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Fu Shujue often thinks that there is a certain aspect of Li Jiao's character that is a bit like a young man's frankness and innocence.

He also loves his eyes, gentle and bright.Without the silence and turbidity of adulthood.

He was curious about what kind of environment the other party grew up in to have such a pleasing temperament.

If given the chance, he would also like to know more about this person.Looking forward to being part of each other's lives.

Li Jiao dipped a little cream with his fingers and put it in his mouth, and after tasting it, he showed a happy expression.Then, he cut a small piece of cake and handed it to Fu Shujue: "It's delicious."

Fu Shujue laughed at him: "It's all on my mouth."

Making a grimace, Li Jiao stretched out his tongue and slowly stroked his lips, and asked again: "Is it gone now?"

Seeing that the tip of his tongue left a light water color on his lips.Fu Shujue just watched quietly, his pupils darkened, and after realizing it in his head, he raised his hand to caress the other's thin lips.

Li Jiao pouted and kissed his finger.Those eyes that Fu Shujue liked so much were also sweet and soft like cakes.

There was an aphrodisiac smell in the air.

Fu Shujue couldn't help approaching Li Jiao, kissed his brow bone delicately, licked his eyelids, and then the tip of his nose.In the end, she kissed his lips deeply, and the tip of her tongue pried open the teeth, sweeping the warm mouth.

Li Jiao clutched the corner of the man's clothes in front of him, and devoted himself wholeheartedly in a gesture of submission.

They kissed very passionately, and the ambiguous sound of kissing could be clearly heard in the empty living room.

Li Jiao leaned his back against the sofa chair, and his clothes were picked up by Fu Shujue.The man kissed him from his neck to his chest.

With a tight body, Li Jiao stretched out his hand and pressed the opponent's shoulder.

Fu Shujue got up, returned to his neck, and said in a low voice with a predatory tone: "Li Jiao, I want to hug you."

Accompanied by these words, Li Jiao's body stiffened instantly.He didn't speak, but the slightly short breath before gradually calmed down.

Fu Shujue thought he was nervous, so she comforted him: "I won't let you get hurt, don't be afraid."

Li Jiao pushed Fu Shujue away bit by bit, he sat up straight, and pulled his clothes back up.Facing that person's puzzled gaze, he shook his head and said, "I'm sorry."

Fu Shujue froze in place, and then the blood all over his body froze.He had always thought that the relationship between himself and Li Jiao was mutual, and they both had feelings for each other.However, the straightforward refusal now threw Fu Shujue into confusion.Could it be that he was wrong, that the other party didn't like him that much at all?Or do you feel that you are not there yet?Opening his lips, it took him some effort to finally speak out: "Why?"

Fu Shujue thought he needed an explanation.

"...I always feel that the relationship between us is special." Li Jiao lowered his head and didn't look at him: "Even if you don't have sex, you are still very good to me. But, I'm not sure, once this boundary is broken... "

"So," Fu Shujue didn't know what expression to make: "You still can't trust me completely."

"One day I won't feel anything new anymore." Li Jiao raised his eyes and stared into his eyes: "Will you still treat me as well as you are now?"

Fu Shujue could hear his uneasiness, and was even a little angry at his distrust: "If it's for novelty, then it's been half a year, and it should have expired long ago. Li Jiao, I still say the same thing, you have to treat me and others. Have more confidence in yourself."

"You can say such things because of your superiority in this relationship." Li Jiao's face became a little sad: "Everything around you is reminding me not to let myself have no way out. Pay me Shu Jue, you may have had many lovers or lovers. But I only have you. I don't want to be one of your many pasts."

Fu Shujue looked at him for a long time, but in the end she was still reluctant to see him show such an expression, and said softly, "You are different."

"Maybe now I am."

"You told me before," Fu Shujue touched his face, "Even if I don't want you, you will live well."

"That's right," Li Jiao said, "but I don't think I can do it anymore."

Why can't it be done.This reason does not need to be explained by Li Jiao at all.You can be free and easy because you don't care, and it's hard to let go because you care too much.When a person's weight in the heart changes, then the relationship will also be turned upside down.

Fu Shujue's heart suddenly felt a little soft, and he hadn't waited for him to completely digest this sentence.

Li Jiao continued: "I don't want to be a character who is abandoned after the performance." He is firm and resolute: "I don't want to be that person who is lying on the bed waiting for you. I don't want it."

Silence surged between them.

Fu Shujue's expression was strange, and his tone was a bit unbelievable: "So, you want to fuck me?"

Li Jiao didn't speak, but his eyes flickered and he lowered his head.

This inexplicable shock made Fu Shujue's expression very delicate.No one has ever dared to do this to him.He always believed that he should be the dominant party.It's always been like this.But the current development has exceeded his expectations.Therefore, he couldn't accept it for a while.

Fu Shujue likes Li Jiao, and treats Li Jiao well, but it doesn't mean that he can open his legs to be fucked without psychological barriers.The long-term superiority made him feel surprised and disappointed at this moment.

