frozen lake of the mind, the "ghost" Ah Cheng who let himself lose control and let the biological instinct control the body, watched everything around him coldly, doing nothing, and had no reaction.

The chaotic part of the instinct opened its eyes, and the familiar breath invaded the body along the five senses, and then the part of the instinct "remembered" something, it was about brokenness, about pain, about torture, about fear.

Instinctively, he wanted to scream, but the damaged vocal cords made him unable to make any sound at all, and he could only make a panting sound that was similar to a ****.

At this moment, the shadow that terrified him stretched out his hand, as if wanting to touch him.

What does this devil want?Does he want to torture him again?Does he still want to make him feel miserable again?

Even though his shoulders, arms and ankles were all swollen and painful, he still used the painful and weak hands and feet to support himself frantically to turn over and avoid the devil.

Minglou just came back.

When Dr. Su was treating Ah Cheng, he left and left the Ming mansion, and he came back four hours later.

Didn't know what he was going to do.

It's just that at this moment, he came back, quietly in front of Ah Cheng's bed, quietly looking at Ah Cheng, watching Ah Cheng open his eyes.

Returning from the state of trance, and seeing Ah Cheng who "woke up", Minglou subconsciously stretched out his hand, trying to push away the strand of fine hair that was hidden between Ah Cheng's eyebrows and eyes.

However, I don't know if this action touched something. Looking at Ah Cheng who opened his eyes and saw himself, his eyes were full of fear and panic. He used his swollen limbs to support himself and turned over. He crawled backward in embarrassment until he reached the corner farthest from him, and then curled up, just like he did in the vault a few hours ago, curled up.

However, different from that time, in the vault in the afternoon, even if lost in the desire of the differentiation period, Minglou could still see something from Ah Cheng's eyes at that time, but Ah Cheng who was curled up in the corner of the room at this time Cheng, looking at himself, his eyes are full of empty fear and panic, those eyes are wet and sharp like a deer, and there is nothing in them at this moment.

Minglou couldn't see Ah Cheng's soul.

At this moment, Minglou realized that he broke Ah Cheng.

Like a bystander, "watching with cold eyes", seeing "myself" again as embarrassed as the first and second lives, curled up in the corner like an abused and panicked child, Ah Cheng's heart is full of indifference, "ghost" Ah Cheng even looked at such an embarrassing "self" with pleasure, and looked at "big brother" with a sense of joy... No... Ming Lou's eyes, seeing "self" like a child The pain flashed in his eyes when he acted.

You finally took off the mask on your face, "Ghost" Ah Cheng sneered.

However, I don't want to watch it now, I don't appreciate your embarrassment at all, "Ghost" Ah Cheng said indifferently, maybe I should think about other things, such as what happened to my body in the vault just now ?Why did I have such a reaction? Did someone drug me?Did that person also drug Mingtai and Minglou at the same time?Why did Mingtai and Minglou react like that at the same time?

Minglou is not gay, this is something Cheng knows very well, even if he wants Minglou's love so much, even if he believes so much, he can make Minglou love him more than everyone else through many methods... Even so, about... ... He never dared to think about the more intimate relationship with the body, but why did Minglou choose such an insulting way to punish when he had a misunderstanding?Why would Minglou... □□ him?

Ming Lou is not such a person, and neither is Ming Tai.

Also, who caused all this, who is the lone wolf that Minglou is talking about?Why did Minglou think he was a traitor?

There are too many mysteries to be solved. The "ghost" Ah Cheng, the sober part of Ah Cheng let himself be immersed in his thoughts, trying to recall all the details of this life, recalling every place he ignored, the answer must be It's in it.

Of course, at the same time, he also let the part of his biological instinct control his body.

Why do you do this?

Maybe it's just for the pain on Minglou's face, the guilt and remorse in his eyes, the mask that is almost broken, and the tears that seem to be pouring out of Minglou's eyes at this moment.

You are crying for me!

Almost with malice and pleasure of revenge, "Ghost" Ah Cheng thought: I only knew that you shed tears for Wang Manchun before, but now you are willing to shed tears for me?I have never seen you cry for me, I am so happy, in the past, let alone you cry, as long as you feel a little uncomfortable or unhappy, I will do everything I can to smooth the wrinkles between your brows, But now I don't want to, I don't want to feel sad for you anymore.

"Ghost" Ah Cheng thought indifferently.