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During these days, Li Jiao was visited by insomnia more often.

Unexplained insomnia.

Every time Fu Shujue fell asleep, Li Jiao would open his eyes, and he would stare at the ceiling or look at the person beside him.

The other party slept well, with a relaxed expression and long breaths.

Li Jiao put his hand on his neck and touched it, but Fu Shujue didn't respond.

As if thinking that entertaining himself like this is very interesting, Li Jiao laughed silently.Then during the day, he was as normal as ever.

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During the Chinese New Year, Fu Shujue had to leave with the Fu family as usual.

Li Jiao told him that he would not go back this year.

Fu Shujue was surprised and asked, "Why?"

"Because my parents won't come back." Li Jiao shrugged helplessly: "There are many relatives in the family, but they are all together as a family, which seems a bit redundant to me, so I don't want to make trouble on the road. Just call them when the time comes."

Fu Shujue remembered that last year Li Jiao also said that his parents were abroad: "Don't uncles and aunts go home every year?"

"Their jobs are not so arbitrary. It's all about working for people."

Although Li Jiao never said it clearly, Fu Shujue probably understood the situation in his family.The other party has to work part-time to pay for the tuition, presumably their family life is not too easy.Fu Shujue said: "Then what about you, didn't you think of going to find them?"

Li Jiao smiled bitterly: "How can it be so simple, they live with other people, it is not convenient for me to go."

Fu Shujue had never lived a hard life, so he couldn't personally understand what Li Jiao said.But he still hopes that Li Jiao can spend more time with his family and not be so lonely alone.

Leaving people alone at home really made him feel bad.But he couldn't bring people home for the New Year.

"It's okay." Li Jiao interrupted his preoccupation: "Pack up your things and prepare to leave in the next two days. I'm at home anyway, as usual."

Fu Shujue was still a little worried when he left.

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When Li Jiao is the only one left in the house, he can live a rather sloppy life.Sometimes if I don’t want to move or feel uncomfortable, I just lie down from morning to night, even ignoring eating.

Eating is not very important to him, let alone enjoyment, it is just a task of survival.

In fact, most things are tasks for him.

On New Year's Eve, Li Jiao turned off his mobile phone and was half asleep and half awake the whole day.

After dark, the house seemed even more silent.

In a daze, he heard someone knocking on the door, and the sound lasted for a while.Li Jiao thought it was an illusion.After waking up a little, just sitting up, there was silence outside the door.

Losing sleepiness, Li Jiao also walked down the stairs, just as the door was being turned.

He was still wondering, and then saw someone push open the door and appear in front of him.

It's Fu Shujue.He brought the icy air with him, and half-melted snow on his shoulders.

Li Jiao was stunned for a while, then asked in surprise, "Why are you back?"

Fu Shujue said, "Your phone has been turned off all the time."

"...I forgot to turn it on." Still not fully reacting, Li Jiao was still surprised, with doubts in his eyes.

Fu Shujue smiled helplessly, but didn't bother with Li Jiao, but said suddenly: "Today is the Chinese New Year."

"Yes." Because of this, Li Jiao couldn't figure it out even more, and asked again: "Why are you back?"

"I don't want you to be at home alone." This time, Fu Shujue smiled sincerely: "I kept thinking about it on the way out, and I also thought about it when I arrived at Grandpa's house, and I also thought about it when I was eating."

Li Jiao asked, "What do you think?"

Fu Shujue said, "I want to see you."

After living for more than 20 years, among the people Li Jiao only knew, no one would come to see him from one city to another on a snowy night just because he "wanted to see you".

Li Jiao was a little dazed. To be honest, he felt confused at this moment.Every step of getting along with Fu Shujue is under his control.But tonight it wasn't quite right.

It's out of control.

Li Jiao thought: This is not my plan.

Fu Shujue's grandfather's house is about three hours' drive from here.

Turning his head to look at the wall clock, Li Jiao vaguely saw that the hands seemed to be at the position of 10:30.He didn't know what to say for a while, but he wanted to ask a lot.

——Have you eaten yet? You just rushed back like this.

——What about Tang Wan, Fu Shuxuan, and those from your grandfather's house, will they complain about your sudden departure?

However, Li Jiao couldn't say a word.He's a bit of a mess, not a nuisance.

Until Fu Shujue made a sound and asked, "What did you have for dinner?"

Li Jiao suddenly came back to his senses, he didn't answer the other party's question, but whispered to himself: "Don't do this in the future, it's still snowing outside, how dangerous it is."

"What's the danger?" Holding Li Jiao's face, Fu Shujue kissed him on the lips: "I just wanted to be back before twelve o'clock."

Li Jiao stretched out his hand, but hesitated.In the end, he still hugged Fu Shujue, but didn't say anything.

Fu Shujue was more concerned about Li Jiao's body, and asked again: "What did I eat at home?"

Li Jiao didn't eat anything at all, so he lied to him: "Eat something casually."

