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I have seen the sea once.

On the shoreline, my feet are submerged in water, and the faint blue light is like a fantasy, wrapping my weak breath.

I saw tiny mist.

In the struggle between night and day, it is like fluttering gold.The turbulence isolated my half-blind eyes.

I saw a dolphin.

It broke through the vast deep sea and made a lonely sound.The blurred clouds greeted the galaxy and kissed my rotten cheek.

I have seen a sunrise.

Tearing apart the night, breaking cocoons into blooming flowers, more boundless than the sea.The vast light approached me and melted my mutilated body.

I decay and peel off in the sun.

Then, dying.

25

It rained heavily at night.

It is really rare to have such strange weather in this season.

Fu Shujue came back late today, and his clothes were soaked when he got home.

Li Jiao was puzzled and said: "How can you still get caught in the rain while driving? I really admire you." Helping the other party change his coat, he said: "Go take a shower first, or you will catch a cold easily."

"It's okay once in a while." Fu Shujue reassured him.

Li Jiao complained: "The elderly should take good care of their bodies."

In the end, Fu Shujue just changed his clothes first.They sit down to eat.as usual.

The meal was relatively quiet for the two of them.During this period, Li Jiao looked up at Fu Shujue a few times, and he had a feeling that something was wrong with this person.

It's probably because of getting along for a long time that this natural instinctive reaction occurs.

After the dinner was over, Li Jiao was going to clean up the dishes, Fu Shujue was also helping, saying, "I'll do the washing."

"You can wash the bowl after I put it in the sink." Li Jiao didn't forget that he had a record of breaking bowls frequently.

Knowing Li Jiao's joke, Fu Shujue smiled and did not refute.Continue to help pass the chopsticks.

Li Jiao praised: "You performed well tonight, you are very diligent."

"It was okay before?"

"Yeah." Li Jiao agreed, "It's always been fine."

When Fu Shujue was washing the dishes, Li Jiao was by his side, took the washed dishes and wiped them clean, and put them in the cupboard.

As if concentrating on the movements in his hands, Fu Shujue kept his head down all the time, his neck was slightly bent, making that arc particularly slender.

Li Jiao looked at him, stretched out his hand to touch the end of his hair, and asked, "Are you too tired these days? I think you're a bit listless."

A small stream gushed out of the faucet, Fu Shujue's voice mixed with the sound of water didn't sound very real.He said: "After the busy days, I will have a vacation."

"That's right, you really need to take a good rest." Li Jiao put Fu Shujue's face in his hands, making people look at him: "The dark circles under your eyes have come out."

Fu Shujue and him looked at each other with unusual seriousness in their eyes. After watching for a long time, he said, "Do you still remember that you said you would take me to your hometown to play?"

Li Jiao was stunned.

"After the vacation, let's go together." Fu Shujue said.

Li Jiao's eyelashes flickered, but he quickly smiled and said, "It's ok. I mentioned it several times, and this time I finally made room."

"Also," Fu Shujue said in a low voice, "I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, and we'll leave when I get back from the business trip."

"Business trip?" Li Jiao was puzzled by the series of inexplicable words from the other party.It's not that Fu Shujue has never been on a business trip, but every time he would tell himself some time in advance.This time it was too hasty. "Why the sudden business trip? Where are you going?"

"It's a temporary decision. It may go to two or three places. It will take a little longer, about five days." Fu Shujue avoided the question of "where are you going?"

Li Jiao heard that he was avoiding the important and neglecting the important, so he didn't ask any more questions. "I see, then when you come back, we will pack up the things we need to bring on vacation together."

Fu Shujue nodded.

Back in the room, Li Jiao sat there alone, while Fu Shujue went to take a shower.

He seemed to be in a daze, but his eyes turned again, and then he looked at the mobile phone next to the pillow.

Li Jiao knew the password of Fu Shujue's cell phone very well.

After clicking on the text message, he checked it for a while, but didn't see what he wanted, so he opened the call log again.Soon, Li Jiao saw An Tong's name, and below it was the date and time of the call.

