hell cycle

"Who am I?" Leaning against the wall and muttering to himself, Ah Cheng repeated Minglou's words mechanically.

His mind was in chaos, his eyes were open, Ah Cheng could see the person in front of him, and his eyes sent the picture back to his brain, but his burnt-out brain couldn't react quickly.

Minglou looked at Ah Cheng, stood there looking at Ah Cheng, his face was very calm, there seemed to be no major emotional fluctuations, and there was something self-repressed in his voice, which made every sentence of him seem to have a kind of squeeze from his chest. The illusion that came out: "Who the hell are you?"

I don't know if it is the physiological characteristics of the fever during Kunze's differentiation period. The scorching heat has affected the functional blocks in the brain that are responsible for "recording" sounds, images and other memories. Various complex images began to appear in front of Ah Cheng's eyes. The memory of reincarnation is "played back" in the mind.

"Who am I? Who am I?" Ah Cheng murmured and repeated Minglou's question. While repeating these words, some fluid gushed out from the back of his body. At this time, Ah Cheng's muscles were the same as his brain. It seems that they no longer obey the control of his will. Those liquids flowed out and wet his pants, and a part of his body felt inexplicably empty and unbearable, wanting something to enter, wanting something to fill him up, that kind of longing made people Crazy, but it made Ah Cheng's weak sane mind tremble in embarrassment.

What's wrong with me?How could I do this?Is this sick?

Fear spread in his mind, and he was quickly struck away by desire, burning heat and those complicated memory images.

The pupil is the only redemption and the only pillar in the reincarnation of the eighteenth world.

I am ups and downs in the vortex, I don't know how long it has passed, no matter how many lives have passed, but you are my only anchor, and I will always return to you, my only salvation.

I don't want to leave, I won't leave, I want to be that little elephant that is tied up in chains, because I love you, I want to stay by your side, I want to be your only one, because you are the only one in my endless cycle pillars.

Because of you, I am not crazy, because of you, I am not lost in infinite time.

You are my only obsession in living, and you are the only meaning of my existence in endless reincarnation.

Minglou's influence distorts into infinitely overlapping light and shadow, which are reflected layer by layer in the chaotic head.

A memory suddenly jumped out.

That was his life as Mingcheng. Not long after he was rescued from Aunt Gui, he was weak and had a cold and fever, and his whole body was in a state of fever. At that time, Minglou was by his side to take care of him. He only let Minglou approach, only when Minglou approached him to feed him medicine, water and food, he would not struggle and resist madly.

Ming Lou, the eldest young master of the Ming family, was really disheveled and fed him food, water and medicine, and personally took care of him for three days and three nights.

At this moment, what is uncomfortable is that this memory jumped out at this moment, which made Ah Cheng confused for a moment about the time and space he was in. He thought he was still a child, or the one who had just been abused by Aunt Gui. The rescued child made Ah Cheng unable to help sobbing and choking like a child. He instinctively stretched out his hand to ask Minglou for help, and murmured: "Brother, I feel bad, I feel so bad, save me, save me... "

The fragrance belonging to Kunze hits the face, it is such an expectant smell, it is what Minglou once dreamed, one day drive all the invaders out of this country, one day every one of this country People, can straighten their waists and live upright, stand upright in front of all foreigners and say proudly, I am a Chinese, one day we are ridiculed, insulted and called the sick man of East Asia A country where thousands of foreigners were forced to open their doors and import "opium" with foreign guns and cannons, has once again become a big country that can stand among the nations of the world.

One day, we can reproduce the prosperity of the Han and Tang Dynasties, and we can once again proudly say, "Those who offend me will be punished even if they are far away." One day, we can use our army and guns to protect the land we live in. The people of the land guard our land, and one day, when we sacrifice everything and bleed, then everyone on this land can live innocently and arrogantly like Mingtai, and can be sweet for the sake of tofu They still quarreled violently for three days and three nights.

When that day comes, if I am still alive, I want to have a house in the countryside, not too gorgeous, by the river, with clean water vapor, planted with wheat or rice, and some flowers and plants, maybe some lavender, every day Pushing open the door, you can smell the soil washed by water vapor, the smell of grass, wheat and lavender.

enough.

That was the paradise that Minglou dreamed of. Perhaps, to him, a place that was not like paradise was better than paradise.

The breath blowing towards his face, it was the smell of dreams that people long for, but his reason is so clear-headed, the inhibitors make him so clear-headed, and the lured out turbulent Qianyuan pheromone washed his nerves, Ming Lou felt, The headache was splitting and painful.

On the face that had always been calm, the mask that seemed to never change color was shattering. Minglou cried, tears swirling in the circles of his eyes.

The agitation of Ah Cheng's fragrance from Kunze's rain and dew period caused Minglou's memory to become a little chaotic. He remembered half a year ago, the days when he and Ah Cheng got along with each other half a year ago.

Scene by scene, replaying in my mind like a movie film:

Ah Cheng's beautiful eyebrows looked at him mischievously... Ah Cheng looked at him quietly, as if he understood all his pains, all his entanglements, and all the darkness that no one around him could say for this country... Ah Cheng Cheng quietly played a piece of piano music. He leaned against the piano, holding a glass of red wine and looked at Cheng quietly. A faint taste of almost happiness...

Then a severe headache brought Ming Lou back to reality.

He will never forget that half a year ago, when he received information from within the organization that a large number of Japanese spies had infiltrated into the country due to Japan's aggressive invasion of China.

Collect all the information, whether it is from the military or GD, sort out a large amount of information, cross-reference it, and find out the detection points.

Japan's surveying and mapping ships...a lot of Japanese intelligence...every time just right profits, rapidly accumulating money, the Japanese signed an alliance with the Germans, the Japanese eroded the interests of the British in China, and at the same time the pound fell, and then Who bought a large amount of British pounds at this time, sold them in large quantities at the moment before the Japanese and the British reached an agreement, and made a large amount of profits... Ming family, half a year ago, a secret agent... half a year ago, Ah Cheng suddenly deliberately approached him manner……

Comparing all the suspicious points cross-wise, when Ah Cheng's name appeared on the suspect list, Minglou will never forget that heart seemed to stop suddenly, the blood seemed to freeze at that moment, and the heart was cold at that moment.

He desperately tried to convince himself that Ah-Cheng was just smart, smart and precocious since he was a child, Ah-Cheng was just capable, not sure yet.

But today, the pinch mark on the back of Mingtai's neck is a technique used by secret agents...

Minglou looked at Ah Cheng, his face was icy cold, but the tears began to stay in his eyes uncontrollably, staying on the cold mask that was still firmly worn on his face even though it was broken, Minglou slowly He walked up to Ah Cheng very gently, hugged Ah Cheng in his arms, and whispered in Ah Cheng's ear: "Tell me, are you a lone wolf?"

I can clearly feel the momentary stiffness of the body in my arms when I heard the word "lone wolf", which is a strange reaction of the body that cannot be disguised. After receiving the German intelligence training, the local military intelligence training, The US intelligence agent stationed in China is also familiar with GD, Soviet intelligence theory and Minglou in operation. He has his own method on how to distinguish lies.

No matter how a person can act, but some reactions, when some information touches this person, the instinctive reaction of the body muscles for a moment cannot be disguised.

Ah Cheng's momentary stiffness made Minglou's heart completely icy cold.

The headache was splitting, and a tight string of reason that relied on inhibitors to maintain itself broke.

Minglou lost control.