It's a pity that Fu Shujue is very smart, when he saw the dining table, he found something was wrong, it was too clean.I went to the kitchen to look around, and there was no sign of cooking at all.His voice sank: "Li Jiao, don't tell me you haven't eaten tonight."

Not only tonight, but for two or three days, Li Jiao hadn't had a good meal.But he didn't speak. If he told the truth, the other party would probably be angry.

"You live like this at home alone?" Fu Shujue opened the refrigerator while talking, there were many dishes in it.He said, "I'll cook something for you."

Li Jiao muttered: "But I really don't want to eat." He felt that his stomach is not suitable for hard food now.

If the shops were not closed tonight, Fu Shujue would have taken people out to eat.Now he can only ask: "Would you like some noodles?"

Li Jiao thought for a while and nodded.

Fu Shujue took off his coat and stood there cooking noodles for him.

Li Jiao watched with a smile on his face.Walking over, hugging Fu Shujue from behind, he said: "I don't want to eat alone, you come with me."

"Okay."

Li Jiao smiled and kissed his ear, then bit his neck like a kitten.

Fu Shujue smiled and said, "Don't make trouble."

The two of them were restless eating noodles, feeding each other gently, as if they were really sweet.

Perhaps, they looked really enviable.

Li Jiao thought soberly, then blew the noodles in the spoon with a smile, and handed it to Fu Shujue.

After that, Fu Shujue went to take a shower.The two of them didn't wait for the New Year's Eve, just turned off the lights, went to bed, and lay down face to face to sleep as usual.

Li Jiao blinked and said to the person next to him in the room with snowy light and night light, "Chinese New Year is no different."

Fu Shujue didn't fall asleep, and asked him: "Why do you say that?"

Li Jiao smiled: "Because you are still by my side." He didn't ask Fu Shujue what his family would say when he ran away from home at night.He just didn't want to spoil the current atmosphere for no reason.He just wanted to be quietly accompanied by someone occasionally.

"I don't know why." Fu Shujue said slowly, "But I just don't want to see you alone."

In the darkness, Li Jiao touched Fu Shujue's face with his hand: "What about after that?"

Fu Shujue thought that he had no confidence in him, so he said, "It's been so long, and you still talk like this. Don't worry, I will accompany you in the future."

"You will accompany me wherever I go?"

"Ah."

"How far away?"

"How far?" Fu Shujue smiled: "Where do you want to go?"

Li Jiao also smiled, he didn't ask any more questions, just leaned over and kissed that person.

Their kiss gradually gave birth to other meanings at night.

Fu Shujue hugged him, turned over and held him down.

Li Jiao looked at him from bottom to top without moving.

Fu Shujue whispered in his ear: "I know, I won't let you be one of them."

Hugging Li Jiao, he switched their positions.

Putting one hand on his ear, Li Jiao stared at him for a long time and said, "Is this the decision you made in the past year?"

Fu Shujue said: "Yes." He was lying under someone else, but he was generous and frank, and even asked with a smile: "Li Jiao, is it okay? Are you willing?"

Li Jiao's heart tightened suddenly, and he found that his teeth were trembling slightly.

He hesitated.

He shouldn't have hesitated.He should be happy, excited, and say affectionate and nice words.Use all the long-standing emotions as an aphrodisiac, enter the other party, and make the most effective medicine with the fall of others.

However, he hesitated.

He seems to be confirming.

The two of them hadn't really had sex, this was the first time.

There are no lubricated condoms at home.

So I used moisturizer instead.

Fu Shujue let Li Jiao lie on the bed, while he half-kneeled on top of him, stretching out his hand to stretch himself.

Even when he was doing this kind of thing, he never forgot to bow his head and kiss the other party.

Then sit down slowly and merge with the person below you.

It was a fusion in an absolute sense.

The feeling of warmth and tolerance is like a tide, rushing through Li Jiao's body and filling his veins.

However, he felt that his chest was empty, as if a hole had been dug into an iron wall.The winter night wind mixed with snow howled towards him.

His nostrils were cold, his body was hot, and only his eyes were clear and calm.

He looked at Fu Shujue seriously.

Fu Shujue breathed out, and the heat from his lips was transmitted to Li Jiao unreservedly.He asked, "Do you like it?"

Li Jiao suddenly pressed him under him, and the pulling made the man gasp.He occupies his body in a deeper, more domineering way.

Li Jiao said: "I like to take the initiative."

Fu Shujue laughed twice in the crook of his neck.

When they made love, they were a little more silent than usual.

Not much nonsense.

Occasionally Fu Shujue couldn't help moaning very shallowly, but Li Jiao would kiss him, kiss him, and swallow his voice.

They faced each other naked, with silence, with fierceness, with determination.

Like a grand and gorgeous silent pantomime.

Only the body sends out the primal signal of courtship.It indicates the beginning, not the end for now.

The bed creaked a little due to their movements.

After a long time, it gradually subsided.

Outside the window, the white snow suddenly fell more and more violently.