Therefore, there was a sternness in the voice unconsciously. "Li Jiao," he said, "did I spoil you too much?"

After hearing this sentence, Li Jiao looked at him awkwardly and sadly.

Only then did Fu Shujue realize that there was some water in the man's eyes.In an instant, he regretted his attitude just now, and wanted to reach out to pull him.

Li Jiao stood up, took a step back and left Fu Shujue.

"I'm sorry." He apologized: "I want too much. We should not be able to pass this hurdle."

"Fu Shujue," he said again, "Forget it."

After speaking, Li Jiao wiped his eyes with his hand, walked to the door, and left in the darkness of the winter rain.

Outside, the rain was louder and louder.

Fu Shujue sat in the living room alone in a daze.

Li Jiao's words were mixed with the heavy rain, beating his heart heavily.

He thought about the man and said: Forget it.

What's the matter?

Is it announcing the end of their relationship?

******

No one else can be seen on the street.

The continuous rain made Li Jiao feel unreal.But he is real.

His expression turned from sad to calm.

He walked in no hurry.

Annoyed, angry?

Or sad, lost?

These are all allowed, these are all right.Because this is what I want to bring to you.

Give you complex and full of emotions, make you distressed, worried, and stuck in your throat. Thinking of me makes you toss and turn, unable to fall asleep.

So, come find me.

Li Jiao showed a calm smile in the rain.

******

A thunderstorm outside the window woke Fu Shujue up.

Only then did he realize that Li Jiaosan was not there, and he ran out the door without his coat on.

In a hurry, he grabbed a coat and went out to chase after him with an umbrella. He ran for nearly two ways, but he couldn't find anyone.

The pants below the knees were soaked, and the cold swept over him.

Standing at the crossroads, Fu Shujue was suddenly a little confused, as if he had finally realized what happened tonight gradually at this moment.

Realized that Li Jiao had really left, but he couldn't find him.

Fu Shujue thought that he should be angry, and angry Li Jiao ran away without any scruples.

But he was troubled, whether he lost Li Jiao from now on.

And he was concerned about Li Jiao, not long after we separated, he had already started to miss him, and worried whether he was still on the way or whether he would be wet by the heavy rain.

He was overwhelmed by the great loss.

******

After his birthday, Li Jiao's cell phone has been turned off.

Fu Shujue hadn't seen him for almost four days.

I went to the other party's school and was told that I had to ask for leave because of the rain and fever.

Going to a bar is the same reason.

As for that person's family, no one responded.

Li Jiao seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.

Fu Shujue was quite distraught, how could he not care about a living person who would never see him again?

Accustomed to being accompanied by others, when he was alone at home, Fu Shujue would uncontrollably think of every detail of living with Li Jiao.

He thought for a long time about what Li Jiao said that night.

He knew that the man had actually shown weakness to himself.And he shouldn't be that impulsive, at least not in his tone.

Fu Shujue was very upset.

But now he can't find Li Jiao, and for the first time in his life, he tasted what it means to be anxious.

******

The backstage dressing room of the bar is deserted.

Nine o'clock in the evening is the beginning of the lively night.

Li Jiao sat in front of the row of mirrors in the dressing room, looking at himself in the mirror and meditating.

He also held a mobile phone in his hand.

There was a knock on the door, and then they entered uninvited.

Looking at the person coming from the mirror, Li Jiao smiled and said, "What's the matter, Boss?"

Zhang Jingshan said: "Fu Shujue also came to see you tonight."

Li Jiao let out an indifferent oh, and turned on the phone.

Noticing this person's movements, Zhang Jingshan asked, "Why, are you going to contact him?"

"It just makes him miss me a little more."

In front of Zhang Jingshan, Li Jiao dialed Fu Shujue's phone number.After only two rings, the person on the other end picked up.

But before the other party could speak, Li Jiao hung up neatly.

Zhang Jingshan raised an eyebrow.

"Fu Shujue thinks that he is the leader, so I will let him recognize the relationship between us." Li Jiao explained: "This is the biggest difficulty for me to go further when we get along with him. After solving it, everything will be fine. Problem. From now on, I want the initiative."

He said casually again: "Don't worry, he will call me back."

As if to verify this sentence, after a while, the phone vibrated, and the words "Fu Shujue" were displayed on the screen.

Zhang Jingshan said: "You don't answer?"

"Let him wait a little longer, and let him worry more." Li Jiao still smiled at the person behind him from the mirror, but gradually there was a little uncertainty in his smile: "Did I treat him particularly badly? "

"No. You did really well." Walking to the side, he put his hand on Li Jiao's shoulder, Zhang Jingshan said with a smile, "And what you said is right, he really can't beat you." Then, do With a hand gesture, he turned and left the locker room.

Li Jiao's eyes fell on the mobile phone that was still vibrating, pressed the call button, and put it behind his ear.

He spoke with a gentle voice, "Fu Shujue?"