So, this explains why Fu Shujue is so strange tonight.

Li Jiao's expression was indescribably discordant at the moment, he seemed to want to laugh, but also a little sad, which made him distorted.

He calmly controlled his trembling hands, and tried his best to regain his innocence.

After exiting the call interface, Li Jiao put the phone back to its previous position.

He knew he had no way out now, nor any other options.He had to do something.

In fact, these days, he lived a very passive life.He knew it couldn't be like this, but he let it go.

——People who can't deal with the family are soft-hearted.

- You can't be soft on anyone.

He kept hypnotizing himself like this.

The plan will never be blocked.

He no longer has the effort and time to wait for so many years.

He wants to let himself be like before, single-minded and unscrupulous.

******

The night was getting darker.

Now, it's Fu Shujue who can't sleep.He lay there, still face to face with Li Jiao.

In the darkness, he stared at each other intently.Looking at that familiar face.

"Aren't you sleepy?" His closed eyes slowly opened, and Li Jiao looked into Fu Shujue's eyes: "Usually you go to bed earlier than me."

"A little insomnia today."

Li Jiao smiled with his eyes bent, and asked again, "Why do you keep looking at me?"

"I just want to see you." Fu Shujue said, "I always feel that after seeing you for so many years, I still don't know you well enough."

"Did something happen?" Li Jiao stroked his face: "You are very strange."

Fu Shujue didn't answer, but called his name: "Li Jiao."

"Ok?"

However, Fu Shujue didn't continue talking, and only showed a smile, gentle and pampering.

Li Jiao groaned coquettishly: "Don't talk halfway."

Trace Li Jiao's eyebrows with fingers, nod the center of the brows, and then follow the straight nose to those thin lips.It took Fu Shujue a long time to ask: "All these years, have you been with me happily?"

This time, it was Li Jiao who did not speak.His pupils had a deep blackness in the night, and he kept silent, just looking at Fu Shujue.

Fu Shujue stretched out his hand to hold Li Jiao's hand wearing the ring, slowly holding it and then tightening it, as if he was trying to hold something back.

Li Jiao moved his body, and Fu Shujue hugged him into his arms.

I think there were two or three things between us that seemed to me to be very ridiculous, even if I didn't say them.

You love me, I know it, but I dare not say it.

I lie to you, you know it, but you dare not tell it.

We are close, and we have a thousand words to each other, but we can't say it, we dare not say it.

Feeling the familiar body temperature of the other party, Li Jiao buried his head in Fu Shujue's neck, his eyes could no longer see the other party's face, he could only stop in the dark room.He told him: "I'm happy with you, really."

Fu Shujue's voice came from above him, it seemed a little hoarse: "Then you, have you..." He couldn't continue to say the following words.

Li Jiao knew what he wanted to ask, but if he didn't ask, he wouldn't say it.

look,

No one dared to say.

"Wait for me to come back." Fu Shujue seemed to be making some kind of decision: "When I come back, we don't care about anything. No matter how many things we put aside. Let's leave here, go wherever we want, and play."

Li Jiao hugged him, smiled and rubbed his head against him, but finally refused to look up: "You have never been away from me for so long."

"It seems so." Fu Shujue said, "I feel like it's been a long time since I've been away from you for two or three days." He asked, "Will you wait for me at home?"

Li Jiao said softly: "I will. As long as you go home, you can see me."

Fu Shujue lowered his head and kissed Li Jiao's forehead.

He rarely kissed him like that.

They usually use a more direct approach, cheeks or lips.

Such a kiss happened for the first time in a hospital.At that time, Fu Shujue kissed Li Jiao's forehead with distress and guilt.

This time, it seems that there is more reluctance.

Kiss is thus tinged with melancholy.

They hardly slept until dawn that night.

Fu Shujue didn't prepare any luggage.After saying goodbye to Li Jiao, he just left.

He went to Nanguang County.